The disbelief and disbelief that I had been unbelieving all along turned into hope under Shen Mo's analysis, and the qiē in front of me became vivid for no reason, as if someone had suddenly been coated with colored dye—the world came to life again in my eyes.

I almost couldn't wait to say goodbye to Shen Mo, and when I returned home, the two little things felt the change in me for the first time, and Tong Tong looked up cautiously and asked me, "Mom, is something wrong?" ”

"Mom is fine, I'm sorry to let the baby worry about her mother during this time." I leaned down and took the two children in my arms and hugged them hard.

After all the qiē finally had hope in my heart, I really recovered to normal.

After a week's rest, I sent my children back to kindergarten to go to school normally, and after watching the two children follow the teacher in, I turned around and hailed a car to the door of He Zelin's house.

I raised my hand and rang the doorbell, and after waiting for two or three minutes, the door opened.

Unexpectedly, it was He Zelin standing behind the door, and he was obviously stunned when he saw me, and then turned sideways to me and said, "Come in." ”

I haven't seen him for more than a month, and he has become old all of a sudden, and at this moment he is like a real old man, with most of his hair gray, and the wrinkles on his face seem to have grown out of nowhere, and there are so many that I feel that my nose is sore.

For He Zelin, I don't know in what capacity to face it. As a matter of common sense, he is He Liancheng's father, Kuankuan's own grandfather, and I should call him an uncle - even when I was preparing for the wedding, he once asked me with a smile if it was time to change my words......

But now when we meet again at such a time, we are like strangers meeting for the first time, we can only see strange estrangements in each other's eyes, and I have indescribable guilt for him.

"You're here to see Kuankuan?" He was the first to speak.

I hummed, raised my eyes and looked in the room to see Kuankuan's shadow, and asked, "Isn't Kuankuan at home?" ”

"The child is asleep, and when he wakes up, he will be picked up and shown to you." He sat me down and said to my aunt who was standing next to me, "Pour me a cup of tea." ”

I took the teacup my aunt handed me and whispered thank you, and then I saw the relaxed expression on his face. We are finally back in a position that we all feel comfortable with, and who has no direct relationship with whom.

"You don't have to worry about Kuankuan, he's doing well here. If you have time, you can come and see him at any time, and our He family will not hide the fact that you are his biological mother, and when the child grows up in the future, he will decide for himself whether to live with you or live with me, my grandfather. He Zelin lit a cigarette and said this slowly in the thick smoke while smoking.

I am powerless to refute it, and I have long known the results of He Zelin's handling of the leniency issue. It's not that I don't want to be broad, it's that I can't afford to take care of my three children in this situation.

"Well, I just wanted to come and see Kuankuan, he has ...... Didn't miss me? I hesitated to ask.

"When I first came back, I shouted and called my mother every day, but the child doesn't remember very well, and he rarely looks for you recently, and he is very suitable for the current life." He Zelin put down his cigarette, raised his hand to look at the time, and said, "I sleep for an hour and a half at noon every day, and I'm about to wake up." ”

I sat next to He Zelin and looked at my watch quietly, the room was quiet, and my aunt quietly retreated after pouring water.

I never thought that seeing He Zelin again would be such a calm scene, and I had nothing to say after I asked. He Zelin was not interested in me talking, he extinguished the cigarette and sat down on the sofa relaxed, his eyes fell on the courtyard outside the glass window.

I followed his gaze and there was a swing in the courtyard, and in the bare courtyard, the swing leaning against the wisteria trellis stood out. I've heard Lian Cheng talk about this swing, but I haven't noticed that this swing has been there since he became an adult.

Footsteps sounded from behind me, and I turned around in a bit of a panic to see the wide width in my aunt's arms.

He had just woken up, his eyes were still a little foggy, and when he saw me, he was stunned for a while, and hesitantly moved his gaze to He Zelin.

He Zelin had a smile on his face, reached out and took Kuankuan from his aunt's arms, put it on his lap, kissed him on his face that had obviously lost weight, and asked with a smile: "Grandpa's Kuankuan woke up?" ”

I stretched out my hand to Kuankuan and said, "Kuankuan, I'm my mother, come and let my mother hug me." ”

Kuan Kuan raised his head from He Zelin's arms and looked at me in a daze. I also looked at him nervously, for fear of missing every slight change in his expression.

After dozens of seconds, he suddenly turned his head to He Zelin's arms and didn't look at me. He Zelin glanced at me, patted Kuankuan's back and said, "Kuankuan, this is my mother, I haven't seen you for a long time, have you forgotten your mother?" ”

"Kuankuan." I stood up and tried to lean over and take him into my arms.

He instinctively ducked back, and my heart ached, and I hadn't seen it for a long time, and the little thing had really forgotten about me.

I know that this is the nature of a child, and his memory is indeed like this. But I still can't stop my red eyes.

