Chapter 352: Confession
Second, as long as Zhen Pingle thinks that Mama Zhou will leave soon, even if he knows very well that he is afraid of Mama Zhou, he doesn't like Mama Zhou very much, but he still feels uncomfortable.
It's like there has always been a strict elder who has been approaching him step by step since he was a child, although he has always been bad to him and always cold, but because what this elder said is correct, it is not nonsense, it is a well-founded truth, even if he thinks that this elder is not good to him, prejudiced against him, and even doesn't like him, but also because the elder is very good at talking and doing things, and is very capable, he still feels that the elder is high and deserves to look down on him, because he makes others look down on him, and he can't blame others.
Zhen Ping'an hopes to accompany Mama Zhou more in the last days, even if the situation will not improve, he and Mama Zhou will not ignore their past suspicions, but Zhen Ping'an only wants to do the best thing he can do, instead of having to ask Mama Zhou to respond to him. He is no longer the child who doesn't understand anything now, after he is sensible, he is very serious about everyone, among them, Mama Zhou makes Zhen Ping'an feel particularly ashamed, because he understands very well that if it weren't for Mama Zhou, if it weren't for Mama Zhou who took everything down and blocked his sister and him, then he would have died a long time ago, and he wouldn't have grown so big. Whether Mama Zhou is kind or doesn't want to make her sister sad and is willing to protect him, Zhen Ping'an feels that Mama Zhou is his great benefactor. Sometimes you can't just look at the process, but also look at the result, after so many years, if Mama Zhou really doesn't have any place for him in his heart, he loves trouble so much, even if his sister always suffers for him, but his sister was just a child at that time, and it is impossible for him to get out of it every time without Mama Zhou's help.
In fact, Mama Zhou also cares about him, no matter for any reason, even if it is blame, even if it is annoying, Mama Zhou doesn't want him to suffer, it is a kind of domineering to protect the calf, even if it is bullying, it can only be himself, not anyone else, who can attack him.
Thinking about it this way, it doesn't matter if he has been resentful for so many years, as long as Mama Zhou is still alive, he hopes to let Mama Zhou know that he really doesn't complain about her at all, but when he grows up, the person Zhen Ping'an is most grateful to is except for his sister, there is only Mama Zhou, there is only Mama Zhou, no one will be like Mama Zhou, so contradictory and so painful to love him, how fortunate he is, isn't it?
Mama Zhou suddenly turned her head and saw Zhen Ping'an's magnified smiling face appear in front of her, Mama Zhou took a step back, because her expression had not been adjusted yet, Mama Zhou's face could be said to be as cold as ice, "What are you doing here?" Why don't you go and stay with your sister? â
Faced with Mama Zhou's questioning, Zhen Pingle used to say "yes" tremblingly, and then fled with a smoke. But today, Zhen Ping'an didn't know where to come out of nowhere, not only did he not dodge pitifully, but instead supported Mama Zhou with his big hands, and continued to smile while walking forward: "My sister is so dignified, there are so many people to accompany her, so she doesn't need me." â
As if she was coquettish with her mother, Mama Zhou paused for a moment, and was helped forward by Zhen Ping'an in a trance, she felt that the weight of her whole body was entrusted to Zhang Ping'an's body, and it didn't seem so difficult to walk, and it was not so difficult to talk and do things, but Mama Zhou will always be Mama Zhou, hearing a rude sentence to Zhen Ping'an, Mama Zhou immediately said: "You can't be so presumptuous to your sister, no matter what she does, it must be for your good." â
If it was placed in the past, even if the expression on Zhen Ping'an's face could remain the same, she would complain in her heart, but Mama Zhou still likes her sister the most, and always says that he is not good. But now, after looking at things the other way around, Zhen Ping'an feels that Mama Zhou can always support her sister so much, and there is such a person by her sister's side who loyally thinks about her, isn't it great? The reason why he complained before and why he couldn't think about it was because he was narrow-minded, selfish, and only thought about himself, and if he thought about it for others, many things were so simple.
"I know, my sister loves me the most, no matter whether my sister will become a person from another family in the future, my sister will only love me so much, I also love my sister the most, whether it was before or now, I will always put my sister first, Mama Zhou, don't worry, I will do what I say." Even if Xiao Ping'an complained to many people when he was a child, whether he was jealous or afraid, he always loved his sister the most. is even more unbalanced because of jealousy, but still thinks that my sister deserves everyone's sincere treatment; Because I was afraid that I would lose my sister, I still wanted to be with my sister the most, and it was best never to be separated.
His mind is very simple and simple, that is, they are sisters and brothers, whether they are hurt or snuggled, in short, they should not be separated for the rest of their lives. Even if there will be a lot of contradictions in a lifetime, there will be a lot of misunderstandings, there will be injuries and pain, but never separate, entangled with each other for a lifetime, even if it is painful, they will be entangled together, they are each other's only, no one can replace the blood relatives, only they are the only two sisters and brothers, the two closest people.
Is there any reason to let your loved ones go? No.
Mama Zhou was very shocked, she didn't expect Zhen Ping'an to say such a thing to her, just like a heart-to-heart conversation, Zhen Ping'an told Mama Zhou about his own heart, so should Mama Zhou also tell him about her heart?
"Xiao Shizi ......" paused, and Mama Zhou said again: "Ping'an, you have grown up and become sensible, Mama Zhou is very relieved of you, I was confused in the past, you don't have to want to forget it, and you don't have to feel embarrassed to talk about it, those are all when you were a child, whether it is good or bad, those are the memories that prove that you have saved zĂ i, you just need to remember, Mama Zhou is really satisfied with you now, very pleased with your changes, and very optimistic about your future, whether it was before or now, Mama Zhou has never thought of leaving you for a moment, and it has never been me who voluntarily wants to give up on you, but sometimes if you have to make a choice, Mama Zhou will still choose your sister instead of you, do you understand? â
"I know." Zhen Ping'an was a little choked, and he spoke with a trill. I don't know why, he suddenly wanted to cry out all his past grievances. (To be continued.) )