"Do you know where this ventilation tunnel ends?" Li Jing immediately climbed into the vent. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

I honestly shook my head: "I don't know, but it's definitely getting farther and farther away from the fire scene, but it's on the first floor, even if I don't know where it will lead in the end, but because it's a floor, there is always a way to get out, for example, the end point is to lead to the yard?" ”

"You don't have to learn how she speaks." Li Jing turned his head and said to me, "When you woke up just now, your eyes were obviously different from before, and you knew at a glance that it was not a person, and you could detect your fear when you heard the man outside talking before, it was fear from the heart; But after you fainted and woke up, when I heard the man outside talking, I had changed to a playful expression that was diametrically opposed to before, and even when I knew that he was going to kill you, I only saw your calmness, as if I had expected it a long time ago, except that I hated it, and I didn't feel the slightest panic at all. If you were scared because you liked it and were afraid of being misunderstood, now it seems that you are completely annoyed and irritable. ”

"I'm a little irritable." I tugged at my head, "But just because you're a chatter, no one has ever told you that it's less annoying for a boy to talk less?" ”

Li Jing didn't speak, turned his head on the computer and continued to walk forward in a half-squat.

"But you're right." Feeling that my tone just now seemed a little heavy, I began to take the initiative to talk about it, "I am indeed another personality of this body, just like that bastard out there just said. I am a schizophrenic patient, I have two personalities, I am a new personality, and the one who has not fainted is the main personality. The master personality was madly obsessed with the bastard who was going to set him on fire when I didn't know it. I have no feelings for that madman at all. ”

"When did you first find out that man was trying to kill you? I just heard him say that you've been protecting your personality from harm. Indeed, there are many causes of schizophrenia, and the one he said is indeed one of the more common ones, when the main personality feels extreme frustration and a threat that cannot be faced, and wants to solve it, but is unable to do so, at this time, the mentally fragile and sensitive person will split into a new personality to face the situation that he is at a loss. To give you an inappropriate example, you killed someone, but you don't want to admit it, what should you do? A new personality is born to replace the original personality, that is, through the new personality to forget what the old personality has done, to escape the inner condemnation and external punishment; Or there is also a situation that is more common, that is, the main personality is ignorant of what other personalities are doing, which is more common to serial killers, or poor people who are always bullied to the point that they can't bear it. Especially those who have been bullied but can't fight back, when he can no longer bear the humiliation imposed on him by the outside world, he will give birth to a new personality to help him take revenge, but after the revenge is successful, his cowardly nature makes him refuse to admit his revenge, so he doesn't remember that he has one or more personalities, and even the master personality will feel disgusting, bored, and even afraid when he sees what his other personalities do, this is not what he pretends, on the contrary, He himself rejects these acts, and is extremely opposed, and may even have happened to him, so he is completely unable to connect these acts that he hates with himself, so when the evidence is put in front of these people and tells them that they did it, they will also think that it is nonsense, intended to show their innocence. This kind of person is usually under a lot of pressure, that is, usually only when it needs to be solved, the main personality sleeps, and the new personality resurgence, that is, multiple personalities do not disturb each other, and the new personality helps the main personality to solve the problem or achieve the wish and then disappears on its own. ”

"Stop." I spoke out to stop Li Jing from continuing to explain the intention of the analysis, and then said: "You are worthy of being a student of a medical university, and the head of the analysis is the Tao, but you ignore the actual situation of me and Xiaozhi. Xiaozhi and I exist in this body together, and the two of us know each other's existence. So the situation you are talking about has nothing to do with the two of us at all. ”

"Nope." Li Jing retorted, "On the contrary, the two of you are very much in line with what I said, I didn't say that the personality disappears just now, because you share the same brain, but the so-called not knowing and forgetting, just packaging and sealing that memory, rather than completely destroying that memory, in case something happens again, for the use of other personalities." That is, when the murderer is caught at the end of many cases, if it happens that the police do not capture the criminal personality at that time, and then when some things are mentioned, the innocent personality will still have a sense of déjà vu. This reason can also be applied to solve your problem, we heard in the morgue before that the man called Ban Que outside, if I remember correctly, the man named Ban Que said that you have been protecting another personality, but that personality is unaware, which means that you sealed this part of the memory, and he has no reservations about you. As I said, only when the main personality feels pressure, the new personality will appear as a way for her to realize her inner thoughts, and will allow the new personality to appear repeatedly, but the situation that happens to you is more special, that is, the main personality is clear about her own situation, and even deliberately creates a situation for you to appear, you can say that the current psychological pressure of the personality can crush her almost at any time, or that what she has to face is something she has been running away, so she will use your new personality as a safe haven. Just like when a child returns to her parents after getting into an accident and asks her parents to help solve it, you give her a sense of security. The main personality has no relatives, right? ”

