Wang Jin raised his head and blinked his eyes, forced the tears back into his eyes, then lowered his head and looked at Xu Liang coldly, and said in a hoarse voice: "I don't ask when you carried me behind your back and were with that woman, and I don't want to ask you why you let your mother bully and humiliate me since you keep saying that you love me, I just ask you, in what capacity did you say this to me today?" ”

Xu Liang was speechless.

"Actually, it's not that I don't want to be a little woman who is pampered. You Xu Liang asked himself, when I was with you, what protection did you give me? If I am not strong, to whom shall I show weakness? You? Or your mother? ”

She is so tenacious, and she has suffered so many grievances, if she is a little weak, can she survive in this strange city?

"Xiao Jin, I'm sorry for you." Xu Liang said apologetically.

"No, if there's nothing to do, I'll go first." Wang Jin shook his head and lifted the bag again.

This time, Xu Liang did not stop him, but said to Wang Jin's back: "Xiao Jin, I am for your good, a woman came to my house to look for me that day." ”

The words "......" touched Wang Jin's heart fiercely, and she closed her steps and looked back at Xu Liang. Xu Liang got up and walked in front of Wang Jin, looked at Wang Jin with a complicated expression and sighed: "That woman looks younger than you." ”

"So what?"

"I still hope you can think about it, that kind of man is not something you can touch, and you are ...... can't have children, it's a wealthy family after all, how can those people not care about this? Xiao Jin, I don't want you to suffer anymore. ”

"Finished?"

Looking at Xu Liang's concerned gaze, Wang Jin asked expressionlessly. If she hadn't been hurt, there was a moment when she really thought he would care about her from the bottom of her heart.

"Xiao Jin......"

"Goodbye."

Briefly dropped two words, Wang Jin didn't make a trace of nostalgia, and hurriedly ran out of the restaurant. Outside, the scorching sun was just hanging in the air, and the piercing eyes were painful.

My heart hurts, too.

The best ten years of her life were for the guy in the restaurant. And in the past ten years, in exchange for deep mockery and irony, and a broken marriage.

The footsteps are racing, and the mind is full of things that happened in college days.

In those years, it was as if the man had made up a dream for her. It's a pity, what did you get in exchange for now?

In exchange, he paid for the most beautiful years, but in the end, he told strangers that he had already been sterilized.

So, when he said these words, was he distressed or regretful? Or with a hint of plaintive complaint, blaming them that they wouldn't have come this far if she hadn't chosen to be sterilized?

Thinking about it, tears couldn't help but slide down her cheeks, and she wolfed on the side of the road, holding on to the little leaf banyan on the side of the road, gasping for breath, and wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

It's not worth it.

It's just that she is so wronged now.

Aggrieved and wanted to find someone to hug her.

Over the years, she has never said anything regretful, because she knows that there is no regret medicine in the world, and it is useless to say it. But now she really wants to roar at the sky, she regrets it, she really regrets it.

She didn't have time to sink into the past that broke her heart, she suddenly felt a wave of nausea, she couldn't help but cover her mouth and retch, and another feeling of dizziness hit her heart.

Somehow, her hand slowly moved towards her lower abdomen and rubbed it gently. She forced her tears back, straightened out her reasoning, took out her mobile phone and dialed Gao Ming's phone.

On the other end, he asked her with a smile if she missed him.

Listening to his gentle voice, Wang Jin's eyes turned red violently, and all the grievances came to his heart one by one. She struggled not to let her voice sound trembling and admitted, "yes, I miss you." ”

"Heh, why is it so nice to talk today?" Listening to her words, Gao Ming's laughter instantly made people's hearts itch. However, it was the tone of this dead man that Wang Jin's eyes turned red again, she held her mobile phone and choked slowly, unable to say a word for a long time.

As if sensing her abnormality, he hurriedly asked her, "Xiao Jin, what's wrong?" ”

Tears unconsciously slid down her cheeks, and she asked tremblingly, "Where are you?" I want to see you. ”

He didn't answer, but asked, "Do you really want to see me?" ”

She covered her mouth to prevent him from hearing her crying, and nodded heavily, "Yes." ”

"Then you look back." He smiled back.

Wang Jin's heart moved, he slowly turned around with his mobile phone, and found that not far behind him, he was holding his mobile phone and waving to her, with a light smile on the corner of his mouth.

Almost uncontrollable, she trotted towards him. He opened his arms towards her, and it was not until she plunged into his arms that he slowly retracted and took her in his arms.

He hung his head, his chin rested on her forehead, his big hand caressed her hair lovingly, and asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”

"It's okay, I just want to be hugged by you." Wang Jin shook his head, raised his eyes that were looking at him, and suddenly smiled, with undried tears flashing in his eyes. He wiped the corners of her eyes with his hand and said, "Crying again? What's wrong? ”

"Why are you here?" Wang Jin did not answer, but asked an unclear rhetorical question.

Gao Ming explained: "If you have something, let's have a meal by the way." When I went to the window to answer the phone, I realized that you were downstairs. ”

"Oh."

"What, you're not feeling well?" Gao Ming looked at Wang Jin's face with concern, "I didn't seem to be too comfortable when I saw you just now. ”

Wang Jin nodded, "It's a little, maybe it's a menstrual disorder." ”

"Menstrual period disorders? How can it be disordered? I'll put you in touch with a doctor and I'll take you to the hospital in a minute. With that, he let go of her and kept flipping through the phone book.

