Chapter Forty-Seven: Only I Know How Much I Want Ling'er
"I don't want to hear it, so I don't want to listen to another woman's love for you!" Chikohui stubbornly covered her ears.
Jin Ye ignored her, feeling that it was time for the two to make a break.
In order to meet in the future, you can't always meet and be entangled by her like this!
"She said that as long as I ignore her, she will not force me to do anything, as long as I mention her, she will do it!" Jin Ye's eyes were a little red.
"But what about you? You say you love me and divorce for me? But what about the facts? Jin Ye said softly.
There was an unconcealed panic in Qianzihui's eyes, she subconsciously retreated, but she didn't even have the strength and courage to escape!
"The fact is that he doesn't want you anymore, and he will divorce you for anything!"
"You say you love me, but you lied to me!" Jin Ye's voice was a little lower, "Do you think I don't know?" I know all of this! But I don't want to say it. ”
"You know what? I didn't even know that on the day you got married, I was invited by your husband to let the family see my big joke! Jin Ye said.
"Later, my mother found out, and she came out to accuse me, and she had to know how to distinguish the occasion when she scolded me for making trouble!" Jin Ye said in a low voice.
"But then I was stopped by Su Ling, she didn't let my mother see me, didn't let her scold me, hurt me! She took all the blame on herself, saying that it was her fault, that she asked me to go to your wedding! When I got married, my mother couldn't blame me if she wanted to, because if my mother blamed me, it would hurt her Su Ling's heart. Jin Ye's voice became a little hoarse as he spoke.
"What would you do if it were you?" Jin Ye sneered and said: "Don't blame me for comparison, love is selfish, people will always be unable to help comparing!" ”
"But I guess, if it were you, you wouldn't even have the courage to stop my mother!" Jin Ye said.
"My mother didn't bother with me anymore because of her Su Ling's words, nor did she embarrass me anymore, let alone come to see me again, and she didn't want to make me angry and ugly as soon as we met!"
"Because my mother knows, if I'm sad, Su Ling will also be uncomfortable!"
"But, you know what? Your father came to me because of your affairs, and he said that you love me, but he thinks that my career has no future, and that I can't support you and make you suffer with me, and in any way, I am not the most suitable husband for you! ”
"Jinye, I'...... I don't know......" Chikoe's pupils constricted, she didn't know that her father had gone to him.
She knew exactly how bad her father's snobbery and temper were to him.
"I, I really don't know......" Chiko Megumi shook her head distractedly.
"You say you love me? Probably! Jin Ye said with a sarcastic sneer.
"We've known each other for five years, but Su Ling and I have known each other for twelve years." Jin Ye said.
"Before, our relationship was really good, at that time I was also young, very ignorant, and you don't understand the kind of feelings for her, I have always regarded her as my sister and myself as her brother."
"But in the third year of high school, Su Ling disappeared without saying a word, I felt as if I had been betrayed, and my heart hurt inexplicably!"
"But at that time, I still didn't know love, because the two of us had known each other for too long, and they were too familiar with each other, and the familiar intimacy covered that love, making me mistakenly think that it was just a relationship similar to family affection."
"But it was her silent departure that made me not want to see her, because I felt that I would be angry when I saw her, angry that she didn't say goodbye, in fact, I later knew that it was not her fault."
"On the contrary, I am sulking for no reason, which is really unreasonable, and I don't want her to think that I am vexatious, and I don't want to lose my temper with her, so that she hates me. I want her to know that I am still the same Jinye, and I still have spoiled her Jinye since I was a child. ”
"So I also began to ignore her and alienate her, because I was afraid that when I saw her, I would be uncontrollable to give her a face and a temperament."
"At that time, I just thought that my favorite sister had left me, but I still didn't know that it was love!"
"It wasn't until I met you for the first time that you gave me a very lively feeling, and when the sun shines on you, you smile at me, your eyes flicker, and even between your teeth."
"In a trance, I seem to have returned to the time when I was with Ling'er, and she always smiled at me so gently."
"I thought that feeling was coming back, so I liked you very much, and I was with you, because it was very reassuring to my heart."
"Later, when Ling'er came back to school, I learned that she went to the hospital to treat the scar on her leg. When she came back to school and she saw us together, she seemed to have changed. Jin Ye frowned slightly.
"She became alienated from me, making me more and more unable to guess her, and she was no longer like the gentle smile she used to be in front of me in front of me, always relying on me to stick to me, and liking my little sister who was spoiled by me."
Sometimes her expression makes me panic, and sometimes I can't help but go forward and ask her, as if she won't care about anything I do! I'm not happy about her like this! ”
"Occasionally talk to me, but always lukewarm, sometimes you don't even want to say hello to me, try to avoid me!"
