The silent night passed slowly in the busy, but the sky was bright, the rain was still falling, I sat in front of the big bed, looked at Li Qingshu who was still asleep, and muttered: "My face is finally much better, see if it burns,"

As I spoke, I stood up and touched my palm on Li Qingshu's forehead, feeling less hot, and finding that the fever had subsided, I smiled reassuringly to avoid another fever, and I put a hot towel on her white and full forehead again.

When I was making the towel, Li Qingshu turned over comfortably, and the quilt was kicked open by the beautiful soles of my feet, so I had to cover it again to avoid catching a cold, after all, it was cool in autumn, and it was still raining outside

After arranging everything properly, I looked at the time, looked at Li Qingshu, turned around and walked to the window, looked at the early morning world from the second floor, pushed open the window full of dirty traces, breathed in the fresh air, the rain swayed on my fingertips, and there were some water stains on my cheeks, I was thinking about all the things I did all the night in the morning,

After doing push-ups, he calmly blew up Li Qingshu's clothes, and after drying his clothes, he thought he could rest peacefully, but he didn't expect to suddenly vomit because he drank too much wine.

After vomiting frantically, I fell asleep again, I could only mop the excrement on the ground with a mop, like a cleaner After doing this, I found that Li Qingshu's expression was even more ugly, and it should be better after vomiting, seeing that the sweat on her forehead seemed to be even more uncomfortable, her face was particularly red, and she was still moaning lowly, I hurriedly touched her forehead, and found that it was a fever, so I looked around for a medical kit, and looked for a long time like a headless fly to find it,

After feeding her medicine, I put a hot towel on my forehead, went to the kitchen to make ginger soup, and fed her some with a small and delicate red spoon

After that, I lifted the chair next to the desk, sat in front of the bed and observed Li Qingshu, if it deteriorated, I was ready to send it to the hospital as soon as possible, so I watched her sit with a difficult look until more than seven o'clock, and her waist was a little painful, until her face eased.

Thinking about this qiē, I smiled faintly, and smiled helplessly, in fact, I also secretly asked myself in my heart, why would I be so good to Li Qingshu, take care of her so meticulously, afraid that her condition would deteriorate and would rather sit all night and watch her, what is this qiē for, I know very clearly that my relationship with Li Qingshu has not been improved, and I still do this, is it because of the guilt in my heart, is it because of my conscience?

Thousands of raindrops on the road, on dead trees, on cars, on all kinds of umbrellas, at the moment when thousands of raindrops seem to tell me why I want such an answer, this answer is the so-called 'like'

I don't feel emotional, if I like it, I will treat it with my heart, even if I can't see the so-called future, I can't see the hope of being together, as long as the person I like can live well, of course, when I sit on the chair and look at Li Qingshu, I am also thinking about today, I will not intersect again, try to forget her, forget all the wonderful stories we can tell, my pain, her anger

And now I've thought about it, taking care of her overnight can be regarded as dissipating some of the guilt, when I walk out of this villa, Li Qingshu's house will be completely cut off from her, I want to forget her, I believe that my liking is not to the point of love, I must forget her,

Seeing that the rain won't stop, I don't want to see Li Qingshu wake up, say the word 'roll' to me, ready to come quietly, leave quietly, don't take away a trace of love, to cut off our grievances and hatreds, last night the ghost disappeared from this world and left her, and today I Liang Mengmeng also disappeared in her world, maybe she is happy in this way, and she will not be cold and disgusted with this person,

I reached out and slowly closed the window, then put everything back in its place, leaving no trace of my visit, the hair dryer was placed in the bathroom, the chair was placed in front of the desk, the towels were taken down, the medicine was put back in the TV cabinet in the hall, and the water cups and ginger soup bowls were also placed in the kitchen

After making a qiē, I stood in front of the bed, took a deep look at Li Qingshu, who continued to sleep, smiled bitterly, and muttered: "I will get out of your world, and it will not appear in front of your eyes, just when we have never met, happy life, don't be,"

The words fell, I looked at the blue guitar case placed next to the bed, walked over, hesitated but picked it up, and carried it on my back, the guitar had been thrown into the West Lake by her, indicating that I would break off with the ghost face, and I didn't have to return it to her.

I carried the guitar case on my back, turned around and left, closed the door, walked out of the villa, walked in the courtyard of the rain, and felt the taste of being drenched in the rain again, now compared to last night, my mood is much more relaxed, I feel that I have let go of a qiē, let go of hatred, and let go of like, in short, let go of the domineering and indifferent but kind and gentle Li Qingshu,

The beautiful lily still lowered her head like the frost, and continued to bear the relentless blow of the rain, I walked to the lily bush, squatted down and picked a lily that was about to wither, slowly stood up, looked at the poor flower wrapped in rain in my hand, and murmured: "You are dying, and your departure, and you have known you for a long time, accompanied for a long time, will she feel a trace of emptiness, maybe she will be excited to swing the branches, because you don't snatch the sunshine that belongs to her, Because you don't have to rob her of the nourishment and nourishment that belongs to her,

"Your departure is like an ant being trampled to death ruthlessly, and the queen ant who enjoys the admiration of many worker ants in the ant nest will not make any waves in her heart at all, you are a dirty raindrop, where it falls, even if it disappears, it will not attract her attention,"

After saying that, I took the already wet steps and walked out of the large but extremely deserted courtyard, walked out of the iron bar, closed it gently, and turned around and walked for a few seconds, I turned around again with the rotten lily in my hand, glanced at the window on the second floor of the villa where I had just stood, looked at some vague but very clear traces of dirt, and thought to myself: Will I come here again, will I walk into the luxurious villa, will I gently push open the window with my hand, stand at the window safely, and breathe fresh air to my heart's content, maybe I don't have this opportunity at all

Intersect, intersect, will not intersect again

Leaving Li Qingshu's home, carrying a guitar case on his back, holding a wilted lily, walking on the rainy road, watered by the rain, he suddenly thought that my knife electric car and white ghost face were lost in the West Lake, I thought it was already lost, but I still had to take a look, and just as I was about to stop a taxi, I saw a familiar vehicle at the end of the road slowly coming, and at this moment, without Li Qingshu, I thought about her-

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