Chapter 230: Misogyny
It's different, it's not the same!
Three years, gradually getting used to it, gradually changing. The heart that had been opened suddenly closed again. This time, it's rock solid......
Lu Haoran was 12 years old, and Lu Tianhua was 10 years old. Lu Tianhua left, transferred schools, and never came back. At the very least, the two never crossed paths in their childhoods.
Lu Haoran didn't know what happened during this period. When he saw Lu Tianhua again not long ago, Lu Tianhua had become unrecognizable to him.
Lu Tianhua put on his glasses. It's no surprise that he has been so fond of reading since he was a child, and his myopia is nothing. But the eyes behind the lenses did not have the joy that Lu Haoran thought he would say goodbye, nor the coldness of his first acquaintance, but ...... Indifferent alienation.
Lu Tianhua smiled at Lu Haoran, but only smiled politely.
Lu Haoran is not like when he was a child, but this time, he has stopped. He can no longer pester Lu Tianhua facelessly like he did when he was a child, and take care of him and protect him self-righteously. Because he thinks......
Lu Tianhua's figure is very thin, and his complexion is still as white as when he was a child. Lu Tianhua, who has grown up, still only reaches Lu Haoran's shoulders like when he was a child. This qiē still seems to make Lu Haoran want to protect so much. But Lu Tianhua's temperament and eyes are far more determined than when he was a child.
Lu Haoran knew that Lu Tianhua must not have forgotten himself. However, he felt that Lu Tianhua no longer needed to pester him.
Therefore, Lu Haoran just gave a military salute to Lu Tianhua in the end, and the happy expression that he showed just now also converged into a standard smile at this moment. Lu Tianhua nodded at Lu Haoran, and Lu Haoran retreated into his team.
I haven't seen him for so many years, Lu Haoran has a lot of things to say to Lu Tianhua, and a lot of questions to ask Lu Tianhua. But like. Although they meet again now, they are close to the end of the world. This time, Lu Tianhua was the target of the mission, and Lu Haoran was only a member of the mission team. The captain who led the team was not Lu Haoran, and the next person to talk to Lu Tianhua was not Lu Haoran.
Discipline in the army is very high. Years of military life have made Lu Haoran, a lawless boy, a lot more restrained. This time out of the mission. He didn't expect to see Lu Tianhua again. It seems that no one knows that he and Lu Tianhua are old acquaintances.
So. There was no reason for him to approach the subject of the task for no reason, let alone an overly intimate private interaction. But that doesn't mean he can't secretly observe Lu Tianhua.
Lu Haoran remembered that Lu Tianhua hated women's clothing when he was a child. This time, Lu Tianhua hates women.
They have two female translators in their ranks. Once at the time of eating. The two female translators were arranged next to Lu Tianhua. At first, it was nothing, but when one of the female translators accidentally touched Lu Tianhua's elbow in the process of picking vegetables, Lu Tianhua went violent.
"Bang!" Lu Tianhua suddenly flipped over his own plate, and then glared at the female translator with disgust. It was even more as if she wiped the arm she had just touched in extreme disgust, and then. Without saying a word, he turned around and left.
The female translator was dumbfounded, and in the same way, almost everyone was dumbfounded.
What's going on? What happened?
Lu Haoran was the first to react, but he didn't chase Lu Tianhua. Instead, he went over and comforted the female translator first. After all, this female translator had been on the same team with Lu Haoran for a long time, and he felt uncomfortable when he saw her uniform spilled with Lu Tianhua's overturned food.
Others may not be able to understand it for a while. But he could see at a glance what Lu Tianhua's excited reaction was. Just now, Lu Tianhua glared at the female translator. It seems to be annoyed, but in fact, the next moment there is a hint of apology. And then before he turned to leave. His eyes also glanced at another female translator and the location of all the women in the restaurant. He seemed to be angry and left, but in fact he ran away.
It is not so much that Lu Tianhua is targeting the female translator who accidentally touched him, but that he cares about all the women present. And instead of saying that Lu Tianhua hates them, Lu Haoran always feels that he seems to be more afraid of them.
