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Listening to Li Huaifeng's words, Zhong Wuming was not particularly surprised, nor was he particularly excited, as if what he heard was someone else's business, and it had nothing to do with his own dime.
"Oh? Become a waste? Zhong Wuming asked expressionlessly, "What kind of waste person?" β
Li Huaifeng said sternly: "You may be paraplegic from the neck down, and you can only rely on medicine to maintain your life, and there will be no hope in this life." It's like ...... A vegetative person, or a living person who only has the two functions of eating and. β
Li Huaifeng shrugged helplessly: "This decision is very strict, I need you to decide for yourself." β
Zhong Wuming looked at Li Huaifeng: "Vegetative person? A living person who only has the two functions of eating and? In the past ten years, I have not done anything other than eating and. β
Li Huaifeng smiled, he understood, Zhong Wuming was not afraid.
Zhong Wuming was not only not afraid, but smiled, and for some reason, he inexplicably developed a good impression of this stranger.
"If I win, I can at least catch up some of the lost time on some kind of Cheng dΓΉ, and if I lose, ......." Zhong Wuming patted his leg: "That's not it?" β
"Nope." Li Huaifeng corrected seriously: "If you lose, you may not be able to pat your own leg in the future." β
Zhong Wuming nodded: "It doesn't matter to me whether I can pat my leg or not, let's start." β
Li Huaifeng said: "Do you need to discuss it with your family?" β
"No, I don't." Zhong Wuming picked up a book and looked at it to himself: "Anyway, it's not them who will be paralyzed in the future." β
Li Huaifeng nodded: "You may not be paralyzed, although I don't know why, I have confidence in you inexplicably." β
Zhong Wuming stared at the book with his eyes and nodded expressionlessly: "En." β
Li Huaifeng began a long process of treatment, in order to distract Zhong Wuming's attention and not make him too nervous, he kept chatting with Zhong Wuming about topics.
"What zodiac sign are you?" Li Huaifeng asked.
"Leo." Zhong replied.
"Oh, Leo is good, I like Leo."
"Do you have a study of horoscopes?"
"Nope." Li Huaidao: "I like all constellations. β
Li Huaifeng sweated, continued to be busy, felt that the air was too tense, and said:
"What type of books do you like to read?"
"I like to read books that I like."
Li Huaifeng looked at him the same, and said in his heart, isn't this the same as not saying?
"So what do you read...... Habits or something? β
"Hmm." Zhong Wuming said: "When I read a book, I don't like strangers to cut my body with a knife. β
Li Huaifeng glanced at Zhong Wusheng: "I'm sorry, you have to be patient this time." β
The atmosphere of the two chatting was very awkward, and the process of treatment made Li Huaifeng very nervous.
Li Huaifeng suddenly thought of an interesting topic again: "Do you know Sima Ping?" What do you think of him? β
Zhong Wuming's brows furrowed, and when he mentioned Sima Ping, he seemed to suddenly be interested, and it seemed that Sima Ping meant a lot to him.
"He's one of those rare people who can make me look the other way in terms of talent, IQ and everything." Zhong Wuming said: "What about you? How much do you know about him? β
"Huh? I, I don't know much about him, and I feel like a very sinister person. Li Huaifeng lowered his head and said.
"Hmm." Zhong Wuming frowned and looked out the window unwillingly: "Originally, I could compete with him for this world, but I was not as insidious as him." β
"What do you mean?"
Zhong Wuming looked at Li Huaifeng: "My injury is one of his plans. He was an extremely intelligent man and knew from an early age that I would be his lifelong enemy. β
Li Huaifeng looked at Zhong Wuming in surprise: "You know everything?" β
Zhong Wuming smiled slightly: "Not only I know, but many people in my family are afraid that they have guessed it, but the wood is already in the boat, and they have no way to tell me that I am true, so they can only grovel and rely on Sima Ping's alms to prolong my life." β
Li Huaifeng shook his head: "Your family is very strange. β
Zhong Wuming put down the book and looked at Li Huaifeng solemnly: "Little ghost, I know you want to attract my attention, what?" Do I look like a coward? β
Li Huaifeng said embarrassedly: "No, it's not like that." β
Zhong Wuming said: "I came to sue you, if you cut my throat directly today, I will not be afraid or hate you, on the contrary, I will be grateful to you." The most terrible thing is not the gambling surgery in front of you, let me tell you what is the most terrible. β
Zhong Wuming said: "The most terrible thing in the world is that a person knows a qiΔ, but he must keep it secret. He could have had an extraordinary life and a wonderful experience, but he had to face darkness and loneliness, and he couldn't on his own. The self-esteem has been shattered by reality, and he doesn't even have the courage to die. No, he is not without courage, but without rights, because he knows that if he lives, everyone can live, and when he dies, some people will go crazy. β
"With the strength of the Zhong family, frantically retaliating is undoubtedly self-defeating. Therefore, he must live, he must endure humiliation, accept mercy, and know that it is useless, and he has to let all kinds of wandering parties judge him and make irresponsible remarks. Knowing that Sima Ping would send me poison to drink every month, I had to drink it with a smile and obedience in front of my grandfather, day after day, year after year, lying to them again and again, saying that I felt better, that I really felt better. β
Li Huaifeng was a little embarrassed.
