056 Help me remember myself

I thought for a moment and said, "It's like two people now." Read the full text of the latest chapter. For more up-to-date chapters, visit wĂšn:ЩЩ. ”

He looked at me and hesitated for a moment and asked, "Which one do you think is more pleasing to the eye?" ”

I was just about to answer, but he suddenly laughed twice and said, "This question is a bit silly, it must be more pleasing to the eye." ”

I didn't speak, and that's what I thought.

However, I still tried to save face for him, and after thinking about it, I returned to the topic just now: "Actually, there are few photos of me over there, there should be more of them in Uncle He's, and when you get better, I'll show it to you." ”

"Oh, okay." He said.

Looking at his calm face, I suddenly felt that Cheng Xin was also quite sad, a person has to rely on other people's narratives and photos to know what his original self was like.

This kind of feeling is not experienced by ordinary people.

In my opinion, Cheng Xin is no different from a normal person when he is awake, but once he falls asleep, the whole person begins to be restless, and when he wakes up again, his face is pale and his eyes are black, so he must not have slept well.

The long-term lack of sleep has tormented him to a bit of a nervous breakdown, and the result of the examination given by the doctor is this. He took off his mask and said to me, "There is no problem with the patient's physical fitness, the problem is at the level of 'spirit'. This can't be cured in the hospital, do you want to go to a psychiatrist? ”

He Zelin and I glanced at each other, the psychiatrist was extremely resistant to Cheng Xin, and we were afraid that we would not be able to convince him to see a psychiatrist.

"Is there any other way?" I asked the doctor.

"If the family can cooperate, they can let him recall the past at the slowest degree. Amnesia is not uncommon, and most of it is a choice of 'sexual' amnesia, in which patients forget about the part of the truth that they think is most unacceptable and pretend that it never happened. But this is all the body's own choice, so it is relatively simple to heal, that is, to find a way to make them think that the thing that was unacceptable in the past is actually not as strict as they thought. The effect of this kind of general psychotherapy is quite good. The person in your family is different from these, he did not choose to forget jì on his own, but when he made a choice whether to forget jì and forget jì, he was forced to erase part of his memory that he had not yet screened. The doctor tried to tell us in the simplest words possible, "I have never heard of this kind of medical record, and I have never come into contact with it. If possible, go to the United States and give it a try. At an academic seminar, I heard that the United States had carried out an erasure program to modify certain memories in order to treat the psychological "shadow" of soldiers who participated in the war, and the results were quite good. But these technologies are still being kept secret, and whether you can find such an expert depends on your luck. ”

After the doctor finished saying this, he closed the medical record book, and continued: "This is just my advice, and you can find the specific treatment." For now, there is no point in the patient continuing to be hospitalized. His body is completely healed. ”

Cheng Xin has always said that he is completely fine and wants to be discharged from the hospital as soon as possible. Although Yuan Zheng didn't like me, when he saw that things had developed to this point, he would occasionally reluctantly say a few words to me, and his tone was not very good, but at least the frozen situation showed a little sign of breaking the ice.

Since the doctor's words are so obvious today, we can only comply with Cheng Xin's requirements to go through the discharge procedures. Regarding the case of Kuankuan's abduction, there is a temporary deadlock, and the mastermind behind the scenes is like disappearing from the earth, and there is no clue to be found.

After Cheng Xin returned home, Xun began to change his identity and fully took over the He family. He Zelin was half happy and worried, but he was happy that Cheng Xin finally had a little bit of He Liancheng's shadow back then, at least he regarded him as his father, and his title was changed back. It's just a little rusty to call, but many things are natural to get used to, and it will slowly smooth out when you call too much; What worries him is that his condition has not improved at all, and his face is getting whiter and whiter.

Nearly a month later, close to the Lunar 'Spring' Festival, the launch of the fund was finally completed, Cheng Xin was obviously relieved, and smiled a lot at Kuankuan when he returned home every day.

On the twenty-third day of the lunar month, the snow began to fall at three o'clock in the afternoon, and by the evening the sky and the earth had turned white. Because there are three children at home, Aunt Cao specially prepared some New Year's lanterns, small colored light bulbs, and all kinds of beautifully cut window flowers.

Seeing that I was cleaning up at home in the afternoon, she took out those things and said to me, "Let's put up everything except the couplet, so that the house can be a little more festive." ”

"Okay." I looked at those red things, and I also felt full of joy in my eyes, and my mouth was full of joy.

The three children have been on summer vacation, running around the house, and when they see us posting these, they all come together to join in the fun.

So all the ages mobilized and began to decorate the house.

For a while, this one broke grandpa's purple sand teacup, and for a while, the one fell off the small bench, and for a while, who tore the window 'flower' and tore a huge 'fine' snow 'flower' into six parts, and who pasted the glue for a while.

