When I came back in the morning, I was running along the smooth and wide highway, admiring the greenery on both sides of the highway and breathing in the fresh air, which was very comfortable.

After signing the contract, I rushed back to Huping City, and it was already two o'clock in the evening. I had to find a hotel near the company to sleep in, and I was very tired.

Perhaps, I have to go through all kinds of disasters in my life, life is a cup of tea, it is impossible to suffer for a lifetime, but it will always be bitter for a while. At that time, there was no warning, and the night view of the city was very beautiful, with the streets full of flowers of various shapes in bloom, and the sky deep and high. However, there is always some ominous feeling, sending He Ke and Zihan back, He Ke and Zihan got out of the car and went in first, I said I wanted to go back to my hotel to sleep, they turned around and shouted to me: "Xiaoluo, goodbye".

When I walked to the car, I looked back at the two of them, one was quiet, delicate, dignified and elegant, and the other was delicate and lovely. They snuggled up in the doorway, waving to me. This image has remained in my mind for a long time, because I drove back and forth for ten hours, and I was very tired and sleepy, fluttering, walking towards my car at an intersection I had walked through, looking at the flickering traffic lights, and walking straight over, unfortunately, a large truck also crashed into me because of the rush to the road, when I saw it, I couldn't dodge, my feet seemed to be filled with lead, and I wanted to jump but I already knew that I couldn't escape. One qiē was over, and after a sound that shook so much that I felt my whole body crack, I flew straight out, and in a trance I saw the last beauty of the city and the smiling face of the witch, and in an instant, the qiē was over, and I lost all consciousness......

Before I woke up, I knew that I was in a coma for three days. Three days later, my soul returned to my body, and I woke up completely unable to move, not even a finger. Moving slightly, my whole body felt unbearable pain like an explosion, and my whole body was wrapped around me like a mummy. Strict and solid, no hole can enter.

The doctor said that I had been crushed, with bruises in my chest, multiple fractures all over my body, and a severe blow to my head. Anyway, I just want to know why I'm still able to live like this. Perhaps, God left me with this dog's life, and hoped that I could pay off all these love debts.

Open your eyes and see, Zihan, Saori, and He Ke are all wiping their tears, and Yin Yue and Yin Xi's two younger sisters looked at me in horror: "Brother." After saying a word, the two girls couldn't cry anymore, yes, my two sisters, how could my brother leave you and go alone? I'm not here, my sisters will be bullied, my parents will be bullied, my sister is still married, and she doesn't belong yet, how can I just leave?

My parents, friends, and colleagues all came over, and they kept comforting me and sighing, I wanted to smile bitterly, but I couldn't laugh at it, all my thoughts were discouraged, and my injuries were severe. I was locked in bed and lost all self-care.

Taking care of patients is no better than me at this time, especially taking care of me now, and it is extremely difficult to take care of a patient like me who weighs me and has such a serious injury, which can be imagined.

At first, it was my parents and sister who took care of me, but Saori pulled this task down and said that she wanted to take care of me, but my parents didn't give me, so she was in a hurry. I don't know what else she wants from me, I have nothing left, I only have a heart that lives in a witch. I don't deserve her. This woman will always take care of me when my body is traumatized, I don't know how to evaluate her, I owe her, I can't afford to pay her with my life. I. Eating and drinking Lazar all relied on Saori, and I completely returned to my infant years. Turning over again and again, and daily life again and again, all require very hard work and sweat.

This time is different from the last time my hand was burned, the last time I was able to turn over and walk, but this time, Saori in order to take care of me, soon her body couldn't bear it, and she fainted by the bed many times, what I was worried about was that her company, no one to take care of it, I resolutely drove her away, she shook her head and said no, looking at her like this, I was also helpless, I couldn't move, I could only move my mouth. All of them, I want them to come back to their lives, and I don't want anyone to suffer with me.

Saori didn't want to go, and I was helpless.

One morning, half-asleep, I felt a drop of warm water dripping on my face, familiar with the smell and fragrance, is it a dream? I opened my eyes, witch! She rushed back to Huping City from Beijing on a business trip overnight, and she only rushed back when she learned about my situation.

The witch gently stroked my face, the injured face, leaned down, touched my brow with her brow, and said in a loud voice, "What's wrong with you." Why are you like this! Why? It hurts me to death. ”

Before I finished speaking, her body trembled and sobbed uncontrollably, and the witch's tears slipped down my breasts and placket and became wet. After the accident, I never cried, not a single tear flowed, not because I was charged, I pretended to be a beggar who had tears and didn't flick, but I lacked a catalyst and release, I couldn't cry, I choked in my throat. And the arrival of the witch released all my love, why am I like this, always bowing down in front of the witch as a weak person, she touched the softest place in my heart, and my tears couldn't stop surging out. I was like a child, a shameless child, crying out loud. I couldn't even reach out and touch her face and wipe her tears. Just like my reality, I always want to give her a shoulder to lean on, but I always drag her down.

