Yu Xiaofei actually avoided Yu Fei very deliberately, from the time he went home to now he went to school, although it was only two or three days, Yu Xiaofei has not met Yu Fei, there is no special reason, but in Yu Xiaofei's heart, his brother Yu Fei hates him, so mutually, Yu Xiaofei doesn't like him very much, plus some things in the previous life, Yu Xiaofei doesn't want to meet Yu Fei even more, after all, no one wants to get along with a person who is always so unfriendly to him.

Now, Yu Xiaofei is sitting in the car going home, driving an old driver in his forties, surnamed Zhao, Yu Xiaofei remembers him, he was Mr. Yu's full-time driver in his previous life, but he didn't expect to be sent to pick up Yu Xiaofei and them from school.

Yu Fei sat next to Yu Xiaofei, the position behind the driver, wearing a blue and white school uniform, refreshing and concise, except for when Yu Xiaofei got into the car, he turned his head and looked, he didn't turn his head around, just kept staring out of the car window, without saying a word, Yu Xiaofei held his small schoolbag and lowered his head and didn't speak, for a while, the car was very quiet, and this silence lasted until they went home.

Yu's house is a two-storey villa, not conspicuous in the 'Golden Years' community, Mr. and Mrs. Yu go out early and return late, no different from ordinary office workers, the small yard is planted with some common flowers and plants, and it is very neat and tidy. Yu Xiaofei likes to fiddle with those flowers and plants, but unfortunately, he has a slight tendency to pollen allergies, and every time there is a change of season, or a place with dense flowers, small red bumps will quickly appear on his skin, and his home is no exception, so Yu Xiaofei can only stay away.

Yu Xiaofei got out of the car and quickly picked up his schoolbag and rushed into the house, it is April when spring and summer alternate, the moon flowers in the yard are budding, and the air exudes a faint fragrance of flowers, Yu Xiaofei can't wait to wrap all the exposed skin in a cloth, after Yu Fei got out of the car, he looked at Yu Xiaofei with strange eyes, and then followed into the house.

The distribution of Yu's room is very clear, there is a utility room on the first floor, Mr. Yu's study, and the room of the nanny Aunt Su...... and Yu Xiaofei's room. The four rooms on the second floor are one for Ms. Li and his wife, one for Yu Fei, and even the two-year-old Yu Jiayao has a pink and pink small room, and the remaining one is used as a guest room.

At this time, the first thing Yu Xiaofei did after entering his room was to close the window facing the grass flower bed, and rubbed his face violently, pollen allergies could not be scratched, otherwise it would be easy to get infected if scratched, the burning itching pain of the skin made Yu Xiaofei crazy, turned on the exhaust fan installed on the wall on the other side of the room, and took a set of replacement clothes casually, Yu Xiaofei quickly ran to the bathroom, washed thoroughly inside and out, and the abnormality of the skin slowly subsided, but there was a piece of red skin on his face, Yu Xiaofei regretted not being at the beginning, Shouldn't you rub it so hard......

After changing his clothes and returning to his room, Yu Xiaofei pondered whether to buy some ointment and anti-allergic medicine to bring, and while thinking about it, he took out the textbooks and homework in his schoolbag and spread them on the table, what kind of medicine did he take when he was allergic in his last life? It seems to be called Min ==...... Yu Xiaofei tried hard to recall the scene of taking medicine at that time...... What's Min ...... What's Min ...... What's Min ......

In my memory, it was a slender hand that put a small white disc into his hand, and the owner of the hand seemed to have told him what the name of the medicine was.

What's it called?? Yu Xiaofei grabbed his hair, but he couldn't think of anything, looking at the sunset outside the window, the pale pink moon flowers swaying gently in the wind, Xu Ying's face quickly crossed in the chaotic sea of memories.

Yes, that little white disc, called Sismin.

In the last life, Yu Xiaofei was allergic, and Xu Ying gave him medicine, and the first thing that he found out about his allergy was also Xu Ying, as if every time he was uncomfortable, Xu Ying would take the medicine for himself like a doctor, and while handing over water, he smiled and told Yu Xiaofei what kind of medicine it was.

The first time I found out that I was allergic to pollen, it was in late summer and early autumn in August, Yu Xiaofei was still in college, his face and arms were full of red marks that he had scratched by himself, Xu Ying patted off his scratching hands, fed him a pill, and told him that after going out in the season, he would take a shower and change clothes, and he couldn't scratch when it was itchy, and eat more fresh fruits and vegetables.

Since then, every time Yu Xiaofei has allergies, Xu Ying gives him medicine like a prophet, which has become Yu Xiaofei's habit, and Xu Ying's smiling face is engraved in Yu Xiaofei's mind and will never be forgotten.

Yu Xiaofei, who was sitting at the desk, suddenly felt uncomfortable, tears flowed like he didn't want money, he couldn't stop it, deep in his heart, the corner named Xu Ying collapsed, and Yu Xiaofei's long-suppressed sadness completely exploded.

He misses Xu Ying, he is ashamed of Xu Ying, he killed Xu Ying.

Yu Xiaofei thought that he would probably never forget Xu Ying, he owed her too much.

Xu Ying who took care of him meticulously, Xu Ying who accompanied him through difficulties, Xu Ying who took him out of the trough, and Xu Ying who was kind and gentle.

