Chapter 306: Pretending to be strong
The result was not unexpected by everyone, and the girls of the women's basketball team of Country Z successfully won the best team award.
Qiao Mingle took the stage with the players, said a few words of thanks on behalf of the team, and promised to continue to work hard in the next games and strive to continue to achieve good results.
It's all clichés, and there's nothing new at all.
If Qiao Mingle had nothing to do in her heart, maybe she could prepare a new testimonial, but now that she was thinking about Jin Feng in her heart, how could she have the heart to prepare these.
finally survived until the end of the awards ceremony, she didn't even go to the reporter interview arranged by the team, and directly changed back into sportswear and quietly slipped to the hospital.
When she arrived at the hospital, it was almost twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, Jin Feng had already slept, but Chen Bowen was not sleepy at all when he stayed by her side.
Qiao Mingle called Chen Bowen out, and when he saw that his face was haggard, his eyes were black, and his lips were chapped, he knew that he must be having a hard time these days.
The two stood in front of the window, their eyes fell on the face of the sleeping Jin Feng, and they spoke in a low voice.
"How?" Qiao Mingle asked worriedly.
"It's not good. The effect of the operation is very bad, and the doctor has clearly told me that Jin Feng will not be able to compete again in the future", Chen Bowen rubbed his aching head and said sullenly.
"That walks......"
"It doesn't affect normal walking and life, and it's okay to go out skating once in a while to relax, but I can't do this sport anymore," Chen explains.
Qiao Mingle stared at Jin Feng and didn't speak for a long time.
For an athlete who loves his sport, retiring from injury at his peak is probably the most difficult outcome to accept.
If it is not Jin Feng who is lying on the hospital bed now, but herself. Will she collapse?
"Jin Feng doesn't know this yet, I don't know how to tell her", when Chen Bowen spoke again, his voice was already snorting heavily,
He turned his head, took a deep breath, and hid his weakness before turning his head to look at Jin Feng again.
"If you can't do it, why don't I tell her," Qiao Mingle said with difficulty.
Chen Bowen shook his head and sighed. "I'll tell you. Today, I will say that with you, I can comfort and comfort her."
Jin Feng woke up at five o'clock in the morning.
Seeing Qiao Mingle, she showed a big smile.
"When did you come? Why don't you wake me up? ”
"I'm not waking you up. You didn't wake up early." Qiao Mingle helped her adjust the angle of the bed. Make her speak more comfortably.
"I am not a man who has a life of happiness. The habits that have been cultivated over the years will wake up at a certain point, and they can't be changed even if they want to." Jin Feng looked around the ward and asked, "What about Chen Bowen?" ”
"He went out on the phone and came back with breakfast by the way".
As soon as the words fell, Chen Bowen pushed the door and came in, carrying a sumptuous breakfast in his hand.
Qiao Mingle only drank water and watched Chen Bowen and Jin Feng eat.
"If I hadn't been injured now, I wouldn't have this mouthful, the food in the team was too unpalatable, but there was no way, who made us athletes," Jin Feng said with a smile while eating.
Qiao Mingle and Chen Bowen quietly glanced at each other and found that each other's eye circles were red.
Jin Feng has been engaged in ice sports for more than ten years, and many things have been integrated into the bone marrow and become a part of herself and her life.
And now, these things are going to be stripped from her body, it's too cruel!
But no matter how cruel it is, you must let Jin Feng recognize the reality.
After breakfast, Qiao Mingle excused himself to go to the bathroom and leave, leaving time for the young couple.
She hid outside the hospital room and could hear the voices inside clearly.
Chen Bowen told Jin Feng the truth with difficulty, Jin Feng didn't say a word at first, and then began to cry, depressed and painful.
After a long time, the crying voice gradually weakened.
Chen Bowen walked out, smiled bitterly at Qiao Mingle with red eyes, "You go in and talk to her, maybe you understand her better than me now."
In fact, Qiao Mingle didn't know what to say.
Now, all the words of reassurance and consolation are so pale.
No one can replace Jin Feng's pain, no matter how gorgeous the rhetoric, there is no way to help Jin Feng recover and return to the arena.
Qiao Mingle just sat on the edge of the bed, quietly accompanied Jin Feng, and silently shed tears with her.
Jin Feng cried enough and began to take the initiative to talk to Qiao Mingle.
"Actually, I guessed before the operation," she choked up, "the leaders, coaches, teammates and Chen Bowen, they all looked at me with sympathy and regret, and I knew I was finished." But I still don't want to believe it's true, I don't want to believe it. I was on ice for more than ten years, and I thought I could skate on ice for the rest of my life, but it turned out ......"
Jin Feng cried again, Qiao Mingle hugged her distressedly, and the little sisters were no longer depressed and cried bitterly.
"Jin Feng, things are already like this, you have no other way but to accept it. You are still young, and there are countless possibilities in the future, so don't give up on yourself. You can become a winning general on the ice rink, and I believe that you will be just as good in other things", after the love between the two people finally stabilized, Qiao Mingle said in a hoarse voice.
Jin Feng sniffed and wanted to smile at Qiao Mingle, but the expression he squeezed out was more ugly than crying.
"But no matter what you do, you won't feel like you're skating anymore! I'm not like you, Lele, you always know what you want, you play basketball well, you have a perfect family, you have education and knowledge, even if you leave basketball in the future, you know what to do, but I ......"
"I don't know what I'm going to do without basketball, what I'm going to do", Qiao Mingle interrupted Jin Feng's self-defeating words, and said in a deep voice: "At least I don't know yet." I'm as confused as you now, basketball has taken up too much time in my life, I don't know what I'm going to do without basketball, but I know a little bit deeply, I'm going to leave sooner or later, it's doomed from the first time I came into contact with basketball, do you understand? ”
No matter what kind of sport you are engaged in, sooner or later there will be a day when you will retire, this is inevitable.
It's just that Jin Feng's exit was too sudden and too sad!
"Don't be sad, life has to go on day by day, at least you can still play basketball now, that's good", Jin Feng comforted Qiao Mingle in turn, his feelings were transferred, and he looked a lot better.
Just like Chen Bowen said, the two of them really know each other better, and they can't stop talking.
When Chen Bowen came back at noon, Qiao Mingle had already taken off his shoes and went to bed, huddled together with Jin Feng, talking in a low voice, and the faces of both of them were full of smiles, and they no longer saw the pain and sorrow before.
When Chen Bowen sent Qiao Mingle out of the hospital, he said gratefully: "Thank you so much, if you are not here, I don't know how to appease Jin Feng and let her come out as much as possible."
Qiao Mingle put away the smile on his face and sighed, "Where is it so easy to come out, she is pretending to be strong." (To be continued.) )
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