In November, Chu Jingye established Qin Leling as the queen, and the newly crowned queen was so happy that she did not hold a post-sealing ceremony or stay in Kunning Palace. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Qin Leling said that he was used to staying in Fengluan Palace and was unwilling to move out, so Chu Jingye did not force it anymore. He himself is also used to going to Fengluan Palace, and he also feels very unpleasant to Kunning Palace.

It's been more than a month, and it's been a month since she lost her baby.

A month ago, she found evidence and personally sent the queen to the Department of Torture and Ceremonies, and the queen was eventually deposed.

Although the affairs in the court played a huge role, on the surface, it seems that she also avenged her unborn child and Xu'er with her own hands.

The sadness in her heart has not diminished but increased, only she knows that she has not really taken revenge, and the culprit is herself.

In the end, she, the culprit, got the most benefit.

Everyone said that Kunning Palace was where Sima Lingfei lived, and the new queen had too much resentment against her, and she didn't even want to take a step in the place where she lived, only she knew that she was not qualified.

Every night he would dream that Xu'er was crying to her, her face full of grievances, since she couldn't protect him, she shouldn't have come to this place in the first place, she shouldn't have come to Chu Han.

If she had returned to Xiaoxiang Valley with Xu'er at the beginning, Chu Jingye would have married Sima Lingfei as the queen, and then without her hindrance, she would have taken many concubines like all emperors, and now she should have many children.

And she broke everyone's lives.

The haggard woman fell asleep at the table, with undried tears in the corners of her eyes, and a small dress clutched tightly in her hand.

Jin Fan was taken aback when she saw it, the little clothes were the fabric that made clothes for the unborn little prince before, obviously she had already disposed of all the clothes she had made before, how could Niangniang still have it?

Although Qin Leling couldn't learn these things, in fact, she secretly made a few things later. Although it doesn't look good, I look forward to the baby being able to wear the clothes she made, and even if she takes it off for a while, she is satisfied.

And at this time, she can only take it out and be sad alone, I don't know who her baby will be like? It's better not to be like her, sometimes stubborn to the point of being unreasonable.

Seeing Qin Leling take out his small clothes a few more times, Jin Fan couldn't help but say: "Niangniang, it's useless to keep these things, let's burn them for the little prince?" ”

Although saying this in front of Niangniang will cause heartache, she must let Niangniang face this problem, and the little prince will never come back.

Qin Leling was full of reluctance in his arms, but said, "Okay, let's burn it for the baby." ”

In the pear orchard, she cried and threw her little clothes into the brazier one by one, and her heart was like a knife, and her children were burned along with her thoughts.

Mu Xiaoli couldn't help but wipe her tears while watching from the side, Miss, you must get through.

Snowflakes fell from the air again, falling on her eyes one by one, and a slight cool feeling came, it turned out to be snow.

This is the first snow of the year, is the heavens crying for her children?

Qin Leling crouched under the pear tree and cried softly, and soon the heavy snow would cover everything up, and it would also take away her children and her Xu'er.

Chu Jingye stood in the distance and watched the snow fall one by one under the tree and the full shoulders of the crying woman, the scars on her cheeks became more and more obvious, and her already thin figure became even thinner, and she could barely support her clothes.

Her Ling'er was injured here beyond recognition.

Chu Jingye walked over and took her in his arms: "Ling'er, everything is over, we will have another child......"

She had a dream at night, and for the first time in the dream, Xu'er smiled at her. Xu'er's little hand held the hand of a younger child and said to her: Mother, we are leaving, I will take my younger brother to have fun together.

The pretty little child let out a silver bell-like laugh, and the two of them laughed and trotted away.

Qin Leling woke up crying, Chu Jingye wiped away her tears beside her, and sighed deeply: "Ling'er, I'm really distressed by you like this." ”

Qin Leling smiled for the first time: "I dreamed of Xu'er, he is gone, ......"

Chu Jingye's face was full of joy: "Really? ”

Although Xu'er is gone, it is a lingering knot in Qin Leling's heart.