"I think she's changed, she's not the same little sister she used to be. Every time he was detached from me, with a lukewarm face in front of me, and a compassionate remark from time to time, I would hate her a little. ”
"Then, because I hate the two of us, the farther away I get, the closer I will get to you, and from you, I seem to see the spirit before the change. In the end, I was stupid enough to put my feelings for her on you. ”
"Seeing that you are gentle and dependent on me in every way, I am very happy, as if I have returned to the old days when she depended on me and I spoiled her!"
"At that time, I thought I was in love with you, because you are different from her, you have not been with me since childhood, we are not as familiar as I am with her, and I have no chance to confuse family and love."
"All I know is that at that time, I liked the feeling of being with you. I won't even care if Ling'er changes schools. ”
He understands now that maybe it was the time when he was with Qian Zihui that Su Ling became strange and became more and more alienated from himself.
"It wasn't until later that I realized that it was love!"
"I hate her, I hate that she is so detached from me, that she is so cold to me, that she hates her...... Don't listen to me as much as you used to! ”
"It's that I'm stupid, I can't tell the difference between hate, joy and love, and even, I'm stupid to see love as family!" Jin Ye laughed self-deprecatingly.
Jin Ye took a deep breath and looked at Qian Zihui solemnly: "I'm sorry! ”
Chiko Hui was seriously hurt by his apologies in his eyes, and she understood what his sorry voice meant!
It means that for so long, he has been using her as Su Ling's stand-in!
Qian Zihui suddenly took two steps back, she wanted to laugh, she actually acted as a stand-in for other women, and this time it was still five years!
Five years and twelve years, hehe, it's really not an ordinary gap?
The most ridiculous thing is that she has always laughed at Su Ling in her heart, laughing at her for never getting Jin Ye's heart no matter what!
Unexpectedly, his heart was already on Su Ling's body early in the morning.
Looking at the blow on her face, although he felt a little guilty, he couldn't say anything to comfort her, even if he was sorry, he couldn't say it!
"Later, when you got married, I didn't get angry in my heart, and it wasn't because you got married that I made trouble at your wedding! Because I saw Ling'er and felt embarrassed in front of her, I didn't want her to see my jokes! But Ling'er didn't laugh at me, she just stopped me from taking responsibility! Therefore, I decided to come back from Taiwan, and I was one step closer to Ling'er, every time I saw her, I didn't dare to come forward to confess to her, at that moment I was cowardly, because I was afraid that she would ignore me, afraid of scaring her away again! That's why I've been in front of her big brother Jin! ”
"After that, Ling'er kissed me on the way home one night, saying that she still liked me, I was stunned, turned around and fled, but I knew that my heart was extremely happy!"
"Later, Ling'er thought I was angry, so she ignored me for a few days, and I didn't dare to disturb her, I just wanted to calm down and think about how to tell Ling'er what she wanted, her friends also asked at that time, but I didn't want to talk about it, I knew they also cared about Ling'er, but I was more anxious than any of them!"
"Only I know that I want Ling'er too much, and I am more eager to express my heart than anyone else, but the timing was not right, I originally wanted to prepare a big surprise for her, but I am familiar with the various reasons in the end, and it became a tragedy by mistake, my Ling'er, the expression on her face was cold again, but I don't know what went wrong!" Jin Ye said to himself, his face was full of tenderness because of his affairs with Su Ling.
"At that time, I knew that I was too afraid of losing Ling'er, and I didn't know when she had such deep roots in my heart, so I was cheeky and stalked Ling'er, and she forgave me, and I was so happy when I went home at that time, shouting at the sky that my Ling'er finally gave me a name!" Jin Ye smiled and looked up at Qian Zihui.
Her face was already glistening with tears, and she shook her head and covered her ears, and suddenly, her eyes radiated a strong hatred.
But her gaze was not on herself, but on behind her, Jin Ye subconsciously turned her head and looked in the direction of Qian Zihui.
Turning around, his body shook violently: "Ling'er ......"
Su Ling stood behind him, quietly, although his face was calm, but his eyes were red and staring at him.
How long has she been standing here? Did she misunderstand herself?
Jin Ye suddenly panicked, and his voice became trembling and explained, "Ling'er, the two of us are not you-"
Before Jin Ye's words were finished, Su Ling stood on tiptoe and blocked his lips.
In front of Qianzihui, in front of all the guests at the banquet, Su Ling kissed him!
Jin Ye lowered his head and responded to her, anti-guest-oriented! grabbed her soft lips fiercely, and couldn't see Chikohui's angry face, and couldn't see the surprised or envious expressions of the guests.
Su Ling was kissed by Jin Ye, this kiss was unprecedentedly fierce, as if it was going to suck her whole body into his chest and abdomen.
All her thoughts were sucked away by him, and his kiss was so fierce that Su Ling unconsciously leaned back her neck