620 Refused
The damp hair has not dried, my words have not been spoken, the confusion in my heart continues, my movements have not stopped, looking at Li Qingshu, who has been staring at me closely, silent as a coward.
"Liang Jiafeng, why can't you accept me? What is the reason for this? Can you sue me? β
Li Qingshu asked me excitedly, her repeated questions beyond ordinary inquiries, made me a little busy, I didn't get bored, I didn't like it very much, I just wanted to escape from afar, it was late at night, but people didn't have the slightest tiredness, I didn't answer immediately, but took out the cigarette case from the wet pocket by default, lit the intact cigarette, took a hard puff, and then said quite seriously and seriously: "You always wonder why I don't accept you, Without thinking about it, I just broke up with Xiaoyan, how can I start another relationship immediately? So who have I become? β
"I ......"
When Li Qingshu heard my words, her face changed, and she was about to speak after a pause, but my own words interrupted her.
"In other words, if I didn't have you in my heart, would I let you go in and out of my house all day? The reason why I deliberately kept my distance from you is because I am not ready, ready to enter a new relationship immediately, or maybe I haven't forgotten about her, do you understand? β
"We can't love each other, in fact, it's mainly because I'm afraid, I'm scared deep in my heart, how many days, you've been by my side, how can I not see it? How could my heart be made of iron? But the reality is to let me fight iron after all, I hope you don't force me, it's not that I don't make a choice, but I can't choose. β
I spoke in a low voice, so low that I could barely hear it, and my eyes were looking at the floor that reflected the light, deliberately avoiding it.
My words fell, I didn't look at her, completely silent, I don't know what kind of thoughts she would have, or what kind of expression, the room with the lights on became dead and silent for a moment, a few seconds seemed like how many years had passed, and finally I heard Li Qingshu's words, her words were expected, and they were unexpected.
"I understand, but I will continue to force you down, until one day you are willing to enter into the relationship between us, I believe in my own charm, I believe that I will definitely make you forget her, no matter what, I am also Li Qingshu."
Li Qingshu's tone was trembling, but he said a little calmly, but I didn't look up, I was avoiding her eyes, maybe her eyes were sharp now, no, they must be sharp.
"I'm going to sleep, you go take care of that so-called star, take good care of it, don't slack off."
After a pause, Li Qingshu said to me again, but this time the tone had a slight resentment, and at the same time she also stood up and walked quickly towards the door, she was going back to her home, I came back, her task of taking care of Tom was completed, but I didn't look up immediately, until the door opened, I looked up very quickly and turned around, but all I saw was a gust of wind without wind, the door happened to close, I didn't see Li Qingshu's back, maybe I had hurt her, Maybe what I just said was the so-called rejection, right? Isn't it for a while that I'm confused?
I sat on the sofa for a while, stood up again, stood for a few minutes, and then went back to my bedroom, I walked into the bedroom and found that Xu Jieyi was still asleep, she was tired, really tired.
It's just that the quilt was opened by her, I stepped forward and gently covered the quilt for her, and then prepared to turn around and go to Tom's room, but the moment I turned around, Xu Jieyi actually moved.
"Thank you...... Thank you so much. β
I don't know if she is talking in a dream, when I turned to look at her, I found that she was not talking in a dream, but opened her big eyes and was looking at me, the light in the living room was shining, I could just see her eyes, I looked at her, the rain was beating on the glass, and I suddenly thought of something I missed, Xu Jieyi's clothes were wet, how could I let her sleep like this?
"It's okay, anyone who encounters something like this will help you, you have a hard time sleeping, right? I'll go find you some clothes, you can change them, and take a shower by the way, otherwise you will catch a cold. β
I took a step back and said to Xu Jieyi, who had already sat up from the bed.
"Okay."
Xu Jieyi agreed softly.
"Alright, I'll go find clothes."
I just turned around and went out to find clothes for her, I should have Xiaoyan's clothes at home, but I walked out the door and thought that the wardrobe was in the bedroom, and I came out to dry my hair?
I shook my head helplessly, turned around and re-walked into the room, I walked into the room, I found that Xu Jieyi had gotten up from the bed and was putting on her shoes, she looked at me when she heard the movement, and a look of doubt appeared on her slightly tired and pale face.
"That, the clothes are in the closet, I'll find them for you, it's my former girlfriend's clothes."
