My nervousness in front of her is definitely not pretending, it is really nervous Every time I have the opportunity to stand in front of her, I also want to show that I have to be as confident as other male classmates, but when it really comes to that time, I don't know where to put my hands and feet.

I admit that at the beginning, I had a great purpose for Lin Leyi, but after a long time, I found that I really fell in love with her, and it was that deep love.

She has a kind heart, although she is beautiful and rich, she doesn't take a shelf, she is very enthusiastic about her classmates, and she will basically help anyone in trouble. When I was in class, I was like other students, helping my classmates occupy a place and get a book, and go to the cafeteria to eat at noon.

These actions, which are no different from others, make me feel that she is very kind and no longer unattainable.

In order to be worthy of her, I am also doing my best to make myself a better and perfect person.

I confessed to her on the first Valentine's Day of school, and I prepared for a whole week, from the scene to the flowers to the confession, every link was rehearsed countless times in my heart.

Over the past year, there have been many boys who have confessed to her, but she has not agreed.

I really don't know if my confession will be agreed by her, and she will prepare for this qiē with the intention of breaking the kettle. Because I know that if I don't do it, I won't have a chance. There are at least five or six boys who think the same way as me right now.

That scene was the first big scene in my life.

The success of this confession is crucial to me.

At that time, there were not many people who confessed with flowers and heart-shaped candles, and I spent three months of living expenses to set up the confession scene, downstairs in their house.

When I finished playing the song "The Moon Represents My Heart", which I had practiced for more than three months, my whole person was so excited that I was about to burn.

Liu Caixia helped me carry the message, and then I stood downstairs holding the rose and waiting for her like a fool.

Ten minutes seemed like a lifetime, and the onlookers all started to heckle and say things that didn't matter.

Just when I saw Lin Leyi coming out of the door of the building, her head was slammed, and the whole person fell to the ground, and her lips and nose were sore on the ground, and this pain almost made me unconscious.

Before I could look up, I was hit on the waist again.

Then I heard Lin Leyi's voice, and it was the first time she spoke so loudly: "Zhang Wei, what are you doing?" ”

"Help you clean up the garbage, such a toad wants to confess to you, and I don't know how to look in the mirror. It seems that I played too little a while ago. Zhang Wei's voice.

"Whoever confesses to me is my business, please don't meddle in my business. Don't just run amok in the school just because you're powerful, you think you're a bully! Lin Leyi retorted loudly

"It's not that I'm nosy, it's that this person is too much of a hindrance." Zhang Wei smiled again after speaking, and said, "Le Yi, I am here to confess to you today, I like you, can you accept my confession?" ”

I got up from the ground and saw the ninety-nine roses in his arms, and it seemed that the eleven in my hand were terrible.

Because when I fell just now, the rose was crushed under my body, and now not to mention the shape of the bouquet, even the petals have fallen a lot, as if they were picked up from a garbage can.

On the other hand, look at Zhang Wei, and then look at myself.

The difference between the two people is too great, he is dressed in a suit and leather shoes, his hair is meticulously combed, he is holding a large red rose in his hand, and he is still a big handful, followed by a small music division, and he is playing some music that I don't understand.

I was wearing a sweatshirt that was not very clean, ordinary slabs, and my hair was a little yellow because of malnutrition; The lost rose in his hand, the ridiculous acoustic guitar fell far away, and the heart-shaped candle was extinguished a lot......

At this moment, I gave up, and I drooped the flower in my hand with infinite disappointment.

If I were a girl, I would not hesitate to choose Zhang Wei.

"I'm sorry, I can't accept your confession. I have someone I like. Lin Leyi's indifferent voice sounded.

I had lowered my hand and looked up at her.

She walked up to me very gently and said, "Don't you have anything to say to me?" ”

My heart was beating violently like a shot in the arm, and at this moment my whole body was trembling, and I could hardly believe my ears.

Of course I understood what she meant, but happiness came so suddenly that I didn't react.

I was stunned for about five or six seconds before I stammered: "Le Yi, I like you, are you willing to accept me as your boyfriend?" ”

She looked at me, her eyes were rippling, and her voice was crisp, "I do." Then she reached out and took the eleven roses from my hand, and whispered, "What do you mean by being single-minded?" ”

The onlookers applauded me.

My tears flowed out at once, and I couldn't believe that the goddess of my dream promised me such a confession, and then stood in front of me so gently and generously.

But the joy didn't last long, and I felt a pain in my back again, and the whole person almost flew out and fell to the ground on the right.

Then the fist rained down, and I tried to resist but didn't have the strength to fight back. Countless punches and kicks came at me, and all I could resist was hold my head and hunch my waist.

I don't even know how long I was beaten until I heard the voice of the school security guard.

