Chapter 49: The Lost Past
Because he was afraid of hurting the people in his heart, Xu Rui once thought about giving up, so he blocked his own information, and only got his news through guò Aqi, he once secretly returned to H City, but he only dared to hide in the dark and take a sneak look, and that glance could only cause more crazy thoughts, and then when he was shot and dying, all he thought in his heart was the familiar figure, the smile that haunted him, he was unwilling.
He was unwilling, and he didn't want to end the relationship between the two like this.
But there was nothing he could do.
His family situation is too unstable, and every half-brother is not a good one; His surroundings do not allow such a person to exist.
Especially, when even he himself is in jeopardy.
He couldn't give up the dilemma, but he couldn't let go.
It was under such circumstances that Yu Xiaofei broke into his sight again, and this time, he completely strengthened his belief and strengthened his choice.
When Xu Rui stepped into the 'Night Rose', Yu Xiaofei seemed to be saying something to the rose, the expressions of the two of them were not very relaxed, and seeing his arrival made the rose faintly guarded.
"Why are you here? Is the injury healed? The moment he saw him, Yu Xiaofei immediately became happy, stood up and walked towards him
"I miss you!" Xu Rui smiled softly and whispered in Yu Xiaofei's ear
"I miss you too!" Yu Xiaofei responded generously, anyway, Rose knew early in the morning that the people brought by Xu Rui did not come in outside, "Then how is your injury?" ”
Seeing Yu Xiaofei's calmness and concern, Xu Rui's heart warmed, "The injury is fine, don't worry!" ”
"Since the main lord is here, then Xiaofei, you can ask him in person!" didn't want to see the two of them tired and crooked, Rose decisively prepared to leave
"Wait a minute!" Xu Rui suddenly spoke, "Miss Rose, can we talk together?" ”
Yu Xiaofei had a curious look, but Rose was a knowing look, she thought for a while, looked at Yu Xiaofei and said, "Go to your room and close the door." ”
After Rose finished speaking, he turned around and went into the backyard, Yu Xiaofei obediently closed the door of the store, and the black-clothed man with Xu Rui stood guard outside the door, as if he was not worried, after closing the door, Yu Xiaofei pulled Xu Ruitong to his room in the back, when he entered, Rose had already sat down on the rattan chair, there were no extra chairs, Yu Xiaofei and Xu Rui could only sit on the bed and talk to Rose
"You explain first, to Xiaofei." After they sat down, Rose looked at Xu Rui and said lightly
"It was my fault that I didn't say goodbye at that time, I apologize to you, Xiaofei is sorry! Please forgive me! Xu Rui looked at Yu Xiaofei and said with some bitterness, "At that time, my mother was about to get married, but my father somehow got the news, and he sent someone to inform me that my mother's choice to get married is equivalent to automatically giving up my custody rights, and I have to live with him......"
"That's why you didn't go to school at that time, did you??" Yu Xiaofei asked suddenly, looking at Xu Rui's bitter smile, he also felt bitter in his heart
Xu Rui nodded, smiled slightly as if he remembered something, and continued, "Originally, I should have been picked up on the night she got married, but I didn't expect you to come suddenly, so I could only delay it for a few days. ”
"Is this the reason why people kept calling you at that time, but you didn't answer?" Yu Xiaofei continued to ask
"Well, they're afraid I'll change my mind, because my father's request is to take me back, by any means, and they're afraid I'll run away early."
"So you're here?" Yu Xiaofei had long affirmed the conjecture in his heart, but he still asked
Seeing Xu Rui nodding, Yu Xiaofei finally asked what he wanted to ask the most, "Then why don't you tell me the truth?" You didn't even think to contact me!? ”
Yu Xiaofei was a little angry, he suddenly thought of the winter of the year when Xu Rui was gone, Chinese New Year's Eve Chinese New Year's Eve night, he was alone in Xu Rui's empty home, waiting for him all night, he was a little sad, "You obviously promised me that you would come back for the New Year together, and I will wait for you until ......"
"I know! I know all ......" Xu Rui suddenly interrupted Yu Xiaofei, he said a little sadly, "That night, I was downstairs, I secretly ran back, I looked at the lights at home, it was on all night, I watched you leave in despair, I wanted to find you, but I was forcibly taken away by the people who chased me......"
Yu Xiaofei was a little surprised, he asked a little sadly, "Then why don't you go up?" Would you rather stand downstairs all night than go up to see me? ”
"No, it's not! …… I was being followed, and I wasn't sure who was spying on me, so I couldn't act rashly...... I can't allow you to be hurt for my own sake! Xu Rui hurriedly explained
"Xiaofei, you don't understand...... In that house where we lived with so many half-brothers, what kind of scheming and gore was going to happen every day, our common father, who barely went to us, who kept people dying, who was always coming in and where new brothers were always coming in, we had everything, but we didn't have anything......"
Xu Rui was a little painful, he couldn't recall his life at that time, he couldn't even be sure, was he still alive at that time? He didn't take the initiative to harm others, but he didn't spare those who wanted to hurt him......
There was once a pair of twin brothers, one of whom had his legs gone, and the other had a serious head injury, and became a vegetative state, and he couldn't wake up in this life
Yu Xiaofei faced Xu Rui's pain, he reached out and stroked Xu Rui's face, smoothing his frowning brows, "It's all over, just stop thinking about those things!" Now I'm here, I'm with you! ”
Xu Rui held the hand that was attached to his face and kissed it gently, Yu Xiaofei looked at Xu Rui carefully, thought about it and asked, "Then what's the matter with your injury?" Azi said someone called him and said something happened to you......"