How many sins I created in my previous life, how many blessings I cultivated, and how many blessings I met, I met a witch, and her generosity and dedication made me unable to repay it. She was able to give me my life and heart.

It's just that I am more or less resentful of the mistakes I made, and she looks at me as cold as usual except for that crying. She didn't say anything, and I didn't dare say anything. yes, what else do I have to say? A qiē's sweet words can only disgust her.

After lying down for more than three months, I got up again, I looked at myself repeatedly in front of the mirror, I became thinner, darker, and my hair was longer, but my body was better than before, and I was a little thin and straight. However, a slanted scar from my brow ruined my appearance, and I pessimistically thought that I had become an ugly man!

During the nearly a year of recuperation, I repeatedly pondered the question of whether I was lewd or not, and whether I was a morally corrupt person. On the one hand, I think that I am a very sincere person, and I treat any woman who has anything to do with me with a sincere heart, and there is no intention of deceiving or playing with me (I dare not compare myself to Duan Zhengchun); On the other hand, I violated conventional ethics and morals, and had stories with so many women that shouldn't have happened, which objectively brought harm to some people, as if I should be scolded by the tubes and pointed out by thousands of people. In the past year, I have often read books and some Buddhist books, and I saw a song called "Song of Emptiness": "The sky is empty, the earth is empty; Life is in it; The sun is empty, the moon is empty, who is the credit for the rise in the east and the fall in the west? The gold is empty, the silver is empty, how can he be in his hands after death? The wife is empty, the son is empty, and there is no meeting on the Huangquan Road. The right is empty, the name is empty, and in the blink of an eye, the wilderness is a letter. "When I think about life, it's sometimes boring, don't I almost have a loess. Life is still a mess.

Looking at the witch's still cold gaze, I was really sad and sad.

I believe that she still loves me and loves me deeply, but as the saying goes, as much as you love, you hate as much, and I don't know how to restore us to our original self.

After the injury was healed, I turned off the phone directly, not wanting to see the cold face of the witch, and after leaving Huping City, I returned to my hometown. I went around and went several times, and the current county seat has completely changed.

The school environment was poor, and when I went to school, there was only one school building, and the others were low buildings. Many places in the countryside still have that kind of house. Now, the former school buildings have been replaced by spacious and bright buildings, and the playground is no longer the pitiful red brick floor it used to be. When I came back to the school, I found that many of the previous teachers had been transferred.

I sat in front of the classes on the playground and thought about the words I had just heard. It turns out that Mr. Wang has passed away, and this Mr. Wang is the only teacher I respect in this school.

Not only Mr. Wang, but even the cripple Zhang who used to sell breakfast at the school gate has passed away. The student's business is very good, he will not embarrass the student at that time, and he will even give more fritters or something when he has time. The premise is not to be seen by his scheming wife. Otherwise, it was another big fight, and when I came back here, I realized that time had passed inadvertently.

Looking at the cafes and dessert shops around the school, I felt the urge to go in and sit down.

There was a tea house that said sperm that appealed to me. As soon as I sat down, I encountered a strange thing. Is he the owner of this tea house? I secretly guessed in my heart that his facial features were very ordinary, so ordinary that you wouldn't look at him in the crowd. His facial features are very ordinary, and he has a pair of bright eyes. I don't know how to describe it, but his eyes were calm, and he just looked at me quietly. I didn't need to say much, just sitting like this, I felt that his eyes and the serene aura emanating from his body were very comfortable.

I couldn't read his eyes. It wasn't until much later that I realized that the faint warmth that overflowed from those peaceful and serene eyes was called happiness.

I would love to talk to him and I don't know why. I can't put it into words, he and I don't feel like we're meeting for the first time at all.

My instincts were right, he was a very peaceful man. Without me opening his mouth, he was already telling his story. Two people, a set of tea sets, the faint fragrance of tea is overflowing, and it is very comfortable. His gentle tone and light voice gave me a little comfort in my slightly tired heart.

From the chat, I know that his name is Li Zibin. He had been waiting for his wife. I was somewhat surprised and surprised by his words. I secretly guessed in my heart that he usually came here either as a lover or as a second n, and he was actually waiting for his wife. My look of surprise seemed amused to him. He poured me a cup of tea, and he lightly explained my doubts.

