Chapter 182: Choice
Juli didn't sleep well that night, and she always had nightmares. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
One moment is Park Jung-hyuk's sad eyes, and the next is Hyo-min's desperate crying.
Occasionally, Kim Kwang-so's face also appeared, and what he said made Ju Li wake up suddenly.
"Since the situation is already like this, T-Ara might as well disband."
When she woke up, she was panting vigorously, and she had not yet fully recovered from the nightmare.
She is no longer young, at the age of twenty-seven, she is past her peak as an idol.
On top of that, her talent is really average. In addition to the stunning appearance, other aspects are not outstanding.
Being able to debut as a member of an idol group and become an artist is already her best situation.
It can be said that she is very grateful for her current life, so that she did not waste her youth and realized the value of her life extraordinarily.
Therefore, in her life, T-Ara has an unparalleled status, and it is the most sacred that she upholds.
The recent combination situation has made Ju Li extremely tired, but she can't see any hope of coming out.
What made her even more sad was the contradiction between Park Jung-hyuk and Hyo-min.
In Juli's opinion, this is simply worse for the combination of wind and rain.
Don't look at Park Jung-hyuk as a member of CCM, but he actually has a very important position in the history of T-ARA.
The situation in the past few years has also proved that many of Park Jung-hyuk's predictions are extraordinarily accurate.
Whenever the group went to the event according to his instructions, it was always well carried out. But when it goes against his will, he will immediately run into trouble.
Ju Li still remembers that Park Jung-hyuk emphasized a long time ago that girls should not be so tough, learn to be tolerant and understanding, and everything is based on the interests of the group.
It's just that they were on the rise at that time, and their popularity was purple, so they didn't listen to it at all.
Now that the combination has fallen to the bottom because of Hwayoung's affairs, she understands what Park Jung-hyuk means.
If they could do what he tells them to do, would T-Ara still be what it is now?
It's a pity that it's too late to say anything now, time can't be turned back, and they can only bear the consequences of their willfulness.
What frustrated Ju Li the most was what Xiao Min said yesterday.
She never thought that Hyomin would doubt her loyalty to the group.
shouldn't think so, as the first friend in the group, has Hyomin forgotten the difficulties at the beginning? Don't you remember how hard they have come to where they are now?
She is deeply in love with Park Jung-hyuk, but T-Ara is also irreplaceable in her heart.
Can't you understand her mind?
What kind of stinging past can make Hyomin fall into such a strange theory?
Anyway, she had already woken up, thinking that she would have to go to the company today, so Ju Li had to get up.
Mom had already made breakfast and sat next to her and waited for her.
Seeing Juli eating silently, her mother was very distressed and decided that she wanted to say something.
"Hasn't the situation improved?"
Juli has always been very filial, and in the face of her mother's question, she answered honestly.
"yes, it's so bad that there's no hope of a reversal."
Knowing the situation, my mother was also very distressed. But he still comforted his daughter, hoping that she would be in a better mood.
"Didn't you do nothing? I read the comments on the Internet, and it seems that no one says anything about you. ”
Juli smiled bitterly, and her mood was not any better.
"Mom, I'm a member of T-Ara anymore. In the face of such a situation, what is personal honor and disgrace? If T-Ara doesn't get better, that's the worst news for me. ”
There isn't much a mother can do, but she still cares about her daughter.
"Don't think too much about it, just follow the company's instructions and move quietly. Since you don't have the ability to change anything, doing your part is the most correct choice. ”
Perhaps it was the word "choice" that gave Curie a hint that made her think of a question suddenly.
Mom must be more experienced than herself, right?
With this in mind, Julie slowly put down the spoon and asked very carefully, solemnly, and cautiously: "Mom, what if, I mean if, when a person has two very important things in his mind and can't protect them all?" ”
My own daughter, of course, my mother knows best.
Following this question, my mother found the clue at once.
"Is it about love and career?"
Juli blushed, thought about it, and didn't deny it.
She now urgently needs an experienced elder to guide her through the maze, so it is better to follow the real situation so as not to make her mother make a wrong judgment.
"You...... How do you know? ”
Seeing her daughter's panicked appearance, it was similar to stealing food when she was a child, and her mother smiled dotingly.
"You were born by me, if you can't even find out that you have changed from a girl to a woman, wouldn't it be too much of a failure for me to be a mother?"
These words made Julie's face even redder. If it was just an apple just a moment ago, it has now become a cherry.
Mom is really, how can she even say such a thing?
