077 I don't know how to show weakness

I fell asleep and left a small lamp to sit on the sofa and wait for He Liancheng. Holding a book in his hand, his mind was not in the book, and he kept thinking about the conversation with He Zelin in the afternoon.

He is right, He Liancheng's background and growth experience will make him even more unable to accept his failure in business. I wanted to do something to show me, to show my father, but in the end it ended miserably. As a result, the blow to him was devastating.

I was thinking about it the other day from my own standpoint, so I think he was overreacting in some ways. I think that when a man is hit like this, he should do his best to recover it, instead of being disheartened and even angry with others every day.

He is not like me, I didn't retreat back then, I either persevered, or I took the baby in my belly and died with my father. Stress is such a thing, when there is hope and nostalgia, will never crush a person to death or drive him crazy.

Now He Liancheng's situation is much better than I was back then, he is not dead, he has retreated, he has a choice, so he is even more entangled. In life, many troubles come from, and you still have a choice. If there is only one thing left in front of you, it is easier to put it to death and come back to life.

I believe he knows what He Zelin means, and if he leaves me, he will have a chance to start over. He didn't know how much he was struggling in his heart, and if he wanted to give up on me, he would have made a decision a long time ago. Although I have tried to comfort him gently and considerately in the past few days, I have not been able to fully understand how difficult it is for him to make decisions.

I was thinking about it when there was a soft knock on the door and someone pushed it in.

I looked up from the light and saw his blurred face. He smiled reluctantly and asked, "Why don't you sleep?" ”

"You can't sleep if you don't come back." I stood up and walked over, took what he was holding and put it on the cabinet, and helped him take out his slippers.

He was silent, changed it, and went to wash his hands coldly and came back to ask me, "How is Kuankuan today?" ”

"It's all good, he slept for a while." I stood in front of him, no more than a foot away, but I felt inexplicably far away.

The two of us were cold, and the room was silent. He didn't seem to feel the urge to speak, and turned and walked towards the bathroom.

"Lian Cheng, I shouldn't have asked you that last night." I said to his back. Actually, I have a lot to say, but seeing his interest, I can't say anything. I'm afraid that if I say it, I won't be able to change the status quo.

After saying this, my heart suddenly seemed to stop beating, and I looked at him in a daze.

He paused slightly, didn't look back and whispered, "I shouldn't have yelled at you either." ”

After saying that, he hurried into the bathroom, and my heart went up and down, and I didn't know what I was going to do next. He just said it so lightly, and then what should he do?! Shouldn't he be very moved at this time?

It was only at this point that I really felt that I was not good at dealing with the cold war in marriage. In my previous family life, I was always the one who lost my temper and was coaxed. I really don't know where to start, even if I want to show favor in my heart. But, how the hell am I going to show goodwill!

Although Chu Yi and I have been married for more than a year, I didn't say a soft word to him until the end, and kicked him in the calf a few times before parting, and directly kicked him to his knees...... It turns out that I used to have a very unreasonable side.

I stood there listening to the sound of water bubbling from the bathroom, a thin orange light shining through the glass onto the floor beneath my feet, leaving a narrow shadow. I was in a hot sweat, and I didn't know how to show friendship with He Liancheng, I didn't mean to ask him where he went, I was just afraid that no one would care if he was drunk.

This is not as good as doing business, the level of profits, and the size of the difficulty can be quantified. I feel at a loss, I don't want to have a cold war with him, I don't want the relationship between the two to be wiped out like this, and I don't want to be taken advantage of by a woman at this time......

The light and shadow under his feet suddenly brightened, and the bathroom door was opened, and he walked out wiping his hair. When I saw that I was still standing here, I was stunned and asked, "Why are you still standing here?" ”

"I want to ......" I just said two words, I don't know what was going on in my heart, suddenly there was boundless grievance, tears couldn't stop flowing, and then I choked up and couldn't speak.

He sighed softly, came over and hugged me and said, "Okay, why are you crying again?" I already apologize to you. ”

"No, it's me who should apologize......" I finally said in fits and starts.

"Le Yi, I'm very annoyed, don't you cry?" Although there was helplessness in He Liancheng's tone, the arm holding me tightened.

This action gave me great encouragement, as long as his attitude changed, it means that he still cares about me, and he can still listen to my words.

"I don't want you to be so indifferent to me, I want to accompany you through this difficult time. Maybe my expression is wrong, so it makes you feel more annoyed. I don't want to be like this......" I stopped crying, and said the sentence in a muffled voice, the last sentence still with a crying sound.

"Are you being coquettish to me?" He asked as he pulled my head away, a smile on the corner of his mouth, and looked me in the eye.