The laughter of the children spread throughout the house, and the house was full of anger.

He Zelin and Cheng Xin came back from the group together, and as soon as they entered the 'door', they saw the newly decorated New Year's flavor of the house.

Aunt Cao smiled and "groaned" to prepare dinner, and the three children played around their grandfather and father.

After the meal, the children were also tired, one by one lying on the sofa and dozing off, Aunt Cao hugged one, and I pulled two 'lanes' into the children's room.

After Kuankuan was discharged from the hospital, I thought about it and thought about it, and moved the room of the three children next to me.

After putting them all to sleep, I got up and went out, and as soon as I opened the 'door', I saw Cheng Xin standing at the 'door'.

I closed the door and asked, "What's wrong?" Looking for me? ”

He nodded: "You work during the day and 'get' the children at night, it's hard work." ”

"Hey, what is this, which 'woman' is not like this after getting married and having children, not to mention that there are three in front of me, and I can't save my worries." I said and walked out.

"Well, I'd like to talk to you." He said.

His solemnity makes me a little strange, they have been busy with the company's affairs recently, I run a small company by myself, and finally found a little life from the cracks of other people's oppression, and I am trying my best to reverse the decline.

"What's the matter?" I asked.

"That ......," he hesitated, "last time, you said you could help me find the original photo, can you do it?" ”

Hearing him say this, I suddenly remembered that I was too busy after I came back, and I saw him going out early and returning late every day, and after thinking about it for a while, I threw this matter to the back of my mind.

I really thought he wasn't sane at the time, so he made such a request. Unexpectedly, he mentioned it again today, and it seemed that he really wanted to know.

"I'm ready, you go to the study and wait for me." I said, going back to my room and digging out the old box with the photograph on it.

"Dad is in the study, I'll go over with you to see it." He said.

I saw that his expression was a little embarrassed, and I understood why he acted so quietly, he was curious about his former self, and he didn't want He Zelin to know this curiosity.

After thinking about it, there seemed to be no better place to go than my room, so I nodded and said, "You come with me, in my room." ”

He followed me, his footsteps steady and so close that I could feel his breath no more than a foot away from me, and that familiar feeling suddenly returned on this warm night.

My room hasn't been cleaned up much since I moved in.

There were too many things, and when I moved into this room, there were a lot of things that had nowhere to put them, and I didn't really think of this place as my home, and it was not easy to put it in other places except the room, so I bought a lot of boxes and put them in a stack against the wall.

He went into the room and looked at it and asked, "The room is too small?" Why is it so crowded? ”

"It's not crowded, I have too many original things." I say.

In fact, when you are alone, there are very few things that are very simple, and the move is only three or five boxes. But when they had children, things grew rapidly, from small palm-sized toys to all kinds of models they assembled with their own hands, and everything could not be thrown away.

The child may remember that toy one day and pull out a little story from his heart. I didn't understand when I was moving, I threw a lot of Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong's toys when I moved, and once the two of them couldn't find it, and they cried through their noses, and they couldn't let go of it for several days.

Since then, I've kept everything that carries their memories.

I knelt on the ground, looked at the label on the box from bottom to top, and finally rested on a box in between, which was a light blue 'colored' box with the word 'Ho' written on it.

This is a mark that I only understand, and it is full of things related to He Liancheng. Ever since his car accident, I've sealed everything about us, and I don't want to look at it, and I don't dare to look at it.

Now that the deity is looking at it, I take it for granted.

He brought the chair, removed the top one by one, and finally turned out the blue 'colored' box.

The house is well heated, warm as 'spring', and there is a small sheep 'wool' carpet on the floor. The two of us sat on the floor and slowly unpacked the box.

At the top was a gift box, and he curiously took it out and asked, "Can you take a look?" ”

I already knew that he was He Liancheng, but I also felt normal for him to ask such an inquiry, nodded and said, "Yes, these are sent by you." ”

It's been sealed for so long that I don't even know what's in this box, big or small.

There was a thin layer of ash on the box, which he stroked away with his hand gently, with a slight hesitation, and then opened it almost in slow motion.

Inside are four relatively large 'door' tickets, the upper side of which has been torn off, and the punches are also uneven, and the corners are like dogs' teeth.

He picked up the ticket and looked at it and said, "Like the world? What is this place? ”

When I heard this name, my heart moved, and my nose was astringent: "A child's playground can imitate the world of 'adult' people, and there are horns and 'colors' in it, and you can be a little firefighter or something." ”

As these ticket stubs were taken out, the time of the day that was sealed in the dust of the memory suddenly became vivid. It was an afternoon when he stepped in as a man for the first time as a man and the kids as a temporary dad for the day. That...... We kissed for the first time...... Mobile phone please visit wĂšn:

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