"Going to play with mom for a while?" He Zelin patted Kuankuan, who was already unfamiliar to me, stood up, and handed him into my arms, "Go ahead, play with my mother for a while." ”

Kuan Kuan twisted the hemp rope in my arms, his face was very reluctant, my tears couldn't stop flowing, I couldn't help it, I couldn't bear it desperately, his resistance in my arms made me feel like a knife, and I thought that if I put him here, I would be estranged from him and me forever in the future.

I didn't want him to do this to me, but my tears scared him even more, and he pushed me hard with both hands to jump to the ground.

He Zelin sighed lightly and said, "Le Yi, you should also see that Kuankuan is doing well without you." If you don't keep coming to see him, he'll be a little happier. I don't experience the sadness of saying goodbye to my mom every once in a while. ”

"Are you trying to get me to give up on Kuan altogether?" I asked as I tightened my grip on Kuankuan.

"I just want to save a little blood for my son, and I don't want him to call anyone else Daddy in the future." He Zelin's tone was calm, but every word he said was uncomfortable, "I won't stop you from coming to see Kuankuan, as long as you are willing." ”

I wanted to have a wide broadband with me, but I knew how much resistance it would be to do so. Not to mention my own energy, even He Zelin's side is completely unable to resist, if he wants children, if I stiffen our relationship, it may be that I will never see the consequences of leniency. During this time, I have come to understand better how powerful money and power can be.

"Thank you." I don't know how to refute him.

If it had been before, I would have refuted it immediately when I heard what he had just said, and I would not have given him any chance to insult me. But now, I don't have anyone who wants to be really angry, my brain is like half a beat slower, and any pain that hurts me is gone.

Kuan Kuan writhed in my arms, and it wasn't until I was about to leave that he muttered and called out to my mother as if he suddenly remembered that I was a mother.

This voice called out all the strength I had just built, and I stopped my steps and looked back to see Kuankuan, who looked at me with anticipation and bright eyes.

I came back, squatted down and hugged him, kissed him on the cheek and whispered, "Kuankuan, mom will come to see you in two days." ”

As soon as he seemed to realize that I was about to leave, his fleshy little arms suddenly wrapped around my neck, and his soft little face came to him, and he cried out in a milky voice, "Mommy." ”

My heart, which had been so easily strengthened, suddenly softened, and I hugged him and held back my tears.

"Come here, come to grandpa, and mom will come to see you in a few days." He Zelin put away the newspaper in his hand and looked up at me.

Kuan Kuan reluctantly walked out of my arms, He Zelin picked him up and said to me, "Come back when you have time." ”

When he said this, there was not a trace of warmth in his eyes.

Coming out of this familiar house, the cold air came to my face, and I took a deep breath to calm myself down. said silently in his heart: "Kuankuan, my mother will definitely take you to her side when she has the opportunity in the future." ”

I saw that it was getting late, and rushed to the hospital.

Today's plan is to go to see Kuan Kuan first, and then go to the hospital to check He Liancheng's medical records. In the past month or so, I had already given up on this matter, but Shen Mo's words made me see hope again, looking forward to seeing some traces of spiders and worms from the medical records.

When I came to the hospital, the little nurse in the inpatient department asked me for my identity certificate and relationship certificate without raising her head. Seeing that I hadn't taken out anything for a long time, I raised my head and asked, "Social security card and household registration book are fine." ”

"Is it okay if I only have my ID card?" I asked as I handed my ID.

"I'm sorry, I have to be myself, and I need to bring the ID cards of both parties and proof of relationship to entrust others to check the medical records." The little girl's answer was neat.

I didn't want to go back empty-handed, and I really didn't expect it to be so troublesome to check my medical records in the hospital, and I didn't know what to do next.

At this moment, a hand reached out from behind me, holding a piece of covered paper. He slapped the paper on the table over my shoulder and whispered, "Is this okay?" ”

The little girl raised her hand, picked up the piece of paper, looked at it, and said, "Oh, all right." ”

I turned my head and saw the person I didn't see the most-He Xiao.

"What are you going to do?" I asked.

"I saw you when I entered the hospital door, I called you and you didn't hear it, just now I found out that you also came to see He Liancheng's medical records?" He didn't answer me directly.

"You too?" I asked rhetorically.

He nodded, looking at the nurse. The little girl was already checking the file number of He Liancheng's medical record in the computer, she took a small piece of paper and wrote it down, and said to He Xiao: "Wait a minute, if you need to make a copy, you can make a copy in the copy room over there, and the original is only for reference." ”

"Okay, thank you." He Xiao said politely.

What did he do when he came to check He Liancheng's medical records? Could it be that Shen Mo said that he might have noticed it? I looked at He Xiao coldly, and countless thoughts popped up in my heart for a while.