Chapter 44 A poor man cannot be poor

Too many things happened this night, Chen Wen, who has been living alone for a long time, stared at the window looking at the white moonlight, and the thousands of stars in the night sky, she never understood the true meaning of friendship, and she recalled the scene of the day at this moment.

After Wang Hongbin left, Chen Wen's life became more lonely, she hated her father for being busy socializing outside for a year, and even couldn't even connect with one side in a year, Chen Wen's heart has become numb to that family, and the only trace of family affection has gradually faded with time.

Seeing no relatives is her best interpretation of the current situation of her life, a person is always alone, the bright moonlight outside the window is sprinkled in front of the window, and Chen Wen can't help but tears gushing out of her eyes.

The warmth of that home only stayed before the age of twelve, and many things also lost their original essence as she grew older.

In the dark night at the mouth of the alley, every time Xiao Ruoning passed by here at night, the big black dog always barked non-stop, she was already a little used to the barking of dogs, and her mood was very heavy, she understood what kind of impact her actions had on Sheng Chen.

Xiao Jing found out the 1,000 yuan that Xiao Ruoning borrowed from Yang Xinyi in the place where Xiao Ruoning thought she was hiding. Immediately furious, he didn't know how his daughter, who had always been mild-mannered, could have so much money.

But after Xiao Ruoning comes back, he can only ask the ins and outs of this money, after all, this money is undoubtedly a huge amount of money for the impoverished Xiao family.

After knowing that Xiao Ruoning was hiding the thousand yuan that Xiao Jing hid, Xiao Jing was restless, where did her daughter, who had always been gentle, get such a sum of money, which made Xiao Jing very incomprehensible, although Li Er's lazy family was pressing, Xiao Jing still had a way to repay the money.

It wasn't until he heard Xiao Ruoning's footsteps outside the door that Xiao Jing couldn't suppress the anger in his heart anymore, and roared at Xiao Ruoning, "Ning'er, you sue me where did you get this money!" ”

Xiao Jing's sudden anger made Xiao Ruoning chuckle in her heart, and suddenly realized that the thousand yuan she had hidden was discovered by her father, Xiao Jing was angry with Xiao Ruoning for the first time in her life, and the first time she saw her father who was so angry, Xiao Ruoning was very scared.

The father and daughter looked at each other, and Xiao Ruoning could see how angry Xiao Jing was in his heart the moment he looked at Xiao Jing's eyes.

"It's... Thousand... Yuan... It's me... Look for... Schoolmate... Borrowed, I just... Want to help... Father... Share a little. Xiao Ruo burst into tears like rain and said in a choked voice.

Xiao Jing, who knows her daughter well, couldn't help but cry after Xiao Ruoning said that I just wanted to help my father share a little, and took Xiao Ruoning into his arms, and the two cried.

The anger that has been held in Xiao Jing's heart for more than ten years and cannot be vented, at this moment, after hugging and crying with his daughter, the resentment in his heart has also dissipated a lot. No matter what kind of world is in the hot and cold, family affection is so inseparable, and the feelings that blood is thicker than water are undoubtedly perfect at this moment.

"Silly boy, this is a matter between adults, you are still young, and it is not too late to help me share the burden when you grow up, and return this money to your classmates tomorrow." Xiao Jing wiped the tears from the corners of Xiao Ruoning's eyes, stroked her forehead and whispered.

"Our Xiao family is poor, Ning'er, you have to remember that you can make money when you don't have money, but it's hard to repay favors, and people can be poor. But don't be poor and remember what Dad said today. ”

"In addition, you don't have to help me at the stall tomorrow afternoon, you can play wherever you want, we are no worse than others, Dad has hands and feet, and it is not to the point where he relies on his daughter to help me pay off my debts."

Xiao Jing looked at Xiao Ruoning's innocent and lovely appearance, he also knew in his heart how much Xiao Ruoning had shared with himself over the years, as a father, he didn't want his daughter to live under his influence all the time, she grew up, she should have her own things instead of continuing to be the same as before, after all, the comparison between her heart and classmates will give Xiao Ruoning some influence.

Xiao Ruoning's sensible and well-behaved for so many years have been seen by Xiao Jing, Xiao Ruoning saw that other people's children had time to play when she was a child, and the eager expression in her eyes was seen by Xiao Jing, who was a father, and his daughter wanted to play, how could he, a father, not know.

In the years when he was wandering outside, Xiao Jing owed Xiao Ruoning more of a debt, other people's children were well fed and warmly dressed, while his daughter lived a very poor life with her own lack of food and clothing.

It wasn't until Xiao Ruoning tugged at Xiao Jing's shirt that Xiao Jing suddenly woke up from endless self-blame, "Ning'er, your mother came to our house today." ”

When this sentence came out of Xiao Jing's mouth, Xiao Ruo stood up condensedly, "I don't have a mother, I don't have a mother, I only have a father, that woman abandoned us, she is not worthy of being my mother, she is not worthy!" As he spoke, he broke free from Xiao Jing's embrace, and ran into his room without looking back with tears in his eyes.

Xiao Jing didn't expect Xiao Ruoning's reaction to be so intense, and muttered to himself, "Tang Ling, the wound you left in your daughter's heart is too deep..."

limped towards Xiao Ruoning's room, walked to the door and was about to knock on the door, but after hearing Xiao Ruoning's choking sound in the room at this moment, he couldn't bear to clean it, and it may be the best way to let Xiao Ruoning be quiet at this time.

"I don't have a mom... I didn't... Mom..."The word "mother" hovered in Xiao Ruoning's mind like a nightmare, lingering for a long time.

When she was fourteen years old, she was already extremely numb to her mother, but today she heard Xiao Jing say that her mother came here, and the hatred of missing mother's love for more than ten years instantly swept through her heart like a storm.

The fragile Xiao Ruoning is very unfamiliar with the word mother, she just clearly knows that the woman is not worthy of being her mother, she is the most difficult in this family, leaving behind herself who is waiting to be fed, and her father who broke his leg because of a work injury left ruthlessly.

Such a vicious person is not worthy of being her mother at all, Xiao Ruoning said over and over again in her heart, the trauma of more than ten years of lack of maternal love in her heart is deeper at this moment.

She hated that woman, after giving her life, she didn't raise her, she ruthlessly abandoned herself, abandoned this home, and from the time she left, she was destined to have nothing to do with her again.

At this moment, Xiao Ruoning's eyes flashed, an unprecedented resolute look, she was already disheartened by her biological mother, and she didn't want her and Xiao Jing's lives to be disturbed by that woman.

Xiao Jing looked at Xiao Ruoning who hugged herself through the window, and seemed to have a lot of things to say to her in her heart, but she didn't know how to say it for a long time.

The Xiao family looked at the 1,000 yuan in their hands, and felt relieved, but more owed to their daughter, Xiao Ruoning has endured too much over the years...

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