The calm and calm are all pretended, and the rout wants to cry is real.

Especially the moment ago I hallucinated him, especially this moment I remembered him. Jiang Muyi suddenly sobbed lowly, startling the people sitting next to her.

"Sister, why are you crying?" Jiang Nianchen quickly took out a few tissues from her bag and wiped her tears.

Jiang Muyi just lowered her head, closed her eyes, and silently shed tears.

Jiang Nianchen's expression slowly became distressed: "Sister, since you are reluctant, why do you want to leave?" ”

"You don't understand ......" muffled three words made him cry and laugh. He touched his sister's hair, "Is there really something I don't understand?" ”

“…… Nian Chen, I really don't want this. She was fragile like a child, threw herself into Jiang Nianchen's arms, and finally cried bitterly.

Nian Chen stretched out his hand, patted her back, and coaxed a child like a child: "Good, I know, don't cry, don't cry......"

Perhaps, once people are sad, they are all children, no matter how strong they are.

……

South City.

Helian Mu rushed to the hospital in the dust, and what he saw was: the person who was fine a day ago was now lying on a bed without any expression, and even the clothes on his body had been changed.

- I'm going to be ten years younger, and I'm going to shoot you with one shot.

-- Ten years ago or 10 years later, I would never stand up and beat someone. You also have to stop fantasizing about being young again, you have to accept the fact that you are old.

――You think I'm dying too long, aren't you?

-- Clever.

- Roll !!!!

He never expected to see Helian Ben for the last time. Will it end in a quarrel - but how can it be the last one?

Yes?!

Helianmu slammed his coat to the ground and grabbed the dean's collar as he came in through the door. Hysterical roar: "Wasn't he good before?" Hasn't he been recuperating well? Why did you leave all of a sudden—"

"Mu Shao, calm down." The dean was also depressed, "We express our regret......"

He said so much that Helian Mu felt that he couldn't hear it anymore, and his mind was full of those words: coronary heart disease, sudden death, rescue failure......

He slowly let go of the dean, and turned to contain the surging sadness in his body. staring at the scenery outside the window, there was nothing in the empty eyes.

"Ahhhhh

The sudden howl from the door made Helianmu turn around. What broke into the sight was Fan Si on the verge of collapse, like a madman, as soon as she ran in, she lay on the side of the bed and took Helian Ben's hand, crying that he was not allowed to go.

Helian Mu was blooming in front of his eyes. Facing it. Thinking that this scene would only appear a long, long time later, as long as he thought of the last meeting with Helianben, he always felt that something was wrong......

Helian Ben is obviously very powerful even to speak.

He stepped forward and put his arm around Fan Si's shoulders and whispered, "Mom, mourning...... Adaptation. ”

Fan Si covered her face, unable to suppress her sadness.

……

In the blink of an eye, two days passed.

Helenmu. After finishing the aftermath one by one, his mother was a little insane.

Helianmu was suddenly so decadent that he didn't want to do anything.

Except for coaxing the mother for a few hours a day. The rest of the time, I shut myself in my room.

Helenan never returned.

Helian Bei also sat at home helplessly, wanting to rectify the company, but he didn't know where to start, he wanted to comfort Fan Si or Helianmu, but he never liked the former, as for the latter...... Can Helianmu be comforted or saved with just a few words?

A person as smart as him can only figure it out by himself, otherwise, there is no way.

Families are broken, people die...... Since these four words came to mind, he felt even more that he was powerless......

Helian family, overnight, the sound of a needle falling on the ground could be heard, so silent, so dead.

……

Master bedroom on the second floor.

Helianmu sat in the corner of the sofa, untidy and full of alcohol, but he continued to pour wine into his mouth......

In the confusion, he heard the sound of the door being pushed open, he didn't look at it, he took the wine bottle and smashed it in that direction, and in the violent sound of fragmentation, there was a roar that swept his anger-

"No one is allowed to come in, get out of !!!!!!!!!"

With a drunken voice, why is it still so pressing?!

The woman in an elegant white dress quietly looked at the fragment at her feet, slowly walked around it, and walked in the direction of the sofa.

Casually put the bag on the coffee table, she reached out and roughly choked Helianmu's chin, making him raise his head, face her, and ask coldly, "Why don't you answer my phone?" I've called so many calls, and you haven't answered any of them! Helenmu, you want to die, don't you? ”

In the drunken sight, there was Jiang Muyi's angry face.

