I returned to the room with a steaming meal, at this time Manqing had collapsed, I hurriedly walked to Manqing who was lying on the bed and seemed to be unconscious, looking at her a little anxiously, at this moment Manqing's face was full of sweat, my forehead was full of sweat, I couldn't understand her pain at all, I really couldn't bear it, but I had to do this, if I didn't do this, it would only hurt Manqing.

I put the food on the bed, gently stroked her cheek with my hand, and gently wiped the sweat for her, this time she carried it, but her lips were broken, and she was bitten by herself, and the tears that had stagnated for a moment came out again, looking at Man Qing, who was tightly bound by me, I could only hide my face and cry, I hated myself so much, hated myself for not being able to keep her in the first place, and let her become like this.

Manqing's emaciation, Manqing's wolf bèi, Manqing even collapsed and slept with a painful look, and I also thought of her pain I don't know how long it would last, the light was unusually bright, but my heart was unusually dark.

I slowly loosened the tie for Manqing, she should be able to rest for a while tonight, she is too tired, and I am also tired, I want to sleep, but I dare not sleep, I am afraid that she will wake up and leave again, I can't let this happen again.

Let Manqing sleep more comfortably, cover her with the quilt, I can't bear to wake her up, and then I sat on the edge of the bed, turned off the phone, closed the door, and even turned off the light, and started to eat the rice bowl, I was a little hungry, I can't collapse now, I still need to do a lot of things......

Time passed little by little, I had eaten, and the upper and lower eyelids had begun to fight, but I couldn't sleep, I wanted to look at Manqing, in fact, I also thought of a way, that is, to make a bell on Manqing's body, or to tie her up, but after thinking about it, I still felt that I was not asleep, and it was best to stare at her with big eyes.

I sat in the quiet of the night, thinking about what had happened in all this time, and it felt like I was in a dream, not a dream, of course, but a nightmare.

Everything is not a simple small thing, but a big thing that shocks me and does not want to face it, I even feel that I can't break free from this cycle of coming and going, and my eyes are confused when I look at the future.

As I was deeply thinking about the events happening around me, there was a high-pitched voice in the quiet room.

"I regret it, I regret it, don't leave me, don't leave me."

As if she was in a nightmare, she sat up and cried out very loudly, the look of pain still lingering on her cheeks, and I hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed her shoulders to prevent her from continuing to struggle and scream.

"Man Qing, Man Qing, wake up, you have a nightmare, wake up."

At the same time, he spoke to Manqing, who had his eyes closed.

And Man Qing may have heard my words, and gradually eased up, opened his eyes and looked at me, first a kind of dazed sluggishness, that kind of fear and regret still stagnated on his cheeks, and then stared at me with some hatred, quickly broke free from my shackles, and yelled at me: "Liang Jiafeng, you are a bastard, tie me up, and then leave me alone, do you know how uncomfortable I am?" You won't even give me a little bit of drugs, why are you doing this to me? You're kidnapping, you're captivity, I'll call the police now. ”

Man Qing shouted with extreme anger, the anger instantly wiped out the pain and regret on his face, and at the same time he really wanted to find a mobile phone to call.

"You're enough, are you calling the police now to get the police to send you to a drug rehab center?"

I yelled louder than Man Qing, and instantly calmed her out, obviously she was also a little sensible, and understood that she would also go to a drug rehabilitation center if she called the police, maybe she thought of the feeling when she couldn't take drugs, anyway, she looked at me with more hatred, I don't know if she really hated, but I think it's right for me to do this.

"Man Qing, listen to me, since you can persist once, then you can persist again, if you can persist again, you can do it as many times as you want, then you can quit drugs, you no longer have to feel uncomfortable because there are no drugs, you no longer have to erode your body and spirit, you can return to a normal life, and then live a good and happy life."

I sat on the bed, grabbed Manqing's trembling hand tightly with my hand, and looked at her very seriously and firmly.

"Huh, happiness? Life? Do I still have it? Don't be funny, you leave me alone, just leave me to fend for myself. ”

Manqing said to herself, which made me more curious about what she was experiencing, but I didn't want to touch her pain, she was even more uncomfortable now.

