Chapter 14: Are We Okay Together?

Lying on Xu Rui's not very wide single bed, Yu Xiaofei was a little stunned, Xu Rui was lying next to him, under the condition of unsuccessful resistance, he gave in like this, took a simple shower, and put on the short sleeves that Xu Rui gave him, Yu Xiaofei's height was really not very high, so that Xu Rui's short sleeves hung down to his thighs, and the two of them just lay quietly, no one spoke, and the raindrops hit the window, making a gurgling sound.

"Xiaofei, where do you go to school now?" Xu Rui broke the silence

“…… Yun Lan. Yu Xiaofei replied in a low voice

"Did you go there then?" Xu Rui turned over to face Yu Xiaofei

"Hmm." Yu Xiaofei looked at Xu Rui, and in the dark night, his eyes were bright

"No wonder I can't find you." Xu Rui sighed

“…… Have you been looking for me for a long time? Yu Xiaofei hesitated, but still asked this question.

Xu Rui chuckled lightly, took Yu Xiaofei in his arms, his chin against the top of his hair, and his voice was indescribably gentle

"yes, I've been looking for you for a long time!" Xu Rui rubbed his chin slightly, "My mother took me to T City, and when we just settled down, I came back to look for you, but I didn't find anything." ”

"Your mother?" Yu Xiaofei said in surprise

"yes, is it weird that I have a mother?" Looking at Yu Xiaofei's surprised expression, Xu Rui couldn't cry or laugh

"No, no...... So, what about later? Yu Xiaofei digressed the topic with a weak heart

"Later, I basically come back every year, and I will live here for a period of time during the winter and summer vacations, but I still haven't found you, I've been to school, asked teachers and classmates, and even wandered around other schools in the city, and I tried to check your file, but no, I can't find it." Xu Rui thought back to his experience, and his soft smile was bitter.

"So, you won't understand how happy I am to meet you today!" Xu Rui tightened his arms and hugged Yu Xiaofei tightly.

"Then why don't you give up? It's tiring to run back and forth between two cities like this, right? Yu Xiaofei was a little puzzled

"It's really tiring, have you forgotten~ I'm also a student! I'm in my third year of junior high school this year," Xu Rui's voice was soft and soft, "but, Xiaofei, as long as I think of you, your smile, and the way you see me, all the tiredness is nothing!" I have never thought of giving up, if I didn't meet you today, maybe I would still leave this time for nothing, but I will come back next year, I will continue to look for it, maybe now, my ability is not enough, so I can't find you, but one day, I will definitely find you, definitely, I firmly believe! ”

In the dimly lit room, Xu Rui's face was full of perseverance, yes, he has never been a person who gives up easily, Yu Xiaofei thought, whether it is in the previous life or now, Xu Rui is strong and persistent.

"Xiaofei, you are special." Xu Rui relieved his strength and looked down at Yu Xiaofei lying on his chest.

"What?" Yu Xiaofei was a little inexplicable, he couldn't see Xu Rui's expression clearly

"You're special." Xu Rui said solemnly and seriously, word by word

"......" Yu Xiaofei didn't know what he should say, his heart was heavy

"You think it's weird, don't you? Obviously, we haven't even said a few words seriously before, but we said something like this," Xu Rui smiled, "Actually, I don't understand why this is the first time we met, you knocked my book off, you must not even see what I look like, and I know from your classmates that your name is Yu Xiaofei; The second time we met, you gave me half of your lunch, but you didn't even know what my name was, and when I told you that I was sick, you didn't seem to think so. In fact, at that time, I was afraid, I was afraid that my illness would affect you, and that was the first time I felt this way. When I said goodbye to you, I hugged you, knocked off your umbrella, we were drenched in soup, and told you the news of the misdiagnosis in the hospital, you are really happy for me, your eyes are crooked, I know, you hope that I can start a new life. I like your smile, and when you smile at me, I really feel like the world isn't that bad. Xu Rui spoke eloquently, with an indifferent expression, and did not mention his hardships and tiredness over the years

"I wanted to see your smile, I wanted you to smile at me again, so I never thought about giving up, and that's it, I've been holding on to it until now. And now, I've finally found you. Xu Rui's soft words made Yu Xiaofei feel a lot of emotion, he had never imagined Xu Rui's thoughts.

"Xiaofei, I always have a particularly familiar feeling, as if we have known each other for a long time, but I don't know, why do I feel this way, when I can't find you, my heart is always empty, I find you, it's a relief, but I'm leaving tomorrow, what should I do?" Tightening his arms and hugging Yu Xiaofei tightly, Xu Rui, who was full of reluctance, thought of leaving tomorrow, and felt empty in his heart again.

Yu Xiaofei heard the news that he was leaving tomorrow, and he felt a little uncomfortable, he didn't expect Xu Rui to go so fast, he thought, he somewhat understood Xu Rui's mood over the years.

"That'...... Then you, you can, you can come back...... Don't you know my phone number, next time you come back, you can, you can call me......" Yu Xiaofei said a little shyly, but he didn't understand why he was shy, and his hands tightly grasped Xu Rui's clothes.