Helian Mu sneered and pushed her hand away, and laughed at himself in a low voice: "I'm hallucinating again, am I about to go insane......

"You dare to go insane!"

Jiang Muyi was extremely angry when she saw him like this, reached out and snatched the wine bottle in his palm, and slammed it to the ground, with a hazy voice that she couldn't suppress: "God should let your left hand be wasted!" ”

Look at how he drinks, how he smashes bottles, how he beats people, you should pull all the teeth of this wolf, and let him share it peacefully by her side...... Don't mess with her again.

"Why are you throwing me wine?" Helian Mu jumped up from the sofa suddenly, his eyes spitting at Jiang Muyi.

Jiang Muyi looked at him coldly, and after no more than three minutes of staring at each other, Helian Muxian looked away, reached out and took a bottle of whiskey again. This time, he hugged him tightly in his arms, as if he was afraid that someone would snatch it again.

Helianmu's confrontation was so powerless, it really made her cry and laugh, and she felt very unaccustomed...... Or is he not resisting, he is just holding on to something, looking for security?

She sat down beside him and tried to snatch the wine from his bosom again. Seeing his panicked appearance, his heart softened, and he coaxed in a low voice: "Good." Give me. ”

"No." Helianmu turned his head and said indifferently, "Aren't you leaving?" ”

"Oh, am I no longer hallucinating?"

“…… There you go! ”

"Helianmu, are you driving me?" Jiang Muyi's movements stopped suddenly, her eyes were red, and she looked at him without crying.

Helianmu's side face was cold and hard: "Yes." I'll chase you. ”

Yu Guang glanced at the goblet on the coffee table, there was still red wine left in the goblet, Jiang Muyi stretched out his hand and picked it up with an expressionless face. Turned his head and threw it on Helianmu......

The person who was splashed looked at her in disbelief, stood up again and roared angrily: "Jiang Muyi, what are you doing?!!! ”

Jiang Muyi also stood up and yelled at him: "I flew to the United States for a few hours, and when I heard the news about you, it was not very good. I rushed back without even resting. I called you so many times and you didn't answer any of them, do you know how worried I am about you? Okay, I'm here, I'm finally here, ok, you only have wine in your eyes, and you won't even look at me and let me go, who do you think you are, Helianmu?! How. This glass of wine, you think you've wronged you, right?! What about me? I deserve to be hurt by you. Isn't it? …… Helenmu, you have disappointed me so much, you are hopeless. ”

She had given up all her pride, came to him, gave up all her principles to forgive him, and even knew that it was unfair to herself and Gao Tingfeng, who had been assassinated by him, she still did so.

She doesn't want anything, she doesn't want anything, she just wants him, is that enough?

Whoever made her unproductive, he was fine, she could still leave him, once he had anything bad, she couldn't help but come back to accompany him.

She admits defeat to this unproductive self, can she admit defeat to him?! Okay no!

She's made her clear, but what about him?

Jiang Muyi smiled bitterly and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, met his unfathomable black eyes, and asked, "Am I important or is wine important?" ”

Helianmu didn't speak.

Jiang Muyi's tears came out of his laughter: "Count me in vain, Helian Mu, we're completely over." "Turn around and go.

Helian Mu threw away the wine bottle in his arms at this time, hugged her fiercely from behind, he buried his face in her neck, Jiang Muyi was just about to taunt him, and suddenly felt a wetness in her neck, and she couldn't say anything.

He said, "I went to chase you the day you went to the airport, and I saw you." ”

She was expressionless and silently wept and asked, "Then why did I get on the plane in the end?" "It's almost questioning.

He held her with one hand and was equally powerful enough to suffocate her, Jiang Muyi held her eyelids, looked at Yiqiqi in front of her vaguely, waited for a long time and didn't wait for his answer, gritted her teeth and said, "Answer, why did you see me, but you still let me get on the plane?" Helenmu—" she roared, "do you think you're the only one to be proud? Are you sure that I love you, that I can't leave you? Helianmu, do you know how hateful you are—"

"I ......" Helian Mu opened his dark eyes, which were washed clean by tears, as pure as a child. I'm sorry, I still don't understand you well enough. ”

"You finally know our fundamental problem." Jiang Muyi smiled.