Yu Xiaofei covered his face with his hands, his body trembled uncontrollably, he couldn't forget the scene of Xu Ying's tragic death, and he couldn't forget Xu Ying's last smile.

In the previous life, Xu Ying was beaten to death after being constantly gangbanged.

Yu Xiaofei found Xu Ying who only had one breath left in a dilapidated warehouse, her body was scarred, the blood stains on the ground had dried up and turned black and red, Yu Xiaofei took off his coat and gently covered Xu Ying's body, he wanted to hug Xu Ying, but he didn't know where to start, because just by covering a coat, Xu Ying gasped in pain, Yu Xiaofei didn't want Xu Ying to hurt anymore, so he didn't dare.

Yu Xiaofei has been crying, just crying.

Yu Xiaofei gently held up Xu Ying's head, wanting to pick her up in the same posture as holding a baby, tears fell on Xu Ying's face, she opened her eyes slightly, and saw Yu Xiaofei, the corners of her mouth with blood stains were slightly upturned, and she leaned hard in Yu Xiaofei's arms.

"Xiaofei, we ...... Let's talk," Xu Ying narrowed her eyes

"Don't talk, I'll take you to the hospital, when you're well, let's talk every day, every day, okay" Yu Xiaofei's voice trembled

"Now, now, now, I have to say now, I can't wait to go to the hospital."

“……”

"Xiaofei, I'm dying."

"What nonsense!" At this moment, Yu Xiaofei's brain was completely blank.

He wanted to send Xu Ying to the hospital for treatment, he wanted to accompany her to get better, he wanted to be responsible for Xu Ying, but he never thought that Xu Ying would die.

"You're not going to die!! …… We went to the hospital...... You'll get better soon, and when you're better, I'll accompany you whatever you want, okay? …… Let's go on a trip...... Haven't you always wanted to go to Madrid? When you're all right, we'll go to Madrid......"

"Dumbo ......"

"Let's get married! We go to Madrid to get married, then settle there, do what we want to do, live the life we want...... I'll take care of you, even though I'm stupid and don't know how to do housework, but you can teach me...... In the future, we will have our own children...... As long as you're okay. ”

“…… As long as you get better."

stubbornly didn't want to hear what Xu Ying was going to say next, but paranoid repeated that sentence, 'As long as you get better', Yu Xiaofei's eyes were red, how much he hoped that this sentence could have the magic of its own meaning.

Get better, as long as you can get better, anything can be promised to you.

"Xiaofei, I can't marry you, you are so young, how can you become a widower."

Xu Ying was still laughing when he spoke, his eyes were crooked, but his voice was getting weaker and weaker, Yu Xiaofei sobbed lowly, he didn't know what to say, he hated his powerlessness, but he couldn't change anything.

"I'm sorry, I hurt you" Yu Xiaofei closed his eyes and let the tears roll down.

Yu Xiaofei knew that Xu Ying's encounter should have been borne by him, but he was useless, he couldn't save her, he couldn't do anything, he could only watch her die tragically for him like this.

"Xiaofei, I don't blame you at all, don't cry."

Xu Ying's voice became lower and lower, she raised her arm hard, wanting to wipe Yu Xiaofei's tears, but she never did, her arm hung down weakly, Xu Ying closed her eyes, her face was peaceful, Yu Xiaofei couldn't help it anymore, he hugged Xu Ying's body without a trace of breath, crying so much that he couldn't help himself.

Yu Xiaofei didn't remember how long he had been in that warehouse, he only remembered that he cremated Xu Ying's body, and together with that warehouse full of crimes, he scrubbed Xu Ying's body, changed into her favorite clothes, and gave her the last dignity.

Yu Xiaofei sent Xu Ying's ashes back to her hometown of G Province, Xu Ying had no father and no mother, Yu Xiaofei chose a place where the mountains and rivers were quiet and set up a monument, but on the monument, in the end, the words 'Tomb of his beloved wife Xu Ying' are still engraved, and the above is a group photo taken by Yu Xiaofei and Xu Ying when they went to Qingqing, in the photo, Yu Xiaofei and Xu Ying smiled happily.

……

The door was suddenly pushed open, Yu Xiaofei was immersed in the pain of the past life and couldn't extricate himself, he was shocked to look up, and after seeing the person who came, he found that his eyes were as red as rabbits and lost face, and he immediately turned his back.

Yu Fei was told by Mr. Yu to ask Yu Xiaofei to eat, but he never thought that he would see such a scene after opening the door, Yu Fei's eyes widened, Yu Xiaofei curled up on the chair, his short and white hands covered his face, and he could hear a low sobbing sound carefully, his eyes were shining, red like a rabbit baby, so pitiful.

After a short period of surprise, Yu Fei quickly recovered to normal and said lightly

"Come out to eat." After speaking, Yu Fei closed the door and left.

Yu Xiaofei took out wet wipes from his schoolbag, wiped his face indiscriminately, stabilized his feelings, and opened the door to eat.

Yu Xiaofei looked at everyone present, lowered his head and looked cold, he couldn't forget Xu Ying's death, and he hated his family's indifference even more, and he didn't save him when he saw death.

In this life, he studied early, he would do his best to find Xu Ying and avoid that person, as long as they didn't know each other, then a qiē could be avoided.

Yu Xiaofei secretly made up his mind that in this life, he would never repeat the mistakes of the past.

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