Xu Rui seemed to feel something, and dragged Yu Xiaofei's ass up, looking at each other,

"Then I'll call you next time I'm back! Is it okay for me to spend the New Year here during my winter vacation? Xu Rui's eyes were bright, and his eyebrows were smiling

Yu Xiaofei lowered his eyes, didn't look at him, and gave a low 'um', which was considered an answer. Xu Rui held him in his arms and kissed him on the forehead, Yu Xiaofei trembled slightly, neither of them spoke anymore, and in the quiet cabin, after a while, the sound of breathing became even, and the two of them fell asleep in this posture of hugging each other.

The next day, Xu Rui got up early, Yu Xiaofei was still shrunk in his arms, sleeping so much that he didn't know who was going to work, Xu Rui got up lightly, took care of himself, and went out to buy ingredients to cook, until the meal was ready, and then called Yu Xiaofei.

"Xiaofei, wake up, get up and eat~" Xu Rui pushed his shoulder.

“…… Hmm" Yu Xiaofei responded in a daze, turned over, and didn't react.

"Dumbo?"

Xu Rui pushed him again, Yu Xiaofei rolled up the summer cool quilt and turned over again, Xu Rui couldn't cry or laugh, and it was not good to smoke the quilt, it was a rainy morning, the weather was still a little cold, put his hand into the quilt, Xu Rui gently touched Yu Xiaofei's waist, he knew that Yu Xiaofei was afraid of itching, and the waist side happened to be his sensitive belt, gently teasing it one by one, Xu Rui looked at Yu Xiaofei's sleeping face for a long time, Yu Xiaofei moved his waist slowly, but he didn't open his eyes, Xu Rui increased his strength, only to see Yu Xiaofei also stretched out his hand, and softly refused, stopped moving, Xu Rui couldn't help laughing, began to move seriously, put both hands in, one on each side, Yu Xiaofei immediately opened his eyes, looked at the person who disturbed his sleep with sleepy eyes, and held Xu Rui's hand that kept moving on the side of his waist, and let out a hoarse laugh in his throat.

"Don't, don't make a fuss...... Ha ha...... Itchy! ”

Xu Rui smiled and withdrew his hand, and waited for Yu Xiaofei to get dressed and get up to eat, Yu Xiaofei quickly put on his pants, changed his clothes, washed up, and sat down at the table with Xu Rui.

"By the way, Xiaofei, I forgot to ask you yesterday, why are you at the gate of our community?" Xu Ruiswen asked while eating

"Hmm...... Actually, I was learning to draw, and the teacher who taught me to draw lives in this community, and I came to class yesterday. Yu Xiaofei swallowed the bun in his mouth and said slowly

"That's it," Xu Rui nodded, "Then you can also draw a picture for me~ Just paint a portrait~Paint me~"

Yu Xiaofei thought about it, nodded and agreed, anyway, Xu Rui is about to leave, and it will definitely be a long time before we meet again next time, just paint!

Seeing Yu Xiaofei agree, Xu Rui was very happy, in fact, he guessed early on that Yu Xiaofei was learning to paint in the community, just looking at the painting tools he was holding, he knew that he suddenly asked him to paint himself, it was entirely because he saw the unfinished portrait painting that Yu Xiaofei drew to Yao Qian, he didn't admit that he was psychologically uneven

Yu Xiaofei is a good boy who is very honest and trustworthy, so after he finished eating, he put out his painting tools and painted a portrait of Xu Rui, Yu Xiaofei painted a bust, painted on 4k paper, Xu Rui sat by the window and read a book, with one hand on his head. Yu Xiaofei painted carefully, in fact, Xu Rui's appearance, he could draw it without looking at himself, and those times of love were deeply engraved in his heart. may be too familiar, Yu Xiaofei's painting is very fast, and it is also very high-quality, Xu Rui in the painting has a serious demeanor, a slight side of his face and a smile at the corner of his mouth, meticulous, even the expression in his eyebrows and eyes is perfectly depicted, Xu Rui looked at the painting, and his heart was instantly balanced

Good times, always pass quickly, people are caught off guard, Xu Rui's ticket is two o'clock in the afternoon, after lunch, Xu Rui sorted out his luggage, Yu Xiaofei helped him cover the dust cloth on the furniture again, and left his home together.

Before going to the station, Xu Rui pulled Yu Xiaofei to take a sticker photo, took two photos, a group photo of the two of them, Xu Rui held Yu Xiaofei with a happy smile, Yu Xiaofei was a little shy and lowered his eyes and didn't look at the camera, but the corners of his mouth were smiling, wash and cut them, one of them, Xu Rui put the photo directly into the wallet, Yu Xiaofei was temporarily sandwiched in the book, the painting he painted, Xu Rui did not take it away, he said that there were many people on the road, I was afraid of breaking it, let Yu Xiaofei help him keep it first, and wait for the next time he comes back, come back to get it, Xu Rui said it with a smile, but Yu Xiaofei was a little moved in his heart when he heard it.

Xu Rui finally left, Yu Xiaofei sent him to the platform, and the train went away little by little, until he couldn't see it, but Yu Xiaofei's heart was warm, just because Xu Rui said when he left,

"Xiaofei, I'll be back soon!

"I'm going to miss you so much! You're going to miss me too! ”

"Xiaofei, I'll come back to high school, I like you, how are we together?"

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