The outside world may be full of stars, the wind fluttering in the autumn, welcoming the winter that needs love, but the brightly lit ward is not safe, the sudden outbreak of Xiaoyan caught me off guard, I didn't even notice in advance that Xiaoyan would have feelings for me, because I don't think she will look at a ** silk,

Looking at Xiaoyan who was sad and crying, I didn't know what to say, let alone how to comfort her, so I could only pretend to be stupid and stunned to the end, shameless to the extreme,

"Xiaoyan, I don't know what you're talking about, you must have a fever, hurry up and take medicine,"

I said with a concerned face, I don't know anything, I don't understand anything, I need such an escape, I must escape, I can't bear to hurt, I can't refuse, I'm afraid I can't even be a friend,

I broke free of Xiaoyan's hand, leaned back tremblingly, leaned against the wall tightly, and then let out a loud sigh, pretending to sleep,

Xiaoyan saw that I was still pretending, suddenly stopped crying, wiped the remaining tears on her face strongly, looked at me, and said solemnly: "I know that you understand everything, and you only have her in your heart, but I don't want to see you suffer and be hurt, Bingbing I understand you, you need to be cared for, you need to be loved, and she can't give it to you, but I can give it to you, whether you accept me or not, I will unswervingly be by your side, take care of you, care for you,"

The atmosphere of the ward has changed, full of Xiaoyan's serious, firm and brave atmosphere, occupying this rather deserted ward, and also penetrating deeply into my heart from my broken body, Xiaoyan understands me, really understands me, but I understand my heart, when a person's heart is full of a person's figure, how can there be someone else's position,

Xiaoyan's words fell, he looked at me deeply, got up and left, I saw the moment when the tears fell on the ground, and under the reflection of the light, a ray of light was refracted and pierced my eyes, and I wanted to cry.

Maybe Xiaoyan had already expected such an ending, or no matter what the ending was, he would like me as always, but I couldn't figure it out, how could Xiaoyan, a person who wanted money or not, a house or a house, and a car or not, like such a me, could it be that the fate and previous life that Xiaoyan said that time were me, and the two people I liked were Ghost Face and me

After all, I still have some hard time believing that this qiē is true,

Looking at her lonely but determined back to leave, I stretched out my palm, but didn't speak, maybe we are all calm and calm now is the best ending, maybe Xiaoyan is just because I almost died in order to save Li Qingshu and acted impulsively, just calm and calm,

Xiaoyan left, and the door was not closed, as if this was Xiaoyan's signal, our door would be open, and it would not separate the inside and outside of the door.

I'm a sentimental person, I'm most afraid of such a situation, I always can't bear to hurt someone, especially someone who is extremely good to me, Xiaoyan is such a person, so I can't be ruthless, as for why I don't want to face Xiaoyan, I'd rather go to avoid, just because of her,

Xiaoyan is an extremely good woman, to have good looks, to have temperament, and I am still a fellow believer, both are writers, maybe I didn't meet Li Qingshu before I would have liked Xiaoyan, and I would have fallen in love with her, because she was really good, but after all, I met her, no matter how much contradiction we had before, no matter how much we had met and pinched, but when I took off the white ghost face, broke through the cage, and had no restraints, I understood that she was my person all my life, and it was the person in my heart, is the person who agreed in the previous life,

The autumn wind commemorates the passing autumn, but my love for her will not be memorialized, and it will become more and more intense.

Looking at the open door, the wind blowing on my cheeks from the corridor, I was stunned for a moment, moved, turned to look at the windowsill, saw the vast night sky, thought of Xiaoyan's pitiful face with tears, I couldn't keep calm, I was still a person after all, I didn't dare to say that I was affectionate and righteous, but I wasn't a wolf, Xiaoyan helped me, took care of me, loved me, but I ignored her ruthlessly and broke her heart, I was such a bastard,

My heart is particularly aggrieved, as if it is swollen, as if Xiaoyan's action of stepping on the ground at this time is trampling on my heart, originally because I can't guess Li Qingshu's heart and Li Qingshu has never been to the hospital to see me and irritable and confused, now Xiaoyan confessed my heart I am even more messy, I will definitely be embarrassed when we meet in the future, I don't know how to deal with our relationship,

The vast night sky was full of stars, and I couldn't help but shout with my hands and swaying my scattered hair,

"'Ahh

The irritability became thicker and thicker, as if it was about to burst my heart, I curled up on the bed and couldn't move, I could only be irritable,

God, don't torture me, I don't want to go through the plot of the novel again, grandma's,

I'm a little tired, I want to rest, keep my head shut and sleep well, I don't know if tomorrow will be back as usual, we are still confidants, I haven't crossed the line, maybe even if I'm not tired, I'll find a reason to be tired, this is another kind of escape, cowardly escape,

Xiaoyan is gone, there is no one to accompany the bed today, Tom also let Ou Kuangda take it home, Luo Meng and Liu Qilei come to see me every day during the day, I am destined to be lonely tonight, maybe it is much better to lie alone in the cold ward than to face Xiaoyan who is in tears,

Thinking of doing this is my usual style, I slowly lay on the white needle, pulled up the quilt with my hand, stuffy to the head, I like to sleep stuffy, this is a habit developed since childhood, and now I can't change it, my mother scared me since I was a child, stuffy head will suffocate people, but I am still stuffy, the habit of sleeping stuffy head to the end,

When I fell asleep, tossing and turning for a while, I finally got tired, that is, I closed my eyes and fell asleep, but in a trance I heard the sound of high heels hitting the ground, like a heavy and abnormal symphony resounding in the deep night, passionate and high-pitched, heavy but depressing,

I was half asleep and immediately refreshed, but I didn't get up immediately, but continued to stuff my head and pretend to be asleep, of course, I didn't know that this footstep had nothing to do with me, after all, I was not the only patient in the hospital.

It's just that when the footsteps are getting closer and closer, my swollen heart throbs indescribably, and every time the heels of the high heels step on the ground seem to step on my heart, making my heart flutter for a while, the sound of the high heels stepping on the ground makes the empty corridor have movement, and also makes my gradually passing expectations have hope,

Lying quietly on the bed motionless, but in my heart I sincerely hoped that the woman wearing high heels was her

There was a sound at the door for a moment, but I felt like I had been waiting for a century, very nervous, and even more expectant, I felt that I was already nervous, completely nervous-

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