111 If you can't, give it up, for I can
The noisy but depressing environment, the collision of wine glasses and emotions, the release of singing and emotion, are perfectly interpreting, what twists the body, what hooks the shoulders and backs, there is nothing here at all, there is just the loneliness in the loneliness, one person, one table, one glass of wine, only the song accompanies them
I, who are also in this oppressive world, Li Qingshu and Xiaoyan are isolated from these, and there is only a confrontation implied by words in front of me, as a bystander, I don't say a word, I keep shaking the red wine glass, I want to drink but can't.
"How long have you known Oniface?"
Xiaoyan asked.
"I've known him since he's been singing here, how many words did you say to Ghostface? Oniface doesn't seem to talk to you much. ”
Li Qingshu replied, and then asked rhetorically.
"How so? I can't remember what Ghost Face said to me. ”
Xiaoyan replied.
"Really? How do I hear Ghost Face say that he never talks to girls much, except for me, of course. ”
A faint smile appeared on Li Qingshu's face, and he said nonsense.
Damn, when did I say something like this, isn't that? It's terrible for women to fight with each other, and they can't continue like this, otherwise they can say anything for a while.
"Oh, Ghostface, did you really say that? Why am I so disbelieving? ”
Xiaoyan asked me, and also refuted Li Qingshu, the two of them looked smiling and approachable on the surface, but in fact, they were all appearances, Li Qingshu was so strong and mighty, I can understand it, but how did the kind and gentle Xiaoyan become so strong? Is it because of love? I don't think these two girls have never seen my real appearance, so what is that? Is it a woman's natural comparison? When a very good woman appears, she will use a man to fight, and I am the so-called comparison tool, think about it, I don't know if it's sad or lucky?
Before I could answer Xiaoyan's question positively, I looked up and found that the red wine was all rippled by my shake, and I secretly licked my lips.
At this time, Li Qingshu and Xiaoyan both looked at me, waiting for an answer in their favor, I was already on the cusp of the storm and couldn't continue to be silent, I had to answer, to hurt someone, and then stop this painless comparison struggle.
"What she said is true, that's what I said, I don't gossip about so-called other women except her."
I looked at Xiaoyan, and said coldly in my heart, the face under the mask has been eroded helplessly, fortunately, no one will see it, the ghost face has disadvantages and benefits, and this is the benefit, whether it is when singing or talking, others will not see the look on their faces, sometimes I think that wearing a mask can really be myself.
My words made Li Qingshu smile with relief, but it made Xiaoyan's face twitch, if she doesn't give up, then I can only let her continue to be lost like this, otherwise there will only be disappointment.
"And she and I are already boyfriend and girlfriend, this narrow round table can only sit for two people, if you force one person in, it will only add to the troubles."
I then said coldly, in order for Xiaoyan not to be delusional, I directly said that I already have a relationship with Li Qingshu, of course, I also deliberately said to Li Qingshu to stop, in front of others, I want to see what Li Qingshu's reaction is, and Xiaoyan has said it last night, and I like two people at the same time, that is, there are other people besides me, and there are others who have given up the ghost face, a cowardly ghost face is not worthy of her to be so admired, the so-called ghost face will disappear in this world sooner or later, and the world of ghost faces does not need anyone
Xiaoyan heard my words, and almost didn't grasp the cocktail glass he picked up, but my words Xiaoyan seemed to have been mentally prepared, looking at me and looking at Li Qingshu, who was staring at me in shock at this time, he said with a little bitterness: "That's really congratulations, congratulations, you are the focus of this bar, it's really good together, it's a good match, but I don't know if you see the appearance of the ghost face?" This guy pretends to be mysterious, and no one knows what he looks like. ”
Xiaoyan's last question was relatively sharp, so that Li Qingshu didn't know what to say for a while? I was actually very helpless, looking at Li Qingshu, I knew that she was struggling, struggling with whether to explain the situation or tell a so-called lie.
