Changing into a sterile gown, Gu Xiaoqing walked in and walked silently to the bedside, this was the first time he saw Fang Shaohan up close.

Even if he saw Fang Shaohan who was close to the mummy, just a close approach still made Gu Xiaoqing feel distressed.

The Fang Shaohan who pressed down his head with one hand, drove the car freely, and fled with himself, the Fang Shaohan who was like a hero and protected himself in the rain of bullets.

Now he is lying there lifelessly, his eyes are closed, his eye sockets are deep, and under the exposed eye sockets, there is a deep green shadow, and his chin is full of beard stubble, and he can't see any life in the whole person.

The exposed part of the arm is skinny, and the needles are inserted into the blood vessels of the arm so abruptly, which is very pitiful and miserable, which makes people unbearable to witness.

The whole person was covered by the hospital gown, but it still made people see that the fat of the hospital gown did not fit, it was not that it was ill-fitting, it was that Fang Shaohan was almost skinny and skinny.

Except for the ventilator, the breath can be faintly seen in the mask and the person is still alive, and there is no other indication that this is a living person.

She couldn't imagine that they would meet again under such circumstances.

His eyes were sour and wanted to moisten it, but Gu Xiaoqing still tried hard to restrain his feelings, this is not that kind of time, the catharsis of strong emotions can not bring any change to Fang Shaohan, it can only leave people outside with an illusion of weakness.

But weakness can't change anything, and it can't make Fang Shaohan completely sober up.

The palm of Fang Shaohan's hand that he touched, the skinny knuckles lay motionless on the bed.

Gu Xiaoqing watched the liquid in the drip needle flow in little by little.

"I've got you here, I'm leaving, there's other things to take care of." Officer Li didn't know when he had changed into a sterile suit and appeared next to Gu Xiaoqing, and said reluctantly, he knew how much of a bastard he had left without even explaining what he needed to do, but his task was to do such a bastard thing over and over again.

"You can go to the doctors and nurses here if you need anything, press the red button on the bedside. Someone will come, and the rest will depend on you. ”

Gu Xiaoqing nodded silently, she didn't expect Officer Li to help her, because this was a hospital. Not anywhere, and she understood Officer Lee's reasons for doing so.

Officer Lee left.

Gu Xiaoqing sat silently on the chair at the head of the bed, just quietly looking at Fang Shaohan on the bed.

I don't know how long it took, but a nurse came in to change the fluids and then left. didn't even say a word to Gu Xiaoqing, it seemed that this kind of thing was already taken for granted in the eyes of nurses.

She could only use a spoon to feed Fang Shaohan some water from time to time, because Fang Shaonan's dry lips explained his need, but after these nurses did it once, they motioned to Gu Xiaoqing with their eyes to take over.

So Gu Xiaoqing learned this kind of work without any sound, feeding water.

Because Fang Shaohan hardly made any sound, sometimes Gu Xiaoqing actually hoped that he would have a voice.

But every time I looked at it, I realized that it was just my own hallucination.

Another time she was feeding him water, he suddenly groaned and turned in the direction of her neck, and a man who had not spoken for a long time suddenly made a sound. Naturally, she was startled, and her heart was beating wildly, and she froze for a while.

She thought he had woken up, but soon she realized that it was the unconscious movements of a sick patient with a fever, perhaps a painful reaction from a coma.

Gu Xiaoqing could only continue to pour him warm boiled water with a spoon, as well as the medicine that the doctor sent him to take regularly.

Then hot water was called, and it was wrung out with a towel to clean and wipe Fang Shaohan's body and face, and when he wiped his palms, Gu Xiaoqing was able to touch the thick calluses between Fang Shaohan's knuckles. This is something that only long-trained fighters have.

Tears stung her eyes, and she hurriedly covered him with a quilt, then turned around to restrain her affection.

She had no reason to cry! The job was chosen by Fang Shaohan himself, and she came to sympathize with him. Someone lives on the brink of danger. That's what they brought on themselves.

It was also his choice to endure hardships and suffering, not that he resolutely chose to give up himself for the task this time, in fact, she had never given him any promises, if the relationship between the two people was about to leave, there would be no such thing as who gave up whom.

The doctor came in and examined his pupils and wounds. said: "The situation is very stable. Sticking a thermometer into his arm, "If he wakes up, he'll be out of danger." ”

"But he never woke up." Gu Xiaoqing was a little anxious.

"Today's situation is already very stable, it is the best in these days, maybe he will wake up at any time and can't leave people for the time being." The doctor did a simple examination and instructed Gu Xiaoqing.

Gu Xiaoqing also hoped that he would wake up as much as possible, and his feeling towards a sleeping patient was really terrible.

This frustration is something that no one can experience, but there is nothing to vent yet.

She continued to repeat the constant work, feeding the water, checking her temperature, and talking to Fang Shaohan softly, but they were all trivial and inconsequential topics.

For example, the disputes when they met, such as the embarrassment of being taken care of by Fang Shaohan when they were sick, and the thrill of two people fleeing from life and death.

But it is intermittent little by little, and it may be interrupted by something, but Gu Xiaoqing doesn't care, and will continue this kind of meaningless self-talk after a certain period of time.

Even if he didn't know if Fang Shaohan could hear every word she said.

At night, she lay on the hospital bed next door, looking at Fang Shaohan's motionless silhouette, although it was dark everywhere in the room, Gu Xiaoqing could still feel his existence, that warm body with a slight heat, which made her heart tingle and joy, at this moment she knew very clearly that they could never go back to the past, and many things had changed.

Fang Shaohan occupies an extremely important position in her heart, even if he leaves in the future, she will never be able to return to her past life, it was this injury that sent him to her, and the entanglement between them is no longer easy to separate.

Perhaps this is providence.

When she was determined to draw a clear line, when she was as calm as iron, all of them started again. (To be continued.) )