"Find me to have"

But before I finished speaking, Ou Kuangda hung up the phone, listening to his voice was a little heavy, obviously not in a good mood, maybe it's not good, the woman he likes likes his brother, it's strange if he is in a good mood.

Now we are faced with a choice, who do we go to first? Now I have to let Li Qingshu calm down first, and then go to her to help me explain to Xiaoyan, Yu Xue is lying in the hospital, and it is because of me that I entered the police station, so now I will go and see what Yu Xue is looking for me.

Soon I dragged my tired body and came to the hospital with a heavy heart, but when I stood at the door of the ward and looked inside, I found that Yu Xue had her eyes closed, as if she was resting, and Ou Kuangda was sitting on the edge of the bed with her back to me silently, feeling that the atmosphere was not very good.

I gently pushed open the door of the ward and walked into the ward, but Ou Kuangda, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, didn't notice my arrival, and didn't know what he was thinking about in silence?

"Kuangda."

I screamed, Ou Kuangda just got up and looked at me, but his face was a little unsightly, I don't know what Yu Xue said to him?

"Find Me"

"Talk to her, I'll buy you breakfast."

Ou Kuangda's face was extremely ugly, he got up and said to me hurriedly, and then left in a hurry, so that I didn't have time to say a word, and only me and Yu Xue were left in the quiet ward.

But Yu Xue is sleeping, should I wake her up? Thinking that the doctor said that she was very tired and should not have slept well for a long time, I sat on the warm chair given by Ou Kuangda, calmly looked at the sleeping Yu Xue, looked at her so closely, and once again felt that she was very beautiful, with a high nose bridge, a pointed chin, and a standard melon seed face that was extraordinarily exquisite.

"Yu Xue, Yu Xue, Ou Kuangda is such an excellent man who doesn't like it, but he likes me like such a ** silk, which makes me and Ou Kuangda lukewarm now, and my relationship is already chaotic, and now you also come to 'insert' a kick, alas, you can be with Ou Kuangda well, I know he loves you very much."

She slept to act as my listener, and now I am probably the most helpless and sad moment.

But as soon as my words fell, Yu Xue opened her eyes and looked at me calmly, but she grabbed my hand uncalmly, making me speechless and sluggish for a while, seeing that she didn't look like she had just woken up, I knew that she was not sleeping, but pretending, maybe thinking about annoying things with her eyes closed.

"Me"

I tried to break free of her palm as I spoke, but my words and movements were stopped.

"You know what? There is always such a person in a person's life who will be unforgettable, an hour can not be forgotten, a day can not be forgotten, a month can not be forgotten, even a year can not be forgotten, and even seven or eight years can not be forgotten, this person will live in your memory every day, this person's laughter, this person's naughty mischief, this person's qiē will come to mind, every day and every night. ”

Yu Xue grabbed my hand tightly, making it difficult for me to break free, her eyes were full of sadness and heaviness, but also happiness, and said to me meaningfully, but I couldn't understand, why did she say this to me?

"Me"

"You know what? How painful it is to be when he is not by your side for many days, many years, or when you are not by his side, and how painful is the despair when you have been looking for this person for thousands of days and nights but cannot find it? And when you are persistently looking for him, you have never accepted anyone's feelings, and the loneliness and loneliness that has been filling your body and soul are helpless? And when you finally found the person in your heart after a lot of hardship, only to find that there was someone else by his side, what kind of tears were you like at that time? ”

"Tears are also secretly flowing in the heart, bleeding blood that pierces the heart, hiding in the corner, curled up with burning eyes, eyes are red and swollen and crying, heart aches and is crying, when you desperately want to give up the persistence that has been always, but find that the so-called perseverance has become a habit, that person's figure, voice, and optimistic smile have been indelible, when you try to accept other excellent men, you always think of that person, that person has long forgotten his own person."

"When you stay alone in the middle of the night, looking at the twinkling stars in the sky and thinking about whose fault this qiē is, but you can't tell whether it's your fault or that person's fault is not sure at all, when you feel that everyone is at fault, no one is wrong, you will find that you can't give up the persistence you have been holding on to at all, even if you are in pain and jealousy, you can't give up the beauty of the past."

Yu Xue said too much in one breath, she cried as she spoke, women are made of water after all, and I, a man, was held tightly by a woman's hands, stared at by her teary eyes, and when I listened to what she said to herself, the feeling was even more indescribable, and it was a heartache that touched me.

I'm feeling sad for this thin woman lying on the bed who seems to be malnourished, every word she says is very touching to me, as if I have really experienced it, the disappeared words seem to sneak into my heart, making the already messy heart even more unbearable, the mysterious Yu Xue is still playing dumb riddles, I still can't be sure who she is, because I have never seen this face, not even the slightest sense of acquaintance, although the eyes are somewhat familiar, but very strange.

"Yu Xue, you love someone deeply, so you should stick to it all the time, so why empathize and don't fall in love? What you said last night that you liked me, is that qiē true? ”

The atmosphere in the ward was heavy, with a smell of déjà vu and unfamiliarity, and I didn't know what to say, except to reaffirm the doubts in my heart.

But Yu Xue was silent, but the tears that couldn't speak never stopped, her face was washed with tears, her eyes were red and swollen, and she never left my body, seeing that I was particularly embarrassed, I felt uncomfortable, so I could only continue: "This question has always been entangled in my heart and floating in my mind, Yu Xue, who are you?" ”

Now that no one bothered, just the two of us, my question should be answered.

"Liang Jiafeng, I can't go back to school now, I don't want to be talked about all the time, but I don't have any money, I don't have a place to live now, and I have to take the postdoctoral exam recently, what do you say?"

Yu Xue didn't answer my question, but wiped away her tears and calmly talked about her current situation and fate, the tragic end caused by me.

Her question, her request made me unable not to answer, I could only put my question aside for the time being, thought about it, broke free from the shackles of her palm, touched her nose, and said to her apologetically: "I'm sorry that it was all my bad idea, so that your reputation has been damaged now, and you are being pointed at behind your back, I'm really sorry, I will find you a place to live, I can't delay your exam after the year, okay?" ”

"Okay, though."

"But what?"

"I'm going to be discharged from the hospital today, and I want to have a house to live in at night, and I'm weak now, very weak, and there is no one to cook for me when I get home, what should I do?"

Although Yu Xue made a request, it was also very suitable for her own situation, and someone must take care of her, after all, she has no relatives, and she has no money, no education, but she is full of loneliness