Although Lu Haoran did not sit at the same table as Lu Tianhua, Lu Haoran always secretly looked at Lu Tianhua. He saw that Lu Tianhua didn't deliberately get angry and flip the plate at all. It was the moment the female translator accidentally touched him, and he was agitated, and his hands were completely uncontrollable and overturned the plate. It's as if the person who was electrocuted couldn't control himself at all, he shook completely subconsciously, not intentionally at all.
His appearance after him was very much like he hated the female translator, but how Lu Haoran looked at it and felt that Lu Tianhua's expression seemed familiar. That annoyance is made subconsciously out of self-protection to show others.
Does Lu Tianhua have a phobia?
Of course, Lu Haoran didn't have this exact idea at that time. It is summarized after a period of observation.
However, this is also just Lu Haoran's wishful thinking. Lu Haoran still regarded Lu Tianhua as too kind in the end.
Lu Tianhua himself knew how much he really hated women. It's a woman, and he resists. And the crying woman is what he hates the most.
He loaths a woman who cries at every turn, because he hates the weakness of women. He hated a woman who pretended to shed tears before he could reach his goal at every turn, because he hated the cunning of women. In short, no matter what he was crying for, as long as it was a crying woman, he was very disgusted.
What about the smiling woman?
No, no, no, women who love to laugh are more terrible. Crying to others has a purpose, and laughing to others has a stronger purpose. Innocent laughter, how fake it is, how many girls are a few years old laugh is not so innocent, which is unguardable. It looks so bright that it can't be brighter than a smile, and when you turn your face, you won't recognize people, and turning your face is faster than turning a book, which makes people unguardable. When I came up, I smiled frankly and kindly, damn it, I still can't prevent it!
Maybe it's because of his own experience that he thinks that all women are terrible and annoying. But it's his experience since he was a child, and he has never met a woman who is not scary or annoying. He has a deep-seated hatred of women. This can't be blamed for his allergies when he sees women now.
Well, in fact, he has never met a few men who are not scary or annoying since he was a child. But anyway, there was a Lu Haoran in his childhood. This saved him from hating all of humanity.
Lu Haoran thought that he was afraid of women, but he still hid kindly and would not hurt women lightly. Lu Tianhua said. He really didn't deliberately pretend in front of Lu Haoran, which woman did he look at with disgust when he looked at it with a look of disgust?
Think of the female translator he glared at. Or is it the woman's intuition that is more accurate. He just hated her, and the woman knew. So since then, she has never dared to approach him within a radius of 100 meters, and accidentally saw it from afar, so she hurriedly took a detour. After all, the woman didn't dare to offend herself, and it was wise to avoid him.
To be honest, he didn't hate women enough to want them to die. As long as they don't come near him. He can still be safe. It's not unbearable to be in the same room. Or don't approach him, he can pretend not to see her.
In this regard, the same is true for men. Plainly. He just wants to be alone and quietly do what he does alone. In the end, it was because there was a Lu Haoran in his childhood, and when a man accidentally touched him, he was not happy, but he didn't automatically express himself excessively.
And then...... Now Lu Haoran stared at himself with a rippling face, why was he distracted?
It's been so long since the end times. He and Lu Haoran broke away from the control of the army, and gradually seemed to return to the mode of getting along as children. Kindness. It can't be said that it is exactly the same, but Lu Haoran is indeed becoming more and more faceless and skinless, which is indeed the same as when he was a child.
Heavy snow is falling, and the weather is getting colder and colder. They had to wrap a quilt tightly around each other at night and barely survive the night. Lu Haoran asked him, and he didn't want to hide it deliberately. Why can't he face up to his hatred of women after hearing such a long story? Or do you think he's a phobia?
How to listen, gynephobia. It's like a silk behavior that actually desires to be close to a woman in my heart, but I am afraid of a woman and don't know how to get along with a woman, right? Where does he look like?
At the age of 10, he left Lu Haoran's house and returned to his home. Naturally, it was Erniang who greeted him, but there was actually Lu Yuqiao. What's even more sudden is that there is a sister who is almost 5 years old.
Younger sister?
Yes, that's really his sister. Lu Yuqiao, that bastard, actually shot at Erniang again when she was recuperating in the sanatorium.
Afterwards, he found out, Lu Yuqiao slept with Erniang all night, but he didn't expect to win the lottery. It was also an accident for Lu Yuqiao. It's just that he was forced to make an appearance, accompanying Erniang in the sanatorium, and he was physically troubled for a while, and his brain was in arrears.