Zhong Wuming continued: "You know what? The most terrible thing is that sometimes, I am so moved by my own lies, that I begin to doubt reality and rely on my own fantasies. Do you know? The most terrible thing is that whenever night falls, whenever I am alone in this room, the great darkness will consume my heart, my soul, I feel like I can't breathe, I feel like the world is spinning, I vomit, I collapse, but I don't even dare to let others hear my heart-rending cry....... β
"The most terrible thing is that I have gradually become numb and have gradually lost hope for the future. Until this guy of yours walked in and said to me, you have made my sister pregnant, and you have to cure me. I don't know which lunatic asylum you are a xenomorph, but I know that even if you are an assassin of the Sima family, I don't care, because I don't even care about life, I'm not afraid of death, I'm afraid of living. β
Zhong Wuming didn't even have tears, but his eyes almost broke Li Huaifeng's heart. I can't imagine how this guy came to life!?
He obviously knows a qiΔ, but he must forbear, he must disguise, he is lying on the boat, but his mind is thinking for the family, and his body is insisting for the family.
He has been doing this work not for a day or two, but for more than ten years!
Li Huaifeng was a little embarrassed: "What, you...... You calm down. β
Zhong Wuming looked at Li Huaifeng and stubbornly carried out his own topic: "So, the most terrible thing is not that you failed the operation, but that you gave me hope and took it away!" β
Zhong Wuming looked at Li Huaifeng: "If the operation fails, I beg you for something." β
"What?"
"Kill me."
Li Huaifeng was taken aback: "This ...... What are you talking about, I'm going to marry your sister, I killed my eldest brother, and I got married. β
Zhong Wuming smiled slightly, this smile made Li Huaifeng creepy.
"You're a doctor, how many ways do you have to kill people, let's just say that the operation failed." Zhong Wuming said seriously: "Just when I beg you." β
Li Huaifeng and Zhong Wuming looked at each other for a few minutes, Zhong Wufeng's expression was calm, his breathing was steady, and Li Huaifeng's heart was beating.
"Why?"
"Because you're my brother-in-law." Zhong Wuming said: "You have the ability to fight against Sima Ping, I can feel it." And grandpa dares you to replace Sima Ping, which means that now the situation has changed dramatically, and Sima Ping no longer has the ability to do whatever he wants. His time is over, and he has been emasculated by some powerful guy. And this person, if not you, must have something to do with you, am I right? β
Li Huaifeng said enviously: "You are so powerful, just lying in bed, you can know so many things and think about things so thoroughly." You're a smart man, so is Sima Ping, and I'm just a stupid man. β
Zhong Wuming smiled slightly: "Many times, smart people must and can only be defeated by stupid people, this is the truth. β
Li Huaifeng gritted his teeth: "Okay, I promise you." β
"That's right." Zhong Wuming said: "The most terrible thing is actually to live without dignity. β
Li Huaifeng stopped talking, he only had one thought in his heart, he wanted to do his best to make the operation successful! Definitely to save this man!
This guy is not a bad person, he is already like this, and he is still so gentle and careful for the sake of his family. He is not a coward, he has long wanted to die, but he would rather endure humiliation, every minute he lives, he suffers for every minute, but for the sake of his family, he would rather torture himself.
I won't let you die! Li Huaifeng thought.
Li Huaifeng continued to cut small openings in Zhong Wuming's body, slightly transforming his bones, and at the same time using internal force to force those dark substances to leave the joints and corrode ...... the bones inside.
To do this kind of thing, it is very difficult, and the progress is very slow, although Li Huaifeng has used the strength to eat, but at this time Li Huaifeng is already sweating profusely.
Zhong Wuming's body was already weak, and after so much blood at this time, he couldn't support it, so he smiled slightly and put down the book.
Zhong Wuming looked at Li Huaifeng, who was still trying to treat himself, and suddenly asked, "How did you get my sister pregnant?" β
Li Huaifeng suddenly heard this topic, and as soon as he was nervous, the knife was inserted into Zhong Wuming's thigh.
Zhong Wuming frowned slightly: "Did the operation fail?" Are you going to do it now? β