"Yes, I was indeed waiting for my wife!" He said, "Isn't there something you're troubled about, if you have time you can listen to the story of me and my wife, and my love life." This might help you, at least make you look cheerful. I was noncommittal, but I secretly thought in my heart that I couldn't be saved by anyone now. Now I am like a walking corpse, and he must have seen the despair emanating from the bottom of his heart. I really want to ask him, if he can live without food, but what about that person, if he can live without heart.

"Do you think I'm a very rich man?" The glimmer in his eyes made me laugh and I nodded. "If you think so, then you are wrong, we live in poverty. At least for now, the house we live in is still a bank mortgage. Have you ever lived life, he looked at me. Firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, tea, life is always inseparable from these. Even these little things need to be carefully calculated. If you want to buy a bag of soy sauce, there are 7 dimes and 8 cents, which one will you choose, you must think it is good, but we will never buy 8 dimes.

The warm light in his eyes made me envious. In my opinion, these lives are really uneventful. He continued, "Our lovely son, well, I just told you about firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, you may be able to guess. Although there are no high-end toys and brand-name children's clothes, my son is very lively and cute, and his small body is also strong.

Because there was no money to hire a babysitter, our son went to kindergarten very early. Although our life is not very rich, we live a very happy life. Even though we don't have a lot of money, I have a virtuous and gentle wife and a lovely son.

I don't know what other people's lives are after work. But every day after work, I go straight home. I'm not a person who can play, or I don't want to hang out.

I don't even bother to watch TV dramas, the happiest and happiest thing I feel is to see the smiling faces of my big and small babies. Looking at the lovely smiling faces of my son and wife. I swore in my heart that I would love them for the rest of my life. I want to be a good husband, a good father, and I will do my best to protect them from being hurt in the slightest.

I know he's immersed in his own world, but that's not what I want to know. "What about your past? You and your wife? I asked.

Hehe. As long as you have time, listen to me tell you slowly. My wife and I went to the same high school. Do you ever feel that kind of feeling, that is, in that second you will be excited. It's like my first impression of her, or how I felt when I first met her. When I saw her, my heart overflowed with warm tenderness, as if I was in a dream.

My hometown is in the countryside, do you know what kind of person she is? My wife. When he talks about his wife, there is always a happy color in his eyes. He seems to be back in high school.

She is a very cute person, she always likes to walk with her head down, and often purses her mouth and secretly entertains a little girl alone. At that time, I really wanted to rush up and ask her if there was any money on the ground to pick up! None of that is the most important thing, you know? On the first day of school, I noticed that she, my future wife and I were wearing a blouse of the same color and style. Hehe. It's kind of like a couple outfit, and I looked at her several times. We were both young at the time, and I was just surprised. At the time, I didn't really have any other ideas, we were all very innocent.

He had a faint smile on his face, and a hint of tenderness in his flat and warm voice. The softness in my heart was touched, and it was a little tickling and warm. Youth is all red, you are the master. It's just that the dreams that belong to that age are always lost inadvertently. Or inadvertently, I have long been lost, and I have lost the idea that I was crazy when I was young. I envy him, and though I don't know what kind of condition he is in now, he had wanted to have it, and he kept what I wanted to keep but had long since lost.

He was completely immersed in the memories. Do you think I'm a man with no ambitions and no achievements?

Is he unambitious and unaccomplished? I laughed, and sometimes I feel like that kind of person I am. How can a good man covet and covet a comfortable life for a while? Besides, every day you have to make careful calculations for firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea. I don't dare to think about this kind of life anymore.

I am such a person, he continued. I didn't want to be a very rich person, and if I was separated from her for a few days, I would feel like I was living like a year. He smiled and said, if I don't see my wife for a week, I will feel uncomfortable, like something is missing, well, empty in the bottom of my heart. I thought to myself, he was a very family-loving person.

Don't laugh at me, you don't know about me and my wife. The matter between us is not something that can be explained to you in one or two sentences. Let me tell you a few interesting things about our lives! That year, after graduating from university, we were assigned jobs together. Can you imagine what life we were like back then? Children who come out of the countryside have nothing. Even so, I would not have felt sad about life because I had her. She's fine, you know what she said to me? Now that we have graduated, we should be self-reliant and self-reliant, and we should no longer increase the burden on our family and ask our family for money.