"Her parents are dead." I vaguely heard the sound of a lot of people making noise at the end of the vent, it seemed that we were about to go out, I measured my head and said to Li Jing, "We're almost outside." ”

Li Jing let out an "um", and I knew he was waiting for what I was going to tell him next: "When she was 3 years old, he was led to a small mountain village by his current guardian. I didn't know her well, and after learning that no one would pick her up again, I collapsed for the first time, and when there was nothing I could do, Xiaozhi chose to escape, this is the story of my birth. ”

"Why would her parents give him to a stranger, wouldn't it be nice to hand him over to a relative?" Li Jing continued to ask.

"The gang chased and killed, and wanted to destroy the door, if it was handed over to the family at that time, it would be equivalent to pronouncing the death sentence of the child, so it was handed over to a close and optimistic subordinate, and left far away with the child, to a place where no one could find it, waiting for the opportunity to bring her back."

"Since her parents died when she was three years old, why did the man named Banque still hold such a grudge against her? I remember the guy named Ban Que saying that his parents died when he was 9 years old. Your master calls Ban Que brother, but the parents of the master personality passed away one step before Ban Que's parents, so how can he kill Ban Que's parents and make Ban Que have such a great hatred? "Li Jing is a little skeptical of what I said, I know that anyone with a little logic will think that the reason for Ban Que's hatred is very far-fetched and cannot be explained. But in fact, in real life, people experience all kinds of illogical things every day, but they never notice it.

Xiaozhi's father arranged everything before he died, he knew that he would die, but he calmly arranged the afterlife, and even how God would eradicate the traitor at that time was in her father's plan. It can be regarded as paving the way for their children to have a relatively stable future and security. "I remembered the news I had heard from Wei Kai, the boss, and other gang members, and immediately told Li Jing about it.

We had reached the end of the vent, and through the fence window we could see that we were somewhere above the yard outside, but the vent was a little small, and although the two of us were a little reluctant to go out, it was still dangerous to jump off because the vent was relatively high.

Li Jing made a call, and soon after dialing it out, he immediately heard the anxious voice of a middle-aged man inside, but when he heard that Li Jing was fine, he could hear that the other party was relieved, but he was also scolded a few words normally. Li Jing and the person on the other end of the phone explained our situation and approximate location, and the other party asked us to wait for a while before hanging up the phone.

"Doesn't your master know these things? Is it the fight between the elders of the two of them that causes the person she likes to want to kill her all the time? While waiting, Li Jing asked me.

I shook my head: "I never told her that the truth would kill her." My master personality admits death, if the one here tells her the truth, she may really not be able to think about it, in order to make her brother Banque happy, or to realize her wish, without the other party's action, she will cut herself off first. Don't show an unbelievable expression, I know my personality. So, in fact, the main personality subconsciously wants to survive, so I will derive this new personality to help her solve the bullshit reasons that arise because of her stubbornness, and she thinks she can't live. I laughed self-deprecatingly, in fact, what I said in this passage is half-true, Xiaozhi after the age of 5, after returning to this world, has always been a character who is at ease with what happens, and rarely has any greed. So I never had any suspicions about Ban Que's strange behavior, and to some extent she has not let go of the memories of her parents, and when she had an agreement about that happiness, she can also feel that her only motivation to live is just to be with Ban Que, if she tells the truth too early, she may really not be nostalgic for this world anymore, right? If she doesn't stay nostalgic, I shouldn't even survive, right? After all, with her stubbornness, she won't let me appear in front of Banque again, does it mean that both of us will disappear forever? I had long anticipated this, and I wanted to live in place of her, and I had deliberately concealed it because of my greed, delaying her time to know the truth, thinking that one day I could find a way not to let myself disappear when she knew the truth. But is it really possible to find it? If Ban Que finds out that I'm not dead this time, what will he do next? Now that he's laid out his plan, how am I going to deal with the next problems? If Xiaozhi woke up and was killed again without knowing it for betraying the organization, would I be so lucky this time?

Thinking about it now, I realized that I had always been self-righteously thinking that I was smarter than Xiaozhi, but after I found out that after the mechanism was exhausted, I was still like her child, who was confused about the road ahead. Just thinking like this, a dazzling light shot from afar, and it should be Li Jing's caller to tell the police at the scene about our whereabouts. Li Jing shouted loudly outside, and sure enough, the other party noticed us, moved a ladder instead of his companion, and laid an air mattress on the ground before letting us go down.

