Chapter 246: Fear that Goes Deep in the Bone Marrow

cpa300_4(); Lin Xin'er's face was full of black lines, she didn't expect that in this situation, she would think of this. see

She doesn't know!

After being reborn, she changed from being full of hatred at the beginning to full of love now, she has struggled and been moved, but one thing is for sure, she is indeed not ready to give herself to him.

The memories of the past life are still in my mind, and those heartaches, sadness, helplessness, and despair are still so clear. Although she knew that it was just a misunderstanding, she did really feel the death and despair, these were not a consolation, a truth could allow her to accept Kevin Bai unconditionally.

She can only let herself change little by little, slowly accept that Bai Kaiwen is her husband, and slowly accept that she lives under the same roof as him.

It took Bai Kaiwen a long time to suppress the impulse in his body and leave Lin Xin'er, he really underestimated Lin Xin'er's allure to him.

If he could really resist Lin Xin'er's temptation, he would not want to marry her when he was extremely disappointed in her, and he would want to be with her for the rest of his life. It doesn't matter if he looks good for the rest of his life, as long as he wakes up every morning and can see Lin Xin'er sleeping peacefully in his arms.

After more than ten years of waiting, because of an accident, he finally made her his wife, and finally fulfilled his wish. The first morning that Lin Xin'er was able to wake up in his arms, he was really satisfied, and the happiness of life was nothing more than that.

But. He found that Lin Xin'er had a deep fear of him, and every time he wanted to touch her. She would stiffen and seem to resist his approach.

This discovery really frustrated him. The only girl he really treats, the girl who catches his eye, actually refuses his closeness so much.

At first, he thought that Lin Xin'er didn't love her, and it was understandable to resist his approach. But later, he knew that she had him in her heart. He tried to get closer again, but he still saw fear in her eyes, the kind of fear that went deep into the marrow. It's not like a momentary reaction, but after the precipitation of time.

He thought it was his delusion, but a few times later he found out that it was true. Lin Xin'er was really afraid of him. And I'm very afraid of him!

He was eager to get to the bottom of it. But Lin Xin'er never confessed his heart to himself, and he didn't cut into it at all.

"Nothing Kevin." Lin Xin'er squirmed and pinched, lying on the sofa and couldn't get up.

"Uh......" Kevin Bai said with a little embarrassment, but he didn't know what to say.

"Eat...... Let's eat......" Lin Xin'er quickly retracted her thoughts and reminded her.

"Hmm." Only then did Bai Kaiwen dare to look at Lin Xin'er, and found that her eyes had returned to normal, and the previous fear was long gone, replaced by relaxation.

"You" Lin Xin'er thought of her messy clothes. Her face was so red that she could drip blood, and it took a lot of effort for her to speak. "Can you wait for me outside, I'll sort it out.

Bai Kaiwen was slightly stunned, and then he realized that Lin Xin'er was driving him away, and she wanted to get dressed.

"Okay, I'll wait for you outside, you don't have to worry." Bai Kaiwen felt his eyes astringent, and left the living room as if he was running away.

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The next day, when Lin Xin'er walked into the office, she saw Zhou Yashi sitting calmly in her position at a glance, and she only felt a wave of anger rising from the bottom of her heart, and she couldn't control the trembling all over her body.

For someone to bother to frame her so much, she should really "thank her" well.

Lin Xin'er clenched her fists, and almost threw the evidence in front of Zhou Yashi, forced her to ask why she did this, and then drove her out of Hongkai.

But when she thought of the penalty ticket that Bai Kaiwen had already issued, she could only desperately suppress this anger.

Lin Xin'er, who calmed down, no longer played tricks, and wondered if Bai Kaiwen's arrangement had his own considerations, or was it for her good. No matter what Kevin Bai caused, she could only choose to remain silent.

No matter how deep her anger is, not only can she not question Zhou Yashi, but she also can't touch her at all.

If Bai Kaiwen's punishment sheet is just to distract the mastermind, then Zhou Yashi is just a chess piece, and if she moves, it will inevitably startle the snake, and maybe it will bring more danger to Bai Kaiwen.

It's better to wait for the dust to settle before taking revenge, Lin Xin'er forced herself to think so.

Because, these concessions of hers are based on believing that Kevin Bai has his own considerations, if ...... Kevin Bai has no reason, her concession is really worthless. She didn't know how long it took her to convince herself, purely for the sake of believing

Although Bai Kaiwen didn't know what Lin Xin'er meant by the uncertainties these days, he also began to examine himself.

Therefore, no matter how busy he is, he will try his best to rush home to have dinner with Lin Xin'er, and if there is really a meal that can't be postponed, he will ask Lin Xin'er for leave in advance, and he will not go until she agrees. But even though he took a leave of absence, he would go home before eight o'clock, completely cutting off his nightlife.

Bai Kaiwen went home obediently every day, Lin Xin'er thought that something would happen to the two of them after the long night, but for a few days, what she was expecting and afraid did not happen after all. Kevin Bai did go into the bedroom with her, and lay on the bed together, but he was limited to sleeping with her or simply kissing.

Of course, she didn't know how Bai Kaiwen restrained herself, it was already difficult to sit still, or in the face of a woman she had loved for more than ten years.

In the end, Bai Kaiwen doubted whether there was something wrong with him, he was able to endure it for so many days. Obviously, Lin Xin'er is already his wife, and it is natural for him to exercise his rights, but he just can't bear to see her endure his touch with fear.

Of course, he has always persuaded himself that since he has decided to be with her in this life, the years to come are still very long, so don't care about the patience in the past few days. As long as she continues to treat her sincerely, she will definitely accept him sincerely!

However, Lin Xin'er, who doesn't know the situation, is not calm again, although she is really afraid of Bai Kaiwen's touch, it does not mean that she can objectively understand the meaning behind Bai Kaiwen's abnormal practice. The previous question came up again, could it be that Kevin Bai really had something wrong with him? But how could she ask him to go to the hospital for a check-up? (To be continued.) )

ps: I'm too busy today, and I don't have time to code words until now, I'm sorry!