Chapter 324: Caring Too Much
For a week, Mu Qingyou stayed outside the Qi family's villa every day, waiting for Qi Ziwei to appear.
She didn't understand why Qi Ziweizi didn't want to see herself now after she appeared that day, Mu Qingyou really didn't understand.
In fact, in the quiet heart of the curtain, she doesn't understand what she is doing, in the end, what is she insisting on?
Why do you insist on seeing Qi Ziwei like this?
Mu Qingyou didn't know, except for the first day, the rest of the time, behind her, Lin Mufan had been silently accompanying her.
Looking at the delicate figure standing helplessly outside the villa and waiting, Lin Mufan's heart was like a knife, but he endured it silently.
Several times, Lin Mufan wanted to come forward and ask Mu Qingyou where she had placed herself, but every time she saw Mu Qingyou's figure, Lin Mufan couldn't help it.
He's scared!
Lin Mufan knew that he was afraid, afraid of hearing hurtful words from Mu Qingyou's mouth, and even more, he was afraid that Mu Qingyou would tell him, in fact, in her heart, Qi Ziwei still had feelings, what should she do with herself at that time?
Do you choose to let go of their feelings?
Or are you still clinging to your love?
Lin Mufan was confused, and he didn't know what to do!
Waiting until it was dark, the quiet heart, in the waiting day by day, from the beginning of the anxiety, gradually, gradually felt numb, the heart was full of bitterness.
Does he still not want to see himself?
Mu Qingyou looked in the direction of the Qi family, and finally, slowly withdrew his gaze, turned around, but unexpectedly met Lin Mufan's also bitter gaze behind him, and his heart was slightly stunned.
Mufan......
How did he get here?
Lin Mufan didn't dodge, and looked straight at Mu Qingyou's stunned and shocked gaze, his eyes were burning, and that look made Mu Qingyou's heart tremble slightly.
Mu Qingyou didn't know when Lin Mufan was standing behind her, and even, she didn't feel Lin Mufan's breath at all.
Mu Qingyou lowered his head, biting his lower lip slightly, not daring to meet Lin Mufan's burning gaze, and felt uncomfortable in his heart.
After a long time, Lin Mufan slowly withdrew the gaze that fell on Mu Qingyou's body, walked in front of her step by step, reached out and pulled her cold little hand, and said in a hoarse voice: "Let's go, go home." ”
Hearing Lin Mufan's words, Mu Qingyou's body stiffened for a while, she didn't expect that the first thing Lin Mufan said to herself after seeing herself guarding outside Qi Ziwei's house was to go home, and for a while, Mu Qingyou only felt a heavy mood.
"Mufan." The curtain called Lin Mufan's name quietly, with a trace of tears in his eyes.
He, don't you blame yourself?
Why? Why don't you question yourself fiercely?
Mu Qingyou's eyes were red, and he looked at Lin Mufan's expressionless face with teary eyes, he was obviously very concerned in his heart, why did he pretend to be so indifferent in front of him?
Looking at Lin Mufan, who was so wronged for himself, Mu Qing's heart was really uncomfortable.
Lin Mufan stopped, tightened the strength in his hand, and said with his back to Mu Qingyou: "Let's go, let's go home and talk about something." ”
After speaking, he took the quiet little hand and walked towards his car.
After walking a few steps, Mu Qingyou stopped, his little hand broke free slightly, withdrew his little hand from Lin Mufan's palm, lowered his head, and said nothing.
Lin Mufan only felt that the touch in his palm disappeared, and a feeling of emptiness came, stabbing his heart fiercely, just like his heart, he felt empty in an instant.
The two of them stood in the middle of the road like this, one in front of the other, and there was indescribable loneliness in the middle.
"You'er, I said, I'm willing to give you time to sort out all your thoughts, it's been a week, you stay outside Qi Ziwei's house every day, have you ever thought about my feelings?" Lin Mufan turned his back to the curtain and was quiet, his voice was hoarse, and there was a hint of loneliness in his words.
Mu Qingyou raised his head and looked at Lin Mufan's back in astonishment, his heart was torn and uncomfortable.
She knew that she had broken the man's heart in the end.
Speechless!
Mu Qingyou found that she didn't know how to talk to Lin Mufan, and finally, she slowly lowered her head, tears blurring her vision.
didn't get a response, Lin Mufan hooked his lips and smiled self-deprecatingly: "You'er, I love you, so I can tolerate all your actions, even if you come to Qi Ziwei, it doesn't matter, I can bear these." ”
"But you know what? Your current actions make me wonder if in your heart, whether I am more important or Qi Ziwei is more important. ”
"These days, have you ever looked back at me, in your eyes, there is only Qi Ziwei, I don't want to know why you insist on looking for him so much, have you ever looked back at me behind you?"
With Lin Mufan's every word, every time he said, Mu Qingyu's heart hurt fiercely.
"I ......" Mu Qingyou opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't say anything, and in the end, he could only apologize in a choked voice: "I'm sorry, I ......"
"What else can you say other than say sorry to me, sorry to me?" Lin Mufan listened to Mu Qingyou's habitual apology, and smiled bitterly: "You'er, you know that I don't want these words, but you always hurt me with these words, you are really cruel, do you know?" ”
"I don't mind that I've been waiting for you, and I don't mind that you still have Qi Ziwei's storage in your heart, but at least please be fair, don't be so obvious in front of me, okay?"
It is not difficult to hear that Lin Mufan's words were obviously uncomfortable.
The curtain is quiet, as if it is being pinched by a pair of invisible big hands, and it is difficult to breathe in heartache.
She knew that her actions during this period of time had really made Lin Mufan sad, but when she heard such words from his mouth, Mu Qingyou found that her heart was very painful.
"It's not like this, I'm just ......" Mu Qingyou anxiously wanted to explain, looking at Lin Mufan's lonely figure, Mu Qingyou cried silently.
Tears slowly slid down her cheeks, and Mu Qingyou covered her lips tightly with her hands, preventing her cry from pouring out in front of Lin Mufan.
Lin Mufan waited for a long time, and he didn't wait for Mu Qingyou's explanation to him, and his heart hurt fiercely.
She still doesn't understand!
He just wants her to say a reassuring word, even if the word is false, as long as it is what she says, he is willing to choose to believe it.
But......
She wasn't even willing to give herself a little false vision.
How ridiculous!
What Lin Mufan didn't know was that the reason why Mu Qingyou was unwilling to deceive him was because she knew that she cared about Lin Mufan in her heart, and because she cared too much, she couldn't bear to deceive