"Someone called Azie?" Xu Rui was shocked in his heart, but his face did not show it, he didn't know about it, since he was injured, he had been drowsy, even after waking up, he had not called, and no one had told him about it
Who could it be? Xu Rui was a little alert, he filtered it in his mind, and he was a little uncertain, skipped the topic and continued, "I helped my second brother block a shot, that's why I was injured, and the person who did it was Xu Jiaqi, he is my fifth brother." ”
Xu Rui didn't say too much detail, only said a rough idea, he didn't miss the sorrow that flashed on Yu Xiaofei's face, Yu Xiaofei gently put his head against Xu Rui's neck
"Xu Rui, are you okay to leave here? …… I won't leave you! Let's go back to H province...... No, it's good to go anywhere! ......" Yu Xiaofei's voice was muffled, and he couldn't tell if he was sad or something else
Xu Rui stretched out his hand to hug the person in his arms, his heart was overflowing with bitterness, "Xiaofei, if I can, I am willing to abandon Yiqiē, as long as I can be with you, we can go anywhere, no money, no comfortable life, no matter how hard and tired I am, I am willing." …… But no."
Xu Rui shook his head gently, his helpless expression made people feel sad, "But no, just like back then, when I was taken away, I didn't have the right to choose, and now, I can't escape from this quagmire, I can't help ......myself."
This sentence 'I can't help myself' inexplicably made Yu Xiaofei want to cry, he didn't know what kind of life Xu Rui had lived over the years, but he understood the pain of being helpless and helpless
Suddenly, he remembered Xu Rui when he met at the beginning of that year, although the young man at that time was a little gloomy, but he had a frank temperament and a kind heart, and he couldn't help but feel that Yu Xiaofei hated the woman who had a pair of phoenix eyes exactly like Xu Rui, if she hadn't given up first, Xu Rui wouldn't have been like this
"Shall I wait a little longer?" Xu Rui rubbed Yu Xiaofei's soft hair, and whispered, "Xiaofei, stay here obediently, I will definitely come to pick you up, and when that time comes, I will be able to protect you, and we will never be separated!" ”
Xu Rui turned his head to look at the rose, but he hugged the person in his arms more and more, the rose looked at him lightly, and finally didn't speak, only after Yu Xiaofei said lightly, he nodded slightly, and immediately got up and went out. With the promise of the rose, Xu Rui breathed a sigh of relief, and finally felt a little happy, he thought about it again, and still asked
"Xiaofei, how did you meet the owner of this shop?"
"Do you mean roses?" Yu Xiaofei asked a little strangely, and after seeing Xu Rui nodding, he spoke again, "I got the news from Aqi and came to B City immediately, Rose is the person introduced by my uncle, saying that there is a problem, you can come here, I didn't find you, so I came here."
"Your uncle?" Xu Rui was a little surprised, if he was not mistaken, the small shop of 'Night Rose' was a place where even Xu Wenye didn't dare to start lightly
Who is Xiaofei's uncle?
"I don't know who my uncle is, he suddenly appeared after my father got sick, and I haven't heard my father mention him and his brother before......" Seeing Xu Rui's question, Yu Xiaofei explained intimately
"Is your dad sick? …… By the way, you said you had a bone marrow transplant before, what's wrong? Are you sick? What's uncomfortable? Xu Rui was thoughtful, but he immediately became nervous, remembering more important things, he always wanted to ask, but he felt that it was not clear on the phone, and he could finally talk about it properly
Looking at Xu Rui's nervous appearance, Yu Xiaofei snorted and laughed, he held down Xu Rui's hand that was pulling around on him, and said with a smile, "I'm not sick, it's my father, he is sick and needs a bone marrow transplant, it just so happened that I was successfully matched, so I made a donor, and now it's fine!" ”
"Then you are running back and forth, is there anything uncomfortable? Will there be any after-effects? …… You came back that day with a cold, no, why don't we go to the hospital for a while? Xu Rui became more and more nervous, and Yu Xiaofei wanted to laugh when he saw it
"I'm really fine! It was because the weather suddenly got cold, and the clothes I was wearing were not thick enough to catch a cold! After Yu Xiaofei finished speaking, he smiled and imprinted a kiss on Xu Rui's lips, blocking the words he was about to speak next, and the dragonfly kiss made Xu Rui feel inexplicably relieved
"Don't make a fuss, if I really had something, you thought I would forgive you so easily! ~" Yu Xiaofei lay on Xu Rui's shoulder and bit his ear gently, until the body of the person holding him relaxed, and then he looked up with a smile
Xu Rui looked at the person in his arms, and suddenly had an urge to tear him apart, so that the person who believed in him wholeheartedly, relied on him, cared about him, and loved him was the only one in the world, so how could he not be treasured
It's time, the gentle and harmless image that has always made him a little numb, you know, after the old man of the Xu family ascended to heaven, he was able to survive such a fierce battle, and he also obtained a lot of assets, none of which were good stubble.
The author has something to say:The author Jun was released qaq results as soon as he came back today,I found that the station short notice revised tat began to check again...... Good Sangxin / (tot) / ~~
It is also stipulated that the plot of intimacy can only be maintained above the neck qaq...... The author Jun is even more sad......
So long wood update...... Everybody's watch...... The author took the initiative to admit his mistakes...... If you are missing for a few days, I will try my best to make up for it! Forgive me~~
Thank you Mina for reading the text~~Love you~~I'm fat~~╭(╯3╰)╮
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