Chapter 084: Long-lost thoughts
After a long time, she took a deep breath, calmed her mind, and walked back the way she came, towards the old school building.
The gentle evening breeze blew, messing up the broken hair on the side of her face, and the hair caress her eyebrows wantonly, hiding the sadness in her eyes flickering and darkening. Walking silently, thinking quietly, the dusty memories resurfaced in my mind again, full of laughter and laughter from my youth.
Moments later, she walked down the hallway of the school building and stopped at the garden of the moon season in her memory. In a trance, she hallucinated in front of her eyes, and she saw the garden swaying in an arc in the street lamp, and she stepped on the cobblestone path with her textbook in her hand.
The wind blew and the petals fell all over the ground.
He stood at the entrance of the garden, a light smile on his lips, and stared quietly at her surrounded by flowers. She looked back, grinned, and smiled at him.
That smile froze time and tampered with the past.
The throbbing buried deep in the blood, stirring in the memory, moistened the eyes.
Suddenly, a thought came to mind: Did I love him that year? Finally...... Do you have......
I can't remember clearly, the vague past has long been buried in the dust of time, and I can't see it clearly.
The night was thick again, the black clouds were blown away by the wind, and I sat on the bench and looked up, and the stars melted into my eyes. I suddenly remembered that when I passed by here after evening self-study, she and Gao Ming often sat here for a while, smelling the flowers and looking at the stars.
Now, the moonlight is still there, but the past is like a cloud, and it has long dissipated without a trace.
A low sigh came out of Wang Jin's lips, she touched the corners of her eyes bitterly, unwilling to let herself indulge in the past anymore, and wanted to get up and leave.
However, she only got up, and the faint sound of footsteps suddenly spread in the night, and they approached her one after another. Her heart was stagnant, she looked up at him who was rubbing her hands in her trouser pockets and gradually walked in, and dry tears poured into her eyes irrepressibly.
And he, when he approached, also found her standing on the side of the bench, and he was also stunned in place, a pair of handsome eyes froze on her face.
"......" looked at him, Wang Jin's lips moved and moved, and finally closed his eyes, and his words were drowned in the night.
Taking a deep breath, she opened her eyes slightly, pretending to be calm and walking towards him step by step.
Closer, closer......
Finally, the two were only one step closer. However, she never stopped, rubbing her shoulders against him, passing by him.
The faint touch of "......" fell on my heart and splashed a thousand waves. Gao Ming closed his eyes and smiled bitterly, he turned around sharply at the moment when she staggered, grabbed her wrist with his palm, and then pulled it hard into his arms.
Wang Jin, who was defenseless, only felt that the world was spinning for a while, and his face smashed into his heart. The force was too strong, and the tip of her nose hurt and numb.
And he, who didn't care about it, tightened his arms, hugged her tightly, refused to give her a minute or a second of struggle, and lowered his face and buried it deep in her neck socket.
It was too close, and her body was completely against his chest, feeling his irregular heartbeat.
The long-lost breath, the familiar embrace, and the feeling of longing were almost poured into her heart. The blood in the whole body boiled in this embrace, mixed with pain that could not be dissolved. Leaning against his heart and listening to the sound of his heartbeat, tears spilled down his closed eyes, wetting his long eyelashes. The slight wetness, hazy under the illumination of the light, is beautiful and lovely.
The silent hug lingered in the hearts of the two until their thoughts were flattened by time. After a long time, Wang Jin choked lowly, opened his mouth to break the silence that was sticky to the blood, and said, "Gao Ming, you ......"
"Don't talk." After only three words, he interrupted her. He breathed a sigh of relief, and then his arm loosened slightly, and then he circled her in his arms, and tightened her. It felt like she was afraid that if she hugged too loosely, she would run away. He said, "Don't speak, listen to me." β
Wang Jin, "......"
In my heart, I have mixed tastes, and I don't know whether to choose to listen or not to listen.
"I admit that He Shirui used to be my fiancΓ©e, but that was only once. As early as a year ago, I announced my divorce from He Shirui, and the photos He Shirui showed you were taken more than a year ago, so those wedding photos can't represent anything. Afraid of being interrupted by her, Gao Ming picked up the key points and explained to her the stack of wedding photos in one breath.
More than a year ago......
Listening to Gao Ming's words, Wang Jin only felt that his mind was blank, as if he was dreaming. She slowly raised her head, still with a little tear in her eyes, and there was some confirmation.
Seeing that her feelings were stable, Gao Ming knew that she had listened to her explanation, and smiled with relief. He slowly raised his hand, held her face, gently brushed his fingertips over the corners of her eyes to wipe away the tears in her eyes, pursed his lips and smiled softly, "Silly Xiaojin, how can I be willing to let you be caught in the middle to be a third party?" β
"You ......" heart, touched by his words, endless sourness surged in her heart, she half opened her pink lips, and couldn't say a word for a long time.
