Gao Ying didn't know that Qin Wan was telling the truth, and when she had a grudge against the marriage, she said: "Bao'er, don't say angry words anymore, the sage thinks it's good, that's really good...... For more up-to-date chapters, visit wèn:. *Fiction >> "Other people's opinions don't matter at all.

Qin Wan didn't seem to be very willing to talk about this topic, and nodded perfunctorily, Gao Ying didn't know what to say, and was silent all the way to the separation.

As soon as Pei Xi left Zhang's mansion, he returned to Pei's house, Gao Ying also returned to Shenguo's mansion, Qin Wan wanted to say a few words to Qi Run, but suddenly saw Chen Miao's 'desire' stop talking, full of worry, so he ordered his henchman to make the 'female' sandalwood bring a thin gift to talk to Qi Run, so that he could relax. When she entered the study room in her courtyard, Qin Wan waved her hand, so that the 'female' mothers knew that she was used to it, and when she was alone, she often only needed Chen Miao to serve, although she was jealous of Chen Miao's desire to please Qin Wan, she still retreated in a proper manner.

After retiring from these irrelevant people, Qin Wan looked at Chen Miao, his expression was very gentle: "It's because I thought about it, it's indeed a little inappropriate to let you take charge of a girl's mouth." ”

Chen Miao shook his head, was silent for a moment, and said, "County Lord, you have changed. ”

"Oh?" Qin Wan raised his eyebrows slightly, his expression was still tolerant and graceful, and there was not much fireworks, "Where has it changed?" ”

"I remember what you looked like." Chen Miao said slowly, "In the past, you wouldn't attach so much importance to your identity, you wouldn't be so utilitarian in doing things, and you wouldn't be unsympathetic. Even if he knew that Qin Wan was deliberately putting on an arrogant and domineering appearance, and planned to be in the future, Chen Miao, who had been with Qin Wan for nearly two years, could see that some things were not pretending, so he thought about it and added, "You are very happy." ”

You're happy when you punish those people.

Qin Wan was originally a little unimpressed, but when he heard Chen Miao say this, he couldn't help but froze.

She raised her head and looked at Chen Miao seriously, who was beautiful in appearance, but as thin as a shadow, at this moment he did not have the slightest smell of wind and dust and fat powder, and he was handsome to the point of being a little charming, and his persistent expression still revealed the handsomeness of a man.

Seeing him like this, Qin Wan suddenly remembered that many years ago, Chen Miao was also a famous prodigy in ten miles and eight towns. If it weren't for this reputation, he might not have been able to save his life, but he would have suffered a lot of misery.

Thinking of this, Qin Wan smiled bitterly and sighed: "You're right, I've really changed." If it weren't for that, how could you stop paying attention to the origins and preferences of the people close to you, and almost forget about it? It's just ...... "I can't go back to the wraps I used to be." ”

"The county lord—"

Qin Wan shook his head, pushed open the window, let the afterglow of the slanting sun fall, and said softly: "You said that I value identity, I think about it carefully, I am indeed like this, I care too much about identity, but what can I do?" If I am just a people's 'woman' and don't understand anything, I may just accept my fate and live a mediocre life, but I am such an identity, seeing a glimmer of hope in front of me, how can I let go? It's a pity that now I can only be a fox and a fake tiger. ”

Chen Miao listened, but didn't know what to say.

As the eldest son of the emperor, the acting king was still suffering for ten years because of a holy decree of the saint, and finally returned to the capital.

is still like this as a father, how can he complain that Qin Wan can't see through fame and fortune, and can't let go of wealth and glory?

Having said that, Chen Miao lowered her head and said softly, "I still remember what you used to be. ”

When Qin Wan asked him to be her personal 'servant' and 'girl', he was very unhappy, full of resentment and had nowhere to speak, so he could only sacrifice his male dignity to protect his benefactor and brothers and sisters, respectful and obedient on his face, and very resistant to Qin Wan in his heart.

People's feelings are all out of place, Qin Wan trusts Chen Miao very much, and he is also generous and benevolent, so he doesn't treat him as a subordinate. Chen Miao followed Qin Wan's side, saw her outstanding talent, faintly understood Qin Wan's ambitions, and felt that Qin Wan did not deliberately hide from him, but also understood Qin Wan's unwillingness - she was obviously talented and 'hole' to read people's hearts, just because she was a 'girl', even the younger brother who didn't know anything about the world in her infancy was more important than her in the hearts of others. Although the acting king's husband and 'wife' love the 'daughter' and allowed Qin Wan to go out of line in all kinds, so what? When a man does something that is justified, when he is changed to a 'woman', there is only the word "out of line".

Chen Miao still remembers that many years ago, when the Chen family had not experienced the catastrophe, he showed a very amazing talent for reading at a young age. Almost overnight, he went from being neglected as one of the many children and grandchildren of the Chen family to the 'meat' of his grandfather's and grandmother's heart. Sisters and cousins who are not close at all on weekdays also began to make shoes and socks purses for him, and even those who ignored him in the past will try their best to "meet him" by chance.

After the family was ruined, in order to make himself not forget jì, he recalled the scenes of the past countless times, and he even remembered the conversation between his sister and the 'milk' mother, and I don't know if it was his imagination.

