Chapter 82 There is no such thing as everything
"Yinzhen, a dream of life, white clouds and dogs, wrong, right, right, grievances, but the sun and the moon are silent, the water has no trace, and those who are difficult to abandon are just a little obsession......"
He shifted his gaze and landed it on the side face of a certain woman, catching the obvious tears, Helianmu was helpless, knowing that it was a plot that would make him cry, why did he still watch it?! I still can't take my eyes off it.
He suddenly stopped being anxious, leaning against the floor-to-ceiling window and waiting for them quietly.
"Wow-" Yin Jingwan hugged Jiang Muyi and sobbed.
Jiang Muyi bit her lower lip, held back her tears, and continued to watch TV.
After reading it, Jiang Muyi's tone was that kind of cold sadness: "I'm not her, for that person, I can ignore everyone's life and death, it's just so indifferent!" I'm not that selfless......" Gradually, his voice became choked, "You can be like this with him for everyone......"
Yin Jingwan wiped her tears, "But, it's really pitiful." ”
When Jiang Zichen came back, he caught a glimpse of what his woman was crying, and he gave Helianmu a curious look, Helianmu just smiled faintly and motioned him to watch TV.
Jiang Zichen is not as "tender as water" as Helianmu, and he will wait for them to finish crying.
He turned off the TV directly and rudely, and contemptuously ridiculed the two women who were viciously ripping him over there: "Can you cry like this while watching a TV series, is it a shame?" ”
Yin Jing roared at night: "Jiang Zichen, I'm crying while watching TV, what's in your way?" ”
"I'm annoyed when I see your tears, okay." Jiang Zichen's eyes were so intimidating that Yin Jing was late, and she shrunk her neck. He snorted, and then said no more.
But......
"What do you bother me!" Well. This is Yin Jingwan's heartfelt words.
Yin Jingwan cried and forgot, Jiang Muyi didn't cry. But the sadness lasts forever, Helianmu rubbed his eyebrows, the latter looked strong but the one who needed to be taken care of the most.
He walked over and sat beside Jiang Muyi, looking at her quiet face, until Yin Jingwan was taken upstairs by Jiang Zichen, and he didn't speak: "Haven't you eased up yet?" ”
"I'm fine." Jiang Muyi's calm tone, she leaned into his arms and blinked. "I just think that Malteshiro is too kind, she takes care of all the people, but she discards her deepest "want" alone, I can't compare to her. ”
"There is no such thing as a perfect thing." Helian Mu patted her on the back gently, "If you choose this, you have to discard that, and if you get this, you have to lose that." ”
"So she is so kind, she always chooses someone else. If it were me, I really couldn't do it, and I'd rather cover my ears. Don't look at or listen to the outside world, so that only the most important one is left in the world. ”
"It's just a TV series, don't get too involved in the drama." He didn't say that she was just running away, but she saw through his heart. Denied, "I'm not running away, I'm just really knowing what I'm capable of." I can't control those things, and I can't control those people. I can only take care of myself. ”
Helian Mu looked at her and didn't speak.
She said, "Marteruxi is stupid. Why can't you just care about Yinzhen? If you only cared about him, would it have turned out differently. ”
Helian Mu rubbed her head, he had only read a paragraph, and he didn't quite understand why she sent such a question, but he also knew that there must be someone who made the horse unable to put it down.
There are very few people and things in the world that can be put down.
If you let go of everyone, just pick up that one, whether it's good or not, it's really impossible to say.
He put his arms around her and took the antidote into his mouth as she lost consciousness.
Then, two fingers grabbed her jaw, and under her surprised gaze, he closed his eyes and kissed her on the lips, and crossed it to her without explanation......
"Uh-huh—"
After Jiang Muyi was let go by Helian Mu, she was stunned, and immediately asked, "What is that?" ”
"Sugar." Helian Mu lied without changing his face.
Jiang Muyi looked at him vigilantly: "Are you sure?" ”
Helian Mu glanced at the woman indifferently and changed his words: "Poison." ”
“…… Not. Jiang Muyi looked at him resentfully, "I'm not suspicious of you, I can't eat indiscriminately now." ”
"Why?"
"Guess."
Jiang Muyi smiled and fell into Helian Mu's arms with a smile, she leaned her head on his thigh, looked at him with her face up, how could she look so handsome.
