Chapter 25: What to Do

"How's he doing?" Zhuang Liang's diary was put down, and Zhuang Xin asked Wei Kai. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Wei Kai turned around and looked at the two people opposite: "He has good acting skills, and when I left, the police still believed his statement very much." In addition, the scene in which Xiaozhi takes you to escape, and the phone call made by Xiaozhi at Zhuang Liang's house, all make people believe that it was Xuan Feng and his accomplices who stabbed Zhuang Yue, not Zhuang Liang who was led by your nose. Then Wei Kai turned his head to look at Xiaozhi: "If our legs are good, let's hurry, the sooner we leave, the safer we will be." ”

Before Xiaozhi could speak, Zhuang Xin said, "No, I have to go back." ”

"What are you going to do?" Seeing Zhuang Xin's posture of getting up to leave, Xiaozhi grabbed her: "What are you going to do?" It's hard to help you escape, what are you going to do when you go back, that child's wish is for us to protect you. I promised him that I would definitely have to take you on the case. ”

"I can't be selfish anymore." Zhuang Xin said slowly, "I have been selfish for so many years, and I feel that I am living alone in this world. No one cares whether I live or die, and if you can find me today, you have already discovered the secret of my choice of the date of killing, right? I chose the birthdays of the people around me as the death dates of those victims. That's because, I've never felt the kindness of the world, I've always felt abandoned by the world. ”

"But, hasn't Xuan Feng always been by your side?" Xiaozhi suddenly thought of Xuan Feng, who was stimulated by his girlfriend's suicide at the beginning, if he was not wrong, it was Xuan Feng who took Zhuang Xin away from his original family, "Didn't he take you away because he wanted to rescue you?" ”

Hearing this, Zhuang Xin suddenly smiled: "Rescue? Is that really a rescue? He's just trying to pretend to be guilty. As he spoke, Zhuang Xin took out a photo from the inner pocket of his jacket, "Who does the girl in this photo look like?" ”

Xiaozhi took the photo, glanced at it, and suddenly covered his mouth in surprise, if it wasn't for Zhuang Xin who specially explained that the photo was another girl, Xiaozhi would really mistakenly think that Zhuang Xin gave her a photo of herself. The girl in the photo is sitting on the grass and smiling, and even the curvature of the corners of her mouth is the same as when he once saw Zhuang Xin laughing.

"This is Xuanfeng's girlfriend who committed suicide?" Xiaozhi guessed according to the hint given by Zhuang Xin.

Zhuang Xin's eyes fell on the smiling face: "That's right, now you know why he saved me, right?" It's because I look so much like his ex-girlfriend, and today, I still remember the look on his face when he saw me, the excitement and madness. But when he realized that I wasn't his girlfriend, I still remember the loss in his eyes. Have you ever heard the term 'emotional transfer'? Zhuang Xin's gaze left the photo, looked at Xiaozhi and asked.

Xiaozhi nodded: "I've only heard of it, but I only know that he refers to the transfer of emotions or evaluations that will be found in two things that are connected." ”

Zhuang Xin put away the photo: "This happened to me and Xuan Feng. When you investigated me before, you must have been very strange about my relationship with Xuan Feng, right? Or, you should know that our two junior sisters are married, right? But everybody knows we had a wedding. That wedding was not for me and Xuan Feng, but for him and his first love, and I was just a stand-in for a similar person in that wedding. Zhuang Xin smiled bitterly before continuing, "This is Xuan Feng's emotional transfer, he just projected his feelings and indelible obsession with that girl onto me, and saw me as her. That was why, like we only had a wedding and not registered, he couldn't stand the fact that someone else's name appeared next to his name on the marriage certificate. He's just using me to escape reality. So, for seventeen years, I have been living in the shadow of his ex-girlfriend. The way I speak and act has to be the way his ex-girlfriend is showing love, and if he behaves in the slightest way, he will be very upset. He was able to take me away from the original nightmare, and I was naturally very grateful to him, so I also willingly worked as a stand-in for a few years, and finally even lost my appearance when I cried and laughed. In the first few years, I didn't complain when I was here, but you know, people are greedy, and when you face someone every day and you can't see what you really look like in his eyes, do you know that heartbroken feeling? I think I should have fallen in love with Xuan Feng later, after all, it was difficult to resist the tenderness in his eyes, although I knew that the object of his care and love was only the appearance of his ex-girlfriend who I turned to Sheng. But I was still greedy, and even wanted to put this love on me, a real me, not a substitute. But you know, it turned out to be terrible. ”

