The first time Ami told me, it was a game of truth or dare. At that time, she said, "The warmest person for me is very tall, I just reached his chin, the sun shines through his eyelashes, I think his eyes are so deep." "He didn't say who the man was, but I had already guessed it. Looking at her sweet expression, I was a little lost.

Later, I deliberately created an opportunity to pass by with Wang Zhidong, don't think crookedly, I just measured his height with him. The aura of the two enemies can always be felt by each other, and he and I are always looking at each other more vigorously. He's still a little taller than me, and this slight height, in my opinion, is a kind of contempt. There was a voice in my psyche that was shouting, I was going to fight. I'm going to grow taller.

From now on, I am no longer a nerd, I want to go out of the wider world. The world will bring me new heights. I chose basketball. After a lot of practice, my skills have improved. Whenever Ami passed by, I tried to get her attention. All kinds of cool plays, all kinds of rebounds, sometimes, even in the few seconds when I was knocked away, my brain was quickly searching for how to fall gracefully when I landed, and I fell to make Ami think I was handsome. Whenever I adjust to the most handsome perfect posture and land on the ground, I will subconsciously look at Ami, and then reveal my charming smile that I don't know how many times I have practiced in the mirror. Ami only saw me every time she heard other girls screaming, and then two words "idiot" popped out of her teeth.

Wang Zhidong has been helping Ami carry her schoolbag. I became a voyeur, peeking at everything Wang Zhidong did for Ami. I sometimes feel that Wang Zhidong is like the former Ami, and Ami is like the original me. I gradually felt that Ami was very cute, sometimes she would squat downstairs with a magnifying glass to look at the ants, suddenly her eyes lit up, and she was overjoyed, and she saw a coin next to the ant nest, and she had to pull Wang Zhidong to buy a lollipop.

As the days at home got more and more boring, I started watching cartoons, drawing characters from cartoons, and then telling stories to them.

The more I draw the animated characters, the more I always feel that only in this way, in telling them, can I slowly understand Ami and understand why Ami is so good to me. Watching "Journey to the West" again, I have another feeling, I think Zixia in the story is too much like Ami, and I more or less feel that I am the supreme treasure who realizes it later. I thought I had no one else in my heart but myself. But one day in vain, I found that when someone took you seriously, but you quietly let her leave, you would be very happy at first, but after a long time, you found out that it was a pustule. The more time passes, the deeper the fester. Even if it's okay, the wound is still there, and when I see it, I still vaguely feel that I shouldn't leave this wound. If I had another chance, I would definitely be nicer to Ami, because there are not many people in this world who are good to you. Feelings, either you hurt her, or she hurt you, hurt and hurt, and regret it.

Can you not go? I said this sentence five times in my heart, but my mouth opened and closed. "So, when will the book be returned to you?"

"You're done".

The four words "you can finish reading" are the last memories that Ami left to me in junior high school.

After that time, Ami's family went to Paris, and regrets kept eating away at me, I don't remember how many times I watched "Journey to the West", but when I saw Zixia Fairy, I would always see Ah Mi in a trance, Ami said, Ah Ash, wait for me. (To be continued.) )