It may have something to do with Shen Mo's profession, this small kitchen is quite easy to use, and all the utensils are placed in a position that can be reached by raising your hand. I was washing my hands and felt the real touch in my hands to really feel myself alive.

In the restaurant of less than five square meters, the lighting was soft, and Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong sat opposite me, eating seriously with chopsticks. A qiē is like going back to the past, and everything in the middle is like an unrealistic dream.

Yuan Yuan sensed that I was looking at him, looked up at me and smiled, raised his hand to help me clip a chopstick dish in front of me and said, "Mom eats." ”

I was stunned, and suddenly I realized that the child had grown so big without me noticing. I thought that time was just a nap, but in fact, time has been moving forward, and all the qiē cannot be turned back. A lonely despair permeated me.

"Mom." Yuan Yuan called me, and I recovered from my trance, only to realize how long I had been hanging in the air with my chopsticks in my hand.

"It's fine." I lowered my head to hide the wetness in my eyes, and when I looked up again, I was calm.

Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong followed me to worry about my gall during this time, and they lost a lot of weight. After I bathed the two babies after eating, they fell asleep after a while lying on the cots.

The room was silent, and the only sound was the small alarm clock ticking on the table. I glanced at the time, half past ten in the evening.

I raised my hand and turned off the lamp in my room, turned around and went to the bedroom outside, only to drown myself in the darkness when the light dimmed.

An indescribably helpless water came flooding over me, and I couldn't stop the sourness in my eyes any longer, and turned and walked out of the room.

In the room, I felt like there was a beast hidden in my chest and wanted to rush out. I felt like the walls around me were squeezing desperately against me, squeezing the last bit of oxygen out of my lungs. The feeling of suffocation left me with nowhere to run, and I almost stumbled out the door and stood in the overgrown yard gasping for air.

In the early winter air, there are cold knives. These little knives flew into my lungs one by one, piercing my whole body, and the pain really appeared on my body at this moment, and I no longer had the strength to stand, little by little I bent down, lying on the ground and gasping for air.

Where is He Liancheng? I can't believe that he is really dead, and it is impossible for him to leave Kuankuan, who is only one year old, and pass away.

The pain was like a sharp knife in the chest repeatedly**, I finally lost my strength and sat on the ground, tears fell down in big drops, all the qiē was far away, the only thing I could feel was the pain in my chest, the pain was heartbreaking but there was no way to cry.

The steady and rhythmic knocking on the door pulled me out of the darkness where I couldn't breathe, and I was stunned for a moment to realize that it was my own door that was being slammed.

Someone outside the door slapped and shouted: "Le Yi." ”

I heard it was Shi Lan's voice, wiped the tears from my face I walked over, opened the door Shi Lan was at the door, and there was Shen Mo by her side.

"Today the baby is not feeling well, I stayed in the hospital for a day and came late." She stretched out her hand and hugged me and said, "Fortunately, Shen Mo knows where you live, so I don't worry about coming over to take a look." ”

Shen Mo stood against his own white horse, his shadow as thin as paper in the cold moonlight of early winter. He smiled when he saw me and said, "It's okay, I thought I could see you hiding behind everyone and crying in pain, but I didn't expect you to be pretty good, but your eyes are red." It's not easy to see you laugh. ”

"Shen Mo, you go back first, I'll accompany Le Yi tonight." Shi Lan desperately glanced at him, but Shen Mo still said what he had just said.

"It's okay, I can't see it once, maybe I will see it two or three times, you are welcome to come to my place often to watch the jokes." I smiled slightly, bitter in my mouth and painful in my heart.

I knew Slan's kindness, but I didn't want to accept her to accompany me. I think there's a time for me to really think about He Liancheng alone.

"I'll stay with you for a few days." Slan said and pushed the door open.

"No, I don't have anything to do with myself, the baby at home is not feeling well, let Shen Mo send you back." You don't really have to think of me as a patient or a person with a problem. I'm going to be fine with two kids. "I swore by it, and I didn't give Shi Lan half of the room left.

Shen Mo said with a smile at this time: "I guessed right, we came here to do this too much, she won't look for death for a man." ”

"Shen Mo, you don't have to say a word." Slan couldn't take it anymore.

"I'm the kind of person I wouldn't die for a man, really." I smiled at Shi Lan, shook my head and said, "You go back, I really don't need anyone to accompany me." ”

"Then you can call me for something." Slan relented.

When Shi Lan turned around and walked down the steps, Shen Mo left the body, pulled the car door and took a document from the front seat and came to me in a few steps, put the thing in my hand and said, "See for yourself, I have investigated everything He Xiao has done, but it is only a few days late, otherwise there would be no such thing at the wedding." ”

I felt heavy in my hand, and when I looked at Shen Mo, I suddenly didn't know what to say.