Every lonely person has to look for a partner than that kind of person: when you are silent, he understands that you are afraid that you will cry as soon as you open your mouth, when you turn around, he understands that you want him to come to you and keep you, and when a good friend has an accident, he understands that you can't be alone, so he will come to accompany you, not disappear.

To sum up: he understands any mood you have at any time, and he understands your every expression. Even if you don't understand anything, he's with you.

Is it an extravagant hope?

Is she asking for too much, so, is it an extravagant hope?

"Helianmu, let me ask you, how important am I in your heart? Is it worth telling me all your feelings? Jiang Muyi turned around, held his handsome face, and asked him profoundly, "Or do you mean, I'm as light as a blank sheet of paper to you, otherwise why don't you catch me when you're one step away from ......me?"

"You're angry with me, I'm not coming back, are we all done here? Could it be that this relationship has always been me alone? ”

"Helianmu...... You'd better talk to me openly and honestly today, or I won't let you out of this room. ”

Jiang Muyi said that she felt ridiculous, "I originally came back to comfort you, it's okay, you still have me after losing your family, but I actually came to ask you to solve the problems in my relationship at this time...... I'm sorry I just thought I'd be so depressed that I wanted to kill you if I couldn't get away with this step......"

"Will you kill someone?" Her state is even worse than Helenmu, so Helianmu doesn't know what to say. His eyes were deep, and his good-looking fingers gently rubbed her face. Greasy skin, for a long time, shouted hoarsely, "Silly Yiyi." ”

He held her in his arms, and Jiang Muyi also hugged him sullenly, "Why am I stupid?" ”

"Jiang Muyi, you are more important than my eyes."

Much later, he said.

Jiang Muyi's eyes were in a trance, as if she had returned to that day, something happened to his right hand, and she asked him: "You are so careless, I really want to know which part of your body is the one you seem to be the most unable to lose?" ”

He replied, "Eyes." With a sweet remark, "I can't lose it even if I die, because then I won't see you." ”

At the time, she couldn't tell if what he said was true or not.

She's smart, but she can't see through his heart, what's the use.

"Jiang Muyi, don't treat yourself as a blank slate, you are someone I can't lose, the reason why I don't catch you is my problem, it has always been my problem, but my problem will not affect your weight. You occupy the most important place in my heart. Helianmu finished these words in one go.

"Really?" Jiang Muyi asked worriedly.

"It really can't be more real." Helian Mu reluctantly let go of her and turned around in front of her, "Look, as soon as you come back, I will stand up, I won't drink anymore, I will start to speak seriously, do you still doubt your influence on me?" ”

Jiang Muyi looked at him straight, as if she wanted to see his heart.

After a while, she barely hummed.

Helianmu took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket, and then showed her: "There is no power, it will be automatically turned off." ”

So, it wasn't that he deliberately didn't answer her call.

Jiang Muyi was charging his mobile phone when he was suddenly hugged by him from behind. She slowly put down her phone, straightened up, pressed her back against his chest, and suddenly frowned in disgust: "It stinks, you go take a bath." ”

Helian Mu kissed her behind the ear, this action came suddenly, Jiang Muyi's legs were almost weak.

Helian Mu said slowly: "In the future, don't curse me anymore, it's useless to have my other hand, it's good to have this hand, at least, I can hold you tight." ”

"Yes - you can still drink, smoke, and do bad things." Jiang Muyi snorted, and she could still hold Ah Mo's hand in front of her, and said let's talk.

Helian Mu let her go, turned around and opened the bathroom door, suddenly said goodbye to his handsome face, and asked her seriously: "Do you want to wash together?" ”

"......" Jiang Muyi looked at him dangerously, and his eyes seemed to say: "Teasing me?" You try again. ”

"It's a pity." Helianmu entered the bathroom with a regretful expression.

Jiang Muyi rolled her eyes, when she first came in, he still had to die, and until now, he didn't look like a person, if it wasn't so bad...... It's even better.

And Helianmu, who entered the bathroom, no longer had that kind of heartless expression on his face......

His expression was grim, and he looked at himself in the mirror with dark eyes, and his mood was always difficult to improve.

But, come alive! (To be continued.) )