Li Qingshu picked up the crystal cup in front of him, brought it to his mouth, took a sip of bright red wine, and then looked at Xiaoyan with a charming smile and said seriously: "No, because I think love can't be measured by appearance, if love comes, the feeling will come, of course, my intuition ghost face will not be bad, but I like him more as a person, I like the feeling of chatting with him, the way he sings, and his singing voice makes me enjoy it very much, that's enough." ”
Li Qingshu thought for a moment and replied to Xiaoyan, but I, who was sitting next to Li Qingshu, didn't know how credible Li Qingshu's words were, and Xiaoyan's face changed, and he coughed lightly and asked: "It feels wrong, if Ghost Face is an old man, a person with birthmarks, a person who has been burned by fire, a person who is extremely ugly, and a person you don't like and hate, will you continue to like him?" If you can't, give up, because I can. ”
Xiaoyan's firm and provocative words made the already depressing atmosphere even more intense, and around the round table, under the dark light, the struggle between the two daughters was already white-hot.
Xiaoyan stared at Li Qingshu closely, and I, as if I was a bystander, also looked at Li Qingshu quite seriously, and I was also very curious with things, what would Li Qingshu say? Xiaoyan's last sentence touched me a little, "It's a person you particularly don't like and hate, will you continue to like him?" If you can't, give up, because I can. ”
Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan, how can I make you so adored, I haven't even seen my appearance, aren't you drunk? And I'm the person Li Qingshu hates the most, will she like it? I think I already know the answer.
My mind was a little messy, but I was looking forward to Li Qingshu's answer, obviously Li Qingshu was not as decisive as Xiaoyan, I saw Li Qingshu lowering his head, looking at the bright and transparent red wine, swaying his face, I couldn't see her joy and anger at this time.
"What? Can't guarantee it, right? If you can't guarantee it, don't say you like him, Ghost Face is a poor person, I can't stand the likes you can't guarantee, the reason why he doesn't dare to take off the mask is that there is unspeakable suffering, although I am not familiar with him, and he does not give me the opportunity to be familiar, but I can feel his loneliness. ”
Xiaoyan seemed to use alcohol to strengthen her courage, drank the last half of the wine in the wine glass, and said calmly and sincerely, and looked at Xiaoyan's expression as if I was not by her side, and there was only the silent Li Qingshu in her eyes.
The momentum gradually shifted to Xiaoyan's body, and after a moment, Li Qingshu raised his head, looked at Xiaoyan, and also looked at me, and said seriously and sincerely: "I don't know how I feel about Ghost Face, I and Ghost Face are not a male and female relationship, Ghost Face I want to go out for a walk, do you want to be together?" ”
Li Qingshu told Xiaoyan the truth, and also achieved my lie, and finally chose to flee in defeat, Xiaoyan finally moved her eyes to me, obviously very concerned about me cheating her, she was not happy because she won the victory, her eyes were full of loss, but there were no words, I can't guess Xiaoyan, even if I know her very well, I don't know what she is thinking at this time?
I can understand Li Qingshu's words, after all, for Li Qingshu, being able to say that I don't know what it feels like to me, that is, I have feelings, and to tell the truth, I can imagine that with Li Qingshu's character, I don't want to deceive others at will, but Xiaoyan is already out of bounds, which makes me more and more blindfolded, Ghost Face and Xiaoyan are basically like strangers, Xiaoyan cares so casually about a stranger? I'm really confused.
These thoughts walked in my heart one after another, but my mouth continued to be ruthless and cold.
"Of course we want to be together, let's sit together in the grass and look at the stars and bask in the moonlight."
I stood up and looked at Li Qingshu, who had already stood up and picked up his bag, and said, I accepted the invitation of Li Qingshu from the defeated side, and Xiaoyan, the third person who did not belong to the round table, I could only bear to ignore it, my bitterness Xiaoyan couldn't understand, when I and Li Qingshu were about to leave, Xiaoyan didn't say a word, just looked at me quietly, her beautiful big eyes were in a daze, I don't know what I was thinking? But she must be sad at the moment