Can you imagine that? I was so happy that I said yes to her. In the second year after we started working, we got a marriage license. The weather was fine and sunny that day, and I took her to the community service center of the Civil Affairs Bureau. Well, in less than two hours, she became my wife. I didn't have a wedding ring, no wedding photos, and I couldn't even give her a decent wedding, so I didn't have any money at that time!

The house we lived in at that time was a rented house. Do you know what kind of house it is? There was a hint of bitterness at the corners of his mouth!

I said, don't laugh at me, the house is a small house that a suburban farmer used to make a kitchen. Fortunately, the rent of this house is only 40 yuan. We were financially struggling, and we couldn't even afford a bed at that time. Fortunately, there is still an earthen kang in the room that was used as a kitchen. My wife and I slept there.

We didn't have anything at that time, and it froze us when we went to bed at night, it was cold. As soon as it got dark, the two of us went under the covers and warmed each other with our body heat. Life was very hard at that time, but with her by my side, I felt very happy even if I endured hardship.

We were very happy when we paid our salaries in the first month, even though our combined salaries were less than 600 yuan. However, I insisted on going to the department store and buying her a fashion for almost two hundred yuan, she is my wife, my love, and I will give her what I can under my limited ability.

Her little fool ignored my obstruction and insisted on using the money to buy me a red bean brand jacket. We spent more than half of the 600 yuan in wages at that time. Although there is less money, we buy happiness, yes, although our daily life is simple, but we are happy. We only cook one dish at each meal, and sometimes we can't stand the gluttony, so we will buy a piece of pork head meat to improve our lives.

The meat was so fragrant at that time, that fool was reluctant that I couldn't taste it. She had to feed me a bite to eat. His eyes were half bright and half dark, and he said, recalling our life at the beginning, I was both happy and sad. My wife, the person who has accompanied me through the hardest life, I am most sorry for her. With someone like me, she suffered, but she was such a lovely person and never complained.

Do you know? Whenever I can't help but get angry at my wife, my heart feels like I've been cut by a knife. Who is she, my dearest and most beloved person, my lovely little wife. How can I be angry at her.

After I figured it out, I would whisper and sincerely ask my wife to forgive me, because of her generosity, because of her tolerance, she would forgive me every time. Because of my heat, my lovely wife breaks into tears and laughs every time. At that time, she was so cute that I wanted to rub her into my body.

My tears suddenly fell. Although his tone is flat, he speaks to what I need most and what is the softest in my heart.

Hehe. Ha ha. I laughed, laughed and cried. I realized that I had nothing, and that what I was most proud of was worthless in front of him or happiness. Ha ha. What the hell have I had over the years. Love, passion, or happiness! Have I ever been happy? I asked myself, and even if there were, I was all buried by myself.

He's telling me that money isn't everything. The money that everyone wants is so powerless in front of him. I even envied him a little, and began to envy his poor and happy life. If he was rich, would he still have such happiness and good memories? I despise myself in my heart, and I can't eat grapes and say that grapes are sour. That's the nature of human beings.

I was fascinated by it, and when I looked up again, I realized that his eyes were filled with water. I was shocked that the temperament of this person had changed. His face was pale and colorless, his eyes were melancholy and desperate, and his face was hideous and terrifying.

I was a little frightened at the time, a good person can change whatever he says. I even wanted to get up and leave right away, but I couldn't do that. This person who is also in need of help as me, or a person who is dependent on the same disease, how can I leave now. Maybe he was happy once, but now he is unhappy, I can see it.

His tone changed, and his flat, warm voice was gone, replaced by a slightly hoarse and even somewhat harsh voice.

He choked up and couldn't say a word for a long time. I got up and walked over slowly, patting him on the shoulder and now what can I say, silent companionship is perhaps what he needs most right now.

Suddenly he spoke, he said. Because of his carelessness, he lost his happiness.

Do you think that I fell in love with another woman, so I lost my happiness. He shook his head, it's not like this, I've never loved another woman, and there is only one person I love in my life, and that's her.

But love alone is not enough. Domineering and domineering love can sometimes hurt a person. But I didn't understand it at the time. My bossiness and domineering didn't allow my wife to have a little personal space of her own.

If I could, I would like to shrink her in my pocket and carry it with me all the time. I don't allow her life to hide a little bit from me, or rather, **. In my opinion, we are two people who love each other very much, and love us don't need to have any secrets with each other.

But I was wrong. I couldn't be more wrong, no one in this world can replace other people's thoughts and other people's words and deeds. Everyone has their own life and**, everyone in this world is unique, and everyone can have their own life and **. However, I didn't understand these truths at all.

