How long has it been since Cheng Jiayi and Shu Hang met?

It seems that since the unhappy parting when he got drunk and tricked her home, the two of them have not seen each other again. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Before sharing the bed with Ye Qingyun, and even when he first moved into Ye Qingyun's room, Cheng Jiayi had dreamed of him many times.

Those nights when she didn't sleep so peacefully, she often entangled with him in dreams, those dreams were sad and joyful, and every time she woke up in a trance, there was a piece of wetness left on the pillow.

The content of dreams can not be captured after waking up, and there are also those that wake up, and the plot is as clear as watching a movie.

She knew that these dreams were the result of daily thoughts.

At the end of every tragedy, he deeply felt that he no longer loved her, so he would snub her, and finally do something to hurt her; And every comedy is nothing more than bitter first, then sweet, and finally reconciled.

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There is a dream that Cheng Jiayi still remembers clearly.

That dream was long, long. The beginning of the dream is nowhere to be found, like another life.

The situation of the two people in the dream, simply summed up, is a couple who are about to break up. Shu Hang is cold to her, distant, and together, but her heart doesn't know where; And Cheng Jiayi is frustrated with him, he wants to integrate but has long been unable to do anything, and he has to give up at the end of the road.

That kind of sad emotion is aggrieved, suffocating, and suffocating, even if she thinks about it after so much time, it still easily makes the corners of her eyes glow.

In the dream, Shu Hang was a bad guy who engaged in fraud, and he didn't remember the previous situation, but when he could remember, Cheng Jiayi was following him with an innocent face, confronting a group of people who were deceived by him.

Those people pointed at him, and said viciously that he set up a game, Cheng Jiayi didn't know it, but there was more or less a concept in his mind that there seemed to be something wrong with this game, when they pushed Shu Hang's shoulder and said: "I used to play well with you, but then I didn't appear anymore, and I was all deceived by you...... Do you think we can't see it? ”

Cheng Jiayi felt a little panicked.

In her worldview, it is not important whether Shu Hang is a good person or a bad person, but she will worry about the safety of the two people, so when she was intimidated, she took Shu Hang's hand and unconsciously began to sweat.

This is where the content of the dream breaks.

She didn't know how they got out of the situation, and as soon as the scene switched, they went to the living room of a strange apartment.

Those "friends who used to have a good time with Shu Hang" were happily eating hot pot around the coffee table, and the direction of the dream was sometimes so disobedient, only to see those tall boys, all sitting in chairs in uncomfortable postures, bending over to dip meat and drink beer in the obviously short hot pot.

When Cheng Jiayi saw them, he was obviously relieved.

Cheng Jiayi was full of questions about the situation that Shu Hang set up when he deceived those people, but Shu Hang obviously had no intention of answering for her. Pulling her, he sat down on the coffee table with him and ate it.

Maybe it's because of the mentality, that feeling, as if being treated as an insignificant accessory, but in fact, she doesn't believe the words of strangers who have been deceived by him.

Because those people, unlike these friends she was also familiar with, she didn't think that Shu Hang would be a person who cheated even friends.

At this moment, seeing them and eating hot pot with them, although she was still uneasy, she couldn't help but feel a little comforted, these comforts had nothing to do with whether Shu Hang was a good person or a bad person, but they were all fine, which confirmed her speculation, indicating that she still knew about Shu Hang, and this understanding made her feel comforted.

However, then, the topic they talked about on the coffee table only made her mood more and more depressed.

It turned out that the scam was organized by Shu Hang, and all of them set it up together, and she was the only one here who didn't know about it.

Obviously it should be Shu Hang's closest and most trusted person, but he was excluded from the topic alone, which made Cheng Jiayi so desperate that he couldn't say a word, and finally put down his chopsticks and walked out silently alone.

The scene switches to a gray concrete road, the road is narrow, and the surrounding area is empty.

Cheng Jiayi wiped her tears while bowing her head and walked forward.

My heart was filled with sorrow and pain, so full that it overflowed into tears. Disheartened, only one sentence kept repeating in his head: this time...... It's really over......

Shu Hang, who chased after her, grabbed her arm and called her: "Xiaoyi......"

Cheng Jiayi sniffed, turned around, and said with a sob: "Shu Hang...... Let's break up...... You...... I don't need me anymore......"

At this moment, a difficult brake sound at the bottom of the T-junction interrupted them, and they saw that on the black car, a man in a black suit opened the door and came down, walked over quickly, grabbed Shu Hang's collar, and said viciously: "So you are hiding here!" ”

As he spoke, he took out a pistol from behind his back and pressed it against Shu Hang's temple without saying anything.

Cheng Jiayi was frightened, she was blind in reality, and she couldn't remember the person she had only met once or twice, but in her dream, she recognized at a glance that this was one of the targets of Shu Hang's previous fraud, and she stiffened and didn't know what to do.

