Shen Mo personally sent me out of the gate of the nameless residence, helped me stop a car, and even helped me open the door carefully and considerately, and when I got in, he gave the driver's address. Then he took a step back and waved at me.

As I watched his actions, I suddenly felt like I was in a dream, and I didn't know how to react for a while.

When that series of events happened suddenly a few years ago, I was a little suspicious. I don't understand why a qiē accident happened so suddenly, first I got divorced, then my father's business accident, and then the car accident when I was about to go bankrupt...... One qiē is too compact. But later, the traffic police in charge of the car accident persuaded me that the world is impermanent, and no one knows whether they will meet the accident or tomorrow at the next moment, and explained the accident report to me.

The accident report clearly stated that the brakes suddenly failed, and that the brakes failed from time to time because the road was slippery in rainy days, and did not indicate a suspicious point.

So much so that my initial doubts slowly disappeared in this report and the firm tone of the relevant personnel, but there were still some doubts in my heart, no one to say, no one to trust, unwilling to write it on a notepad, and the right to vent.

Dad didn't have many relics back then, except for a few books and some letters he wrote with his mother, there didn't seem to be anything left. At that time, I looked at the familiar room and felt that I was about to be forced to suffocate, and I needed to have no traces of my past life at all to survive. So I disposed of all the old things, leaving only a small box of tokens of my parents' love.

Years later, I never had the courage to rummage through my dad's cherished box. I only opened the dusty box at the top of his bookshelf once, and I put a few of his notebooks in it after I had taken care of the company and the house.

My habit of remembering comes from my father, not a diary in an informal format, simply writing what happened in a certain month and a certain month, one or two sentences are enough. There will even be some official affairs interspersed in the middle, which can be regarded as a life sticker, and it will be full of days after opening.

What will I find in that box? If Yi Qiē is as Shen Mo said, He Zelin has something to do with our family's affairs, what is the reason?

On the way back, I thought all the way, and I was in a trance until the driver stopped the car, turned his head and called me, "Miss, it's here, it's time for you to get out of the car." ”

I woke up suddenly, and when I raised my eyes, I saw the familiar Qiē, looking up through the car glass, the lights in our house were warm, and something was pouring down with the lights.

This warmth is home, but now it seems to have changed its taste.

Half stunned and half sleepwalking, I got out of the car, and when I came to the door of the building, I suddenly lost the courage to go back.

I didn't want to believe Shen Mo's words, but I felt that he seemed to know more, and I didn't dare to ask at that time, and even felt that I was dreaming, as long as there was a sudden stimulation from the outside world, the dream would wake up. Then I found myself lying on the bed, the morning light was faint outside the window, and He Liancheng was still asleep beside me. In two rooms not far away, the three children were sleeping sweetly.

Raising his hand to swipe the card to open the door, I remembered for no reason that my father died suddenly, and it was like that that night all at once, and the doctor didn't have time to rescue him.

That was the night I took He Liancheng to visit him for the first time, so suddenly...... What do doctors say? The patient should be strongly stimulated. I never figured out what a strong stimulus was.

Before I could finish my thoughts, the elevator had already reached the floor, I took a deep breath and walked out, looking at the door of the house and hesitating, the door was opened.

My aunt appeared at the door, looked at me and asked, "I saw you coming in from the curfew, and I waited for a long time to see you enter the door, thinking that you forgot to bring your card." ”

"Nope." I shook my head and went into the house, not hearing the child's voice and asking, "Sleep?" ”

"Yes, just fell asleep for a while." After the aunt finished speaking, she explained a few more words about eating and drinking during the day, and then left.

I sat on the couch in dismay, my eyes fixed on the storage room, where I had brought things from my old room, and which I didn't use often, packed into boxes and stacked inside.

He Liancheng didn't come back, Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong were not at home, and the aunt was gone. The only one left is wide and asleep. Now this environment is really like God deliberately left it to me to find evidence. I didn't want to look, I didn't want to look for it, but I came to the storage room at some point, and when I opened the door, I felt the smell of old dust rushing over me.

Yes, if something is not used, it will have an unpleasant stale taste if it is not left for long.

Although there were more than a dozen boxes in this room, I could see at a glance which of them contained the old things I had brought from the cottage, and my eyes were glued to them, and I refused to move them. I wish I didn't have such a good memory, and I found the box after a while.

But no. The box was like something extraordinary, and it stood out from the crowd to dominate my eyes.

"Leyi, nothing. Only by seeing clearly can we make a better decision! Someone in my heart whispered.

All of a sudden, I became very sober and sensible, and even a little bit of a calm and unsettled.

I moved a stool and stood on it, took down the top box on the shelf, and brushed the dust away, and the dust flew up, and I carefully inhaled and choked on a cough.

It was not sealed, but it was opened with a simple lift, and inside was a cardboard box, the color was old, and I put it in with my own hands. I have been following this box for six years, and I have never looked at it, and no matter where I live, it is placed in the most hidden, unobtrusive corner.