As I spoke, I hurried to the closet, opened the closet and eagerly found the clothes, I felt a little flustered, maybe it was because a big star was actually in my home, right? This is something I don't dare to think about at any time, I'm a little nervous, after all, Xu Jieyi is also a female star I like very much, she is called a jade girl when she is like that when she is out of the mud and not stained, but such a thing happened to her, I really can't believe it, and it is still the same, especially the person who did that to her is my good brother for many years, this is the most difficult thing for me to accept.
"Did you break up with that Xiaoyan? Wasn't it okay a while ago? Why did the grassland that I went with you break up? β
Xu Jieyi asked me questions, but with her current situation, she still has the mood to care about me, does she still have extra energy?
"It's hard to say, maybe she doesn't love me, anyway, they broke up."
I found a white dress left by Xiaoyan, took the long skirt in my hand and stroked it gently, and said in a low voice, my feelings instantly became low, I thought of the beautiful picture of Xiaoyan wearing this skirt, the warm smile, the perfect place, all the scenes wandered in my mind.
"Okay, so are you single now?"
Xu Jieyi continued to ask.
"yes, that...... I've found my clothes, so go take a shower and take a hot shower. β
I took my skirt and turned to Xu Jieyi, who was standing in front of the bed, and said calmly, of course, this calmness is also pretended.
"Okay."
Xu Jieyi stretched out her hand to take the skirt, said yes and hurried to the door, but when she opened the door, she suddenly turned around and looked back at me and said, "You are a good man, you will find a woman who really loves you, come on." β
Then Xu Jieyi smiled very sincerely, quickly opened the door and walked out of the bedroom, I was a little confused, did she smile? I don't seem to see the bitterness in her smile? Isn't it much better?
This thought only lasted for a moment, and then I was overwhelmed by the pictures in my head, I sat on the bed a little paralyzed, the bedroom light was a little dim, the raindrops outside the window could only be seen clearly, the sound of banging on the glass continued, my current love xΓΉ can't be said to be low, about Xiaoyan, also about Li Qingshu, and of course Xu Jieyi, who had a sad thing, I feel that I have something to do every day, and my mood can't be good for that day, such a depressed love seems to have no end, and I am a little confused now, I hope that the ferocious summer rain can give me the best answer, but it is just a simple-minded guy, and it can't give me a good idea at all, just a vigorous beating to vent.
Even if a peerless female star is in my home, it is still at such a time, but I don't even have a trace of dirt in my heart, just in a heavy heart, thinking too many things, about half an hour later, I just heard the movement outside, it seems that she has finished taking a shower, and I need to leave this bedroom.
I got up from the bed and walked quickly to the door, just when I opened the door, the door was opened, I hurriedly retreated, but when I retreated, I happened to see Xu Jieyi standing at the door, and I couldn't help but be sluggish.
Now Xu Jieyi is really beautiful, her long hair spills down her shoulders, even if it is very messy, but she is still so decent, and then her skin is whiter after taking a bath, white as fresh snow that has just fallen, the most important thing is that I saw her without makeup, no wonder she can be affectionately called a jade girl by fans, she is simply a fairy in a white dress, but I am sluggish not because I am amazed by her beauty, but I regarded the person standing at the door as Xiaoyan at that moment, I seemed to see Xiaoyan standing at the door in a white dress, She looked at me in some surprise, but soon a warm smile appeared, and for a moment I really, really thought she had come out, and my heart was churning like a sea of horror.
"I'm done."
It's just that when the person standing at the door spoke, my dream woke up, and Xiaoyan in front of me disappeared instantly, replaced by a beautiful and moving female star, but seeing her, I was also a little nervous, and hurriedly said good night and went to bed early to spare her and walked out of the bedroom, no matter what, I am also a man with strong blood, and it is not good to be alone at this time.
I hurried to Tom's bedroom, gently opened the door and walked into the dark room, slept in front of the bed in a state of confusion, hugged Tom who was sleeping peacefully and prepared to sleep, but I knew that I was going to have trouble sleeping tonight, maybe Li Qingshu and Xu Jieyi would be like this, right?
People always have too many thoughts, thinking about this and there, how I wish I was a machine, and I didn't have to think about anything except to execute instructions.
Xiaoyan: What are you doing now? Are you happy? You must be happy, because I will be happy too, and I will live a happier life, let's wait and see.