However, sometimes dreams are the same as movies, the protagonist often has a death-free aura, Shu Hang in the dream is very skilled, and opened the other party's clamp with lightning speed, only to take a step back, he got up and kicked off, kicked the gun in the opponent's hand, and then turned around in the air, took it in a chic posture, and killed the opponent in the middle of the road with one shot.

Unfortunately, this scene was hit by a person who got out of another black car that followed closely behind, and this person was also one of the targets of fraud.

At this time, Cheng Jiayi was in a hurry, she hurriedly snatched the gun in Shu Hang's hand, wiped the fingerprints on it, and grabbed it in her hand.

I don't know what the reason is, the logic of the whole person in the dream is chaotic, the IQ is declining, and many rules in reality are applied in a disorderly manner. At that time, she was full of only one thought, "I want to apologize for Shu Hang".

They jumped into a passing taxi and fled the scene, Cheng Jiayi was already flustered and incoherent, she grabbed the pistol and trembled uneasily and said: "Now there are only my fingerprints on the gun, and when the police asked, they said that I killed the person...... Anyway, no matter what the police ask, you can't admit it, anyway, they don't have evidence for a while...... No, no, the murder weapon is still with us, and it is not necessary to confess the guilt, everyone can prove that I came out first, and you came out to chase me, and when the time comes, the police investigate and ask, and I will say, when I came out, they were already dead, so it is definitely not you who killed them, I have no grievances with them, I only saw them for the first time today, and I will definitely not suspect me...... Yikes! No, will there be surveillance on that road, and what if all the surveillance is filmed? …… That...... Otherwise, let's escape, but now we need ID cards for train tickets and plane tickets, and ID cards for hotels, so we can be found with a casual check...... What to do? What to do? Sneaking? Right! They won't be able to catch us if we get out of the way......"

Cheng Jiayi still wants to continue, she has only seen the plot of smuggling on TV, and she has no clue how to operate it, I don't know if Shu Hang, who has always had a wide range of knowledge, will have any way.

Shu Hang grabbed her wrist and calmed her down suddenly, raised her gaze, and looked at him blankly.

Shu Hang looked calm, and there seemed to be a smile on the corner of his mouth.

When dreaming of this, Cheng Jiayi had already woken up initially because the emotions in the dream were too anxious, and subconsciously knew that he was dreaming, but the state was still frozen between half-dreaming and half-waking.

I only heard Shu Hang say softly in a charming voice: "Look, you are still so worried about me, so concerned about me, it means that you still love me, why break up?" ”

As he spoke, he lowered his head and kissed her, and sealed her worries and her desires in his mouth.

Cheng Jiayi woke up suddenly, her eyes widened, she didn't know if the last shot was really a dream, or a conjecture made up because she missed him too much......

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The scene of the reunion is definitely a touching plot in the scripts of movies, television novels, and even dreams, but if it is put in reality, Cheng Jiayi will never believe it or look forward to it.

Since it is said that it is a "broken mirror", then even if there is a magical glue to fit it, those cracks will always exist, and there is no way to disappear for no reason.

It was precisely for this reason that I chose to give up. It's not that she doesn't love him, and she wants to believe that he loves her, but love can't solve all the problems in life.

The "mistake" he made was like a thorn in her heart, deep in her heart, even if the person's own recovery ability can swallow that thorn as a part of himself, but after all, it is not his own, it will always be stuck in the flesh, and a small fluctuation will pull the surrounding cells to sense its existence.

This is like an untimely bomb, she is afraid, afraid that if she continues to get along with Shu Hang, this bomb will explode at any time, and the loss of both sides will be more irreparable than the pain when she chooses to break up.

Such an idea is also due to the fact that over the years, her feelings for him, the self-control that she did not dare to do anything that made him unhappy because she was afraid of losing, had in the end developed into the best image in his mind, more important and indestructible than the fact of being with him itself.

She had no way of accepting that she had become hysterical in front of him because she had been betrayed, and perhaps her escape and her decision to break up were subconsciously preventing that possibility.

This love, ten years, is very long, but it is highly likely, from the beginning, it is pathological.

It's just that the authorities are fascinated, and when they are in it, they don't notice it.

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Cheng Jiayi didn't know why he was in such an environment, but he suddenly remembered that dream, and his heart was filled with bitterness and melancholy.

After waiting for a while, the first round of people who were visited, finally led by the prison guards, came out of line through the door on the right.

They were wearing uniform gray overalls, Cheng Jiayi didn't find Shu Hang's figure at a glance, and she didn't recognize him until he stood in front of the telephone opposite her, tears welled up in her eyes at once, and her vision was blurred.

