Chapter 135: On the Rooftop (2)

"Didn't I tell you to stop looking for me?" Fu Shun crossed his hands in front of his chest, he really didn't know how to answer, he couldn't say that Shi Junyong was beaten by himself, right?

"Genius, I know you don't want to see me, but things really aren't what you saw that night!"

"Don't talk about that night!" Fu Shun waved his right hand, his face twitching, and he tried to hide his embarrassment with the high decibel volume of guò.

"Okay, don't mention it, genius, can you listen to me and tell me what is in my heart?"

"What do you say?" Fu Shun raised his head, he was afraid to see Xiang Yu's pitiful appearance.

"Genius, from the day I fell in love with you, I said to myself, in this life, even if it is the end of the world, I am willing to be with you. I know you'll feel like it's just a childish dream, like now, you're awake from your dream; And I'm still immersed in that dream!

"However, as we grew up day by day, as we became more and more distant, I thought it was just a dream. But the longing and heartache told me how real that dream was, and I was willing to work hard to realize it. I'm sure you've thought so, too; Otherwise, you wouldn't have come to Hercy alone.

"During the more than two years I spent in Canada, I wasn't happy at all. I was impulsive because of my mother's impulsiveness, and in a fit of rage, I chose to go abroad. But what about myself later? Also fighting the fire for the love moth! I was a doll who didn't study well, and I became an international student by opportunism. From the moment I actually entered the university, I fully understood the truth that 'knowledge is power'. But this 'power' is not productivity, but the narcotic of what I miss about you. I studied hard to catch up on the homework I had missed back home.

"But I still can't help but miss you. This kind of longing can only be understood by me and you, just like a kite with a broken string, the line is broken, and the kite doesn't know where to go, the only thing that supports us is mutual trust and fantasy. Many of my classmates thought I was naïve, but I believe that it was this kind of unwavering Chinese love. will make China's love story go back a long way. You may think I don't have the face to say this now, but I still have to say that I am loyal to you, at least in the past and now.

"When I miss you, I draw and write letters. Even though I know there is no response. But I firmly believe that your heart can feel it. I have to apologize for this, because there is a problem with my own 'sensor', I always thought that you were still plowing the fields in Yangjiawan, but I didn't expect that the brave you would go to Haixi for me. I can totally understand your loss, because I, like you, I look forward to a perfect meeting.

"You really surprise me. In my mind, you look like you will always stay at the age of sixteen, a young, introverted little man, when I saw you that day, I was so proud of you, the 'Darling' in my heart has become a real man, from your skin color I understand your dedication, read your hard work, but also read your pride. I don't know why you're dodging and dodging at that moment, I've tried my best to dress up like before. If you feel unworthy in your heart, then I will sue you that you are really unworthy. Of course, now you think it's me who doesn't deserve it.

"I went to Yangjiawan once, and I haven't had time to tell you yet. But I'm sure Shufen must have told you in the letter. In your hometown, I found your bits and pieces, and that kind of hardship will only be understood by going, how difficult it is for you and your family. I have to say that you are a 'very deep city' fellow, and you have not said a word about me in all the letters you have written to your family. But I am also touched by your kindness. The family that you could have disconnected from is moving in a good direction with your relief.

"But such a kind man no longer belongs to me. Genius, I don't care how much you misunderstand me. I'll make a final clarification, and I'll just say one thing - Shi Junyong and I have nothing. We've been classmates for years, you know that, that's all. I've always wanted to say something to you, and this sentence has been holding back in my heart for many years - Iloveyou! ”

Xiang Yu let the tears flow and looked at Fu Shun stupidly. The man, who also had tears in his eyes, had already turned away. He couldn't understand the last sentence in English, but his heart had translated it. A woman who understands him, but he is quietly pushing away. What is love? This is a question he often asks himself recently, holding hands? Embrace? Understand? Confide...... This unanswered question gave him a headache, and the final conclusion turned out to be that I, a temporary worker, don't deserve love! At least not yet!

A black cloud squeezed on the surface of the sea, and the shuttled ships sailed away from the harbor, not knowing where they were going. Fu Shun wanted to speak and stopped, he really didn't know how to express his mood at this time, he believed that what Xiang Yu said was true, and it once again proved that Shi Junyong was a despicable villain......

"Xiangyu, I'm sorry, like you said, we've all grown up. You are a high-level intellectual with a more mature mind. We weren't a good fit, especially after we met, and I realized that there was a gap between us...... However, Shi Junyong is really not a thing, you must not ......"

"I know! Genius, I just want you to say to me personally, have you ever liked me? ”

Fu Shun turned around, and he suddenly wanted to look at this face that he had been thinking about day and night. There was a pool of tears in the small but godly eyes, and all the sorrow gathered on the willow eyebrows. But this hard-hearted mason, that trace of emotion was quickly dispelled, what capital did he have to love a well-dressed and well-worked international student from a design institute?

"That's all in the past!" Fu Shun didn't answer directly, "Xiangyu, you should start your new life, and don't paint those childish paintings anymore......"

"That's my freedom!" Xiang Yu suddenly roared. The black clouds on the surface of the sea moved slowly, as if they were about to press overhead. "You are such a coward, a man who doesn't even dare to love, what reason do you have to dream?"

"I don't know what you're talking about......"

"You know! You know you want to be an architect, you know you want to paint the blueprint in your mind into a tall building in a city, you know that those complex formulas and lines are more important than your life...... If you think that love will delay your dreams, then you shouldn't have a heart that is ready to move! However, what is the difference between an indifferent genius and that cold machine? ”

The knot in Fushun's heart choked together, and the pain that condensed seemed to be tearing. Yes, why should people have a heart that is ready to move? But Xiang Yu, Xiang Yu, the love you understand can support dreams, but here in Fushun it is the opposite-only by realizing dreams can you support the love in his heart!

Fu Shun walked up to Xiang Yu and said softly: "Xiang Yu, it's going to rain, go home!" ”

"Which home to go back to? I'm a homeless wanderer just like you! Xiang Yu wiped a handful of tears, and then hugged Fu Shun tightly, "Genius, hug me, I'm so cold!" ”

Fushun closed his eyes. Four years ago, Sister Gui Ying taught herself to hug, this action that does not need to be practiced, it is as difficult as it is in Jiangyun at the moment. Perhaps Xiang Yu in front of him, like Gui Ying that year, had foreseen the coming separation.

Xiang Yu's short hair was tied up in Fu Shun's face, and he looked up at the sky, where the black clouds were laughing at the cowardly man. He slowly put his hand around Xiang Yu's shoulders and held her tightly in his arms; Xiang Yu, who couldn't cry, got into Fushun's chest, and she had been waiting for that kind of warm happiness for many years......

Fu Shun kissed Xiang Yu's short hair, and the pain like ten thousand arrows piercing his heart made him unable to say a word, the man in his arms, do you know that this will be our last hug, and in a few days, I will leave this city...... (To be continued.) )