The past is always lingering, and no matter how strong the memory is, it still seems like a nightmare.

- "Let Me Love You"

The gray sky had no expression.

In the living room, it was dark and silent, but with a "pop" sound, it suddenly lit up.

Helian Mu stood there quietly, saw the woman curled up on the sofa and napping, woke up suddenly, looked at him, stood up and said, "Are you out......?" ”

She couldn't hide the exhaustion on her face.

He dragged her down. He walked up to her, stroked her face, and said, "I'm sorry I worried you." ”

“…… It's okay. Jiang Muyi shook her head.

"Will you support any decision I make?" At this time, Helian Mu asked.

"Yes." Jiang Muyi looked at him, "What decision did you decide?" ”

Helianmu smiled, patted her on the shoulder, and said, "Just ask, you're tired, don't think too much, go to the room and sleep for a while." ”

Jiang Muyi shook her head with a wry smile: "I can't sleep." She walked over to the wine cabinet, opened a bottle of wine, and poured it into two goblets. Then, one cup for him and one for himself.

"Are you worried about Gao Tingfeng?"

Helianmu asked, leaning against the floor-to-ceiling window.

Jiang Muyi drank all the wine in the cup, looked at the sky for a long time, and said: "If he is really dead, then I owe him and I can't pay it back for the rest of my life." He shouldn't have met me at all. ”

She and he are not in the same world, she is not as gentle as him, she is not worthy of him at all, he deserves better.

She turned her eyes to Helian Mu's expressionless handsome face, and smiled a little sadly: "I...... Start believing. People are selfish. In a few words, I let all the injustice fall on the heads of the people who died in the explosion of the IN group and their families...... Actually, you scolded me right since I was a child. There was a pause. Her voice was hoarse, "Maybe people are like this, they don't know anything about their shortcomings, and they are still angry when others see them, thinking that they are a saint, but they are actually mortals." ”

"You have hidden the truth about the destruction of Miè from the outside world, have you?" Helianmu took a sip of wine. As smart as he is, he dissected the back from a sentence.

"Yes."

"Because you're afraid of implicating me?" Helian Mu smiled and looked at Jiang Muyi's complicated eyes. "Silly Yiyi, why do you always want to violate your principles and your moral bottom line for me, I love you. Not to make you like this. ”

He put down his glass. Slowly encircled her into his arms, and said lightly: "You are the light, my light." If one day, my love makes you become Jiang Muyi you don't like, then I am willing to take back this love. ”

"I don't blame you......" A woman came out of her arms, laughing meaninglessly, very self-deprecating, and very calm. That's who I am, and I accept it. I will bear all the sins. ”

What is original sin in this world? I can't tell, maybe man is a kind of original sin in itself.

Perhaps, everyone has sins, you can see it, you can't see it, it all exists, and in the end you have to bear your share of sins. She was already burdened in her heart.

"Yiyi, you know what?"

"What?"

"Husband, if you have debts, you have to pay them, if you have mistakes, you have to bear them, and if you have something, you have to carry them. Those who run away are not men. ”

They embraced each other, but after these words, there was silence.

It was raining until outside the window. Helianmu's chest was wet, and he hugged her tightly, this smart and aware woman, and finally spoke up: "Do what you want, I said, I support it." And also...... No matter how long it takes, I'll wait for you. ”

"Jiang Muyi, what makes you love me so much?"

"Lack of heart."

"Heh......" Helianmu smiled lowly, closed his black eyes and kissed away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Jiang Muyi hugged him in tears.

"It seems like I haven't coaxed you to sleep for a long time, so I'll coax you to sleep tonight." Helianmu said.

"Okay." Jiang Muyi nodded.

Helian Mu took her hand and led her up to the room on the second floor.

Jiang Mu leaned on his chest and fell asleep on the bed, except for the sound of rain, it was his beautiful humming, her eyes were calm, this song made her want to cry, his voice made her want to cry even more.

If only time could freeze in this moment, that would be great.

"AnywhereYouaretamnear......" she said, grabbing his hand and looking up into his deep eyes, "I want to hear Chinese version." ”

"Okay." Helian Mu promised her that she wanted a qiē now.

Jiang Muyi smiled and closed her eyes.

Helian Mu looked at her peaceful face, his thin lips opened and closed, and a song was softly sung by him: "Whether you are there or not, I am nearby, whether you go or not, I am there, whether you call or not, you will see how I keep every oath I have made to you, and if I leave when you need me the most, how inferior my character is......"

"What the hell are your words, when you say them at all. What are your words, if it's just a beautiful cloud, but it is instantly shattered. When love is strong, you shout out your heart, those words, will never fade, even if we leave, those words will still be there, until the sea is dry. ”

"I know that you are an angel sent to me by heaven, and now I finally understand my mission, and I finally understand where I am going."