In a haze, I felt him nod gratefully at Ye Longting, who was standing behind her, and then pointed to the telephone and motioned for her to pick it up. Busy wiping tears from his eyes, he grabbed the earpiece and put it next to his ear.

Shu Hang was familiar with the soft voice, and the sound of Zizi with the current came into her ears, only to hear him smile lightly and ask, "What are you crying about?" ”

Although Cheng Jiayi had wiped away some tears, looking at Shu Hang's vicissitudes of life, the tears still couldn't stop smashing down.

I haven't seen him for half a year, but Shu Hang seems to be a lot older, although the forced shaved head did not give him a big discount on his appearance, but the entire exposed facial skin is dull and haggard and rough, and the green scum that has not been shaved for three or four days also makes him look a lot sloppy.

Cheng Jiayi was so distressed that he couldn't speak, but he still showed a relaxed and comforting smile, and his slightly puffy cheek lines softly expressed his doting.

Cheng Jiayi desperately held back her tears, and barely squeezed out a smile: "Shu Hang......"

Shu Hang: "I'm fine, really, don't cry, I'll feel distressed when I see you crying." ”

Cheng Jiayi covered her mouth and nodded violently in response.

At this time, the person standing on the 12th didn't know what to say to Shu Hang, Cheng Jiayi looked at him in wonder, Shu Hang smiled and explained her confusion: "He praised you for being beautiful......

Cheng Jiayi's face flushed, nodded at No. 12, retracted his gaze, and didn't know what to say for a while.

In the past, Shu Hang said that she listened to it for a lot of time, so now Shu Hang is also looking for a topic.

He told her about his life in it, and to her, it sounded like it was not at all oppressive for human beings, but he said it lightly. He told her that the time for them to get up, work, eat and sleep was arranged, and even the time to go to the toilet was regulated, completely against the world and ignoring people's three urgency; He introduced to her that the other 14 people who came out in this round, some of them picked quarrels and provoked trouble, some of them gambled, some of them stole and drove in, and some of them were drunk and driven in like him. There is a very big difference in their outlook on life, because they are already waiting for death anyway, and there is really nothing to be afraid of, so for ordinary prisoners, the strict prison guards who are still very deterrent are not worth mentioning at all......

Cheng Jiayi asked worriedly: "That...... Have you ever been bullied in there? ”

Shu Hang smiled: "You...... TVB has watched too much...... Here, there's no bullying like on TV, and you don't want to think about who I am, I can mix everywhere, only mingle. ”

When Cheng Jiayi heard this, he finally smiled easily: "Yes!" Be! You're the best at making friends! ”

As he spoke, he subconsciously glanced back at Ye Longting, only to see that he had retreated far away, leaning against the wall of the window, lowering his head and not knowing what he was thinking.

A naughty thought slipped through Cheng Jiayi's mind: This person usually stands so straight, he must be very tired, no wonder he loves to lean against the wall so much.

Thinking about it, I couldn't help but burst out laughing.

Shu Hang: "What are you laughing at?" ”

Cheng Jiayi suppressed his smile and turned around and replied, "It's nothing, hey, how did this Ye Longting get in?" ”

Shu Hang pondered for two seconds and replied briefly: "Gather a crowd to fight." ”

Cheng Jiayi's eyes rolled slightly: "If a boss like him commits something, shouldn't there be a junior brother who volunteers to come out and take the blame?" How did he get in on his own? ”

Shu Hang smiled: "You have brought out the routines that seem to be in the TV series again......"

Cheng Jiayi was embarrassed: "That person hasn't encountered such a thing......

Shu Hang: "It seems to be a dead person, and I don't know how to settle it, so I was only sentenced to three months." ”

Cheng Jiayi nodded silently "oh", and his curiosity about Ye Longting seemed to have almost ended here.

But Shu Hang suddenly told him uneasily: "Don't have more contact with him." ”

For so many years, Cheng Jiayi has habitually listened to Shu Hang's words, so he nodded obediently and agreed: "Oh." ”

But I tilted my head and thought: No, didn't you ask him to take care of me? Why do you want me to have less contact?

Thinking about it, he asked the doubts in his heart.

Shu Hang was obviously reluctant to explain, and only repeated: "Obedient, anyway, it's right that you don't have more contact with him." ”

Cheng Jiayi shrugged his shoulders indifferently and nodded again nonchalantly.

Shu Hang was worried that she didn't listen, so he told him again and again.

Cheng Jiayi was impatient, frowned and muttered: "I know, I have nothing to do and I won't have any contact with someone of his status." ”

Shu Hang smiled at her soothingly, sure that she would definitely listen to herself, and knew that she was taking care of her a little too much, so he finally changed the topic.

The two chatted for a while about the news of the past half a month, and the recent situation of their friends who knew each other, and inevitably talked about their feelings in the end.