The pantry was dimly lit, so I sat down on the floor, took out a cardboard box that was a little dark, like weathered cardboard boxes, and then started at the top and looked at them one by one.

At the top are some rare correspondence between my parents when I was young, but I have never read them. When I opened it in this situation today, I saw my father's familiar handwriting, and suddenly felt as close as the old days, as if nothing had happened.

After reading three letters in a row, I didn't see any words related to He Zelin, but I could see how good their relationship was when they were in love. Dad affectionately called her mother Xiaojiao in the letter, and there was a Jiao character in her mother's name.

I could see the affection between them, but I really didn't expect my father to be so clingy to my mother when he was young, he would write a letter if he didn't see each other for a week, and it would take a week for the letter to reach his mother after it was sent, and he would take a long bus to see her on the weekend, and it would arrive almost at the same time as the letter, and sometimes even one step earlier than the letter.

Despite this, he continued to write letters until his mother returned from studying and returned to Nanshi.

The closer I got to my birth, I stood up after reading the letter, feeling a little relieved, thinking that Shen Mo's judgment might not be right, otherwise how could there be no relevant words in several consecutive letters?

After reading these letters, I stretched and stood up, ready to continue to look at Kuankuan and then come back to continue reading, when I heard the phone ringing, and I hurriedly ran out.

I was almost a little relaxed when I got on the phone, it was He Liancheng who called, he was silent after hearing my voice, I already knew what was going on over there, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong?" ”

"Leyi, are you at home?" He asked.

"Yes."

"That's true, I...... I...... Go back later. He paused several times in his tone before finally uttering the complete sentence.

The helplessness and despair in his voice made me feel that my heart was too heavy, and I immediately said, "It's okay at home, you don't have to rush back, stay there with the old man." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, I hung up the phone without waiting for him to speak, ran to Kuankuan's room, and pretended to be calm to check whether Kuankuan had covered the quilt and whether he was wet.

His call didn't come back, so I calmed down and went back to looking at the old stuff. Shi Lan is right, I need to calm down and think about what is best for the two of them.

Next is a notepad, probably written when my father's career was just beginning, the first page reads, "Today is Lele's eighth birthday, the company opens, for me is a double happiness, I must go back early in the evening to accompany the little things." "And then it was gone.

My dad chose my birthday when his company opened, and he never talked to me about it. This notepad made me suddenly understand some warmth that I never knew.

I kept reading it, and every few days a few seemingly unrelated words appeared on the notepad. Some dates are written at length, some simply line up the day's schedule, and some are just one sentence.

Finally, when I saw a third of the way, I saw a sentence written under a date: "Xiaojiao said that there was something wrong with Alin's business, and he urgently needed a sum of money, and he wanted to sell a piece of land in his hand, and asked me if I could take it." Xiaojiao has never been allowed to interfere in business matters, and she may not know that I really don't have that much money to take over this land. ”

The word "Alin" in this passage pierced my eyes like a needle, and He Zelin has the word "Lin" in his name, does it really have anything to do with him?

Continuing to look down, there was no record of this incident for several days. About a month later, I finally saw the words I was interested in again: "That piece of land is in the imperial capital, and now it is more than 1.8 million, which is low, but there is still a gap of 340,000 yuan, and I can't help even if I want to." How to explain it to Xiaojiao? ”

Then it was gone, but seeing this sentence, I was almost certain that He Zelin and my father did intersect. But since He Zelin saw me, even after knowing my identity, he has never mentioned this matter? Why exactly?

I saw that my heart was full of fog, and I subconsciously wanted to smoke, and it took me a long time to remember that I hadn't smoked for a long time. So I found He Liancheng's cigarette in the cabinet, lit one and smoked it before calming down and continuing to look down.

The smoke sprayed into the lungs, slightly irritating, and the heart calmed down again.

I don't know what I'd do if I found evidence that He Zelin was connected to my family's events. Directly expose it as Shen Mo said, or what?

In fact, if what Shen Mo said is true, then it is necessary to see whether it is criminal or civil, and if it is just a simple civil economic dispute, the prosecution period has long passed. Even if I say a qiē and take out a qiē evidence, it will only morally suppress He Zelin, and the direct consequence is that He Liancheng and I quickly separated.

No matter which man it is, no matter how bad the relationship with his father is, if his girlfriend directly hacks his father without discussion, the consequences will definitely be a breakup without discussion. Our situation is slightly different, and there is a small bond between me and He Liancheng - my son Kuankuan.

But then again, no matter which woman it is, knowing that her father's bankruptcy and accident are related to her boyfriend's father, this relationship has also come to an end. No one can feel that at this time men are more important than parents.

Thinking of this, I feel that the book in my hand is a little hot again, but I still want to read it. If the current situation of our family is caused by He Zelin, how can I pretend to be confused and go down with He Liancheng?