Helpless
"Wenya, I won't allow you to accompany me to endure hardships, and...... The matter of elopement is a big matter, originally the saint was thinking about a truce with his relatives, if we elope, it will definitely make the relationship between the two countries more tense, Yu Zhong, I can't leave my post without permission, Yu Yi, so many comrades-in-arms died on the battlefield, and me? Did I elope with you for my own selfishness? Yu private, even if we succeed in eloping now, your father and the Xiongnu Shan Yu will not let us go. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biqugeγ infoβ
Chu Ying originally thought that a vigorous love drama would be staged, the two would hug each other affectionately and then elope, go to the end of the world, I will abandon the glory and wealth for you, you take off the heavy military uniform for me, and start a new life, but the reality is that the two will part ways from then on, one will continue to fight to kill the enemy, and the other may live a very happy life.
Chu Ying didn't see Princess Wenya's expression now, but looking at her slightly trembling shoulders in the moonlight, Chu Ying could feel that she must be uncomfortable now. "Really? Have you ever wondered what kind of life I'll live when I get there? Spending your life with a man I don't love and don't love me? I'd rather die now. β
Chu Ying rushed up with an arrow and pulled down Princess Wenya, who had climbed up the wall next to the city tower. Looking at General Yan, who was very embarrassed on the side, Chu Ying bit her lip and mustered up the courage to slap Princess Wenya hard.
"Don't talk about love or not here, do you know how many people's husbands have died on the battlefield? Do you know how many families have been torn apart because of this? I admit that sacrificing the happiness of a weak woman to fulfill all of us is the incompetence of our people, but we are also helpless, you are not unaccompanied, behind you is the whole country, your husband will not treat you harshly, he will not give you a look if he can weigh the pros and cons, if he bullies you, I will rush over to help you beat him first. β
Wen Ya looked at the young man in front of her, touched his hot face, wanted to scold but lingered on the side of his mouth and held back, indeed, we are helpless. "Yan Yushu, you can give me this ride."
Chu Ying followed behind Wen Ya, watching her without saying a word, she did not walk back to her room, but walked aimlessly, Chu Ying sent the Buddha to the west, and she must send this princess to her room safely, otherwise what if such a beautiful princess was taken away by bad people.
"What's your name?"
"Chu Ying."
"Eagles? Are you going to become an eagle in the future? Princess Wenya turned her cheeks, which were a little swollen with tears, and barely managed to squeeze out some smiles.
Chu Ying didn't understand at first, and then smiled indifferently, "If you want to cry, cry, I'll turn my back, you don't have to be afraid of being ugly, I know this matter is difficult for you to accept, but there is no absolute freedom in this world, you have a certain amount of freedom but you have to fulfill certain obligations, and you have to fulfill the obligations of a princess when you enjoy the treatment of your princess." β
"I know." Princess Wenya continued to walk with her back to herself, the night wind blowing her emanation, she sometimes kicked the stones on the side of the road boringly, and sometimes stopped inexplicably.
"I know, I have no right, let alone interfere in the relationship between you and Brother Yan, but I hope you can forgive him, I know that in the relationship he is a bastard, he let you bear all this alone, he can't help you, he can't help himself, but he can't help him, he can only be a bastard, a complete bastard, so it's good for you and him." You hate him, you hate him, but please forgive him someday. β
Wen Ya turned to look at the young man who was about the same height as herself, "I haven't grown my hair at a young age, what do you know?" β
Chu Ying looked at herself very naturally, and replied very sincerely: "I'm all right." Wen Ya was amused by Chu Ying's sincere appearance.
"I'm sorry, it's our fault, don't worry, we will be angry, we will be strong, and we won't let our women go to kiss and compromise in the future, I'm sorry." Wen Ya picked up Chu Ying, who was silent with her head down.
"No, I already knew that this would be the end when I came, I knew that I didn't matter, in front of the country and the people, Yushu would not hesitate to choose the former, I knew that he would not hesitate at all, no, even for a moment." Princess Wenya leaned against the city wall, looked up into the distance, and shook her head slightly.
"He hesitated, didn't you see? When you asked just now, he hesitated, he has you in his heart, you are very important to him, but in this situation, he has no choice. An iron-clad man like General Yan is going to fight on the battlefield. β
"What about you? Will you fight like this until the last moment? β
"Yes, even if it's for you, Princess Wenya, for the sake of people like you, for them to be able to hold their heads high in front of foreign races, neither humble nor arrogant, in order to tell them that they have a strong country behind them to protect them. Of course, my own strength is insignificant, and without me, the war will not make much difference, but since I am here, I will fight. Chu Ying remembered the enthusiasm when she first joined the army.
After Chu Ying sent the princess back, she lay on her mattress and couldn't sleep, and the scene of the previous battle flashed in front of Chu Ying's eyes over and over again, so that Chu Ying couldn't have the slightest relaxation, so that Chu Ying couldn't have even the slightest hesitation. Waiting for the sky to light slightly, Chu Ying squinted for a while.
Originally, I was going to prepare for today's departure tomorrow, but Princess Wenya seemed to be in poor health, and after waiting for the accompanying imperial doctor to see it, she said that she had a good rest today and could still leave on time tomorrow.
Chu Ying originally wanted to continue to take a good rest, but Yan Yushu pulled herself up from the bed, "Help me deliver the medicine." β
Chu Ying closed her eyes and didn't open them, she was here to fight, not to serve others, and besides, the servants brought by the princess were not to mention that there were thousands of people, where could she use herself before and after the saddle, Yan Yushu must be too lazy to go.
"Don't pretend, I know you're awake, go and help me deliver medicine and change into my clothes, it's an order." Chu Ying opened her eyes slightly, looked at Yan Yushu's serious appearance, and slowly climbed down from the bed very helplessly.
Yan Yushu stood beside him, and watched Chu Ying stretch out her feet and slowly slide off the bed, like a puddle of mud, she really felt funny and angry, "Can you be lazy again?" β
"Take off your clothes and stand behind the screen, thank you, Lao Tzu is in a great figure, no one else is allowed to look at it except my future lady, I will have rotten eyes when I see it."
"What's the difference between you and me? Need to see you? I'm not as good as Longyang, hurry up. Chu Ying saw that Yan Yu took off herself neatly and only left a pair of pants, and her strong muscles were so naked in front of her.
"Yo, boy, the muscles are well trained, the chest is still a little smaller, look at me, perfect pectoral muscles. What to watch? Turning around, this is the body of my future lady. β
"You're really not ashamed, where is your wife? Did you say goodbye?" Yan Yushu shook his head again and again, the current children are really thick-skinned.
Outside the pass, Lu Ming looked at the post station that had come into view, asked his subordinates to rest a little, looked at the dozens of tents set up next to the post station, it seemed that he was catching up with the team to send off his relatives, it seemed that Brother Yan had come to pick him up this time, he hadn't seen him for several years, and this time he could drink a pot of wine and chat.