It's hard to get along with yourself
"Hey...... It's all my fault. Wang Jiyuan lowered his head and clenched his hands into fists,
This confused Chu Ying, "What's wrong?" That dried fish was brought to you by the family, why should you blame yourself? ”
"It's nothing, it's not about dried fish, thank you very much, only you still want to send me something at this time, instead of asking for money and food."
"What's wrong? Did anyone ask you for food? Chu Ying sat next to Wang Yuyuan, looking at him at a loss.
"It's nothing, it's just a friend who borrowed a pot before, and there is no way, after all, I borrowed it myself, and this year is not good, the rice in the field has not grown ears and encountered drought, even if I carry water every day now, but it is still a drop in the bucket. I don't blame them, it's not easy for them, it's just pity for the unborn child. Chu Ying looked at Wang Qiyuan, there were some tears in the corners of his eyes, and the man didn't flick when he had tears, but he didn't get to the sad place.
"What's wrong? What does it have to do with children? Looking at Wang Yuyuan's appearance of wanting to speak and stopping, Chu Ying felt that something must have happened.
"It's nothing, just to thank you, I'll go first. It will take some time to repay the money I borrowed last time, do you need to use it? ”
"No, I'll pay it back when you're free." When Wang Yuyuan left, the more Chu Ying thought about it in the courtyard, the more wrong it became.
"What's wrong? I boiled hot water, you wipe yourself, I'm sweating a lot today. Ye Qiu saw that Chu Ying was thinking about something, so he slapped her.
"I'm scared to death, I'm thinking about something." When she went before, Bai Yuhe said that the pear orchard was sent to her grandmother's house, and she still had a stick in her hand, and Wang Jiyuan also held the stick when she came, maybe Bai Yuhe wanted to use the stick to do something unfavorable to the child in her belly.
"Ye Qiu, do you say that a wooden stick can knock out the child in the belly?"
Ye Qiu put Chu Ying's change of clothes in the bathroom, and dragged Chu Ying up to let her take a shower quickly. "You go in and I'll tell you, this child was unstable in the first few months of having a child, if you scrape it from top to bottom with a wooden stick, you might be able to hang up the child, and the bleeding water will leave the child, what's wrong?"
Chu Ying wiped her body and thought, then Wang Qiyuan's angry appearance just now can be explained. Bai Yuhe must have wanted to beat the child because he didn't have much food at home and added a burden to his stomach, and when Wang Jiyuan saw this, the two naturally had a big quarrel.
Wang Qiyuan is a person who attaches great importance to friendship, so when the person who borrows money comes to ask for money or things, even if Wang Qiyuan has taken care of himself, he will save things from between his teeth and return them.
For her own flesh and blood, Wang Qiyuan will save that small bite of rice even if she eats less, Bai Yuhe has her considerations for doing this, but Wang Jiyuan will definitely not agree.
"It's nothing, just ask." After taking a bath, Chu Ying thought about cooling the bath water, and when it was almost cold, she fell to the ground and watered the vegetables, now is a difficult time, and water resources should be reused rationally.
"Don't pour it, I'll add some hot water to wash it." Chu Ying looked at some turbid water, this water can be used, but Chu Ying still felt a little embarrassed, after all, this guy has used it herself.
Ye Qiu looked at Chu Ying holding the wooden basin and twisting it, and directly brought the wooden basin over, "It's okay, it will be better to add some hot water, you go to sleep." ”
Chu Ying climbed to the attic and looked at the grain, if she ate a little less, it was estimated that she could get out three bags of wheat, and if Wang Yuyuan's family could live a little, Bai Yuhe would not be so ruthless to her children.
"Ye Qiu, can you help me take this wheat down? I want to send it to Wang Jiyuan. Chu Ying packed the wheat in a sack and threw it to the ground.