"I ...... No. I shook my head and forcefully denied it.

"I thought you'd never be a little woman like that." He burst out laughing, took me back into his arms and hugged me and said, "Didn't you take a shower when you came back from work?" Smell of smoke and sweat all over your body? Smoked today? ”

"No......" His softened tone and concern made me want to cry even more.

But the gloom in my heart dissipated in his chuckle and hard hug, and I couldn't stop the smile on the corner of my mouth, but I couldn't hold back the tears in my eyes. The qiē in front of him became blurry, and he felt very embarrassed in his heart, and wanted to lower his head and not look at him.

"It's good to show weakness, every time we have a conflict, you make it like a negotiation, arm yourself to the point of invulnerability, and refuse to suffer half a word." He looked at me, reached out and wiped my tears and said, "Go take a shower first, I'm not targeting you these days, but I'm really in a bad mood." ”

"yes, I know." I say.

"Go ahead." He hugged me hard again and let go of his hand.

I felt that my eyes were a little swollen, and I felt a little embarrassed to continue crying in front of him, so I took the opportunity to go into the bathroom.

When the hot water was poured over my face, I felt that my body was my own. It slowly warmed up from the bottom of my heart, and my heart felt like it had never beaten and had never been in the past few days. I was like a fish out of the water, jumping on the waterless shore for a few days, and then jumping back into the water after almost suffocating to death, full of indescribable relief and joy.

When I came out of the shower, he was already asleep in bed, and when he heard my footsteps, he opened his eyes slightly and said, "Sleep." ”

"If you have the spirit, tell me about the past two days." I lay down beside him, leaned over and kissed him on the face, looked him straight in the eye, and had a hint of pleading in my tone.

The group was very annoyed by the failure of this investment, and felt that it had not encountered such a Waterloo for many years, and it was a little angry. As for whether Lanhua will declare bankruptcy, it is still under discussion, and the final result will be announced after half a year of the group's board of directors. A few of the directors felt that Lanhua could continue, after all, the loss of Nange Biotech was a floating loss, not a real loss. He Liancheng's tone was calm, and his eyes were a little unfazed.

I gently shook his hand and asked, "What are you going to do next?" Any plans? Or is there any place I can help you? ”

He listened to my series of questions, stretched out his hand and took me into his arms, so that I could not see his expression, and then said in a low voice: "Take it one step at a time, and prepare for the worst." Now I've calmed down and don't believe it

The lord will let me go straight out. Perhaps, he just wanted me to suffer a little. ”

I listened to his words, and suddenly hesitated, He Zelin asked me for the content of the conversation, should I sue him. If he sues him, will he feel that his only hope is also lost? If you don't sue him, what if He Zelin really does what he says in the future?

If He Liancheng knew that I had talked to He Zelin in advance, but didn't reveal a word to him, what would he think of me?

"What's your worst-case scenario?" I thought about the sentence in my head, and made a few circles on my tongue until it was so hot that I asked it.

"What's the worst?" He smiled and said, "The worst plan is that Lanhua Investment fails and declares bankruptcy, and I will return to the group as an idle director, take my own dividends every year, and take good care of Xiao Kuankuan and you." ”

The rare lightness in his tone made it difficult for me to say what I was about to say, and I thought about it for a long time and swallowed it.

"Would you be interested in running this small company with me?" I changed the subject, and was ready to find a more suitable opportunity to talk to him about the content of He Zelin's conversation again.

"What? Do you want to hire me as an employee? He Liancheng smiled and said, "I'm afraid you won't be able to pay the salary." ”

"I'm all yours, and of course the company is yours, but I'm afraid you won't like it." I say.

His arms tightened suddenly, and the sound of a powerful heartbeat pressed against my chest, and I was truly relieved.

I thought about every word I said tonight, and I wanted to open my heart to him. Finally, now it's paying off.

"You're finally willing to admit that you're mine?" He smiled and kissed me on the head and said, "Don't worry, Lanhua Investment hasn't reached the Jedi yet." ”

"Didn't you plan for the worst?" I heard something in his words and immediately asked.

"Prepare for the worst and do your best. Isn't that what you often say? "I talked to a friend last night who works in biopharmaceuticals, and his lab has a new research result that can reduce the middle and late stages of AIDS and minimize the suffering of patients." He plans to lease the results of this research to me for five years. He said.

I opened my mouth to ask who this friend was, male or female...... The words came to my lips and swallowed again, I can't be as sensitive to this aspect as Slan said. So he thought for a while and asked, "You plan to give this research result to Nange Biology?" ”