According to the time calculation, it was the first time he was sent to Lu Tianyang's house, and the first time Erniang went to a sanatorium to recuperate. That's how it goes......
Half a year later, Erniang was suddenly sent to a sanatorium again, and Lu Yuqiao found a nanny for herself to take care of him for a year and a half, until it was time for him to go to school, and he was simply sent to Lu Tianyang's house. This qiē, this second time, is all because of that night!
Erniang seems to be young and healthy. In fact, taking sedative drugs for a long time, coupled with the old disease that left a very strict zhòng in the first child, the body was already very broken. This second child, the pregnancy was an accident. It's a miracle to be born. The baby girl and Erniang were not in good condition at the beginning, so they have been raised until now.
Well, Lu Tianhua admitted that he was surprised, but it was not unacceptable. When he came back this time, he didn't deliberately change into women's clothes again, just to show Erniang. He didn't deliberately dress too exaggeratedly, just wore his men's school uniform. Erniang doesn't seem to have any opinions.
Well, Erniang didn't even look at him carefully.
It seems that Erniang has found a new replacement. No, this time, maybe it's not a substitute anymore. Oh, he's relieved.
The heart is a little empty, but there is nothing to be reluctant to. A love that is used as a substitute is lost, so he can also let go of the burden of pretending to be that substitute. Compared with being reluctant to lose, let alone being qualified to be reluctant at all, he was relieved to be liberated. He atoned for the sins of others, and it came to an end.
It's really a little reluctant, and what I can't bear is the days at Lu Tianyang's house.
This time, Lu Yuqiao actually moved back to his home. Is it because of this new sister? Or is it because the family is putting pressure on it again? Anyway, he moved back to his home, and he would take care of Lu Tianhua in his daily life, and Lu Tianhua could no longer host Lu Tianyang's house.
Lu Tianhua knew that even if he was reluctant, he could only miss it.
If everyone can be safe in the next few days, Lu Tianhua is not unable to live his own life quietly.
As a result, within a few days, he had another sister. This sister is actually 8 years old.
This Nima! This sister counts, it's special, but she was born when her mother was still alive?
Check out this ...... Lu Tianhua didn't know what to call it.
This woman came with her daughter and was on her toes. Nominally, she is nothing, but she just looks like she is higher than Erniang, and she doesn't take Erniang and her sister in her eyes at all.
Lu Tianhua was also drunk. He really didn't know what Lu Yuqiao thought. He even blatantly brought this woman and girl home.
Look at the panicked eyes of Erniang and her sister.
Lu Yuqiao was silent. It was the woman Tian who shamelessly asked Erniang to call her sister, and then asked her sister to call her daughter sister.
Erniang was stunned like that. The woman saw that Erniang and her sister were silent, and scolded directly in a loud manner. To put it nicely, she scolded Erniang and her sister for not knowing etiquette and not raising gods, but she scolded really ugly. Lu Tianhua is really curious, where did she get the qualifications to scold Erniang for being uneducated?
The woman's daughter was also virtuous to her mother. The two of them pinched their waists and watched her mother scold, and then stared at Erniang and her sister proudly, waiting for her sister to call someone.
Lu Tianhua didn't like his sister much, he was talking about Erniang's daughter, but he didn't hate it at all. But this girl, he is so nasty!
"Sister?" Lu Tianhua couldn't stand it anymore and opened his mouth.
Unexpectedly, the woman and the girl suddenly changed their faces.
"Quick, Zhu'er, call brother. My brother has called you sister first, what are you waiting for? The woman pushed the girl in front of Lu Tianhua and stared at Lu Tianhua with a flattering expression.
When the girl arrived in front of Lu Tianhua, she suddenly twisted, changed her toe and became extraordinarily birdy, and at the end of her little face turned red, and called out very sweetly: "Brother~"
Lu Tianhua suddenly had goosebumps all over his body.
To be honest, the mother and daughter's smile that flatters them is really true. But looking at Erniang and his sister who were now temporarily forgotten by them, how could he forget how the mother and daughter treated Erniang and his sister just now.
The contrast is so great, it's even more disgusting!