Chu Jingye found that Qin Leling no longer had the lively and strong appearance she used to have, and she was either in a daze or reading books all day long, she was reading "Prajnaparamita Heart Sutra".

When she was fine, she went to the Queen Mother, and the two went to Buddhism together.

Empress Dowager Zhao once asked her: "Mourning the family to visit the Buddha, because this life has come to this day and has no desires, what about you, Ling'er, what are you participating in the Buddha for?" ”

Qin Leling didn't know how to answer, was it an escape, a peace of mind, or did she have no desires?

This year, there was a lot of snowfall, one after another, covering the palace again and again. When the last snow was over, it was Chinese New Year's Eve.

On the first day of the new year, Qin Leling and Chu Jingye paid homage to the Queen Mother.

The Queen Mother gave Qin Leling a bulging bag, which is a custom that has been handed down since the previous dynasty, and the elders give the younger generations a color on the first day of the New Year.

In the past, this was the most anticipated thing for the palace concubine in the New Year, and the things in the bag were all treasured by the queen mother on weekdays, and they were packed and lined up in a row for the palace concubines to choose randomly, and it was not uncommon for the lucky palace concubines to pick up the priceless ones.

Concubine Liang was grounded, and now she could only pretend to be a big bag of everything for her, and she was heavy in her arms.

When it was time to leave, the Queen Mother left Chu Jingye alone.

The Queen Mother turned the Buddha beads and said: "The mourning family dreamed of their hometown last night. ”

Chu Jingye became nervous: "Queen Mother's ......"

Empress Dowager Zhao smiled slightly and said calmly: "The mourning family knows that the time of the mourning family is running out. Jing Ye, you don't have to mind, in this harem, it is enviable to have a good start and a good end. It's just that the mourning family has one last thing that I can't rest assured."

"Queen Mother, don't say it!"

Chu Jingye interrupted Empress Dowager Zhao: "I will ask Ling'er to help you diagnose your pulse in a while, her medical skills will definitely make you live longer......"

Empress Dowager Zhao waved her hand: "Jing Ye, you know, it's not a matter of injury, what does it make if the queen mother lives a few more years or a few years less." These days, Ling'er accompanies the mourning family to participate in the Buddha's enlightenment, and in some places the mourning family ginseng is still thorough, which is exactly what makes the mourning family feel at ease. ”

Chu Jingye said: "Are you worried about Ling'er's ......"

"Yes, the mourning family is worried that Ling'er will die of depression. She was still young, and it wasn't what she was supposed to do. In these days, the mourning family found that she was deeply depressed, and she went to Buddhism to escape and be depressed. ”

He had already discovered this, and at first he thought that Ling'er would be fine after a while, but after so long, Ling'er's situation was getting worse and worse, and he couldn't even raise his interest when he had sex with him, which made him feel more and more distant.

Chu Jingye said: "What can the queen mother do?" ”

The Queen Mother gently spit out two words: "Concubine." ”

"What!"

Chu Jingye stood up, almost wanted to turn around and leave, he finally let Ling'er become the queen, and finally there was no strife in the harem, wouldn't Concubine Na want to let Ling'er fall into the vortex again?

"She's lost her mind, and the only way to rekindle her fighting spirit is to use it."

As a woman, Empress Dowager Zhao can understand very well that fighting with others can arouse a person's glamorous desire for survival and life.

If the emperor is still there, she is still in the harem, and she can't see through the red dust at all, I'm afraid that she is still thinking about how to live a better life.

Chu Jingye said: "Rong Erchen think about it. ”

"Don't think about it, tomorrow the mourning family will personally announce the selection of concubines. If you want to blame, blame it on the head of the mourning family. "But, what I'm afraid of is that she doesn't blame her.

"Queen Mother!"

Empress Dowager Zhao closed her eyes: "The mourning family is tired, you can go." ”

Her deadline is approaching, and this matter must be carried out as soon as possible, and there is no negotiation.

At that time, she had nothing to love, and she wanted to hang herself in the cold palace, but it was Ling'er who rescued her and let her live in vain for so many years.

This should be regarded as a reward for her. (To be continued.) )