When people are happy, everything is beautiful, and when they are unhappy, no matter how handsome they are, they want to rush up and kick away the obstacle in front of them.
The mood of people is amazing......
The handsome man who was praised by her in her heart gave her a smile very gently at this time, but the words became the opposite of gentleness: "Either say it or get out." ”
Jiang Muyi immediately sat up, stretched out his hand and pinched his neck, and looked at him angrily: "Helianmu, you dare to say it again." ”
Helian Mu raised his eyebrows, not at all like the person who was pinched, but the person who pinched people, who was half angry.
"Helian Mu !!!!!" Jiang Muyi's earth-shattering roar sounded in the entire villa, "You actually let me go, you actually let me get out - you want to divorce, just say it!!!!!!! ”
It is estimated that the people in the room on the second floor are about to come out, Helian Mu helplessly tore off the small hand on his neck, took her into his arms, and restrained her struggle, his dark eyes deepened, "Just kidding." ”
Jiang Muyi was still glaring at him angrily, and after a while, tears began to accumulate in those black and white eyes, which directly frightened Helianmu's cold and hard heart.
He surrendered, hands in surrender: "I make amends." ”
"My heart hurts, it's late." Jiang Muyi wiped her tears like a little girl, and looked angry.
Helian Mu's eyelids lifted slightly: "What do you want me to do so that I don't feel sad, in a word." ”
Jiang Muyi grinned at the corner of her mouth: "You kneel down on the washboard, I want to take a picture of that scene, if you bully me again, I will put this photo on the net/on, so that your prestige will be completely gone!" ”
"Jiang Muyi, don't go too far." Helian Mu's handsome face was slightly hideous. He, kneeling, rubbing, clothes, board?!
Staring at Jiang Muyi's eyes that were raining again, Helian Mu said, "You can take my life." But you can't make me kneel on the washboard, it's as simple as that. This. I will not compromise!! ”
"Okay, absolutely uncompromising, isn't it? Well. You have a backbone! Jiang Muyi stood up and left him to leave.
Helian Mu gritted his teeth, his face was pale, and he resisted the urge to pull her back, Jiang Muyi, you are really ...... Be careful, just for a joke, it was so cruel to let him kneel on the washboard? He didn't kneel, he left...... What do you mean?!
It's too underwhelming.
At dinner, everyone looked at each other and ignored each other. Helian Mu and Jiang Muyi, who each ate their own, felt at a loss.
Especially Yin Jingwan.
She blurted out: "Brother-in-law, sister, you should be happy to have another child, what...... Seem to be unhappy? ”
Jiang Muyi wanted to stop it too late, she opened a pair of innocent eyes, looked at Helian Mu, whose face was extremely cold, and barely suppressed the uneasiness of "he will be angry", and snorted hard: "I won't sue you." Who made you me off. ”
Unexpectedly, Helian Mu said: the bird is not birding her, bowing his head to eat, no one knows what he is thinking......
……
He ignored her. She ignored him either.
At night, Jiang Muyi walked out of the room with a teddy bear in her arms, ready to go to sleep in the guest room. As soon as he arrived at the door, he was stopped by Helianmu: "What are you doing?" ”
"Find a place to sleep without you." She said without looking back.
"If you want to go, I should go. You keep me honest here. Helianmu got up from the bed and walked out of the room by her side.
That moment. Jiang Muyi smashed the teddy bear in his arms in the direction of Helianmu, who would have thought that Helianmu, who usually walks with gusts of wind, walked so slowly today, and Teddy, who should have fallen to the ground, slammed straight into his back......
Jiang Muyi stiffened and opened her mouth, but she couldn't say a word of condolence.
And Helianmu only took a slight pause, and then walked farther and farther out of her sight......
"Helian Mu, why are you ...... like this" The smile on Jiang Muyi's face revealed a hint of mockery that was about to cry, and the muttering made people feel extremely uncomfortable in their ears, "Even if you are really angry, you should be happy again because I am pregnant......
She was never afraid that she couldn't guess him, but she was afraid that he would never tell her what he was thinking.
……
Sitting alone on the sofa in the unlit guest room, Helian Mu's handsome face looked extremely mysterious in the dark veil.
God really loves to play tricks on people, how can he bear to let a woman with poison in her body conceive a child?!
No, don't blame God, don't blame anyone, it's definitely his fault......
