Chapter 248: Hope
"I was so stupid that I didn't even explain, I just blindly begged her for forgiveness, and it would be strange if she could forgive me. After a pause, Lin Zhongdao continued: "Okay, you don't have to blame yourself, in fact, I just regretted it for a while."
"And not only can you not blame yourself, you have to accept my gratitude to you." Lin Zhongdao said.
Li Cheng smiled a little embarrassedly and said: "Thank you, my words have made your mood so bad, what do I have to thank me, don't tease me." ”
In Li Cheng's opinion, the words he said just now made Lin Zhongdao seem to be a lot older in an instant, so it was not a good thing at all, and he blamed himself, he didn't carefully consider Lin Zhongdao's mood before saying it, after all, he had been lonely for so many years, and he definitely didn't forget his feelings back then, and he was disgusted with people he didn't like.
And he suddenly told him, in fact, there could have been another result back then, but you didn't do that, so if you didn't get that result, he will definitely regret it when he thinks about it, and as long as a person has regretful feelings, it will definitely be painful, because time can't go back, and you can't turn the things you regret into good things, and you can't turn things you regret into things you no longer regret.
There is no regret medicine in this world, so as long as you start to regret it, then you will continue to regret it in the future, until you untie a certain knot.
And for Lin Zhongdao, this knot is really too difficult to unravel, not to mention that the misunderstanding for so many years is already a big threshold, let's just say that their current distance, 108,000 miles is simply indescribably accurate, because they are one in the sky and the other on the ground, which is simply the distance between the end of the world and the cape.
Therefore, it is too difficult and too difficult to fundamentally open Lin Zhongdao's heart knot, and all Li Cheng can do is to try to persuade Lin Zhongdao to open it a little.
After all, if Lin Zhongdao is not happy, Li Cheng will not be happy, because this matter is that Li Cheng told him that there are other possibilities, so that Lin Zhongdao has regrets, so Li Cheng hopes that Lin Zhongdao can think about it a little.
Of course, Li Cheng didn't think that Lin Zhongdao had already thought about it in such a short period of time, not only did he want to open it, but he also wanted to thank himself, because Lin Zhongdao didn't seem to feel like he had recovered yet, and he still looked a little decadent, and even if Lin Zhongdao was not decadent on the surface, it didn't mean that his heart knot was opened.
So for Lin Zhongdao's words to thank himself, Li Cheng felt that it was a joke at all.
But Lin Zhongdao didn't think so, Lin Zhongdao looked at Li Cheng and said seriously: "I'm telling you seriously, I should really thank you, I should let you know that there is actually another possibility in this matter, let me know that in fact, she is not only disgusted with me." ”
"So at least I still have room for imagination, I can wait until I have the opportunity to see her again in the future to tell her these words, at least you let me continue to have some hope, even if these hopes are very slim, even if we are separated by a world, but as long as I have hope, I can live a little better in the future."
Lin Zhongdao said the truth, not to make Li Cheng's heart feel a little better, he really thought so, in Lin Zhongdao's view, there is another possibility that he can imagine, it is also a kind of hope, but also a kind of sustenance, at least when she thinks of the person who haunts her soul, she will always feel that she has always been disgusted with herself.
Even if it hadn't happened, she would have been so disgusted with herself, there was no other possibility.
In this way, only the possibility of such a memory as reality is the most painful.
Besides, Lin Zhongdao has now begun to believe through Li Cheng's persuasion that in fact, no matter what happens, it is arranged by God, and as long as it is arranged by God, then there is a certain truth in the existence of this matter, so he also believes that God let him take such a road and let himself have such a distance from her, there should be a reason.
And if God is willing to give himself and her a chance, Lin Zhongdao believes that one day they will meet again, this is not a delusion, it is completely possible.
After Lin Zhongdao has been with Li Cheng for so long, he has been influenced a lot by Li Cheng in terms of personality and heart, and now he doesn't feel that there is any hope above him as before, so he can only resign himself to fate, and God has given him nothing good at all.
After meeting Li Cheng, Lin Zhongdao felt that he had undergone a lot of changes, he never thought that one day he would be able to get his own body, even if this body can only be used in the golden glove, as long as it is not in the space of the golden glove, he is still just an immortal soul.
