Chapter 172: Heart Knot

Lin Xin'er looked at the bird that was flying alone in the night sky, how could she not be such a bird now, disgusted by the darkness around her but unable to find a way out. But she was not as lucky as the bird, not only was her body imprisoned in the dark, but her heart was not free at all.

"Xin'er, do whatever you think in your heart, we won't have any obstacles." Lin Chaojin made his position clear again.

Seeing that his daughter's mood was getting worse and worse, and she was getting thinner and thinner, Lin Chaojin was about to die of worry, and tried his best to make her daughter happy.

"Dad, you won't understand." Lin Xin'er said in a low voice and turned back to the room.

Once upon a time, her mind was no longer simply wishing her parents to be happy, but adding some emotional clutter, and her desire to devote herself to the welfare of her parents was also stranded. She wished that she was still the energetic little girl who fought for her best relatives, but time was gone, and she still had to face it.

Late at night, Lin Xin'er lay on the bed but didn't feel sleepy at all, and the scenes of what happened recently appeared in front of her one by one, and her heart hurt again, until she curled up on the bed in pain.

The next morning, Lin Xin'er sat in the yard basking in the sun, although the footsteps of spring are near, but everything has not yet recovered, so Lin Xin'er's lonely shadow looks particularly thin and lonely in the depressed winter wind. She wanted to do something to solve it, but it deepened her loneliness.

In the past, she loved Kevin Bai, but hated him; She also loves Teacher Chu and hates him. Thinking of what happened in her previous life, she wanted to love everyone but didn't dare to love.

Now, I'm afraid that she can't love if she wants to, those two people are heartbroken by her, and they shouldn't want to see her again.

"Xin'er." Kong Yu came over and saw that her daughter was dressed so thinly, so she hurriedly put on a padded jacket for her and said, "Kevin Bai is not bad." ”

Lin Xin'er was stunned, how did her mother know about Bai Kaiwen?

It turns out that mothers care about their daughters. Like Lin Meier, she thought that she had hidden everything from her mother, but she didn't know that her mother's heart was clearer than anyone else, like a mirror.

"Kevin White?" Lin Chaojin asked strangely. He only knew that his daughter must have loved someone miserably. didn't know it was Kevin Bai.

"Dad, Mom, I have nothing to do with Kevin Bai." Lin Xin'er turned around, not wanting them to see what was leaking in her eyes.

The three of them were chatting, and Lin Chaojin suddenly saw Du Lan walking over. His eyes lit up, and after giving Du Lan a look, he quietly left with Kong Yu.

Lin Xin'er, who was still in her thoughts, didn't know that the person around her had been replaced by Du Lan, she sighed and prepared to go back to the house, and when she turned around, she saw a pair of eyes full of worry.

"Du Lan, when did you come?" Of course Lin Xin'er knows these eyes, since she broke off contact with Bai Kaiwen, Du Lan runs to her house almost every day, even if he turns to ashes, she can distinguish these eyes at a glance.

"Just came. Seeing that you were in a daze, I didn't bother. Du Lan replied honestly.

"School is going to start tomorrow, you can go back and prepare." Lin Xin'er didn't want to talk to Du Lan, so she gave an eviction order.

"Xin'er, can you really see me?" Du Lan saw that Lin Xin'er's eyes were empty, and there was no trace of anger in her eyes, so she asked in a low voice.

"Du Lan, I can't see you, I can't see anyone, you don't have to work hard, you should have your own life." Lin Xin'er closed her eyes and said.

"Xin'er. Ever since I met you, my heart has been filled with you, let me stay with you, in any way. Good no good? Du Lan said that in the end, it became a pleading, he hoped that Lin Xin'er could see him, even if he couldn't fall in love with him, at least he could see his cunzài.

Every time he met Lin Xin'er, he would say this, and now he can't tell what the original meaning of this sentence is. He didn't know that it was because of the attachment that he couldn't get. Or is it because I like it and don't want to give it up.

He was even in a trance for a while, and he wasn't even sure who he liked. The girl he fell in love with at first sight was indeed Lin Xin'er, but thinking of the stupid things Su Jiajia did for him, he suddenly had a trace of pity for Su Jiajia. However, he can be sure that his pity for Su Jiajia is not love, but just a feeling of sympathy.

His attachment to Lin Xin'er is like Su Jiajia's attachment to him, however, he didn't do anything hurtful, but he didn't dare to guarantee that in order to get Lin Xin'er, he would not play some tricks.

"Let's take a look at Su Jiajia." Lin Xin'er seems to be building yì and like a summary.

Su Jiajia is just a poor person, in order to attract Du Lan's attention, in order to rob Du Lan, she is not wrong. However, from Lin Xin'er's standpoint, she was wrong and did immoral things.

"Why do you always force me to be with someone I don't like? In the past, you often created opportunities for her to be with me, I never said anything for your face, and now she has hurt you so badly, why are you still like this? Du Lan was puzzled, he had never been able to guess Lin Xin'er's thoughts, and it was the same now.

Lin Xin'er was stunned, it turned out that Du Lan knew everything, it turned out that he was just pretending to be stupid for so long. knew that Du Lan didn't like Su Jiajia at all, so she shouldn't have created all kinds of opportunities, just like Su Jiajia said, she also has her own dignity and doesn't need sympathy and charity.

"I'm tired, I want to rest, you go back." Lin Xin'er stood up and walked towards the house.

"Xin'er, I will wait for you until you fall in love with me." Du Lan looked at Lin Xin'er's tired shadow and said loudly.

It sounds like childish words, but if you look at Du Lan's eyes, you will find that he is very serious at the moment.

Lin Xin'er's footsteps paused, and she still left without looking back, who knew that as soon as she entered the door, she was blocked by Lin Chaojin and Kong Yu.

"If you don't want to listen to the opinions of the heart, then look at the people around you, Du Lan is a good boy, and he is good to you, suitable for life." Kong Yu raised his eyebrows.

"That kid is down-to-earth, and it's really suitable for life." When Lin Chaojin talked about Du Lan, his face was also full of appreciation.

"Dad, Mom, you don't care about me, let me be quiet." Lin Xin'er showed impatience and locked herself in the room.

"Xin'er, if you don't come in again, the dishes in the space will be fully cooked." Yingying shouted loudly in the space.

Lin Xin'er nestled on the sofa and didn't respond at all, next to her was a book that didn't move after reading a few pages.

Yingying complained while collecting the cooked vegetables, it is better not to find such a master, it is better than being so busy every day, and worrying about the mood of the little master. (To be continued.) )