The young 'girl' in the cardamom years has always been the focus of everyone, and the whole family's attention has become white and tender, and she doesn't know anything, her younger brother who is seven or eight years younger than her, the young 'girl' is depressed in her heart, and she can't help but be coquettish to the closest 'milk' mother, but the 'milk' mother persuaded: "The lady must not think like this, Lang Jun is your brother-in-law, and he is also your dependence!" ”

I'm so short, my sister is so tall, how can I be my sister's support!

When he was young, he was ignorant and ignorant, and when he thought about it, he forgot about it. It wasn't until many years later that I suddenly remembered it, and before I knew it, I was in tears.

My sister wasn't strong enough, and the Chen family wasn't strong enough, so they didn't wait for themselves to grow up enough to protect them. The county lord of Hailing understands better than them that she doesn't want anyone to protect her, she just wants to stand at the top by herself, but it is so difficult and lonely.

"I used to ......" Qin Wan was silent for a long time, and there was a trace of melancholy in his eyes, "Chen Miao, do you know what my cousin was like twelve years ago?" ”

Shen Huai twelve years ago?

Chen Miao was very impressed by Shen Huai, and remembered that the only nephew of the princess, the now hot General Jin Wuwei, was a long-sleeved person who was good at dancing. Seeing everyone with a smile, it looks very kind. Only those who have seen him get along with Qin Wan, Shen Man and others, and then look at him getting along with outsiders, know that in addition to facing people he approves, he will 'show' a little warmth, when he is with outsiders, even if he pushes the cup and changes the lamp, and calls him a brother, his heart and blood are cold, and there is no half temperature in his eyes.

If you don't listen to Shen Man and Shen Huai reminiscing about the past and nostalgic for the past, who would have known that Shen Huai twelve years ago was also a proud and self-contained handsome young man, with a group of 'made' friends, high-spirited, and heroic? Looking at his current appearance, who would have thought that he used to be a friend like a cloud, and he would pour out his heart and lungs for the brother he 'made'? The result? The acting king was demoted, and Shen Huai begged for the 'door' to save his aunt and uncle. In the past, the uncles and uncles who were 'sexual' to him and Yan Yue were all closed to the 'door', and some of them were polite and polite, and it was a good attitude to serve tea and give it away, so it was not uncommon for the 'door' room to stop him or even humiliate him verbally. The so-called friends and brothers have made a shrunken turtle, and a few of them still have affection, but they were either polished to be smooth after being sent by their father and brother to be an official for a year or two, or they persuaded him to keep his title, and not to put himself on it for the sake of acting for the king.

In order to save the king over the years, how many people has Shen Huai begged and how many gifts have he given? In the end, only the extremely embarrassed county lord of Chen Liu, who helped, had a consistent attitude towards him, and there was only one Xiao Yu.

Full of enthusiasm, treat people wholeheartedly, and what can really be reciprocated, there is not one in ten.

Chang'an is the center of the Great Xia government, soaked in prosperity, and also engraved "interests" in the bones. If you see this kind of thing too much, your heart will be cold.

Qin Wan hooked the corners of his mouth slightly, and his eyes were full of mockery: "To take the simplest example, Ayeruo saved a poor scholar for him to seek medical advice for his sick parents, so that he could refer to more classics and give more guidance. After he had the ability to gain a foothold, King Wei decided to solicit, you say, how many people will go? And how many people would pretend to be righteous and ask Aye, and if Aya disagreed, they would be angry? ”

Chen Miao hoped that Qin Wan would have good thoughts, not to be cold in everything, and to start from interests, but when he heard Qin Wan's question, he hesitated for a long time, and Fang Nene said: "There will always be people who are willing to stay." ”

"Naturally, there will be, not much." Qin Wan had already calmed down, and said lightly, "Why do you want to be arrogant and arrogant to the point of being almost reckless today?" It's very simple, because I know that Aya will definitely protect me, so that King Wei can realize my weight. ”

"There are so many people who have taken refuge in him, but the subordinate officials of the palace have a amount, with the style of the King of Wei, it is already great to raise a few staff, how can there be extra money and 'fine' strength to support the Qingqing? Princess Leping gathered the scholars, didn't she mean to search for talents for her brother? Princess Leping's face, the Qing guest of the palace, which name is better? Qin Wan looked bitter, but when she thought of her father who supported her unconditionally, there was a trace of warmth in her heart.

She is trapped by the unfair treatment of men and women in the world, but she has to take advantage of this gap to benefit herself and promote her plan step by step. If it weren't for Aya's unreserved kindness to her, she really didn't know how she would have had the courage to hold on.

Thinking of this, Qin Wan paused, and then said: "The 'prodigal' son does not change his money, and the arrogant and domineering 'woman' becomes virtuous and decent, which is better than the virtuous and virtuous 'woman' who becomes a jealous 'woman'." "Qin Wan's cleverness, Chen Miao never doubted it, he was just sorry for Qin Wan - the secular ethical rules were like a mountain, overwhelming her, but she never refused to bow her head. Because she understands that the bottom line is such a thing, if it is broken once, there will be a second, a third or even countless times, until there is no way to raise her head again. She is afraid, anxious, and uneasy, and only by holding her identity all the time and reminding herself of the privileges of the royal family can she have the courage to continue walking.