"Your sudden change irritated him?" Xiaozhi guessed, "So he started to carry out serial murder in the same way as before, thinking that he was rescuing others." ”

Zhuang Xin nodded; That's right, the serial murder case that was disappeared by the two of them also started at that time. However, he thought that he later entered the organization, and he no longer thought of being an inexperienced indiscriminate murderer, and then he began to have a plan, and he also knew that he had to eliminate his traces, so you can see that the later cases were the masters, and almost in the later cases, Zhiyong, each time the modus operandi was different. He knew that by removing the relevance of the cases and allowing the investigators to see them as if they were their own rooms, there would be a miscalculation on the spot, and as long as he did not associate them with the victims, he could easily avoid suspicion. The police can't find the officials between the victims, it's not that we were smart in the past and have worn out this kind of officials, but the victims themselves hide the connection between them. Many times, if no one is discovered, it is not enough to say that Gin is innocent, but he hides the crime well. It's like it happened to me. Zhuang Yue once raped me, but unless I called the police and examined my injuries, I could prove his atrocities. But I was threatened, Zhuang Yue once threatened me that if I did something and told me, he would kill me. Zhuang Xin looked at Xiaozhi and smiled slightly, "Don't be surprised, that threat was really effective for me who didn't experience anything at that time, Zhuang Yue's wife and his other family members have always turned a blind eye to his atrocities, and no one can help me who was weak at that time, so I didn't dare to call the police, I really believed that he would kill me." ”

Xiaozhi suddenly patted Zhuang Xin on the shoulder, he didn't know what to say, but he felt that the girl who was calmly doing all this in front of him still looked lonely and scared. Zhuang Xin didn't appreciate it, he subconsciously escaped, seventeen years ago, the double brilliance of body and spirit, so that she had already isolated herself from society in her heart, imprisoned herself in her heart. But after he dodged, he looked at Xiaozhi with some expectation, and then showed that he suddenly thought of something, and his eyes were full of the vigilance he had always had: "If only someone could pat me like you just did, or if someone could really believe in me unconditionally like that kid and help me." After speaking, pretending to be new and suddenly laughed, "At that time, I was very scared, Zhuang Yue, that brute, really used me as a tool to vent his desires." At that time, his wife was pregnant, and he couldn't have sex, so he set his eyes on me. His wife was cowardly by nature and didn't dare to offend Zhuang Yue, so she simply hid back to her parents' house. At that time, I hated Zhuang Liang in my heart, thinking that although I would be beaten before, I didn't say anything about feeling this kind of torture, so I think my heart has always attributed the pain I suffered to that innocent child, but at that time, or until I saw this notebook, I still hated him. At that time, no one could help me, knowing that once, Zhuang Yue was drunk and inflicted bestiality on me, and then when he fell asleep, I couldn't think about it and wanted to commit suicide. I didn't even want him to see my body, I didn't want him to touch my body, so I chose to go out. At that time, it was summer, the water was rising, and I wanted to jump into the river. But that night I met Xuan Feng. Like some kind of honorary men's volleyball team, he saw me under the streetlights. I was wandering over the bridge, and he happened to be passing the bridge, and when I felt someone passing by, he looked up and met her eyes, and after a moment of surprise, he hugged me, but he was calling out the name of another woman. I was terrified, a man who had gotten rid of a nightmare and vomited a new one, but he didn't do anything to me, just babbling on and out about how old he was and the name of the woman he was talking about. I could smell her alcohol, and I knew he must have mistaken someone. But it's been a long time since anyone has embraced me so warmly. Even if I wanted to give up my life at that time, I still couldn't give up the long-lost temperature, and when I wanted to laugh, I hugged the temperature when I was treated as a pearl in the palm of my parents. After that, I left the bridge with him. When I woke up the next day, it was some bloody episodes. But at that time, he looked at me in surprise, with a little horror, but it was more of a message, and after he woke up in time, he still thought of me as his ex-girlfriend. Later, I listened to his story and realized why he was terrified, it turned out that his ex-girlfriend had committed suicide and he took me for the soul of his girlfriend. Although I am afraid, love is greater than fear, so there is that kind of joy in my eyes. Speaking of this, Zhuang Xin, who has always been very calm, had a slight fluctuation on his face, as if he was envious of something.