"Tonight I will be by your side, by your side, and never give up, just because you are my most unforgettable attachment......"

……

When Jiang Muyi woke up in the early morning, there was no longer him by his side.

She thought that she had fallen asleep to his singing last night, and that night had been so peaceful.

There was a note on the bedside table that sat quietly in his sturdy handwriting, and she laughed, wondering how he had written such a natural font. But she knew that he was magical, and he had always been magical.

The next moment, she shed her first tears of the day for his words.

"You are the light, and you make me want to come out of the darkness and become a warm light equal to you. So that I don't seem to be cold, then, not when I haven't gone into the light. You're in the dark...... So is this love contrary to the original intention? I, Helianmu, have never written a love letter to any girl in my life, and I want to write it to you today. ”

"Let's start with I love you. Why do I love you because I want to give you happiness, this sentence can also be reversed, because I want to give you happiness, so I love you. I sincerely hope that my love can bring you all the good mood. I want my love to make you happy and make you happy. But this may not continue until the next meeting. ”

"Jiang Muyi, you love me because you don't have a heart, you are joking, but I think it really is. You're just a heartless person. That's why you love me. I don't think I'm bad, but I don't think I'm good either. In this world, it is always a blessing to be loved. ”

"Love letters, how should I write them next? Although it is a love letter, you can't always mention love and love, it's tired. So what should I say? ”

"I'm writing this letter as I think about it, and I know you're reading it...... Don't cry. ”

"There's a quote in a book that says, "Live well." Strive to live, even if life repeatedly gives us the ...... of collapse"

"But it also allowed me to grow. Jiang Muyi, thank you for loving me, thank you for waiting for me. I know that I should probably be kind and say to you: don't wait for me, if you meet someone who is pleasing to the eye when I am away, you can try to develop with him...... But I'm sorry, such an admirable Dafang Helian Mu can't learn it in this life. But if one day you get tired and you have to make some kind of decision, whatever it is, I support you, just like you have always agreed with me, and when that time comes, maybe it's the last thing I can do for you......"

"After leaving this time, I promise you that I will not leave again, and after this return, I will always guard my angel. My angel is: Jiang Muyi. ”

Pinching the letter, Jiang Muyi cried out in grief.

She hugged herself for warmth, desperate but looking forward to it, she was desperate to end with the price of tasting the ups and downs, the process was so painful, and this pain will be transformed into waiting after loss, and continue to continue,

When he comes back, it will be completely over.

And the expectation is because each of them has grown up, stood up silently after the pain, and made their own choices about life rationally; It's because she knows that this is not far from a "fresh start......

……

Jiang Muyi silently arrived at the door of the police station, and after entering, the director came forward to tell her a lot, saying that a quarter of an hour ago, how many family members who died in the explosion of the IN group gathered at the door......

She looked at the photographs in her hand, and the faces of those who did not know her were all gloomy. Sadness, despair, and the expression of wailing pain and seeking justice made her heart soften for a moment, soft to the point of pain: this time, it was she who was cruel.

Slowly putting down the photo, she heard the voice of the director sitting opposite: "Mr. Helian told me today about the truth behind the scenes of this IN group, Fan Si is now dead, and he took the initiative to say that he wants his surrogate mother to bear the punishment that her mother should bear." This matter is too big, and I have to give an explanation to outsiders, so Miss Jiang, I asked you to come here today to hear what you mean. ”

"You don't have to ask for my opinion." Jiang Muyi raised her head, looked at the director, and said slowly, "Isn't it the mission of the people's police to judge from the perspective of the victim and on the basis of the law?!" ”

“ok。” The director lowered his head and said no more.

After a while, Jiang Muyi asked, "Where is he now?" ”

"In the detention center." The director quickly replied.

"......" Jiang Muyi's eyelashes trembled.

"Would you like to meet you?" The director asked.

"Nope." Jiang Muyi turned her head and squinted at the sky outside, it had already rained, the sky was clear, and her voice was a little soft, "He won't want me to see it, at this time of his." You can tell him a word for me. ”

"Miss Jiang, please speak."

"I'm pregnant."

Leaving the police station, Jiang Muyi walked slowly on the road, and before he knew it, he arrived at the most well-known temple in the southern city.

There are a lot of people.

Coming and going around her, this is the world.

Standing at the door for a while, Jiang Muyi looked at the little white shoes on her feet, and finally, she walked in slowly with a smile......

……

At about four o'clock in the afternoon, Jiang Muyi returned to Helian's house.

in the living room. A handsome man with a strong aura slowly stood up from the sofa with a straight gaze. Shoot her at the entrance. opened his mouth and shouted, "Sister." ”

"Sister!!" Yin Jingwan's playful and excited shouts followed.