Helian Mu played with a cigarette in his hand, looked down at it, he hadn't lit it for a long time, he didn't want to do anything she didn't like anymore.
In the deathly silence, there was a sound of three knocks on the door in his ears, and then her deep voice came: "Mu Mu, open the door, I admit defeat, I'm not angry, and I don't want you to kneel on the washboard, don't be angry, okay?" ”
"Okay."
The three hoarse words contained the little girl's grievances and choked up.
"Fool." Helian Mu lowered his head and muttered alone, and the people outside couldn't hear it, so he didn't hear the announcement of "I'm the queen, I'm not a fool" again.
Smiling, Helianmu opened the door, and before she could see him, he pulled her in, closed the door, and held her tightly in his arms.
Jiang Muyi put her hands around his slender waist with relief, and said softly: "I knew that you wouldn't be angry anymore." ”
Helian Mu frowned, and stopped talking.
Jiang Muyi muttered, "Mumu, I'm sleepy. ”
Helian Mu couldn't even speak, even if she was detoxified now, the child couldn't be born, because the antidote could save her, but it couldn't save the child.
Silent, Helianmu still said cruel words, he called himself cruel, but at the moment he was driven crazy by cruelty.
"Yiyi, beat the child." He hugged the stiff and struggling body tightly, and never spoke again, and in the dark room, a woman's sobs gradually came from his arms, and her body was still trembling.
It turns out that Jiang Muyi has never been strong.
"Why. Give me a reason. Jiang Muyi tightened the clothes on his side, she wanted a reason.
Helian Mu's face was expressionless: "It's enough for me to have a child." ”
"But you said you still want a daughter...... Jiang Muyi couldn't hold back her choke, "Mu Mu...... How can you go back on your word?! It doesn't matter if you go back on your word, it must be on the premise that I'm not pregnant. I have it now, it's a life, and I'm going to grow up slowly in the future, and I'm going to be very cute and cute and call you Daddy, call me Mommy, you...... Why are you willing not to want her?! ”
"Don't is don't!" Helian Mu closed his eyes, endured the sharp pain that the words turned into the tip of a knife in his heart, and his tone was indifferent, "Jiang Muyi, did you hear clearly?" ”
“…… You said you wanted a daughter, you said you wanted a child......" Jiang Muyi was imprisoned in his arms, unable to advance or retreat, so he could only turn out the deep memories of the past to show him.
"Forget that." He became cruel and turned into the Shura again, and he said, "I don't want her anymore, we, it's enough to have Helian Yu." ”
Jiang Muyi: "You let go of me." ”
Helianmu: "I won't let it go." I know you'll run as soon as I let go. ”
"Helianmu, I said I wanted this child!"
"......" Helian Mu looked at her deeply, Jiang Muyi came out of his arms, all her thorns stretched out again, and each other was drenched in blood.
She looked at him, but she couldn't get a word from him why he was like this all of a sudden, he just looked at her like that......
She was looked at like this, and the corners of her mouth slowly raised a self-deprecating smile: "I'm sorry, I want to say sorry to my child." I heard a story about a man who didn't want a child, and a woman killed the child for the sake of the man, and I thought this woman was really stupid. He did not hesitate to hurt himself and his children in order to please a man. But for a moment, I almost made the same choice as a woman...... So I'm going to say sorry to my children and sorry to myself. ”
Helian Mu's eyes tightened.
Jiang Muyi lowered her head, smiling even when she was sad: "It can be seen that love can really make people blind, it's so scary, I already knew that it was terrifying, and it would reinvent you." ”
After speaking, she stepped back, her eyes had become extremely indifferent, and she turned to open the door and leave.
Helian Mu slammed his fist on the door!
……
Late at night?
The price is to be cold. The body is cold, and the heart is colder.
It's like what was supposed to be warm, but it was suddenly picked up by a hand and thrown into a clear but cold lake.
It's cold, it's cold, but at the moment, I think it's going to sink deeper and deeper...... Because I am not sure if the scene after swimming desperately to the shore will be worse than now.
Jiang Muyi crossed her arms, alone, and walked slowly on the sidewalk with a lost face. In a bustling city, even if it is late at night, it is lit up all year round, and even people who used to sleep well may have learned insomnia.
She was tired of walking, sat down under the bench, and her eyes fell unconsciously on the long road back, and never appeared: the person who was chasing her...... (To be continued.) )