Chapter 162: Self-Destruction of the Future
In this week, Xu Jingjing's family still lived in the previous house, and I heard her say that Xu's father and Xu's mother came back this time mainly to deal with the matter of subletting the house and some trivial matters on the side of relatives, originally her parents didn't want her to come back, but she really missed her friends here, and her parents agreed to bring her together under the bitter begging.
When she came, Xu Liangliang's little ghost also clamored to come over, Xu's father and Xu's mother didn't let him come, he cried, so that the adults had no choice but to bring the brother and sister.
Xu Jingjing will only stay for a week when she comes back this time, and Cheng Jiali and You Nan will start school in more than a week, so they will be tired of being together for the next few days.
Xu Liangliang's little guy wrapped his sister very tightly, and when he saw Cheng Jiali and You Nan from afar, he jumped over, and his mouth was sweet and his sister was called.
I haven't seen him for a long time, but this little guy has grown a lot taller, and his facial features seem to have grown, especially the eyes that look like Xu Jingjing, big and bright, and he looks like a clever child.
Happy times always fly by, Xu Jingjing and her family are leaving, Cheng Jiali and You Nan send them to the station.
Xu's father and Xu mother are still familiar in their memories, and said kindly and gently: "You don't have to send it, go back." ”
They also know the friendship between friends, but they have experienced more sophistication, and they can better understand the deep meaning of the sentence "banquet that is inseparable all over the world".
And the longer they can't bear to leave, the more sad they feel, which just increases each other's pain for no reason.
Mother Xu saw that there seemed to be tears flashing in Xu Jingjing's eyes, and her expression darkened, she just gently hugged her daughter and whispered in her ear, "Let's go." ”
Cheng Jiali's gaze could not be withdrawn from the back of Xu Jingjing turning away for a long time, her heart sank, her eyes were gloomy, and she bit her lower lip tightly, in order not to let the tears flow out lightly.
She lowered her head and picked at her palm, and for some reason, she thought it would be a goodbye, as if they would never see each other again.
Thinking of this, her heart couldn't help but feel melancholy, and she caught a glimpse of You Nan, whose figure was straight like a sculpture, and her eyes turned to her at the moment.
She put her hands in her trouser pockets and stood casually chic, but for some reason, her figure at the moment seemed so lonely.
Is she also saddened by the quiet departure......
She didn't ask, but whispered, "Let's go." ”
After turning around, she endured it and didn't look back, she was afraid that if she looked at it for another second, she couldn't help but rush up and hug her dear little friend.
Farewell, her best friend.
Since the death of her uncle, Cheng's mother has been in a trance and has not come out of the shadows for a long time.
Cheng Jiali, who was a little worried, called Cheng's father, truthfully told her about Cheng's mother, and made it clear on the phone that she hoped that he would have time to accompany her mother.
No matter how big and rough Cheng's father usually is, he does feel some changes in Cheng's mother.
So he specially asked for leave from the unit to stay at home to accompany Cheng's mother.
The unit didn't say anything, after all, he had worked for a long time and was considered an old employee.
Cheng's father, who has never understood romance, took Cheng's mother to climb the mountains and go shopping, so he specially informed Cheng Jiali about this on the phone.
Cheng Jiali didn't mention how happy she was after hearing this, and praised her father vigorously.
Xu Jiaying was still ranked behind Cheng Jiali in the two exams after the start of school, which made Cheng Jiali somewhat surprised.
Xu Jiaying herself didn't care very much, but encouraged Cheng Jiali.
Cheng Jiali was already uncomfortable, but listening to this burst of praise, her heart was even more responsive.
Compared with them, Shen Wanru's grades are much more stable, and she is the second in her grade every exam, Cheng Jiali is very confident in her, and feels that she will definitely be able to be admitted to the ideal university.
After entering the third year of high school, the students are more sensitive to grades than before, and if a multiple-choice question is wrong, they will complain for a long time, muttering that he will obviously do it.
And under this premise, comparison has become one of the favorite things among classmates, and if they are higher than others, even if they only get one more point, they will proudly puff up their chests and show a confident look.
If you are a little careless and lower than others, you will blame yourself for a while, but you must be envious, jealous and hateful to those who have higher grades than yourself. Because of this, they often secretly swear that they must do well in the exam next time.
In addition to caring about her own grades, Cheng Jiali is more concerned about her friends.
Knowing that You Nan's grades were getting worse and worse every time, she couldn't help but be anxious, and even pulled her to the playground alone for some "education".
But You Nan's indifference made her even more anxious, and she had a feeling of hating iron but not steel.
She thought that although You Nan had the qualifications to be sent to the Sports Institute, she also had to pass the cultural class, otherwise it would be dangerous.
She always thought that others would understand her hard work, but once You Nan finally got impatient, she calmly looked at Cheng Jiali who kept talking, and all the feelings seemed to be written in her eyes.
"Cheng Jiali." She shouted her name with a stern expression, Cheng Jiali couldn't help but sigh in her heart, she was so frightened that she closed her mouth and didn't dare to speak anymore, blinking her eyes and looking at You Nan innocently.
"Who do you think you are?" You Nan raised her eyebrows, she would always make such an action whenever she disdained it.
Her voice was so flat that Cheng Jiali had an illusion.
"Do you think you are the God who saves others? Do you think you can do anything? You Nan's series of rhetorical questions made Cheng Jiali speechless.
Xu is love was a little excited, You Nan took a deep breath, lifted his shoulder, and continued: "You are not someone else, what others do is her own business, and it is not your turn to worry about it." ”
The last sentence You Nan almost shouted, her eyes instantly widened, as if she wanted to eat people, and even the milky white eyeballs in those eyes were very obvious.
Cheng Jiali listened to her keep talking, and every word was like a sharp knife piercing her heart.
She didn't argue from beginning to end, not even a word of objection. All she had was shock she had, she never knew that You Nan would think like this, think of her like this, and think that she was such a person.
Compared with all the misinterpreted grievances, she is more sad and disappointed.
"Do you think I'm like that?" Cheng Jiali asked, also very calm, rational that people couldn't hear all the feelings she hid.
"I just don't want you to destroy your future......"
This sentence didn't seem to be saying to You Nan at all, but it seemed like talking to herself, so that she couldn't hear her own voice anymore. (To be continued.) )