Jiang Muyi changed her slippers, and was not surprised by their arrival, she first walked in front of Yin Jingwan, pinched her watery face, and pointed at Jiang Zichen: "Did he bully you?" ”

Jiang Zichen turned his head speechlessly.

"No, no." Yin Jingwan responded happily, "Now it's me bullying him." ”

Jiang Zichen sat down on the sofa again speechlessly.

Jiang Muyi raised her lips: "That's good." There should be no arrogant people in this world, but they have to be ruled by others, and they will be quiet and late. My brother will be handed over to you to be treated, for the sake of my face, treat it ruthlessly, don't be polite......"

Yin Jingwan sat in front of Jiang Zichen. Pursed her lips. He smiled, immersed in his own world, satisfied.

But sometimes, people's happiness is not contagious, but makes people feel emotional.

Jiang Muyi looked at the bright smile on Jingwan's face enviously, she looked away and said to Jiang Zichen, "Let's go upstairs to talk about something." ”

"Of course." Jiang Zichen wished that Yin Jingwan didn't know...... These things.

He patted her on the head: "Be honest." ”

Yin Jingwan puffed out her mouth and glared at him, accusing: "I was just stupid by you." ”

Jiang Zichen couldn't help but twitch the corners of his mouth twice. "Fool."

"Don't tempt me with your voice!" Yin Jing shouted in the evening. "Don't think I'm just going to be polite to you!!"

Jiang Zichen ignored her at all and turned to go upstairs.

Jiang Muyi held her forehead and couldn't help laughing. She looked at Jiang Zichen's cold back and shook her head: "Poor brother." ”

Taking her coat, she said to Yin Jingwan: "Stupid people have the benefits of stupid people, for example, stupid people are easy to be happy." If you are stupid because Zichen filmed you, then Zichen has no malicious intent, he wants you to be happy. ”

"Wait!" Yin Jingwan raised her head, looked at Jiang Muyi with a sneer, and said, "Sister, your speech speed is a little fast, let me think about this sentence well......"

Jiang Muyi took an orange in the fruit bowl and put it in the palm of her hand, looked at her with gentle eyes, and the smile on the corner of her mouth was lovely: "Think while eating." ”

"Uh-huh!"

Jiang Muyi also walked upstairs.

……

In the master bedroom.

Jiang Muyi looked at the letter left by Helian Mu and was held by Jiang Zichen in her hand, she couldn't help blinking and said, "Don't read it." ”

"Take a look, learn from it, can't you?" Jiang Zichen didn't raise his head, and his voice didn't have a trace of waves, "The woman said that her friend has received a lot of love letters from boys since she was sensible, and asked me to write them to her too, because of this, I don't know how many times I made trouble." Why do you women say you women are so blushing at these superficial articles, huh? ”

"I don't talk to people who don't have emotional intelligence." Jiang Muyi replied.

Jiang Zichen was speechless: "Are you very emotionally intelligent?" The boys who chased you in college almost died of anger, and they all hated you when they saw you, do you know what a real emotionally intelligent person looks like? Reject a person, and in the end, she can still make this person die to be her friend and do something for her! …… So it can be seen that you are also a person with no emotional intelligence. ”

Jiang Muyi threw out a sentence: "Friends are a burden to me, and besides, I do my own things, I don't need them." I can't do anything exquisite. ”

"Well, your eyes will betray you, right?" Jiang Zichen put down the letter,

"I know what you're doing with me today." Jiang Muyi's words were simple and neat, and only when he was mentioned would he hesitate and twist. "He ......"

"To be honest, I admire my brother-in-law for finally making such a decision." Jiang Zichen got up and interrupted her.

Jiang Muyi looked at him: "You wouldn't have expected it a long time ago, would you......"

Jiang Zichen just said in a low voice: "Do you think I came to explain to you, or did I come to scold Helian Mu for being stupid?" No, I'm here to worry about you, sister, how about it, do you have to wait for him? ”

Jiang Muyi looked at Jiang Zichen's dark eyes, and suddenly felt that they usually called her a little fool, which was really not empty words.

She may really be a little fool compared to them.

reacted, she replied lightly: "If you don't wait, he will split me in half when he comes out, and then don't make a comeback and find me to take revenge...... I can't afford your sister! ”

"So, wait?"

"Of course." Jiang Muyi looked at Jiang Zichen, "Yiqiē has just begun, I have no reason to give up." ”

"Okay." Jiang Zichen patted her on the shoulder.

Before Jiang Zichen opened the door to leave, Jiang Muyi threw out a sentence and smashed him in the face, just to see how his expression was broken.

She called him with a smile: "Zichen." ”

"Huh?" Jiang Zichen looked back at her.

Jiang Muyi said: "I'm pregnant. She stroked her belly: "It's time to make an announcement." ”

"......" Jiang Zichen. (To be continued.) )

PS: Recommend two songs "Let Me Love You" and "Whatarewrods"