Fortunately, her mother was empathetic and did not embarrass Juli. Instead, he quickly changed his attitude and asked seriously, "Is he a very good person?" ”
Ju Li thought about it very seriously, and did not let go of every bit and drop since she met Park Jung-hyuk, and finally nodded.
"Despite all these shortcomings, overall he is a very good person. Responsible, caring, and good cooking. It's just that the personality is a bit so-so, and I always can't remember important days. ”
Mom just smiled at her last complaint.
For a woman who has come through life, when her mother thinks about problems, of course, she doesn't care too much about those ups and downs.
She didn't care about the shortcomings that Curie said. On the contrary, in her opinion, the person described by Gilly is really a good man.
But the problems that Currie encountered were difficult even for an experienced person like her.
After careful consideration, my mother gave a comment.
"Although both are important, only you can judge which of the two aspects is more important. In such a major life event, or even the most important moment in your life, how to choose, your mother can't help you. I can only tell you that I hope you can judge which aspect is more important. Don't let yourself regret it, and discern one point carefully. ”
Although her mother didn't tell her anything carefully, what she said still played a vital role in Juli's mind.
On the way to the company, Ju Li has been thinking about which aspect she prefers.
But Rao is that she turned around a hundred times, and when she arrived at the door of the company, she still didn't have a clear clue.
Perhaps the best outcome is to be able to reconcile Park Jung-hyuk and Hyo-min.
With the luxury of what if, Juli came to T-Ara's practice room.
So-yeon, Eun-jeong, and Ji-yeon have arrived, but none of them are in high mood, and they are all silently preparing themselves.
Seeing Juli come in, everyone just nodded, and they didn't even have the mood to greet them.
Seeing this, Ju Li could only sigh and quiet herself.
As agreed, the practice time will start at 9 a.m. But everyone waited until more than ten o'clock, and Xiaomin still didn't arrive.
Although Baolan arrived before nine o'clock, Hyomin did not come, which made everyone worried.
"Why is Ernie late? She's not that kind of person. ”
Ji-yeon is the youngest and the most uncontrollable, but she still breaks the dullness.
Hyo-min never came, which is a serious problem.
So-yeon had no choice but to instruct Eun-jeong, "You call Hyo-min to see if there's anything going on over there?" ”
Eun Jing found her mobile phone and was about to call it out when the door of the practice room was pushed open.
It was Hyo-min who came in.
But when they saw her, everyone was shocked.
In just one night, Hyo-min seemed to have lost all his vitality, and his whole person became like a walking corpse.
The original plump and jade-like temperament disappeared completely at this time, and the whole person was described as withered, and he lost weight directly.
Although everyone has been having a hard time lately, they are in a low mood, and they have endured surging infamy and boycotts, but it is definitely not to the point of unbearable.
Now Xiaomin's appearance almost scared everyone to death, and they surrounded them one after another.
"Min, what's wrong with you? What's going on? ”
is as anxious as Eunjing, naturally it is Ji-yeon.
"Ernie, are you sick? Let's take you to the hospital. ”
The same goes for the others, who are distressed by Hyomin's appearance. The group is already very difficult, and it would be unbearable if there were still members who fell at this time.
In the face of everyone's concern and greetings, Xiaomin just shook his head and suddenly said, "I have something I want to tell you." ”
Her tone was so gloomy and low, with an aura of despair that couldn't be hidden, and instantly made everyone feel the chill of the end.
Don't......
Has it really come this far?
Hyo-min is a person with a contradictory personality, who is very strong when he says he is strong, but he is very fragile in some ways.
At this time, seeing everyone's frightened appearance, her emotions began to collapse again.
But as soon as she remembered what had happened last night, she fell into self-reproach.
The way her mother held the blade of a knife, the blood flowed profusely, and the strong accusation, made her feel that she should make a wise choice.
"I'm sorry everyone, I think, I can't hold on any longer."
There is no need to say much, just this one sentence is enough.
The girls were all stupid, looking at Hyo-min with tears in her eyes, and she no longer had the strength to persevere.
Finally, in the face of unprecedented disasters and pressures, there are still members who can't stand it.
They live in torment and torture every day, but they are still struggling. But the biggest fear is that others can't hold on and make T-Ara history.
As a result, this day still came, and there was no turning point because of their expectations and persistence.
Is it really necessary to say goodbye in such a tragic and humiliating way?
For a while, there was silence in the practice room, and everyone had to make their own choices. (To be continued.) )