Chapter 116: Grace and Hatred (1)

When the light and shadow of the setting sun are gone, the sky will still be dark, and the moon and stars will always be there for you. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Yun Tilt went out of Weiyang Palace alone, the moonlight was beautiful, and the missing moon hanging on the branches of the sycamore was not covered by the cloud shadow, and it showed a dazzling brilliance!

The stars are scattered, although they are not dazzling, but the scattered and hazy brilliance is also fascinating.

The night is so good!

One or two magpies swept across the sky, chirping in the moonlit night, as if they were very happy.

I don't know how long I walked, but the wind under the moonlit night was cold and cold, which made people extra sober.

When Yun Tian went out, Xue Ling added a thick cloak to Yun Tian, and in the night wind, the fox fur on the cloak swayed slightly!

This is a cape made of excellent beaver fur, the most warm, the most rare thing is that this cloak is made of ten beaver skins, cut the most precious parts of it and sewn it carefully, it looks light, but very warm!

Yun Tian didn't feel cold, the warm kang in his hand was still so warm, and the subtle touch reached the bottom of his heart, as if he was walking in the spring light, he didn't need too bright light, and he was only content with the peace of the moment.

Ahead, the main hall of the Taimiao Temple is silent and forested, there is a faint smoke in front of the tablet, the circle of spiral tobacco spirals and disperses, disappears halfway through the waist, and does not know where to go.

This time, Yun Tilt did not light incense.

Just silently stood in front of the desk and quietly stared at the sacred tablet enshrined on the desk.

Yun Tian felt that this place was actually very good, so lonely that she could only hear the low hiss of the night crow, before, she always hated this sound, thinking it was unlucky, but at this moment, it can make the soul completely silent.

Although the forest here is solemn and the tablets of the dead are enshrined, Yun Tian does not feel afraid, on the contrary, in such a place, it is easier to tell the truth and face the real self!

Yun Tian regretted it a little, she should beg Xi Ze to also set up a tablet for the unborn child and put it here, there are people cleaning here every day, and the incense tribute is not reduced every day, however, after all, it is still not in accordance with the rules, not to mention, he doesn't even have a name!

Therefore, every time Yun Tian thought about it or couldn't sleep, he would open the window and kneel on the futon to pray to the moon in the sky. It's like seeing the kid!

At this moment, there were also a few neatly laid futons at her feet, Yun Tian did not kneel, she stood straight on the edge of the table, staring at Lan Jun's tablet.

Yun tilted his gaze a little distracted.

In a blink of an eye, the queen mother has been away from her for almost twenty years, and she has changed from the ignorant and willful stupid girl to the mother of several children, she may not be old, it looks just a little tired, there is no trace of aging, and there are few wrinkles, but Yun Tian feels that his heart is full of helpless and helpless vicissitudes, filling every yellowed corner of his heart, piecing together the feeling of old age, and the feeling spreads to the bottom of his eyes and becomes deeply complicated.

Yun Tian unconsciously whispered, "So, Queen Mother, you have never loved your father, have you?" ”

Yun Tian's eyes were not focused, in fact, the lights in the hall were burning vigorously, but Yun Tian still felt that Lan Jun's tablet was blurry, and a shadow appeared at the other end, there was a thin loneliness, Yun Tian said in a low voice: "But...... Why didn't you ever tell me? When you married the old Jin Emperor, you fulfilled your own love, there is nothing wrong with loving someone, you know that your daughter is also a temperamental person, and she is also your only relative, why are you unwilling to confide in me the feelings buried in your heart? You know that your daughter will not ask you with the worldly shackles like the world, and you dare not have a trace of disrespect and resentment, your daughter does not understand that you married Emperor Jin, and at the beginning, even hated this fate, but you never told your daughter that you were married to your own love...... You have been loyal to your love from beginning to end, you are not as unclean and unchaste as they say, others can't see it, you can cut off all support for love and start anew, you can be a moth to a fire for love, you have always been true to your heart and have never changed, then, what else is not understandable? ”

There was a tearing pain in the heart, and Yun Tilt deeply suppressed himself.

Yun tilted her head: If Lanjun had told herself earlier, she would definitely not wait until today to know the truth!

Yun Tian's voice was a little hoarse, sounding like a jackdaw's moan: "Queen Mother...... Can't you really trust your daughter? Or do you think that your daughter will laugh at you where you can't see? In your eyes, has your daughter always been so unfilial? ”

She wanted to guess everything a long, long time ago, so that Shen Luyi didn't save Xi Ze with her life, didn't test Xi Ze's medicine, and didn't take herself to avoid the bee disaster, like that...... She can personally put the knife on Shen Luyi's neck and take her head to the Taimiao Blood Sacrifice!

But...... Not anymore...... There are too many grievances and hatreds entangled in everything, she hates, but she can't hate, she wants to cut off these emotional entanglements, but she keeps torturing from her conscience.

- Mother, tell me, what should I do?

Yun poured tears of sadness.

Tears are actually hot, but when they slide on their faces, they soon come out with a deep coldness that goes straight to the bottom of my heart!

- Queen Mother, I have pierced the heart of my benefactor with a sharp hairpin, and that terrible conscience makes me unrestful day and night, and ghosts come to my dreams every night, and I opened my mouth enchantingly, and said, Yan Yuntian, you are the same as us, you come quickly, let's go and inhale Yang Qi together, and if we collect enough Yang Qi, we will be immortal...... Hahahahaha......

- I shouted loudly in my dream, go away, I am not with you, you are evil spirits, I am not...... However, the moment you close your eyes, they will still come!

- Mother, do I have to raise the butcher's knife in my hand and swing it at my other benefactor again?

- Will God let me go?

- Mother, if I didn't take revenge, would you blame me? Will your soul rest in heaven? Or do you wander around like those demons, collect yang energy, avoid reincarnation, and become immortal and immortal souls?!

There was a sound of footsteps in the distance behind him, very clear in this dark night, like the sound of hitting the shore, the cloud was wrapped in a white cloak, and did not turn around, but, not wanting people to see his tears, so he hid in the tent, motionless!

The tall and thick white curtain covered Yun Tian's petite body, but it couldn't hide the mournful voice of the comer.

Yun Qian guessed that he was walking fast just now, and that person might not have seen him!