When I finally got outside, I didn't have to huddle in the ventilation ducts, and I felt a lot more comfortable, and the troubles I had just added to them disappeared after I fell to the ground. Forget it, take one step at a time, the soldiers will block, and the water will cover the ground, which is understood by children. If Xiaozhi wants to commit suicide after knowing the truth, just find someone to come to her in advance.

Just thinking like this, I suddenly heard Li Jing reminding me in my ear: "You can't hide it from him for the rest of your life, if she knows the truth, how will you explain it to her?" The more this kind of thing is hidden, and the longer it drags on, the worse the consequences will be. ”

"And what do you want me to do? Honestly? That ended up dying with her. So, I'm sorry I had to lie to her for the sake of myself. I pretended not to care and answered Li Jing's question, "You are not us, you can't understand our situation." ”

"I can't understand your situation, and I can't even imagine how you two managed to survive under that pervert. You think you've been hiding like this all your life, and if you can hide one day, in the end she will still know everything, and you won't be able to do her. Li Jing's tone sounded a little angry, I don't know if he was nosy himself, or if I was looking for a reason to vent his dissatisfaction because I was involved in him and almost died, in short, through the light in the courtyard, I saw that he was now quite angry.

I didn't understand a little, but I still kept the same tone as before and said, "The first time I heard someone say that he is perverted, usually, this description would be more appropriate for people like me, right?" After all, I'm a typical dual personality. I laughed to myself.

Li Jing looked at me incredulously, and then said: "Pervert is to describe a person's behavior, although you have two personalities, but whether it is Jin's current personality or your previous personality, even if you know your situation, you have never had the idea of doing bad things, and even your previous personality still came to me to cooperate when you knew that you were a gangster member and would be suspected by the police." It shows that the kind part of her nature has never disappeared, and you are the same, after the accident, you have been trying to help me find a chance to escape because of the guilt of involving me, and agree to your other personality to cooperate with the police, and give the victim a chance to reveal the truth and live in peace. I can't connect you to those two words. So don't laugh at yourself in this nonchalant tone, you're just sick, but it's not your fault. You're not like him, and I'm sorry I provoked you with that word, but never think of yourself like that. It's not you who have a problem in this matter, it's Ban Que. Li Jingwei complained and apologized just now.

I just nodded: "By the way, you haven't told the police about the corpse, I don't know if there are a few words left about the corpse that can be used as evidence." "I thought about what we're here for.

Li Jing glanced at the policeman not far away and said: "When I came down just now, I had already drunk that the policeman in charge of this case here said that the fire was about to be extinguished, because the door of every morgue here is a fire door, so as long as it is not big, it should not have much impact on the corpse in the morgue." However, after a while, the two of us had to go to the police station to explain the matter of the conference, and told the police that our speculation was that since Lin Muyu had been killed, only Li Ruxuan was left on the run. ”

I also instantly returned to the analysis of the case, "You said to Xiaozhi before that Li Ruxuan was imitating Lin Muyu's method of dismembering the body after killing Lin Muyu, and the first time he did not remove the organ because of his lack of experience, I think that in addition to being surprised enough, his lack of buyers is also one of the reasons, so I think Li Ruxuan's next move will be to imitate more similar and find a buyer." ”

Li Jing touched his chin and said with some distress: "If you say this, there is indeed some truth. By the way, I do know a few people on the black market, and I hope to find news of him there. (Later, I learned that his first case was also related to organ trading, so I thought I had that kind of wry smile that was almost despairing, lamenting that people could do such a hurtful and morally degrading thing for money.) ）

"Then we're not going to the police station?" I watched Li Jing drag me out and asked him.

"We don't have time, how can Li Ruxuan choose to be very dangerous after killing people, after finding an organ buyer, he will wantonly kill people in order to imitate it more likely. After killing someone, he was no longer Li Ruxuan. He turned himself into an election past Lin Muyu's role. ”

I was taken aback when I saw him call a policeman, open the car door, and follow him into the car. "To the black market?" I asked curiously.

"No, go find a bag and ask." Li Jing said the address, and the man sitting in the driver's seat honked the siren and whistled away.

At that time, Li Jing was still a high-spirited teenager, the bones on his face were not so angular, and his fleshy cheeks still had some childishness that was incommensurate with his age. But like the one I saw him later, his eyes were always full of confidence, but the eyebrows at that time were not worried, and the stretched eyebrows gradually twisted into the word 'Chuan' when we met again many years later. I often sigh at the miracle of fate, and the fates of two people who seem to never have anything to do with each other are quietly tied together. No matter how strange Xiaozhi was when he saw him at first sight in the hospital, those familiar familiarities buried deep in his memory were finally like a magnet for the two to meet again, and another tragedy was opened again. (To be continued.) )