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At some point, a woman's unimaginable strength and resilience comes from the continuation of her life - children. I can skip meals, I can skip sleep. But the child can't do it, Kuankuan is so hungry that he cries, his big eyes are crying, he looks at me with his eyes, he cries a few times and sobs, his little face is red from crying, and his little fat hand is holding my neck so hard that he can't pull it down. The little feet also hung on me like an octopus, and shouted indistinctly, "Hemp...... Wow......" sound.

He clumsily wiped my snot all over my face, gnawed his little mouth on my face, tried everything he could and found that he couldn't eat, and turned his head to look at the empty bottle on the coffee table. That look clearly said that I was hungry.

He didn't understand why he didn't have anything to eat when it was time to eat today.

"Don't cry, mom got you something to eat." I stood up with him in my arms, went to the kitchen to boil water, and then went to the bathroom to wring a hot towel and wiped his face.

He probably saw the hope of being able to drink milk, and sobbed and stopped crying, staring at his bottle on the coffee table.

After the last meal, I didn't have time to wash the bottle for him, so I held him with one hand and rinsed the bottle with the other. Finally, I waited until the water cooled a little and made a glass of milk.

Before I could test the temperature, Kuankuan held the bottle in both hands and didn't let go, and stuffed it into his mouth vigorously.

"It's too hot, wait a minute." I took the bottle out of his hand and took a sip myself, the temperature was a bit high.

He looked at the bottle of milk as if he were looking at the whole of his world.

"It's good to be like you, and I don't care about anything other than what I eat." I whispered and shook the bottle, trying to get the temperature down as quickly as possible.

He seemed to understand, and with an innocent smile, he snorted at me a few times, and the saliva at the corner of his mouth flowed again.

After Kuan Kuan held the bottle and drank it full, he fell asleep contentedly, with a smile on his face in his dream.

I put Kuankuan back in the crib, took out my mobile phone and called Ke Liancheng, and after the ** sound, he hung up the phone. I'll hit him again and hang ...... again After repeating it a few times, I relentlessly sent a text message: "Don't drive if you drink, tell me and I'll pick you up." ”

After the text message was sent, I suddenly regretted when I needed to put such a low posture in front of men. Why should I care about him with such care and care as a qualified wife?! Has he ever considered how I feel when he slams the door like this?

Even though I was angry and angry, I still didn't dare to sleep, put my phone in front of my eyes, and looked straight at the screen, hoping that he would text or call back.

At half-past twelve in the evening, there was still no news from him.

I couldn't sit still, so I got dressed and picked up Kuankuan, went downstairs, took a car, and started looking for him in the imperial capital. From Sanlitun to Houhai, I searched all the bars he went to, but I didn't even see his shadow.

At half past five in the morning, the sun was shining, and Kuankuan slept deeply in my arms, which made my arms numb.

The taxi driver looked at me worriedly and asked, "Girl, are we still looking for it?" If you don't go home and have a look, maybe your husband will go back. ”

"There's another place, let's go and see it again." I thought of the small building near Peking University.

The driver took a sip of tea and refreshed himself and said, "Okay, wait a minute, when you get to the place, stop another car, I'm fighting with my eyelids." ”

The taxi driver was a man in his forties, a standard imperial capitalist, talkative and kind, watching me sit in the car with my child in my arms, sleepy but I endured not smoking a cigarette all night.

The gates inside and outside the small building were locked, and there was no sign of anyone on the weedy path in the yard. I stood there holding on to the bar, not knowing what to do next.

The driver came up to me and patted me on the shoulder and said, "Girl, let's go home first." I said I'm going back to sleep, and I don't feel at ease when you stand here with a child in your arms. Come on, I'll send you back, where do you live? ”

Kuan Kuan ran with me all night, my little hands and feet were cold, I was photographed by the driver, hugged him into the car, and said the address of my home tiredly.

As soon as I entered the house, I saw a pair of shoes on the floor of the foyer, which belonged to He Liancheng.

Just as he was about to rush into the bedroom to find him, he walked out, looked at me and Kuankuan and said, "At night, where did you go when you were not at home with the child?" ”

"I'm looking for you." I thought I would get angry and lose my temper when I saw him, but I didn't expect that I would say this with a weak heart.

"Why are you looking for me?" He took Kuankuan and touched his hands and feet, and said with a cold eye, "Freeze the child like this, do you like this!" ”

"I'm afraid you'll be drunk, and I'm not worried that Kuankuan is home alone." I say.

"Are you afraid that if I get drunk, I will sleep with other women?" He asked rhetorically. As soon as I heard that his tone was wrong, I immediately retorted: "I'm worried about your body, I'm afraid that you will have an accident with a drunk driver." ”

"Then you're not worried that I'm drunk and in the wrong bed?" He stubbornly retorted.

"Why do you ask?" I suddenly calmed down.

