Gu Xiaoqing opened his eyes mechanically, blinked his eyes for a long time, and then figured out what was in front of him.

This is not the yard that was still the earthen wall of my house, and the chickens and ducks that I have raised for many years are not in the fence not far away.

Even the familiar corn and pepper skewers under the eaves of the wall are all the same as they were back then.

Yourself this is?

Looking at his appearance, he leaned on a bench against the wall, which should only have three legs, and he could sit firmly by relying on the support of the wall, otherwise he would only have the luck of falling.

In front of him was a yard full of corn cobs, the golden color made people a little dizzy, and he sat alone in the corner, holding an iron bar for cutting corn pellets in his hand.

This one is easy to poke your hand.

Gu Xiaoqing couldn't figure out how she could return to this time.

Obviously, he was so clear, he fainted on the ground covered in blood, and there were large patches of blood under him, and the life that was gradually draining, the only thing Gu Xiaoqing remembered was that at the moment in his heart on the dark seat of the coma, the vicious voice was still shouting wildly in his ears: "Your stinky, you are looking for death, don't give Lao Tzu money, Lao Tzu beat you to death, you are all my people, you earned money Lao Tzu at that time, you still dare to talk nonsense, what is it?" Lao Tzu just beat you to death, and no one dares to say anything. Beat your own mother-in-law, who dares to care. ”

Then there was an overwhelming severe pain and suffocation in his chest, which deeply submerged Gu Xiaoqing's consciousness.

When I opened my eyes at this time, I was in my yard, where I hadn't been back for more than ten years, and since I married Fu Guoqiang, I didn't have a day of leisure, either to raise chickens, ducks, pigs, or to go around to work to make money, because I have a husband who is addicted to gambling.

A husband who asks for money whenever he gets home, if he dares to complain, he will be beaten violently.

In addition, Gu Xiaoqing, like her parents in the previous life, was cowardly and weak, timid, and did not have the courage to make any resistance, and she always believed in her heart that her husband was her own god.

Therefore, Gu Xiaoqing never dared to hide a penny privately, nor did she dare to go back to see her parents, even if they were only two villages away.

Because Gu Xiaoqing absolutely did not have the ability to bear this kind of consequence, when Fu Guoqiang shouted that if he dared to steal money and send it back to his parents without permission, he would kill his whole family, Gu Xiaoqing was frightened.

There are two more who dare not do this.

Thinking about it now, Gu Xiaoqing only felt that he was really stupid.

My parents have been cowardly all my life, I have been bullied by my second uncle and aunt for a lifetime, and I have been squeezed by my grandmother for a lifetime, and I and my sister and even my younger brother have all caught up because of the cowardice of the family.

He died so miserably in his last life, and he didn't do it himself.

A person can't stand up on his own, can't cause it, how can you expect others to help you, the neighbor's eldest sister once persuaded herself to divorce, a woman who doesn't have a child, works around like a slave all day long to make money, just to feed an idle gambler, what are you trying to do.

But he didn't dare, he was always afraid of Fu Guoqiang's obscenity, and the final outcome was that he was directly beaten to death.

It's not well deserved.

You don't want to live anymore, how can others help you.

Therefore, Gu Xiaoqing looked at the corn in the yard, laughed mockingly, laughed louder and louder, became more and more out of control, and finally laughed into crying bitterly on his knees.

The rushing tears, the tears that vented the grievances in my heart drowned Gu Xiaoqing.

In this life, in this life, I must stand up, not only by myself, but also by supporting my family to stand up.

Their family has hands and feet, is hardworking and honest, and they are all honest people, and there is no reason why they have lived so poorly in their last life.

If it weren't for the fact that they themselves always felt that they were inferior to others, always thought that they should be better to others, and always compromised and retreated under their grandmother's repeated troubles, their lives would not have been like that.

What's wrong with you?

No.

So if you want to change a qiē, the first thing you have to change is to be self-reliant.

Gu Xiaoqing wiped away the tears on her face, yes, only in this way will they be different from the previous life.

You must take your parents and sisters and brothers to live this life well.

Let those who want to eat their flesh with their blood all stand aside.

This time, no one wants to bully us, no one wants to get a cheap advantage from us, and no one wants to make our life miserable.

Gu Xiaoqing poked the iron piece in his hand hard, leaving a deep pit on the corn cob, rubbing the corn cob in both hands, and quickly solved the two in his hand.

This yard full of corn is their family's harvest this year, and it was sunny these days, and if their parents and sister and themselves had it, they would have cleaned it up a long time ago.

But grandma insisted that her parents wanted to collect the corn field for the second uncle and second aunt's house, saying that the second uncle and second aunt were going to the city to send tuition fees to Gu Xiaocheng, and that Gu Xiaocheng's college living expenses were gone.

In fact, fools know that this is an excuse, when will it not be sent, but it will be sent in time for the autumn harvest, besides, a college student's tuition fee was taken away at the beginning of the school year, and Gu Xiaocheng's tuition fee was borrowed by herself with her second uncle and second aunt to make up for it.

At that time, it was said that it would be returned after spring sowing, but it was all harvested in autumn, and I didn't see the two of them open their mouths to return it.

Over the years, the second uncle and second aunt have borrowed a lot of money and food from Gu Xiaoqing's family in different ways, and they have not paid it back once.

That is, their own bun parents don't take it seriously, they always say that they are their own brothers, and they have to help each other when they are in trouble.

But I don't look at what kind of house my second uncle's family lives in, or what kind of house I live in.

The second uncle's family was the first to build a new house in the village, with five bright brick houses and a sturdy gate, which they did not have.

The family still lives in a mud room, and the thatch on the roof is windy and rainy from time to time, and it is heavy rain outside, and light rain inside.

Even on a sunny day when the rain stops, there is still a musty smell in the house, and even more so food, and there will always be some damp and mildew every year.

Even grandma and second uncle cover their noses every time they come to their house, and they look disgusted.

That is, my father and mother don't think about it much.

But this time it's different, and I'll never let them be bullied like this again.