But this is already a great harvest and surprise, at least I can feel my body in the golden glove, which I didn't even dare to imagine before.
Now although the distance between Lin Zhongdao and that fairy sister is unimaginable, Lin Zhongdao believes that everything can be changed, and in the future, maybe God will surprise him again.
Of course, Lin Zhongdao also understands Li Cheng's other meaning, that is, to accept God's arrangement, but you can't not know your own efforts in a difficult situation, you know, sometimes, God has already extended a helping hand to you, but because of your own inaction, you have withdrawn this hand.
Therefore, Lin Zhongdao has now decided, wait for the opportunity, and fight for it yourself, although there are really few things that he can fight for, but he can't just sit still, and try to practice the previous spells every day in the future, maybe he can come back in one day, and then lead himself back to her?
And although Lin Zhongdao didn't say all these thoughts in his heart, Li Cheng already knew from his expression and the temperament of the immortal wind dao bone that he had figured it out now, and maybe he had something better to make himself more comfortable.
Moreover, what Lin Zhongdao said just now, Li Cheng gave him another possibility that he could imagine, which was enough to make him thank Li Cheng for the matter, and also made Li Cheng feel that maybe his words to sue him might not be such a bad thing.
"Well, since you say so, then I will accept your thanks, you see, it is not a loss for you to call me the boss, the boss can not only fight, but also give you hope." Li Cheng joked.
"Oh, it's really, my boss is really a bull, and I don't think I'm wrong!" Lin Zhongdao also said with a serious look.
Lin Zhongdao has not only watched Korean dramas recently, but also watched some Hong Kong and Taiwan movies that have been popular for many years, so he learned some other people's black words, what to worship, carry the handle and the like, and now he is dragged with Li Cheng again.
"Then you can follow me, maybe one day Lao Tzu will be able to send you back to heaven when he grows up." Li Cheng said half-jokingly and half-seriously.
Li Cheng knew that the possibility of realizing his words was almost zero, but even if there was only a possibility of 0.00001, he had to give it a try, and let Lin Zhongdao untie the knot in his heart, which could be regarded as a reward for helping him so much.
Of course, the chances of success in this matter are too small, although Li Cheng also said this a little jokingly.
In fact, the reason why he can be so serious is also because he thinks that Lin Zhongdao has the experience of ascending to immortal after all, so maybe the two of them can study it and make Lin Zhongdao soar again.
"Okay, it's not impossible, let's just wait and see." Lin Zhongdao said.
"Well, wait and see!" Li Cheng nodded and said.
"Hey, don't grind with me here, it's been delayed for so long, you go out now and estimate that it's already dawn outside, you hurry up and get down to business, look for plants, oh yes, now there's another task, that is, to find animals." Lin Zhongdao said.
Although the time inside the golden glove passes much slower than outside, even if it is slow, then this time is still flowing, according to the proportion, it is estimated that the outside is also a little cloudy now, and Li Cheng is just right to eat some food and go out to hurry.
Li Cheng had no opinion on Lin Zhongdao's suggestion, he washed it up, casually ate some leftover food from last night, and then carefully took out the golden glove.
The reason why he was cautious was because the place he chose to spend the night yesterday was a cave, and although it was said that it was an old forest in the deep mountains, it was not necessarily that no one would come here to spend the night, after all, in this year, there are many adventurous people who dare to go anywhere, and there is a spirit of dying.
And there may be poachers in this place, which is all possible.
So Li Cheng was cautious because he was afraid of scaring the people here to death when he came out, of course, if there were people here, Li Cheng felt that no matter how bold the adventurers were, or those poachers who didn't want to die, if they saw a person who appeared out of thin air, they would probably not be scared to death or half scared to death.
After all, this is too unrealistic, no matter how much they have something to do, how many bold things they have done, but it is estimated that they can't accept that a person suddenly appears in the empty space in front of them, which will make people crazy.
Of course, in Li Cheng's opinion, if there are really poachers here, not to mention scaring them crazy, it really scares them to death, this is what they deserve, this is retribution.
But if the people here are ordinary adventurers or just ordinary people, it would be a great sin to scare people, Li Cheng didn't want to do this.