He and He Shirui broke up a long time ago?
It's true?
Why does she always feel unreal when she hears his words?
Staring at the love in her eyes, Gao Ming suddenly raised his hand, and his fingers flicked heavily on her head.
The sound of 'bang', accompanied by the pain in her forehead, hit Wang Jin's heart, pulling her thoughts back from half-dreaming and half-awake, feeling his real temperature.
He looked at her face, pursed his lips and snickered, "Does it hurt?" β
"......" Wang Jin touched his aching head speechlessly and did not speak. Her eyes blinked and blinked, and she reached out to Gao Ming, holding it gently. After the cold war, he enjoyed her initiative very much, and watched her holding his hand with affection, slowly approaching his lips, imagining that his hand was kissed by her lips......
"Ahh However, a sharp pain accompanied by a cry interrupted his conjecture. In pain, he retracted his hand violently, and looked at the deep tooth marks of the tiger's mouth with resentment.
She bites him!
Unexpectedly, this girl belongs to a dog?
"Is the bite heavy? But I don't hurt. Wang Jin looked at the painful grinning Gao Ming, rolled his eyes lazily, and quietly pinned his head to the side.
"......" Hearing her words, Gao Ming suddenly fell silent. He raised his eyes and looked at Wang Jin deeply, the long and endless tenderness, deep in his eyes. He silently stretched out his hand and pulled Wang Jin into his arms again.
This time, he didn't push harder.
The caring hug wrapped her in the crook of her arm and warmed, hurt, and loved. His hand, soft on her long silky hair, silently spoke of love.
He loved her.
I've been in love for more than ten years......
"Woo ......" All the grievances, sadness, pain, grievances, uneasiness, and longing these days have been smoothed out in this tenderness that has penetrated into the bone marrow, Wang Jin buried his face in his shoulder, crying silently.
"Okay, okay, stop crying." The cry fell on Gao Ming's heart, and his heart was numb in pain. He used his spoiled voice to the extreme, and kept coaxing her who was crying like a child lost in the forest, and teased, "How adult, still crying like this, are you ashamed?" β
"No shame!" She didn't want to think about it, and blurted out back, "I didn't like to cry before, I never cried to others, it's all your fault!" I've cried hundreds of times more than ever since you showed up! I blame you, I blame you! β
This is the truth, even if the marriage failed at that time, she did not want to cry in front of people.
"Okay, it's all my fault." He took all her accusations and looked at the bench where she had been sitting earlier.
In the light and moonlight, the blue envelope is so eye-catching.
Sensing his unusual silence, Wang Jin slowly moved away from his shoulder and looked up at his face. He lowered his head, smiled lightly at hers, took her hand with his broad palm, and whispered, "Come, follow me." β
Wang Jin nodded, and he was pulled down on the bench and sat down by holding her hand.
He picked up the love letter placed on the bench, looked at it for a long time, and asked curiously, "...... this?" β
He didn't wait for Wang Jin to speak, he opened the letter by himself, his eyes touched the beginning of the love letter, his pupils contracted for a while, he turned his head to look at Wang Jin in disbelief, and asked, "This letter...... All these years, you still keep? β
Wang Jin shook his head, his smile couldn't hide his melancholy, "I didn't see this letter at all." β
"What ......?"
"This letter was found and given to me when she went to see Teacher Zhang just now." Wang Jin looked at Gao Ming and said apologetically, "Ah Ming, I'm sorry, I didn't know you would be waiting for me there." β
Gao Ming asked rhetorically, "Then if you had received this letter at that time, would you consider filling in that university?" β
"I don't know." Wang Jin took the love letter from Gao Ming's hand, looked at both sides with a halo of yellow, and sighed, "Maybe, I will really go." β
Although those past events have long been blurred in her mind, she still remembers that when she received the college admission letter, when she ran to look for him at the address he left behind, she found that the building was already empty.
After a moment of silence, she lowered her eyes and smiled, and said bitterly: "I'm really sorry......"
"Actually, I'm sorry, if you really fill in the application there and get admitted, you won't be able to find me when you get to school. Xiao Jin, I'm sorry, I missed the appointment. Gao Ming's hand came from his side, tightly folding her hand in the palm of his hand, and he said abruptly, "I really wanted to study at this university with you back then, but there was a serious change in my family, so I had to interrupt the original plan and choose another college." β
"And where did you go then?" Wang Jin wondered.
Gao Ming shook his head, his brows curled with a trace of sadness that could not be erased. "It doesn't matter where I go after that," he said. The important thing is that I have one less extremely important person in my life. β
As he spoke, he lowered his head, looked at her deeply, and silently told her who this person was.
Looking at each other, Wang Jin felt a fire burning from his eyes to her heart.
He got up and half-squatted down in front of her, looked up at her, and said in a shallow voice, "After graduating from college, I came to the school to look for you. β