"You know what? Sometimes I feel like I'm a walking dead, I feel like I don't have any more concerns and feelings, I keep repeating one thing every day, every day I think about when I can no longer wake up and die peacefully, but I keep living, dragging a broken body, a body that has lost its soul. ”

Man Qing seemed to have become calm, but what she said was heart-piercing, what did she go through? Would it make her look like this? I really felt a kind of pain that I couldn't say, and I couldn't resist my curiosity after all, so I asked Manqing about the questions in my heart.

"Manqing, what the hell happened to you? Can you tell me about it? Where is that Passat man now? Why isn't she by your side? ”

I asked too many questions in one go, in fact, when I asked, I already regretted it a little, I felt that my question would touch Manqing's scar again, in fact, I don't need to ask, Manqing's appearance must be related to the man who drove the Passat.

I saw that Manqing became silent after hearing my inquiry, her eyes were scattered, and she moved to the side, I didn't urge her, just looked at her in pain, waiting for her to answer, her palm was still held by me, and her palm was still trembling, but it was silent.

This silence lasted for too long, and I don't know how many minutes passed, before Man Qing spoke, obviously how much she had decided, and how difficult her heart was.

"Yes, it's all because of that bastard, because she made me who I am, because she made me into a man with a broken body, a soulless person."

Man Qing didn't look at me, but looked at the window of the room, looking at the picture of the moonlight shining on the windowsill, and spoke in an extremely trembling tone.

I didn't interrupt her, I kept silent, quietly being a listener, listening to the suffering that Man Qing endured, I think that all the women who have been with me have a catastrophe, I may be a so-called Tiansha Lone Star, I don't think I deserve to have love, whoever stays by my side will happen, Yiyi is like this, Man Qing is like this, and Xiaoyan, who is missing now, doesn't know what the situation is.

"That bastard is actually a complete addict, and has been taking drugs for several years, and after being with him, at first he didn't show his hideous face, and I didn't find out about him, until that day, I was ready to go out to buy clothes, and then I just went out, and then I thought about not taking anything, and then I went home to get it, and then I found out that he was taking drugs in the bedroom, and I was immediately stunned and frightened, and he also found out that I saw his behavior, and his hidden face was revealed, I actually let me take drugs with him, and said that this is worthy of being his woman, I definitely don't agree, and then I want to leave, but I didn't expect him to forcibly control me, so he tied me with a rope to you just now, and injected me with drugs as a bastard, and I was infected with drugs from that time, and I couldn't extricate myself from it, and I really became that perverted pet, because I was accused of drugs, and thus I was also accused by him, as long as I was addicted to drugs, I will obey whatever he asks me to do unconditionally, Even though I was very disgusted, but I couldn't control it, because the feeling was really uncomfortable, but when I finished it, I also smoked drugs, and when I came to my senses, I felt that I was very lowly, and when I begged him to ask him for drugs, I was like a pug, I immediately chose to commit suicide, but I didn't die, and then the demon completely imprisoned me, and I completely became a pet, and I didn't even have the opportunity to commit suicide, and my addiction to drugs is getting bigger and bigger. ”

When Manqing said this, I was shocked and frightened, and I was full of sympathy and pity for Manqing in front of me, she suffered so much, I really can't describe this feeling, I want to hug her, tell her, don't be afraid in the future, you will never be imprisoned and tortured by that bastard again, but I have to listen to her, I also want to know how she escaped his clutches.

And Manqing seemed to know what I was thinking, and after a pause, he spoke.

"I don't know how long I spent those days, that kind of daylight, that kind of perverted and erosive days, I feel that I am no longer a person, I feel that I can no longer get out of that claustrophobic room, but by chance, I found an opportunity to escape, escaped his control, and fled to Hangzhou, but my drug addiction is still there, I can't bear this discomfort, and sometimes I even want to go back to him, but I finally chose to find a place to take drugs in Hangzhou, Then I found that dance hall, met like-minded people, started taking drugs, and I escaped the demon's control, but I had lost my soul. ”

Man Qing has been crying as she spoke, but the crying voice is very small, but she can't hide the pain taste, now she is completely collapsed, I have no words, I hugged her directly, now all I can give is a hug, and what Man Qing needs most is a hug.