After a pause, she continued: "Later, I explained my matter to him and proved that I was not his dead girlfriend, and he returned to his normal appearance. But he saw the marks on his body, his expression changed, and he asked me what was the matter. I never said it, and even at that time, because I remembered Zhuang Yue's bestial behavior, I suddenly cried. I admit that crying in front of it at that time was not only sad, but also had my own thoughts. I want him to help me get my revenge. I know that I think of his ex-girlfriend, he loves her ex-girlfriend so much, and I look so much like that person, it will definitely make him feel pity, even if he doesn't help me take revenge, he will definitely take me away out of sympathy. I think this is an opportunity for Heaven to get close to me and let him take me away. When Zhuang Xin said this, an extremely strange smile leaked from his face.

"Why didn't you kill Zhuang Yue at that time?" Wei Kai asked her.

"It was meant to be killed." Zhuang Xin showed a regretful expression, "But it's a pity, it seems that Zhuang Yue noticed my departure, probably afraid that I would call the police and leave his home." At that time, I realized that the person I had always feared had always been a coward who only dared to bully the weak. Originally, I waited there first, but found that Xuan Feng's accomplices hurriedly looked for him and asked them to open. That's when I learned that he was a serial killer all along. He didn't know anything at that time, he only knew that he could leave fingerprints and footprints without being hungry for the crime, but he didn't know that the hair that fell at the scene and the blood that was inadvertently splashed at the scene would become DNA evidence. I studied as a nurse for a while, and I knew a lot more than he did, so I knew that if he stayed there, he would definitely get caught, so at that time, I changed my mind. ”

"If you leave him at that time, you will cherish God's mercy on you." Wei Kai extinguished the cigarette butt in his hand, "But it's a pity that you wasted this opportunity." You could have left, even if you didn't expose Xuan Feng's crimes, you could have left that land, but you chose to waste this opportunity and became a criminal like him, I really have some sympathy for God who gave you the opportunity. Wei Kai spoke with his usual sarcastic tone, although he was scathing, but he couldn't refute it.

But Zhuang Xi continued as if he didn't hear what she was saying: "I changed my mind, thinking that I wanted to take revenge in person and kill this man who harmed my life with my wife. ”

Zhuang Xin continued to smile weirdly: "At the moment of making this decision, I persuaded Xuan Feng to flee with me. He originally wanted to kill one more one, and then be sentenced to death, and then reunite with his girlfriend in another world. But my presence shook her mind, and as I said, I became a stand-in for him to find a way to atone for his sins as if he could do so in addition to killing. I finally got him to agree to start fleeing, and I knew that I would definitely find an opportunity to kill Zhuang Yue, the beast to kill this man who had ruined me. So, even when we did get to a safe place, I never let go of the thought. However, I couldn't find an opportunity to put my idea into practice, knowing that when I found out that I chose not to play a stand-in because of my greedy love, I found that he suddenly began to rage again. He realizes that he can't get his girlfriend anymore and he can't relieve himself of the pressure, so he starts killing himself again, and this time, I become his helper. I still have some common sense in biology, so I can help him eliminate the evidence left at the scene, provided that he acts according to my plan, he doesn't care, in his mind, he just needs to kill the people he thinks he must kill, and I take these things as a precursor to the final revenge on those special days, and those people deserve to die, right? They're sanctimoniously covering up what they're doing to those girls, and I'm just doing the right thing for heaven. I'm helping those children out of their misery. ”

