Chapter 269: Chess Piece Play (3)
The time I spent with them was the most amazing time of my life. I watched them cry, they laughed, they were happy, they were sad, listening to those bizarre and touching stories told me, I always wanted to stay out of the matter, I had always been a bystander, and I was unconsciously infected by them.
I will be sad for Zhiyan because of Zeran's indifference to Zhiyan, I will sigh because Shen Yuqing and Sister Biwu have not received a response to their infatuation, and I will also be moved by the friendship between Zhiyan and Le'er that is stronger than that of my sister and brother.
I know that I have changed, and I am no longer the little peach demon who only has the master and food and clothing in my head all day long.
I like the gentleness of my face, my smile and the quirkiness of the elves from time to time.
I like Brother Tianmo, who is always very gentle and friendly.
I like Mo Qi, who always has a cold wooden face, but is warm and friendly in his heart, and likes Xiao Xiao, who is always so vigorous.
I like Sister Biwu, who is quiet and quiet, and I like Shen Yuqing, who is always half dead by joy, but she is helpless. And the Ze Ran who made him not know whether to be afraid or reverent.
And him......
The one who wears red clothes and likes to be noisy, the one who likes to stick to his stubborn face, the one who likes to raise the bar with himself, the one who is always arrogant to the point that his nose is upturned to the sky.
He is obviously so bad, he likes to bully himself so much, why do he still like him?
I gradually sank into such love and happiness, and gradually liked this kind of life, although it was sad, but it was not good. Slowly, I forgot my identity, my own mission, and also broke off to deliver messages to the master and Yabuchi until that day......
Brother Tianmo brought back the seriously injured head of Lingyang Palace and the day when Uncle Xiao left at night.
The moment I saw Ye Yuan, my whole body trembled involuntarily. The beautiful dreams that I have been immersed in are shattered.
The appearance of the abyss plunged me into deep fear.
I know that there is a stubborn face and they will not do anything excessive to me, but I am still afraid, I am afraid that he will tell them my identity and things, and expose my disguise and lies in front of them.
But that day, my inexplicable justification almost exposed myself.
I saw the eyes of Zhiyan and Shen Yuqing exchanging eyes, and I also read the meaning of those eyes.
I almost forgot, the face is friendly, warm, but smart.
"You seem to be living a good life here, and you seem to have forgotten who you really are."
"Le'er's character, you know better than me, if he knows your true identity and knows your purpose for approaching them. Is he still willing to protect you and live with you for a lifetime? I'm just afraid ......"
Every word he said pierced my heart like a knife, and I wanted to cry in pain, but I didn't listen to his words at all, and my heart was full of fun.
I knew that I was incorrigibly in love with this bad boy, just as the master liked Hingchen, and like the night abyss liked the deceased Princess Xiwen.
But Ye Yuan's words reminded himself, what would Le'er do if he knew his true identity, and knew that he had been lying to everyone, how would he react?
Le'er values his obsession more than anyone else, even if he likes himself, because of his obsession, he will still turn his face with himself.
I am more or less jealous of the relationship between Le'er and Zhiyan, his kindness to her, her love for him, I can't tell what that kind of relationship is, and it makes me a little afraid. I was scared, afraid that she would snatch Le Er away from me...... After all, she's the kind of person I can't compare to.
I've always enjoyed the goodness and sweetness of love, but for the first time I tasted the bitter taste. It was even more bitter than the herbs that Mo Qi boiled for himself in the Dust Moon Valley.
This kind of taste is really uncomfortable.
I slowly realized the taste of persistence in my heart whenever Ze Ran left silently, and gradually realized the pain and helplessness in the hearts of all the people I loved. During those days, I often wondered if it was better not to have so many feelings as a chess piece. Should I choose to leave in order to do more damage......
I've been hesitating, hesitating, leaving and staying. I had left, but when I thought of Le'er, I couldn't help but come back. Before I knew it, this place had become my fetters and constraints.
In the constant hesitation, time flies, and in the blink of an eye, it comes to an end.
That day, I saw Ze Ran leave, and I saw that the memories of Zhiyan Hui had become the lingering dust of the past. I finally breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, and as soon as it was finally over, my mission could be completed. Unexpectedly, the end of this period of events was just the beginning of another more difficult period.
I never expected that Yingchen would actually come to the Demon Realm and form an ally with Yeyuan, I didn't expect that my master would be captured by Yingchen and tortured to death, and I didn't expect that the Heavenly Monarch would send someone to find me and make me his subordinate, otherwise, he would kill his master, kill Le'er, tell them all about me, and ruin the happiness I worked so hard to maintain and maintain. So, I had to promise him that I had to be a pawn again.
While I was delivering a message to the Heavenly King, I was tormented by fear. Eventually, what I feared finally came......
My identity was finally revealed, and in that dimly lit palace, I looked into the eyes of the haunting dust, looking at the coldness and disappointment inside, and my heart ached.
"Xixin, you really disappointed me......"
I lowered my head and couldn't say a word, just said sorry over and over again in my heart.
I knew that Yingchen had always doubted me in my heart, but I didn't expect that she still chose to believe in me, even though I had done so many things to be sorry for everyone.
She leaned over and caressed my face, and at that moment, my mind echoed with the voice she had passed to me with her spell.
"Xixin, this time I really have to ...... For the sake of fun, I hope you will forgive me......"
I didn't understand what she meant, but my heart was ready to die. I know that even if she lets me go, Ye Yuan will not, and if I fall into Ye Yuan's hands, I will only be tortured by him to death.
Looking at Yingchen's resolute eyes and killing intent, I felt a little more relieved in my heart and more grateful to her.
It's kind of ridiculous to think about my life. My existence is because of a person's love and expectation for another person, and I have been a pawn all my life, and I can't get rid of such a fate no matter what. I've been deceiving people, deceiving different people, deceiving strangers, deceiving people close to me. But he was self-inflicted, immersed in this sample of happiness that did not belong to him.
Whether it's dead or not, Yingchen always says that people have retribution, and this is my retribution. Deceive others in retribution, and want to take possession of the retribution that does not belong to one's own happiness