While Jinyu was thinking about these things, a woman came in from outside. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info Jinyu originally thought it was the maid before, so she didn't pay much attention, but when the person arrived in the house, she said to Jinyu: "Princess? ”

The people in this will directly call themselves adults, not princesses. Jinyu turned her head and was surprised to find a very familiar face, this person was Princess Ji, the woman who had died in childbirth.

"You're not dead?" Jinyu asked, the ghost suddenly felt a little strange, she put down the food in her hand, and then circled around Jinyu, and then said, "I originally saved this?" The Netherworld spoke with a peculiar sense of purity, Jinyu glanced at the Netherworld suspiciously, and said, "Aren't you Princess Ji?" ”

Yin Ming was stunned, then sat down and said: "I don't know who I am, but I shouldn't be a princess, I just came to bring you food, I heard that you are a princess, so I called you a princess, as for that princess Ji, I really don't know." ”

The Netherworld finished speaking and left.

Jinyu was stunned in place, if this person was really Princess Ji, then would she be like King Ji, who had taken the medicine to bring back the dead, so she would be resurrected, but why would this Princess Ji not remember anything, obviously King Ji, who also took the medicine of resurrection, still remembered to take revenge.

Just when Jinyu was puzzled, Shi Xuan came in from outside, saw Jinyu's still complete meal, and said, "Could it be that the food is not to your taste?" After Jinyu came back to her senses, she looked at the exquisite meals and said, "No, I'm just thinking about other things." ”

"Fangcai, has the Netherworld been here?" Shi Xuan asked, and Jinyu asked, "Her name is Netherworld?" Shi Xuan nodded, he looked at Jinyu, there were too many things in his eyes, so that Jinyu indulged in Shi Xuan's too deep eyes for a moment.

"Is she Princess Ji?" Jinyu opened his mouth to ask, Shi Xuan folded his hands and said, "Yes or no, it doesn't matter anymore, I will let them be together in another way, which is also a beautiful thing, isn't it?" Shi Xuan's words actually made Jinyu have a strange feeling, as if the person standing in front of him was not a murderous demon, but really like the clothes he was wearing, he was a master who was dedicated to Buddha.

But Jinyu knew that the obsession in this person's eyes was so deep that it was indelible.

So at this moment, Jinyu chose not to speak. Shi Xuan sighed faintly, and then said: "Ruojin, what are you running away from, I didn't ask you to respond to me anything, I just want to see you again, I know that the person you love the most is still him, I have always known this." ”

Jinyu probably knew who he was talking about, but Jinyu knew in her heart that she only loved one person, and that was Zhao Ke. Regardless of her previous life, she knew that in this life, the person she loved the most was Zhao Ke. Shi Xuan seemed to be able to know what Jinyu was thinking in her heart. He said: "You are not exactly you now, when you become the real you, you can make a choice, I will support you no matter what you do." ”

Jinyu sighed, not feeling the slightest emotion for Shi Xuan's words, she only felt that it was an unspeakable burden, and this burden almost made Jinyu breathless.

"Didn't you say you just need to see me? Now how many times have you seen me, can't you? Jinyu knew that Shi Xuan would never let her go, but Jinyu always thought that she could get some more words from him, after all, Jinyu was confused about many things until now.

"You're not the whole you, I just want to see the real you, one last time." After Shi Xuan finished speaking, a feeling of despair could not be suppressed in his heart. Jinyu opened her mouth and asked, "If you see her, will you die?" Shi Xuan smiled and said, "As long as a person who has taken the medicine of resurrection realizes his obsession, he will die. ”

"So according to this saying, as long as your obsession cannot be realized, you will live forever, in that case, why do you give up a long life to pursue that meaningless thing?" Jinyu didn't understand it very much.

Shi Xuan looked at Jinyu, as if he was looking at another person, and he said: "In my long life, most of what I feel is endless pain, this pain is like a poison that eats away at my few pleasures, and if I live, I will become a container for only sin. ”

Maybe Shi Xuan's words were too profound, and Jinyu didn't even understand it, but Jinyu felt a trace of sadness from his almost sad expression. Shi Xuan was born with a sin that he could not give up, this sin has nothing to do with human nature, in the final analysis, it is still the pain imposed on him by that era, but even so. Shi Xuan still survived, he can be regarded as an indelible shame, and it can be regarded as a natural disaster to ridicule people's so-called benevolence, righteousness and morality. Therefore, all people originally rejected and disgusted Shi Xuan's existence.

But Shi Xuan is so tenacious to survive, so from this level, living in this ruthless world for a long time is really not a good thing for Shi Xuan, and it is also Ruojin is Shi Xuan's only salvation in this world, because no one has ever really regarded Shi Xuan as a person, even if he is a master of broken arms, he probably only sees Shi Xuan as a beast to be crossed, only Ruojin really regards Shi Xuan as a person.

At this time, Jinyu looked at Shi Xuan's calm face, and suddenly felt a sympathy, or heartache, and Jinyu said, "Have you always hated your mother very much? ”

Jinyu's mind suddenly flashed to the terrifying woman who had become a beast, with a pair of annoying red eyes.

Shi Xuan smiled and said, "I don't hate her, that's not her fault, and it's not my fault. Jinyu listened to Shi Xuan say in a very gentle figure, and then Shi Xuan seemed to be a different person, he raised his head, his eyes were full of indifference like night.

"It's the world's fault."

Jinyu found that she didn't have any words to refute this sentence for a while, because this world is formed by people in the final analysis, and if everyone is wrong, then it can also be said that this world is wrong.

Shi Xuan closed his eyes, and two tears flowed from his eyes.

"For 200 years, I have been cursing this world, I am devoted to Buddha, but my body and mind are in the red dust, I can't extricate myself, I am not a human being, I am not a Buddha."

(To be continued.) )