I know, really. I told him that every time I had a fight with my wife, I would let myself reflect on it. I know my love is too domineering and bossy. I know, but I still can't control my sanity. I hurt my wife, I'm not like you. I feel astringent in my heart, and I regret the one who used to be ignorant. The way I hurt her was gentle, but also deadly. I watched her slowly move away from me, but I couldn't help it.

Until one day, after she had a big argument with me, she was completely desperate, and she left without me. I looked for her like crazy, but, it was useless, she left, and I could never find her who once belonged to me, my lover. She was like the morning dew that was gone, and her departure was a fatal blow to me. Hehe. During that time, I couldn't eat anything, and when I closed my eyes, I saw the happiness we used to have, and my her.

My son was sent back to his hometown. Do you know what regret is? He looked up at me, huh. Why didn't anyone in the world invent a regret pill? You may ask, have I ever thought about suicide?

I won't. He shook his head. I still remember her words, my wife said that she looked down on a big man who wanted to die or live. No one in this world will be unable to live without anyone, and neither will you. She used to say to me, I think, she was really prescient.

You know, my wife, if she's nice to a person, there's nothing to say; If she made up her mind to ignore someone, she would be ruthless to the end. I'm broken now, do you think I still have hope of waiting for her? This is where we used to go on dates and have a lot of great memories. Today is the last day I've been waiting for, and after today, I'm going to leave here. I used to say that I would stand there and wait for her, but if I couldn't wait for her, I would go to her. In this life, I identify with her. After finishing speaking, the bright color on his face made me feel happy for him, but I was also faintly worried about whether he would become a demon and become a madman who could only search for people.

I know he has a son and parents, and his wife is not all he has, but he strikes me as a man who has lost his mind. At this moment, I really want to help him, he was happy in the past, and I hope he can always be happy. His economy is not very good, and it is not so easy to find someone in the vast sea of people. I can give him enough money to find his wife to the ends of the earth. He stood up suddenly, and I tried to hold him, but he shook off my hand and walked out.

This is the strangest person I've ever met. I don't know if it's because of his former happiness, this person has always remained in my heart. I would love to find him. Later, I went to the tea house to wait for him, and after waiting for a week, I never saw this person again.

In the days that followed, I slowly forgot about that person and his affairs. My life is back on track. Later, when I thought of him, I didn't care so much about him, maybe I was a cold person. Among all living beings, how many people can control their happiness for a lifetime. As the saying goes, many people and things, or happiness, always feel precious after they are lost. Many people are willing to spend the second half of their lives reminiscing about the happiness they once had, rather than cherishing the happiness in front of them. Hehe, that's human nature!

Half a month after leaving Huping City. I came back and opened the door, and there was a dull, damp smell in the house, and I didn't have to look to know that the house had been unoccupied for a long time. It's to be expected, I'm just now realizing that even if the house is good, the house that is not popular and no one lives in is not called a home. I sat in the living room for a while, then got up and went to Lin Batian's house. The witch mother scolded me when she saw me enter the door, and I listened silently until she was tired of scolding. I said, "If you are tired of scolding, you can rest for a while, let Lin Xi come out, I'll have a word with her, and I'll leave after speaking!" ”

The witch mother was stunned for a moment and called out Lin Xi. I haven't seen each other for many days, Lin Xi has become very haggard, and I feel a little distressed, "Lin Xi, Mom, I was wrong, I take care of everything." I ask you to forgive me. If you can forgive me, let Lin Xi and me go home; If you can't forgive, this is a passbook, equity certificate, all the property is here, I have already completed the transfer certificate, all in Lin Xi's name, and the legal notarial certificate, I will go." Several people didn't expect me to have this hand, and I saw that they didn't speak and knew that Lin Xi still wouldn't forgive me. With my head down, I walked to the door of the house and prepared to go out.

At this time, Lin Xi's mother wiped her tears and scolded Lin Xi, "Don't you stop it quickly, which man won't play outside now, your father was not the same when he was young." Silly boy, men are like this, as long as he has you in his heart and this family knows how to change, what else do you want. ”

Lin Xi covered her face and ran into the bedroom crying bitterly. I burst into tears, and Lin Xi's mother muttered vigorously, "Evil, this is evil." The turn should be rewarded. ”

Lin Xi is willing to come back, and he is willing to live under the same roof with me. But the scars disappeared for a long time, and I separated from her, and she wouldn't let me touch her. I don't have that ** either, the two of them became particularly cautious, and the atmosphere was dull. But I can't take care of that anymore, I have to go back to the company and think about work. During my long sick break, the company changed dramatically. Fortunately, Mr. Zhen still trusts my abilities.