698.Chapter 698: Love and Hate
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Looking at Lin Lan's crazy appearance, I couldn't say a word when I went to stay, and my heart was already shocked. 『『[No pop-up novel network baoly] This Lin Lan, she really loves me. In a split second, I had mixed feelings, all kinds of strange feelings poured out, and my mind was a mess.
Lin Lan suddenly leaned down again and bit me on the shoulder. She bit hard. I could clearly feel a sharp pain in my arm, but I didn't push her. I looked at the girl who was crying in my arms, and I suddenly felt very sorry for her. Lin Lan bit my forearm tightly, she cried more and more painfully, and then the more she cried, the louder she became, her body began to tremble slowly, and her mouth slowly loosened. I withdrew my arms and took her in my arms. Lin Lan lay in my arms, her head resting on my chest. Her tears wet my chest and tickled. She was like a child, hugging me tightly and crying very sadly.
I sat up, took her in my arms, gently stroked her hair, and kissed her forehead and kissed her eyes. I don't know why, seeing Lin Lan so sad, I feel like my heart is about to break.
Lin Lan gradually stopped crying, she looked up at me, and then suddenly leaned over and kissed me on the mouth.
I felt a rush of heat rushing all over my body, then stood up, bent down and hugged Lin Lan horizontally, Lin Lan hooked my neck with both hands and kissed me on the mouth. As soon as my mind was hot, I strode into the room with Lin Lan in my arms, and suddenly put her still on the bed and pounced.
We lay naked on the bed, both of us very tired and sweaty. Our clothes were messy in the corners of the bed and on the floor. We were both tired and our sheets were soaked with our sweat.
Lin Lan was lying in my arms with her eyes closed and biting her lip, her body pestering me. She suddenly sighed, "We don't know if it's right to do this. I didn't say a word, just lowered my head and kissed her lightly on the forehead. I didn't dare to think about anything else, I didn't even dare to think about the evidence that Li Zhengtang handed over to me, I didn't dare to think about Dandan and Saori. Because I was scared, afraid that when I thought about it, I would regret it. But strangely, I don't have any regrets.
We both drank a lot of alcohol at night, and after a strenuous exercise, we were both a little tired, so we hugged each other and fell asleep. In the second half of the night, I woke up from freezing. I got out of bed and turned on the air conditioner, then gently woke Lin Lan up, hugged her and walked into the bathroom, the two of us took a shower together, we didn't say a word from beginning to end, just made eye contact. Lin Lan's eyes were always nailed to my face, and there was a lot of tenderness in his eyes that I had never imagined, and this kind of gentle expression would appear on Lin Lan's face.
By the time I woke up, it was 12 o'clock the next day. I subconsciously touched the side of me, and Lin Lan's body was so soft and snuggled in my arms, with a faint smile on her face.
Sunlight shone into the room through the cracks in the curtains, and it felt like the world was pulling me back to reality.
I felt my head groggy and my head hurt a lot because I had been drinking too much. I turned my head sideways and kissed Lin Lan lightly on the cheek, looking at her beautiful and beautiful face, I couldn't help but kiss the tip of her nose. Lin Lan seemed to wake up a little, and muttered, "Don't make trouble, I'm so tired." Then I flipped over, and my body slipped into my arms.
I looked at her face carefully, and I didn't know what I was thinking. In the past, when I watched some movies or novels, I always didn't understand what it was like to say "love and hate", and it wasn't until now that I felt what it was like to be numb. After a night of passion, my strength passed, and the passion faded, and my consciousness and thinking slowly became blurred.
I remembered a lot of things, the evidence that Li Zhengtang gave me, the conspiracy planned by Lin Lan, and she actually sent someone to kill me. Also, I had already finalized it with Li Zhengtang before I came back from Huping, and even when I was at the airport, I didn't refuse Guan Qiang's wooing, but I didn't expect that so many things would happen overnight.
Just when I was out of my mind, Lin Lan had already woken up, and she saw my absent-minded appearance, and asked softly, "Honey, what are you thinking?"
I was stunned, looked at Lin Lan, and reluctantly smiled: "No." ”
Lin Lan was so smart that she realized that my words were insincere. She smiled softly and held the bed with one hand. Kissed me on the face, then lifted the quilt and got out of bed, picked up my shirt and put it on casually, and approached the bathroom.
I was still in bed, trying to clear my mind as much as I could, and I forced myself to suppress all the mess. After a while, I quickly approved a piece of clothing and got out of bed.
