Third, forty-two, repentance is useless

Wu Chengsu was a little sad. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

He can barely remember what he was like before his wedding to Zheng.

Qian recalled it for him.

"At that time, you were very close to me, and you to your father. Although my father and I were provoked by others at that time, and have been out of harmony for many years, I have not been ungrateful to you.

"Now that I think about it, your father expects more from you than any other father.

"It's also because I was too stubborn in the past, thinking that I had been wronged, so I wanted to save face more and more, and refused to explain to him. But if I have a little rigidity, I will be clear if I go directly to him for a theory.

"Because of the Zheng family's affairs, you and he also had a lot of shares, and I was very happy at that time, thinking that I could keep the wealth of the clan for a long time, and I could also fight against him.

"But after all, because of the queen, you and I are separated again.

"In order for Hui Ying to join the East Palace smoothly, I did put a lot of thought into it, and I also harmed the queen, and even more so Jiang Hua, who was loyal to you and my mother and son. Now that I think about it, it's just a joke, and I haven't actually gotten half of the benefit.

"I thought that since I had done something wrong, I would find an opportunity to admit my mistake and make peace with your father, but after all, I couldn't let go of it, and I refused to speak.

"I didn't think that I was just dragging on for a while, but he met a villain and died suddenly.

"I cried day and night, and after all, I couldn't cry back to him, and he wouldn't know how upset I was.

"I don't know if he's willing to forgive me."

If the Qian family didn't say this, Wu Chengsu could guess most of it.

However, Qian will say this, and he can't help but feel sad when he hears it.

Because of the loss of his father, Wu Chengsu's resentment towards his mother has disappeared, and now after hearing these words, his heart is becoming more and more unbearable, and he hurriedly comforts Qian's words:

"My father naturally knew it in his heart, even if he didn't know it before, his old man had a spirit in the sky, and he just listened to his mother's words, and no matter how much resentment he felt. The queen mother should not be sad anymore, but teach her son to be uncomfortable. ”

Qian shook his head, but he was still in tears.

Wu Chengsu's persuasion was useless, and Qian himself cried for a while before stopping.

After wiping away her tears, Qian looked at Wu Chengsu fixedly, and after a while, she took a deep breath, sighed heavily, and continued:

"Because I have done these wrong things, I know the hardships here, so I am afraid that you will follow in my footsteps and leave some regrets, and it will be too late to make up for it.

"It's not that I'm discouraged, now that it's so chaotic, the situation is not good for our Yan country, don't say that for the sake of the soldiers in front or the people in the water, just look at the people around you, you should also seriously plan for them.

"In the past, I only cared about my own family, but now I have figured it out, in the eyes of her parents, a woman may still be a baby, and in the eyes of the clan, it is probably just a means to gain a powerful position.

"Your grandfather treated me very well, but the people in this palace, dead and alive, how many people have long been abandoned by their parents.

"When the country is broken, they are all 'remnants of the previous dynasty', and none of them can escape their lives. At that time, their families would not look at them anymore, and they were afraid that they would not even recognize each other.

"If you have the opportunity to save their lives, don't miss it.

"A person's life is only once, and when it has passed, there is no turning back, and if it is wrong, it is repentance, and it is too late.

"In my life, I am confused after all."

Seeing that the Qian family was sad, Wu Chengsu was busy trying to persuade him.

Qian Shi waved his hand, sighed, and said:

"When I had said these things, I was weary of them. If you think about my words today, don't think I'm foolish and ignore them casually. ”

Wu Chengsu nodded in response, after all, he persuaded the Qian family for a long time, and then served the Qian family to lie down and rest, and when the Qian family fell asleep, he quietly left the Ciyuan Palace.

Along the way, Wu Chengsu frowned.

There is indeed some truth in the queen mother's words, but after all, it is just the emotion of her life, isn't it because the Wei army is coming to the city, and the queen mother is afraid that the royal family will be killed by then, and she has no chance to say this again, so she deliberately rushed to say it today?

For some reason, Wu Chengsu was very unstable in his heart.

Before he arrived at the dormitory, he suddenly remembered something, was shocked and said "It's broken", and hurriedly turned around and ran to the Ciyuan Palace.

However, when I arrived at Ciyuan Hall, I found that I was too careful.

Qian did fall asleep, and was startled by the fact that he had rashly turned back.

Wu Chengsu saw that his mother was still sitting there talking to him, and he was finally able to let his hanging heart fall a little.

He greeted Qian again, only saying that he had figured out Qian's words.

"Since the queen mother wants to rest, it is inconvenient for her son to disturb her."

Empress Dowager Qian smiled slightly and said softly: "It's best if you figure it out." In that case, do what you have to do. ”

Wu Chengsu said goodbye with a smile.

This time, he seriously pondered the meaning of Qian's words.

Xu wanted to persuade him to surrender in order to keep the palace ladies and his children, right? If he took the initiative to meditate, according to Zhou Daozhao's city government, he might really confine their family and leave people a way out.

Zhou Yi is not attacking the city now, is it also with the same idea, wanting him to give up and surrender on his own initiative?

But if he saves his life temporarily, what if Zhou Daozhao secretly harms people?

Just thinking about it, I saw Yang Yun's back from a distance.

Wu Chengsu was a little stunned.

If you really want to descend to Wei and give up the world, where is Yangyun's way out?

When he came back to his senses, Yang Yun and his two sons had already gone farther and farther.

Wu Chengsu frowned, and finally went back to his dormitory.

Early the next morning, while still in the court, there were attendants in the harem who were anxious to see him.

When Ding Xin came to report the time, Wu Chengsu didn't come back to his senses for a long time.

Qian committed suicide after all.

I heard that he was poisoned, and his death was a little ugly.

Ding Xin called him for a long time before he came to his senses, and he was about to walk back.

But as soon as I got up, I felt that the sky was spinning.

Ding Xin and the others hurriedly hugged and helped Wu Chengsu to go back.

All the courtiers were suddenly thrown on top of the main hall, and they were all at a loss. Everyone looked at each other, but found that no one knew why.

After waiting for a while, I saw Hua Qing hurriedly coming.

Hua Qing first greeted the adults, and then explained the general situation behind, leaving only a few people from the royal family here, and the rest were dispersed.

The ministers went out without saying a word.

There is such a chaos in the palace of the Great Yan Kingdom, and it is obvious that there will be no more revival of the day.

Wei is about to win the world.

I don't know where they want to go.

When Wu Chengsu arrived at Ciyuan Palace, Yang Yun, Duan and other concubines had already arrived. Yang Yun was stretching aside, and the rest of the people were kneeling there crying.

Seeing that Wu Chengsu was coming, everyone hurriedly saluted and greeted, and after asking, they continued to cry.

Yang Yun really cried when she saw them.

What they are crying about, only they know.