"I just wanted to ask." He didn't explain, put Kuankuan on the crib, covered the quilt, looked up and saw that I was still standing at the door and raised his eyebrows and said, "I haven't slept all night, you go and rest for a while." ”

I had a wake-up call in my heart, how could he ask this for no reason, and walked a few steps to the living room to pick up the phone he had casually thrown on the table.

He chased after him and asked, "Le Yi, what are you going to do?" ”

"I want to see if you received the message I sent you, where were you when I messaged you? I came back and explained clearly, I didn't return overnight, and I went to look for you. What about you? Where were you last night? "I calmed down.

"Le Yi, I suddenly want to ask. In your eyes, is it important where I was last night, or the results of my report to the group yesterday? He Liancheng didn't come to snatch the phone in my hand, but took a step back and stood against the bookcase.

I didn't open his screensaver after all, not because I didn't know the password, but because I felt like I was empty. How could he be with another woman? He Zelin set so many traps for him, he was not fooled, how could he take the initiative to be with other women at this time.

"I don't ask you about yesterday's results because I know the results are not good, and I want to wait until you calm down. I care where you went last night because you're Kuankuan's dad and my lover, and I need you to know where you spent the night. I handed him my phone and said forcefully, "No matter where you are or how important things you do, you have to let me know if you can't come home at night, and I want to leave you the door!" ”

After saying this, I suddenly felt so tired, turned my head and went back to the bedroom, wrapped myself in the quilt and fell asleep.

I woke up at half past ten o'clock in the morning, and there was no shadow of He Liancheng at home, and my aunt was playing with Kuankuan in the living room. Seeing that I was awake, he said with a smile: "When Mr. He left, he asked you to sleep a little longer, I am ready to eat, eat a little and then go to work." ”

"Auntie, there is something important in the company today, and I don't have time to eat it." I said as I picked up my bag and changed into my shoes and went out.

"This, this is the ...... left by Mr. Ho" the aunt chased out the door.

I saw her hand over a heart-shaped sandwich, and I was stunned to take it in my hand, and I couldn't help but cry and get on the elevator.

That's how life is, draining your enthusiasm and patience.

The heart-shaped sandwich was the first time he made breakfast for me, and I still remember the painful expression he had when he wanted to hold me in the palm of his hand, but I still didn't know what it was like to be hurt. Life has swooped to today's page. He doesn't explain or explain, what is it if he doesn't return overnight?

On the way, she received a call from Shi Lan, and she heard my cold tone and asked sensitively, "What's wrong?" The little couple quarreled? ”

"Shi Lan, what will happen if a man doesn't return overnight and doesn't explain a word?" I tried to ask this sentence calmly.

"You're thinking too much, dear. Socializing, accidentally chatting about happiness or unhappy forgetting jì time, there are. The one in my family slept in the hospital until late for the operation, and there were almost a few days a month. After Shi Lan finished speaking, he didn't speak yet, and added, "Le Yi, do you know why you are so sensitive? Because you've been hacked by a man, you're paying extra attention to that. Sometimes it's too strict, and it's not good, making him feel uncomfortable all over. ”

I hung up on Slan, and asked myself if I was managing too much. He Liancheng's words last night were like in his ears, "Le Yi, I suddenly want to ask." In your eyes, is it important where I was last night, or the results of my report to the group yesterday? ”……

I never felt so sensitive to this aspect until I heard Slan's words. Perhaps, as she said, I really paid too much attention to whether men had relationships with other women. Every time I ask him, that's the point.

In retrospect, if Yu Miao's incident had been placed on someone else, she might not have taken the child over to check the order of the room in the middle of the night...... He has repeatedly said that he does not have any memory of this woman, and I still have to go and see it, believing that what I see is believing......

I'm really too tight on that. However, I was just protecting myself and didn't want to cut my head on women anymore.

"Girl, it's here." The driver lifted the meter and turned around to call me.

I paid to get out of the car and sent him a message on the elevator: "Can I go home in the evening?" I want to eat with you. ”

As soon as I walked to the office, his message came back: "I'll be home at nine o'clock, you can take the baby to eat first." ”

On the opposite side, there are not as many employees of Lanhua Investment as some time ago, and those who hurriedly walked in and out were all wearing straight suits and with a stern face. I was so serious that I wanted to write a line on my face: "I am a member of the liquidation team".

During the break after lunch, I sat in my seat and listened to Zheng Haitao and a few of them whispering: "The futures liquidation is so cruel, 80 million evaporated in the blink of an eye, and I didn't even hear a sound." ”

"But no, people who play capital are really not the same world as us. If I have 80 million, I will deposit it directly in the bank to eat interest, and I will not be on the class. Chen Xiaotong whispered.

"Shhh Someone whispered.

They are whispering rumors about He Liancheng's company, some things are like this, the more you don't want to spread the word, the faster it spreads.

I know that if this qiē is related to Hanhua, He Xiao will not let me continue to make Hanhua's money.

Sure enough, my guess was quickly confirmed, and at half past three in the afternoon, He Xiao personally called me and asked me to go to his office, saying that I had something to talk about cooperation in the second half of the year