"No, it's not." Xiaozhi said, shaking his head desperately, but he felt that his consciousness began to blur again: "You didn't save anyone, you didn't even save yourself." You are the only one who will ruin your life. Your adoptive father Zhuang Yue is a heinous crime, but obviously you have the opportunity to escape from this fate, you can leave and start a new life, which is a life that is more destructive, but you have degenerated yourself into a murderer and a demon. That's not God's intention to give you a chance at redemption. You are stupid to so many people, you think you have saved a lot of children, but you don't know that those children are just out of the Mo around you, but you have not stepped out of the psychological shadow. They may be willing to get rid of those who have hurt them, but the scars have never left their psyche. It is also possible for them to become like you who think that violence can solve everything, and they may become you, wantonly killing people they think are guilty, and your selfishness makes them very likely to become sinners like you. You know what, you've made a heinous mistake and even ruined a child who has been protecting you and who feels guilty about you. Don't kill, there are many ways to punish these people. The school felt that his eyelids were getting heavier and heavier, and even at a certain moment, he couldn't control a sense of sleepiness, and when he insisted on finishing the last word, he finally fell into darkness completely. Before he completely stated the tax, he heard Wei Kai say, "Are you leaving?" Do what you think you should do. ”

"Good work." Xiaozhi said this to her in a dream. She wanted to open her eyes, but she found that she couldn't do anything, she didn't have any strength, she could only hear the voice of qualification ringing in her ears, "Leave the following things to me, open your eyes again, all disasters will pass, and I will let you see a better world again." Xiaozhi couldn't even speak anymore and tried to stop it, but found that it was all in vain. No, she struggled in her dreams, but to no avail, everything fell silent, and he fell into an endless sleep. Don't do anything stupid that is self-righteous, that's his last thought.

When I woke up again, I found myself back in power. Feeling the pain in my left calf, I looked at the little protrusion and realized that there was still a lot of blood oozing from the tied gauze. "Shhh

"Awake?" Wei Kai, who was driving in front, said. There were just two of us in the car.

I nodded: "What about Zhuang Xin?" I asked quietly in the back seat.

"Zizhi?" Wei Kai shouted uncertainly.

"Well, I'm back. Xiaozhi can really toss, if he doesn't listen to me, he almost lost his legs. I said weakly, "How do you know it's mine?" "I didn't expect to be recognized as soon as I recovered.

"You're not as excited as she is." Wei Kai glanced at me in the rearview mirror, "You see that you don't even care about the gunshot wound on your leg." ”

"I'm in pain and can't speak." I argued, hearing others say that the other one felt very twisted, "You haven't returned to my question yet, what about Zhuang Xin?" Did you really let her turn herself in? ”

Wei Kai sneered: "How is it possible, I'm not like Xiaozhi's stupid girl, I only know how to act with righteousness, and the cooked duck almost let her go." Didn't you say that Zhuang Xin is our quid pro quo? So, naturally, I would take good care of her. I've already settled the people, and I'm waiting for you to negotiate terms with that little policeman. I've already recorded what she said, and it won't help for her to refute it when the time comes, not to mention, the child's diary can be regarded as a great help, at least she's shaken now. However, I am still a little unwilling, because I may be greedy for freedom, right? But didn't she kill someone? When she made her decision before, she had already announced that her fate would end behind the iron fence and that she could not kill. But the decision was made by herself, and she should bear the consequences. Her ego hurt her. I didn't expect her to put sleeping pills in your water just to escape. After I asked her about her intentions, she tried to attack me to make it easier to escape, after all, I was tired for a day and a night, and logically I should have lost half of my combat strength. But he ignores our usual experience and can still make us despise our opponents. So I easily subdued her, and now I should be regretting it, right? But it's okay, don't worry that she'll betray us, anyway, isn't your arrangement just to make us tainted witnesses and then protected? So no matter how many things she revealed, there was not much loss for us, and if we had already lost, there would be nothing to cling to. As for the agreement with that child. Zhuang Liang smiled, "Didn't you meet a new legal aid lawyer?" I think she'll be able to help. Anyway, I can't stand that kind of man who bullies the weak, and that righteous lawyer will definitely find a way to eliminate the guilt in Zhuang Liang's heart because of his father's harm to Zhuang Xin. At the same time, as long as we bet on the right chips, we can live a new life, and at that time, if that child learns that we are 'dead', he will naturally accept his fate. You see, I'm pretty thoughtful, right? Wei Kai said this, smiling flatteringly at me in the rearview mirror.

It's rare to see him with such an expression, so I touched the top of his head encouragingly, and another question suddenly came to mind: "By the way, how did you get out of the hospital?" (To be continued.) )