He wasn't close to me, but he always showed up at the right opportunity to give me something I wanted but couldn't. I really want to know what He Xiao has done, but now that He Liancheng is no longer there, I really don't know what benefits it will be for me to get these materials.

"It's not enough to file a case, you have a spectrum in your heart, and you can't really do it until you find evidence related to him in the car accident. Don't think about it so much, before He Xiao fell, I was still an ally with you. After Shen Mo finished speaking, he pulled the car door and got into the car, Shi Lan rolled down the window and waved his hand to me.

I watched the white car drown in the night, and it wasn't until the red taillights were out of sight that I returned to the yard with the heavy stack of papers.

After living in the hospital for a long time, I got used to the dreary atmosphere, the smell of potions in the air, the footsteps coming and going in the corridor, and the ticking of various instruments at the bedside.

And in the courtyard in the most central part of the imperial capital, I was like a person thrown into the wasteland, lonely. It's as if I'm the only one left in heaven and earth.

Unscrewed the floor lamp in the living room, opened the information that Shen Mo gave me, and I read it little by little.

The text in it is He Xiao's growth experience, what schools he went to when he was old, what majors he studied, and what he did after returning to China.

Just looking at the information here, no matter who you are, you will think that He Xiao is a positive person who is motivated and smart, and relies on his own efforts to get what he wants.

I never thought that living a person's life could be expressed in this way. The years He Xiao lived were compressed on these few pieces of paper.

After reading it, it was about to dawn, and in a fog, I leaned back and slowly closed my eyes.

I don't know when I fell asleep, and when I was woken up by Yuan Yuan, I saw a large area of golden sunlight shining through the window.

The child is still there, I'm still there, and the only one who is not there is He Liancheng.

It was only now that I really calmed down and seriously thought about what happened on the wedding day, there were so many doubts about it. I don't want to believe that it was a natural car accident, and it's because the accident is so natural that there are no flaws in it, that I don't think it's real.

I need to get the kids in order, get back into my own life, and find out the truth behind this seemingly unpremeditated accident.

When Chu Yi came to pick up Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong again, I didn't insist on stopping him, but persuaded the two children to follow him. Chu Yi looked at me in surprise and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

I looked up at him and replied plainly: "You are your biological father, so you will not treat your two children harshly." I've been in bad spirits lately, and I'm not in a good state, and I'm afraid that my children will suffer with me, so I'm most relieved to go to your place for a few days. These are clothes that are often changed, so you can bring them all. ”

Chu Yi was silent for a while before saying, "If you live alone, I don't feel at ease." Why don't you go with me and the child? Anyway, we used to be a family, and it doesn't matter......"

"No need, just take the child with you." I shook my head slightly, firmly refusing.

Kuan Kuan followed He Zelin, Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong followed Chu Yi, they are all people who will treat their children well, I can rest assured. I can only find the one who has escaped when I am relieved. The so-called avenue is fifty, Tianyan is forty-nine, and everything is still alive when it comes to death. This thread of life is the one that has escaped, and I want to find "it".

After settling the children, I took a shower, changed my clothes and put on makeup, and then called Shen Mo to make an appointment.

He heard my voice on the other end and asked, "Okay?" ”

"Well, okay. Want to talk to you, is it convenient for time? I asked.

"I've been waiting for you for days, and you're finally well. You came to me? Or am I going to you? He asked over there.

"I'm going to look for you, and I'm going to grow hair if I don't go out again." I said.

"Okay, I'm relieved to hear you like this." There was an indescribable taste in Shen Mo's tone.

I didn't think much of it, he wasn't going to lie to me anyway, as long as I wanted to ask him and was willing to answer, then what I got must be the truth.

The sun is shining at noon in early winter, the sky is as clean as jade, and the sun is like gold shining in blue jade, so bright that people dare not look at it directly.

I walked along the gray brick alley, and the afternoon sun was shining a little warm.

This is not a long or short road, about half an hour I arrived at the nameless residence, I was directly let in when I opened the door, and after seeing Shen Mo in that small courtyard, I felt like a world away.

Yiqiē seems to be the same as before, but there is one less person around him.

"Sit down." Shen Mo pointed to the chair.

"I want to know who you are and why are you helping me?" I sat down and watched him ask softly.

He raised his eyes and smiled, his eyes were like a spring lake, slowly overflowing with some warmth, and said with a smile: "I can sue you, but it's not the same as you think." I'm not the one who has a crush on you, but I'm just entrusted by someone to be extra attentive to you. ”