The security guard was called by Lin Leyi, and after pulling these people away, my whole face was swollen. Because when I looked at Lin Leyi, I found that my gaze was blocked, and I touched my hand to the point that my eyes were swollen until there was only a slit left.

She helped me to the school gate infirmary to be bandaged, but I had to go to the hospital because the injury was too severe.

My confession night ended in such a fight, and it turned out that I won. Of course I was happy, and for the next seven days I was taken care of by Lin Leyi in the hospital.

She asked the driver to bring her to me every day, and I stood at the window of the ward and could see the driver parking the car downstairs, and then she ran up with a lunch box.

The next day, I asked her if the family knew about us, and she flickered, and I knew from her expression that it was all hidden from her parents.

Immediately relieved, if her parents knew so early, we would only have a breakup.

I thought that this matter could be concealed for a while, at least until our relationship was more stable and our relationship was deeper. Unexpectedly, on the eve of being discharged from the hospital, I met her father.

Her father, who had come on his own, entered the ward and asked my name, then briefly asked about my injuries, and finally introduced himself: "I don't need to say that you can guess who I am, right?" ”

I nodded and exclaimed, "Hello Uncle Lin." ”

He bowed his head slightly and said, "After I know you, I have checked the situation of your family without permission. ”

"Uncle, the situation in my family is really bad, but I am sincere to Le Yi." I said, my heart kept sinking.

He smiled slightly: "I understand the feelings between young people, but as a parent, I still want to arrange a smoother path for my children." To be honest, I can't say the words asking you to leave my daughter, but you and her are really not suitable. Now that you have just been together, many of each other's habits and habitual thinking patterns have not yet been revealed. For example, she spends more than 2,000 yuan a month on clothes, can you accept it? This is still now, and there will be more in society in the future. You have to know that when you really start life in the future, it is still the responsibility of the man to provide for the family, and the woman is responsible for taking care of the family. ”

"I haven't graduated yet, but I believe that I can find a good job and give her a better life." I said firmly, but there was unspeakable uneasiness in my heart. I know that this is not convincing, the future is uncertain, not to mention that I know too much about the hardships of making money. How many years did their family business take to get to where it is now, and it is not easy for me, a poor boy with no roots, to fight for a place in this city.

"I'm glad you think so, but you're still in school and don't fully understand the cruelty of this society. If you think you have to try it with her for a while, I'm okay with that. But there is a saying that in the first place, while you are a friend, don't do anything that is beyond the courtesy. Le Yi's father said.

I immediately understood what he was talking about, nodded and said, "Don't worry, uncle, I know a lot of things." And I am sincere to Le Yi, and some things will be left until the time of marriage before I promise her. ”

He was quite satisfied with my answer, and sighed: "It's okay to try to walk for a while, young people always have to get in touch with feelings." ”

In the end, he reassured me that I would take good care of my illness and not have to worry about money.

Not long after he left, Lin Leyi ran into the ward with tears on her face and asked worriedly, "My dad came to look for you?" ”

"Yes, my uncle is a kind person." I laughed.

She breathed a sigh of relief, wiped the remaining tears from the corners of her eyes and said, "I know that my dad is not as unkind as my mother, he didn't say anything, you can take care of your body with peace of mind." I've been taking notes more carefully in the past few days, so you can take it and take a look, and ask me if you don't understand something. ”

"Thank you!" I say.

"So what are you going to do?" Le Yi smiled, her eyes and eyebrows were crooked, and she couldn't say how moving.

This time, I stayed in the hospital for 17 days, and she would come to accompany me every day after class, and go back before the dormitory closed, or go home. Deliver me food every weekend and chat with me.

It was the easiest time of my life, and I wanted to keep my injuries going.

When I was discharged from the hospital, I was eight pounds fatter than when I was admitted to the hospital, Le Yi took out a mirror from her bag and held it up in front of me and said, "Look, you are still quite handsome when you are fatter." ”

I looked at myself in the mirror and was a little unrecognizable, my skin was a lot whiter, my face was a little fleshy, I didn't look so smart anymore, and the whole person was a little unspeakably good-looking.

"I also bought new clothes, try it, I don't know if it fits or not." She put a bag of clothes in front of me, "I'll go out and wait for you, okay call me." ”

I had never worn such expensive clothes, and I felt uncomfortable when I put them on, and when I called her in, I saw her face full of surprise.

"Le Yi, it's very expensive for you to buy these for me, and I will pay you back when I earn the money." I say.

"No need, your clothes were all ruined this time, and it's all because of me, I should have given you a few clothes." She laughed.

This is how our relationship began, and then we got closer and sweeter.

At the beginning, Zhang Wei would come to look for small troubles, but later saw that it was irreparable, so he turned his attention to find the beautiful little sister in the new life.