Shu Hang looked left and right mysteriously, making sure that the prison guards were not paying attention to his position, and carefully took out a small gray whirring thing from the mezzanine of his coat and put it in front of the glass.

Cheng Jiayi took a closer look, it turned out to be a paper crane folded with newspaper, but Shu Hang probably didn't remember the steps correctly, this paper crane was folded crookedly, clumsy and cute, she couldn't help laughing, and asked, "This is what you folded?" ”

Shu Hang was afraid of being discovered by the prison guards, so he stuffed the paper crane back into the mezzanine of his clothes, nodded, and called her in an unusually affectionate tone: "Xiaoyi......"

Cheng Jiayi's heart tightened by his call, and he continued: "Remember, when I was in high school, from the day we started dating, you folded a heart on colored paper and gave it to me every day? ”

Cheng Jiayi: "Remember ......"

Shu Hang: "I remember, you kept folding for three whole years, until my drawers were all stuffed with love, and I couldn't find a place to hide anymore, so I stopped ......"

Cheng Jiayi nodded silently, she didn't know how to respond for a while, she remembered the happy past between them, but she didn't dare to remember it. At this moment, he mentioned that the heart-to-heart connection that had been fused by years of feelings had already made her feel what he was about to say, which she shouldn't have heard now, but she couldn't bear to interrupt him, so he continued: "At that time, I didn't know how to cherish you...... After coming in, I thought about it a lot...... Many, many, every day, I miss you so much, I receive the clothes you send in, and I cry all at once when I see the name you signed on the slip...... You don't know ......"

Shu Hang was a little choked up as he spoke, paused for a moment, and then said: "If you want to say that you are doing well inside, it is all a lie, it is all comforting to you, I rely on thinking about you every day to support you...... I know it's too late to do anything now...... There is no point in folding these paper cranes, and there is nothing to be saved...... But I don't know why, I just want to fold ...... Inside, paper and pen are not allowed to be used, I stole newspapers to fold, and I want to show you all my folded ones when I go out...... But I'm afraid that if I go out, I will be searched and confiscated, so I secretly took one to show you today......"

Cheng Jiayi listened, and couldn't help but burst into tears, her heart was mixed, and the distress and emotion emerged with the memories, which only made her feel that her breathing was not smooth.

Shu Hang is definitely the person who knows her in the world. His understanding of her is different from Ye Qingyun's understanding of her. She doesn't know how to summarize Ye Qingyun's understanding of her now, but Shu Hang's kind is the kind that can hit every point that moves her, just like these paper cranes, if you give it to a Taurus girl who puts pragmatism and money first, it is a pile of useless waste, and you may be accused by her of spending time and energy on worthless things, but for Cheng Jiayi, these are priceless treasures that have been given all their hearts.

Cheng Jiayi is a romantic, so it's easier to be moved by the amount of thought you put into her. Moreover, her concept of love puts mutual understanding in the first place, in her mind, perfect love is the kind of two people who have their hearts so close that they are completely integrated into one person, or it can be said that half and the other half are finally combined into a complete whole.

Once, Shu Hang was such an existence for her. They understand each other, they can read the meaning conveyed between their eyebrows and eyes with a smile, and they know each other's next move with just one look.

To this extent, there will be more or less lack of surprises.

I remember one time, Shu Hang disappeared inexplicably for an afternoon, and everyone didn't know where he went, Cheng Jiayi thought about it and felt that he was most likely to buy flowers, but in the evening, he really saw him coming back with a large bouquet of roses.

Another time, Shu Hang mysteriously threw her on the side of the road on the way home, saying that he had something important to do, calculated the time, and asked her to call him when she walked to the park in front of her for a while. As she walked, she pondered his purpose, guessing from all sorts of clues that he might surprise her in the park, and sure enough, as soon as she entered the park, she saw that he had spelled out the shorthand of their names with candles by the small lake, and was carefully lighting the fire with a lighter. Even he would use the prop of "candle", she guessed it on the way over, and she was overjoyed at the moment and hugged him.

Although he predicted the answer in advance, it would really make those romances less "surprised", but only he could guess all his intentions, and that "joy" was something that could move Cheng Jiayi more than "surprise", and no one could replace it.

Cheng Jiayi was still hesitating, how to respond to Shu Hang, when the 15-minute visit time was up, there was suddenly silence in the earpiece held in his ear, and there was no even the sound of Zizi's electricity.

Cheng Jiayi could only see what Shu Hang was talking to her through the glass, but she couldn't hear a word, she carefully identified his mouth shape, it should be something like reassuring her, she could only nod desperately with tears in her eyes, and finally watched him reluctantly retreat back into the small door when he came in under the urging of the prison guards. (To be continued.) )