After I finished taking a shower, Lin Lan had already made some food and put it on the dining table waiting for me.
I smiled and walked over to her and hugged Lin Lan all of a sudden.
Lin Lan was still wearing my shirt, and my clothes looked very wide on her body.
Lin Lan gently and skillfully broke free from me, pulled me to the dining table, and said with a smile: "Okay, let's eat." ”
I pulled Lin Lan to sit on my lap and said with a smile: "You got up early in the morning and made these foods" I pointed to the bread and poached eggs on the table, as well as two glasses of milk, the bread was cold, and the poached eggs were fried.
Lin Lan sighed and said, "Yes, you have to understand, I've never cooked." I quickly hugged her and whispered, "It's okay, it's okay." With that, I put the bread in my mouth at once.
I was still hesitating to talk to Lin Lan, but Lin Lan had already stood up, walked to the seat opposite, and then smiled slightly. She watched me gobble up my efforts and suddenly said to me, "Honey, we should talk, right?"
"Hmm" I stopped, stunned.
Lin Lan sighed: "Okay, actually, the two of us are pretending that nothing happened, isn't it that what happened last night was not in your and my plan at all, but since this matter has appeared, we have to deal with it positively." ”
I nodded, looked at her and said, "Since you think we need to talk, well, let's talk." I thought about it for a moment, got up and walked over to her, hugged her and smiled, "However, let's get dressed in the room and talk about it, so I'm afraid it will be difficult for us to talk." Lin Lan's face flushed, I had already picked her up and came to the bedroom.
Ignoring Lin Lan's struggles, I put Lin Lan on the bed and forcibly peeled off her shirt.
I haven't lived here since I bought this house, and I don't really have my clothes here, so I can only pass on yesterday's clothes
I got dressed and walked out, Lin Lan came out, and I already had some decisions in my heart.
Since it has happened between me and Lin Lan, then in my heart, Lin Lan is already my woman. I'm going to have a good talk with Lin Lan.
A few minutes later, Lin Lan walked out of the room, she had already put on her clothes, but she still had a strange smile on her face, her eyes looked at me, and her face seemed to be a little nervous.
Lin Lan walked up to me, thought for a moment, and said in a low voice, "No matter what happened to the two of us last night, or what we talked about later, I just want to say a word to you." ”
"What"
Lin Lan took a deep breath, looked at me carefully, and said softly: "I was very happy last night, my heart was very sweet, and I don't regret it at all, although we have to face a lot of things next, but I don't regret what happened last night at all, I think that memory is very beautiful, I like it very much, and I remember it in my heart." ”
"Uh-huh." Listening to her words, I felt very uncomfortable.
Lin Lan sighed: "Don't you understand what I mean I mean, what happened yesterday, we um, we were all drunk, and you and I were too excited to control ourselves at that time." ”
"Wait" I interrupted her and said in a deep voice, "Wait a minute, you mean, what happened to the two of us last night was just an accident, then you mean, next"
"Yes." Lin Lan nodded, looked at me, and hesitated for a moment, but she still said it: "That's what I mean, when we go out of this door today, you and I, just forget about it as if nothing happened." ”
I was stunned, and all the words I had thought about came to naught. My face changed slightly, and I forced a smile: "You mean, you mean that the two of us just lingered overnight, and after that, we were like no one, right?"
Lin Lan looked at my eyes, nodded slowly, and said, "Yes."
I suddenly shouted, "What do you think, why is this?"
Lin Lan had a smile on her face and said softly: "Can't you figure it out, between me and you, it's too difficult to be together, so difficult." Have you forgotten that Dandan and Saori have not solved the matter of the two of them, if I am with you again, how are you going to solve it?"
"Nope. But I thought you. You. "I can't say anything.
Lin Lan smiled: "That's right, Yin Ran, I love you, this is a fact, I admit it." Her eyes suddenly became a little blurred, she looked at me gently, and whispered, "I love you." Then he kissed me on the cheek. Looking at me, he let out a long breath and continued: "Although I love you very much, love does not mean that we have to be together. ”
"Why?" I asked, in a hoarse voice.
"Because I'm different from Dandan and Saori." Lin Lan smiled lightly, his smile was a little bitter, and said, "I am not the same person as them. There's a lot of pressure on me, a lot of it. I have my career, I have my career, and there are so many problems that I have to face. Although you are now and I are out of the opposite inside. There are contradictions and struggles between us. I can't give up all my qiē for love. I still have K, and then I have to snatch Odd with the old man, and at that time, will you help me or help Li Zhengtang"