"What are you going to do? Why send it to someone else? I don't know about this drought situation, although this grain can be eaten until the beginning of spring, but what if the grain can't keep up with it or the price of food can't come down, who will come to help us when we starve to death? ”
"I know, I'll just eat less, I'll take a bag first." Chu Ying carried a sack of wheat and went out by moonlight, this kind of eye-catching thing still had to be done in the middle of the night.
"Why do you eat less, you are growing your body, how can you eat less, don't go, wait for me to see how much food there is, Chu Ying...... Are you leaving? Come back......" Ye Qiu wanted to splash this water on Chu Ying's body, but the kid had already left with oil on his feet.
"Brother Wang, Aunt Wang......" Chu Ying knocked on the door and whispered, the silence of the middle of the night could not be discovered by others.
After knocking for a while, Wang Qiyuan opened the door, "What's wrong?" Still not sleeping so late? What are you holding here? ”
"This is wheat, go in and say, I know that your food must be insufficient, I can't take out this much, there are still two bags at home, I'll wait to bring it." Wang Qiyuan's heart was still full of warmth when he heard that Chu Ying was sending grain, but although Chu Ying had harvested the wheat, he didn't know when the drought would be in the future, so he was afraid that Chu Ying would not be enough by then, so he pushed Chu Ying out of the door.
"Don't push me, if you have something to say, don't let people hear and see it." Chu Ying hurriedly closed the door behind her.
"You don't have much food in the first place, and Ye Qiu is here, if you take it back, I won't starve to death." Wang Jiyuan picked up the sack and was about to go out.
"Don't, don't, if you don't starve, you have to think about the child in Bai Yuhe's belly. You really don't need to eat anything in the first few months, but you need to eat well in the next few months, even if you don't eat well, you can't go hungry, so it's not good for the big and the small. ”
Bai Yuhe saw that Wang Qiyuan came out for so long without any movement, and she felt very uncomfortable listening to Chu Ying say this, she was still thinking of a way to put her to death, not only spreading rumors, but also setting fire to her, and now she actually wants to send food to help herself, regardless of her previous suspicions.
Bai Yuhe touched her belly, which was a little bulging, hid her body behind the door, and watched the two of them shirk for a while, Chu Ying could actually pretend that she didn't see anything, after all, no one's life was so easy at this time.
At that time, this child will definitely be absent, and his body will be weaker, which is exactly what Chu Ying should want to see, so that Chu Ying can relieve her anger, but she is now sending charcoal in the snow, making Bai Yuhe a little difficult to deal with.
"Don't say it, come with me and bring the other two bags, it's so late, I still have to sleep, it has to be dark, it's not good if it's dawn, it's not good to be seen, hurry up." Chu Ying went home when she went out, and Wang Qiyuan could only follow behind.
"Chu Ying, do you have enough to eat? How long can I eat it? At that time, if the rice grains are not harvested, then it will have to wait until the next year, and then the spring ploughing will not know if there is rice that can be sown. Chu Ying didn't think about it so much, and the rest could only be eaten until after the beginning of spring.
"It's okay, there is still some silver at home, when the time comes, if you are hungry, how much will I eat, there are only two people in the family, and there are many of you." Chu Ying looked at Ye Qiu, who was standing at the door with his hands on his hips, and wanted to take the sack from Ye Qiu's hand with a smile on his face.
Ye Qiu didn't have a gun, but he just glanced at Chu Ying and went into the house, and he couldn't bear to look at Chu Ying like a loser.
"I can carry these two bags, you can go to sleep, and when the time comes, I will send them back." Go to sleep. Wang Qiyuan watched Chu Ying enter the house before carrying the sack on his shoulder, these two bags plus the one bag at home are enough to eat for three or four months, but they can only eat slightly thicker porridge, and if they eat dry rice, they can only eat for two months.
Looking at Ye Qiu's ugly face just now, I knew that Ye Qiu did not agree with this matter, but Chu Ying was in charge of the family, and Ye Qiu had no choice, it seemed that Chu Ying was not rich here, and he couldn't make trouble for Chu Ying anymore, so Wang Qiyuan sped up and rushed home.