Wang Jin held his hand and shook his head, "No need, I'll just go back and sleep for a while, it's normal for menstrual period disorders to occur, and I used to do this often." ”

He will be skeptical, "Really? ”

"What are you lying to?"

"Tell me if you're uncomfortable, I'll take you to the doctor." Gao Ming took Wang Jin's hand and asked, "Are you hungry?" ”

Wang Jin rubbed his lower abdomen, nodded heavily, and dropped a word, "Hungry." ”

"Then come in with me for dinner, I just haven't ordered food yet." Gao Ming led her tightly to the restaurant, and joked that she was crying from hunger just now?

Wang Jin glared at him angrily and asked him if he was so useless in his heart?

Gao Ming nodded seriously, "Yes." ”

As a result, Wang Jin was ravaged in exchange for a good meal.

Gao Ming ordered a lot of dishes, all of which Wang Jin loves to eat. He kept putting Cai Wang Jin's bowl in it, muttering that she had recently felt thinner and wanted to eat more delicious food.

Wang Jin said that if she eats again, she will become fat.

Gao Ming smiled and asked rhetorically, no matter how fat he was, could he be as fat as he was back then?

Back then, he was as fat as a small round ball.

Listening to his words, Wang Jin lowered his eyes and smiled happily.

It's a pampered love.

In fact, she understands very well that being strong is just a disguise she gave herself at the beginning. Who wouldn't want to meet someone who loves themselves wholeheartedly and can make themselves carefree and a little woman?

Gao Ming sent Wang Jin back and asked Wang Jin to sleep more if he was sleepy. Wang Jin didn't refuse, went back to the room and curled up on the big bed and fell asleep grogily.

This sleep, it was in the evening, and I was harassed by Niuniu to wake up.

Aunt Zhang came in and asked Wang Jin if she was not feeling well. Wang Jin just wanted to shake his head and say that it was okay, but a feeling of nausea hit his heart again, and he hurriedly retched in front of the trash can.

"What are you ......" Aunt Zhang's eyes lit up, with a little excitement in her eyes.

Wang Jin knew what she was thinking, and hurriedly shook her head to veto, "Aunt Zhang, don't think about it, it's just that your stomach is cold." ”

"And lethargy too?" Aunt Zhang is from here, she sat at the head of Wang Jin's bed and pulled Wang Jin's hair, and said kindly, "Why don't you go to the hospital and have a look?" ”

"No need." Wang Jin hurriedly shook his head and rejected Aunt Zhang's offer. Aunt Zhang smiled and said, "Ah Ming was raised by me since I was a child, and he is a good boy. ”

"I know." Wang Jin also nodded with a smile and replied with certainty.

Aunt Zhang smiled even more kindly, she took Wang Jin's hand and patted it, "Aunt Zhang will stew some soup for you, and if you figure it out, go to the hospital to have a look." ”

Wang Jin lowered his eyes and did not reply.

Aunt Zhang turned to leave.

Suddenly, Wang Jin opened her mouth and stopped Aunt Zhang. Aunt Zhang turned around and cast a puzzled look at Wang Jin. Wang Jin hesitated for a moment, plucked up his courage and said, "Aunt Zhang, can you not tell him first, maybe, I just have a cold stomach." ”

"You......" Aunt Zhang nodded helplessly and left the room.

Wang Jin stared blankly at the door where Aunt Zhang left, without any movement for half a sound, like a face puppet who couldn't smile. After a long time, she turned back bitterly, lifted the blanket and got out of bed, took out the surgical agreement from the cabinet and sat cross-legged on the sofa.

It was this sterilization agreement that ended her last marriage.

So, what does this agreement in her hands mean to her?

His gaze moved down and finally landed on the signature agreeing to the surgery.

Wang Jin.

She signed it herself.

Perhaps, maybe she's just having a menstrual disorder. Maybe it's just a cold stomach that makes me nauseated. Maybe it's just a lack of sleep, so lethargy.

But......

Although she wanted to tell herself not to think about it, she couldn't help but wrinkle her eyebrows, and the feeling in her heart was hard to return.

Niuniu ran in barefoot, climbed onto Wang Jin's bed, and put her arms around Wang Jin's neck crookedly, accusing her of not playing with her for a long time.

Wang Jin rubbed Niuniu's head lovingly, and said that she would accompany her well when she was on summer vacation.

Look, it's not a few days before Niuniu's summer vacation.

Gao Ming came home from work, looked at the big and small ones nested in the bed, and asked them what they were talking about so happily, Niuniu happily said that her mother promised her to take her to play during the summer vacation.

Gao Ming rubbed her head, his eyes were full of love, and he agreed: "That's good, Uncle Gao will accompany you and your mother when the time comes, and our family will go to the beach to play." ”

Their family......

Listening to Gao Ming's words silently, Wang Jin's heart was melancholy again, and his hand couldn't help touching his lower abdomen, staring at Gao Ming's face, and he didn't say anything for a long time.

Actually, she didn't do that sterilization.

I still remember that day she signed the operation agreement, and the moment she lay down on the operating table, the surgeon asked her if she wanted to think about it again. Not to mention that this sterilization operation is very harmful to the female body, it is irrational to choose sterilization because the family is patriarchal.